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cheally wrote this in her journal! i love you forever cheallster! [03 Nov 2003|05:06pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | age six racer~dashboard confessional ]

"I love how Holly calls me Cheallster.
I love Holly's gorgeous hair.
I love how Holly's so optimistic most of the time.
I love Holly's insane, over-obsessive love for Shia Labeouf.
I love Holly's notes.
I love how great Holly makes me feel.
I love how Holly and I can talk about nothing at all, and it'll still be the best conversation ever.
I love how Holly doesn't care what anybody thinks about her.
I love how Holly and I relate about everything.
I love how Holly and I are practically the same person.
I love when Holly IMs me.
I love that Holly is so damn nice all the time.
I love you Hollister!

And in the words of Chris, cheer up emo kid."

i will. love you forever and today.

1 chilled w/the asians | wanna chill?

you should never let the sun set on tomorrow, before the sun rises today... [02 Nov 2003|03:09pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | disney channel ]

i dont think i say this enough, but i am so grateful to have such great friends. i havent been myself lately and i dont know why. stress i guess...there is so much going on in my life right now, and i dont know how to deal with it all. i wish i could be a better friend to you guys. i feel like i havent been. i wanna be there more for you guys and i havent been. i care about you all so much and cherish what we have. i love talking to you. i love how we're honest with each other. i love how you dont want to see me hurt. i love how you look out for me. i love our talks. i love being with you. i love you all with all my heart. although i dont always show it, i really do. thanks for always being there for me guys. hopefully i do the same for you.

thanks to a special someone, you dont read this but you know who you are. i wish i could tell you how i feel, but its too late. thanks for giving me such great advice and always looking out for me. i care about you so much and cherish our friendship. i'm so glad that i met you. id be lost without you. you are the best and i'll always be there for you.

to know me is to love me...

3 chilled w/the asians | wanna chill?

if i am another waste of everything you dreamed of, i will let you down... [02 Nov 2003|11:40am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | the t.v. ]

i kinda stole this idea from cheally, but i am feeling kinda down...just need to remember what i love...

i love my family
i love my friends
i love God
i love how me and eric are so tight
i love being a girl
i love newlyweds: nick and jessica
i love shia labeouf
i love when people call me hollister
i love mr glaeser's class
i love my room
i love surfing
i love the ocean
i love star gazing
i love shopping
i love my job
i love my co-workers
i love making people laugh
i love kisses
i love when people tell me they love me
i love when maica hugs me
i love when kristen calls me just to say hi
i love seeing people that i havent seen in a while
i love cheally's notes
i love when cheally IMs me
i love hanging out with eric, maica, chris, and andrea
i love tyson's sense of humor
i love being me
i love the all american rejects
i love justin timberlake
i love kosher dill pickles
i love ice cream
i love reese's
i love acting stupid
i love hawaii
i love california
i love football
i love espn
i love star wars
i love driving with the windows down
i love wearing my sunglasses
i love friendship bracelets
i love cheesecake
i love being loved

to know me is to love me...

1 chilled w/the asians | wanna chill?

this is the song i was talking about! i love it... [01 Nov 2003|01:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | if i am~nine days ]

So you're standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall
So far down, or maybe you were thinking about jumping
And you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience
For though I cannot fly,
I'm not content to crawl
So give me a little credit,
Have in me a little faith
I wanna be with you forever,
If tomorrow's not too late
But it's always too late when you've got nothing,
So you say
And you should never let the sun set on tomorrow,
Before the sun rises today

If I am,
Another waste of everything you've dreamed of, I will let you down
If I am,
Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down

So you're walking on the edge,
And you wait your turn to fall
But you're so far gone, that you don't see the hands up held to catch you
And you could find the fault,
In the heart that you've been handed
But though you cannot fly,
You're not content to crawl
And it's always too late when you've got nothing,
So you say
But you should never let the sunset on tomorrow,
Before the sun rises

If I am,
Another waste of everything you hope for, I will let you down
If I am,
Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down...

So you're standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall...

If I am,
Another waste of everything you've dreamed of, I will let you down
If I am,
Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down

The answers we find are never what we had in mind,
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreams, I won't mention tomorrow
We won't make those promises that we can't keep

I will never leave you
I will not let you down
I will never leave you
I will not let you down...

wanna chill?

My heart is yours, to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelry, whichever you prefer... [01 Nov 2003|09:18am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | hands down~dashboard confessional ]

cheally came yesterday and we went to our homecoming game...cypress lost yet again, but we had fun...sorry about not coming to steak and shake with you guys, i got to erics house and we were talking about what we were going to do for homecoming and i lost track of time, i feel awful and i shouldve called...im sorry...i got my nails done for homecoming, they are pretty....but i feel like going with jon is going to be a waste of what could be a perfect night...he likes some other chick, who from what i hear is really hot...i dont stand a chance. why does this always happen to me??!! i really like him too...and andrea is still on erics case about pretty much everything...he mentions a hot girl and she flips out on him, but she can go and flirt with whoever she wants, including his best friend! thats ridiculous! i keep telling him to talk to her, but he doesnt want to, he thinks hes overreacting...but you arent eric, because i notice it too! be a man! you dont need to take that crap from her! its so stupid i dont even know why im wasting space talking about it...SHOCK OF THE DAY: i was walking toward the stadium and i hear someone call my name. i look around and see andres like practically running towards the fence to see me! im like, what the..? he is so hot and he is happy to see me??!! there was like a fence though and grass( i had not yet entered the stadium) so he couldnt walk over or hed slip( he is on homecoming court...) but he was like: im glad youre here! and im like: good luck tonight! i hope you win! i know its stupid but i didnt know what to say! this kid has a girlfriend too...is he that happy to see his girlfriend everyday?? maybe its a sign....yea right, i wish...i saw tavier and sisco yesterday too, i love them, sisco is so funny....and i found out some other stuff that i really wish i hadnt....cheally is the bomb! she made a friendship bracelet and like 6 cds, john mayer, dashboard, dave matthews, and this mix cd...i like the first song on it but i dont know who sings it....it goes like this:...you should never let the sun set on tomorrow before the sun rises today....cheally who sings it? its an awesome song....and you put my favorite song on there too!...ill be your crying shoulder, ill be love suicide, ill be better when im older and ill be the greatest fan of your life...b-e-a-utiful....and my fav. dashboard song!...so long sweet summer...=) i love you cheally...tonight is homecoming, please pray that i have a good time and jon likes me....i love you guys! peace!

to know me is to love me...

this is where i say ive had enough, and no one should ever feel the way that i feel now....

4 chilled w/the asians | wanna chill?

woop woop! [30 Oct 2003|11:55am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | tyson talking in physics... ]

ONE MORE DAY CHEALLSTER!!!!!!

1 chilled w/the asians | wanna chill?

this took me forever, enjoy! [29 Oct 2003|06:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | hey ya~outkast ]

1. Who are you? Holly

2. What are 3 important things everyone should know about you?
a. im funny
b. awesome
c. half asian

3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing?
hanging with my friends, at school, working, watching tv, eating, partying, etc.
4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least.
a. english
b. economics
c. physics
d. trig

5. What is your biggest goal for this year? graduate...
6. Where will you be in 5 years? in college still...
7. What do you want to be when you grow up? a successful business woman
8. Are you more child-like or childish? isnt that the same thing??
9. What is the last thing you said out loud? youre gonna make me fail! (to my mom)
10. What song sums up your life right now? in this diary~the ataris
11. Does your life suck? no, its actually pretty good
12. Does your life get better or worse each day? better
13. Does time really heal all wounds? yes
14. How do you handle a rainy day? sleep
15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? lights...
16. How is your relationship with your parents? WONDERFUL! i hope...
17. Will you miss them when they are gone? i cant imagine my life without them...
18. How do you want to make your living? hard work
19. How do you want to make your life? perfect
20. Has life ever given you a second chance and how? well my parents always give my 2nd chances, and 3rd, and 4th...
21. Are you more of a giver or a taker? unfortunately, a taker...
22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart? some
23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? breaking a nail??
24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? my grandma dying...
25. Who have you hugged today? maica, allison, kristen
26. Who has hugged you? lots of people...
27. Do you have a lot to learn? of course...
28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?
a. surf
b. dance
c. be rich and famous
29. Which do you remember the longest: which what??
30. What are the key ingrediants to having a good relationship? trust, honesty, love, laughter
31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?
a. fall in love
b. get rich
c. live a happy, prosperous life
32. What two things would you want to die to avoid doing?
a. this question makes no sense...
b.

33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause?
34. What does each decade make you think of:
The 19..
20's: roaring?
30's: idk
40's: world war II
50's: jukeboxes and sock hops...
60's: elvis presley and hippies
70's: bell bottoms and afros
80's: mullets
90's: y2k??
2000 (so far): awesome

35. Which decade do you feel you belong in and why? the 50s/60s
36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? any elvis or beatles song
37. If you could say any sentence to the president of the usa what would it be? you’re cool
38. What's your favorite tv channel to watch in the middle of the night? disney channel
39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? idk...
40. Have you ever been a girlscout/boyscout? yes, im not proud of it either
41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? def. fly
42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? cause God wanted it that way...
43. What does your name mean? its a plant...
44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outerspace? neither...

Word association
What's the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:
air: fresh
meat: cow
different: same
pink: blue
white: black
elvis: presley
cilantro: what??
heart: broken
pulp: fiction

45. If you could meet any person who is dead and famous who would you want it to be? mr rogers
46. What if you could meet anyone alive and famous? shia labeouf
47. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday? no
48. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? food to eat
49. What one cd would you bring to listen to for that week (no mixed cd's..must be an album)? the all american rejects
50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved? yes
52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands? a play-doh snake??
53. What was your favorite toy as a child? idk
54. How many tv's are in your house? 5
55. What is your favorite thing to do outside? walk
56. Have you ever seen a rainbow? yea
57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? no
58. have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? no, theyre fake...look at ms. cleo...
59. What is your idea of paradise? perfect
60a. Do you believe in heaven and if so what is it like? yes, idk, but its real nice
60b. Do animals go to heaven or just people? all dogs go to heaven...
61. Do you believe in Hell? i believe that sinners go to hell
62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't? tae kwon do??
63. What is the nicest thing you have ever done? im always nice...
64. Are you a patient person? most of the time..
65. What holiday should exist but doesn't? buy holly everything day
66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does? halloween
67. What's the best joke you ever heard? what do you call cheese thats not yours? nacho cheese!!
68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? chuck e. cheese
69. Is your hair it's natural color? duh
70. Do you have any deep dark secrets? none you need to know...=)
71. What is under your bed right now? dust bunnies...
72. If you were in the land of oz what would you ask the wizard for? shia labeouf to fall in love with me
73. If you drive do you frequently speed? most of the time...
74. What is the world's best song to dance to? hey ya~outkast
75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone? some meringue song
76. Do you prefer disney or warner brother? def. disney
77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo? lions
78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? sure
79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off? yes i learned that in physics
80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? what would i be sacrificing?
81. If you (and everyone)had to lose one right or freedom but you could pick which one what would you pick? the right to bear arms
82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the north pole? equator i dont like the cold
83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? music, you could watch mtv...
84. What do you think makes someone a hero? What does it take to be a superhero in our world? i think anyone can be a hero...i look up to the firefighters and police in new york...
85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in? spongebob
86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: blood
87. What was the last thing you paid for? the movies
88. Que pasa? yo quiero taco bell
89. Get anything good in the mail ever? seventeen magazine
90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, or bowling? dancing
91. If you died but were instantly cloned and the clone retained all of your memories and characteristics and continued living on as you, would it be you? no...nothing can replace me! one and only...
92. What insects are you afraid of? all...
93. If you could print any phrase on a t-shirt, what would it say? whoadie!
94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn? polka dots when i was like 5
95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted of forever and not gain a single ounce from what food would it be? ice cream
96. What are your parents interested in? to tell you the truth i dont really know...
97. Have you ever caught a butterfly? no...
98. What is the differance between wishes and plans? wishes are just things you want to happen but probably wont. plans are things you can make happen if you set your mind to it
99. What do you think of the following shows?
get smart: never heard of it
cribs: tight
m.a.s.h.: never watched it
roswell: dont like it...
daria: stupid
pop up video: its aight
spongebob squarepants: the phattest show ever!
invader zim: retarded

100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. what do you bring?
a. food
b. water
c. shia labeouf

I don't know what happened to 101-150.

151. What is louder and more annoying...200 adults talking in a restraunt or one four year old screaming? the 4 yr old
152. What do you think is up with the bermuda triangle? i dont really care...
153. Are you jealous of anyone? the olsen twins...ok! i admit it! theyre hot, rich, and know shia labeouf and could probably go out with him if they wanted to! i know i would
154. What is the happiest way you can start your day? waking up on the right side of the bed..
155. Have you ever had a moment where you felt everything was all right with the world? yes, like right now...
156. What does it mean when a person is deep? Are you deep? what is it with these questions! next one please!
157. What does it mean when a person is spiritual? Are you spiritual? idk!
158. What makes people different from animals? not much...too many people in the world act like animals...
159. What does the word 'gay' mean to you? you prefer the same sex...
160. Is it just me or are people getting more and more sensitive and touchy? its just you...
161. Would you still love and stay with your girl or boy friend if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed? yes, because if i loved them enough, it wouldnt matter...hopefully theyd do the same for me...
162. Fate or free will? free will
163. Are you bored with life and if so why? no
164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain? you make your life what it is..
165. Are you afraid of change? no, but my cousin is and its weird!
166. Are you a day person or nocturnal? day
168. Have you ever worked in retail? no
169. What's the coolest job you ever had? im a server at friendly’s, its my first job..and its awesome!
170. What's the differance between slavery and being forced to work because everything is so expensive? this doesnt make any sense!
171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress? yes i do..
172. If you had the power to make one person at your school do anything you want them to for a whole day who would you pick and what would they do? dana gill, make her make a fool of herself so no one would like her...
173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like? capricorn...idk and i dont care
174. Were you scared by the blair witch project? i didnt see it cause i dont like scary movies...
175. If your teacher gave you a map to do anything you wanted to do with what would you do? what a dumb question! why do i care?
176. Do you believe there is something strange going on with the freemasons? wheres that?
177. Do you like everything to be in widescreen? no, fullscreen
178. Are you a fan of any comic books? spider-man
179. Do you collect something? keychains...i have about 20
180. Do you usually smell good? when i choose to shower, yes...just kidding...
181. Where does love come from? from your heart
182. Where did your parents tell you babies come from when you were little? i never asked, cause i didnt really care to know...
183. You're taking a 5 billion question survey. are you nuts? so im told...
184. What's the best cheesy 80's song? thats an oxymoron...
185. What's the best date movie? do you really watch movies on dates??
186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the movie theater? the middle or the back, if you sit in the front, your neck will cramp up...i learned that the hard way...
187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building? no..
189. Candles or strobe lights? candles
190. Who can take a rainbow, wrap it in a sig, soak it in the sun and make a strawberry lemon pie? your mom
191. What besides money can make you extremely happy? love
192. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love? someone rich...
193. What comercial made you really want to buy something? barbie commercials when i was little...coke commercials now...
194. Have you ever made a snow-something-else (not a man or woman)? snowball...
195. If someone wanted to understand you what book should they read that will help them? green eggs and ham, im annoying like sam...
196. When was the last time someone called you crazy and why? people always call me crazy cause i am!
197. Are you a space cadet? sometimes...
198. Are you magically delicious? wouldnt you like to know...
199. If you could wish for one object (nothing alive, no money) that was the size of your computer monitor or smaller and it would appear right now what would it be? a box of pizza...
200. What does 'if wishes were horses beggars would ride' mean? if things were easy to acheive, everyone would be successful...
201. What is a 'ninny'? your mom
202. What is a 'hootnanny'? some country thing...
203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person? something for humanity, like save the human race from an alien attack or something...
204. Which is more important..intelligence or niceness? being nice...
205. Your best friend and your boy/girl friend are in the hospital at the same time. Who do you visit first? why does it matter? as long as i visit them, whos to complain??
206. What kind of person do you really want to be? a loving, caring, fun, honest, sensible, intelligent, rich, famous person...is that so much to ask??
207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were? yea...duh...
208. What makes you cry? a lot of stuff...
209. What is your favorite song from the 90's? anything *nsync...
210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be? h
211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc? just angels
212. What makes you want to be someones friend?
213. Are you annoying? yes
214. Are you amazing? yes
215. How would you like to be a polite?
216. What's your favorite video game? ddr
217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours? no
218. When was the last time someone called you crazy and why? you already asked this, next question, please...
219. Do you think your parents read your FOD? my WHAT??!!
220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower? quick shower
221. Are you alergic to anything? dust mites, pet dander, pollen
222. Don't you just hate stupid people? no, cause im one of them
223. How can we help people to be less stupid? educate them on the importance of intelligence...
224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to them again? something completely and utterly stupid...
225. Would (or have) you ever whip/be whipped by someone in bed? maybe...=)
226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone? yes...
227. Where is the tenderness? no, where is the love?
228. Have you ever won a carnival fish? no
229. Did it live more than a week?
230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have? british...
231. Would you stab a parapalegic in the leg if he gave you a dollar?
232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens? buttons, we have touch screens at work and they are so frustrating!
233. What will the future be like?
234. Are you naive?
235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail? eric...lol
236. You know how they release different themed monopoly games? yea, and what about them??
237. Would you wear real fur? no
238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks? your mom or your dad?
239. Do you like or loathe cops and why? i like cops
240. Do your pets eat better than you do?
241. Are you a weather weenie? no, just a weenie...=)
242. Do you like the band front 242? never heard of them...
243. Share a nugget of joy with us: i love you??
244. What's your middle name? christine
245. Lord of the rings or harry potter? lord of the rings...orlando bloom and elijah wood are FINE!!!
246. Are you good, evil or neutral? neutral
247. Can you speak ebonics? word homie. im down with that, growin up in ghetto and all. i got my posse from the hood, they gots my back.
248. What color is your bedroom? the walls?
249. what color would you like it to be?
249. Are you moving out soon? i hope so
250. What floats? a fat person in the red sea...
251. Britney Spears and Marilyn Manson are standing side by side. You have a loaded gun and only one bullet. What do you do? RUN!!!!
252. Do you want to follow in your parent's footsteps?
253. What is the coolest website listed on bored.com?
254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie? Daria? no, spongebob
255. Which would you most like to compete in?
A spelling bee > this one
A read-a-thon >
A math meet >
A science fair >
A geography bee>

256. How good at using chopsticks are you? just cause im asian, doesnt mean i know how to use chopsticks...
257. If groundhogs retired from groundhog's day what animal should take it's place? your mom
258. Should students have to wear school uniforms? no
259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit? the mayans
260. What would be the best name for a new crayola color? your mom
261. What goes best with peanut butter? jelly??
262. If you were president, who would sing at your inauguration? justin timberlake
263. Would you rather ride on a giraffe or an elephant? elephant
264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go? me!...hehehe...=)
265. Do you ever feel alone in this world? yes, when i have my period...
266. Who knows more..you or your parents? me, duh!
267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing? guitar..
268. If sex was like eating an apple, how many apples would you eat a day?
269. Would you have sex with a stranger for 1 million dollars? if that stranger was shia labeouf, sure!
270. What makes a good present for Valentine's Day? candle-lit dinner
271. which is more romantic..buying flowers and sending them or bringing over flowers that are hand picked? bringing flowers...
272. Out of all celebrities who needs a fashion makeover? britney spears
273. Is madonna still beautiful? after that kiss, i dont think so...
274. Do you believe a celebrity when they are endorsing a product? no
275. Are movies getting too violent?
276. Does fashion matter? yes, fashion is everything...
277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else?
278. What do you get in trouble for the most? not listening to my parents
279. Should parents spank their kids?
280. What is your worst daily habit? being late for everything...
281. If you had your choice which one tv show would you have cancelled? south park, i hate that show
282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt? sweet..
283. If you loved someone how would they know? i would tell them
284. What do you feel the most guilty about? skipping school...
285. Do you meditate? no...
286. Is a dream a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep? how cliche...
287. What is your favorite Disney movie? a tie b/n lilo and stitch and mulan
288. What are you doing tonight? i think you should rephrase that to who are you doing tonight...=)
289. What's the most incredible experience you ever had?
290. Is your life like a movie? which one? my life: the movie starring me!
291. Do you love or hate the telephone? absolutely love it
292. What is one thing you can't do? paint the nails on my right hand
293. Are you kind hearted? yes
294. Are you gentle? yes
295. Has your best friend ever been your worst enemy? no
296. Is everyone the same? no
297. Have you found yourself? no still looking, if you find me, let me know!
298. Are you sleepy? very...
299. What's a good name for a frog: pat...
300. How're you doing so far? pretty good, how are you doing?
301. List 15 things you have not experienced that you would like to experience and will try to experience within the next year.
a. love
b. success
c. true happiness
d. good grades
e. being able to say i did something right with my life
f.
g.
h.
i.
j.
k.
l.
m.
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302. Who is in control of your life? How do you know? me, cause i said so!
303. What is a freethinker? And do u think of your self as a freethinker?
304. If Jesus appeared to you and told you that the moon is made of green cheese would you believe him? yes...
305. What makes you happy? you do...
306. If you had a moment to spare, what would you do? tell people i love them
307. Do you play in a band? no...
308. Do you like to paint or draw? no...
309. Have/would you ever take dance classes? i would
310. Do you like the mental challenge of chess or other games? yea..
311. Do you love to read? only if im not being forced to read...
312. What are your hobbies?
313. Do you excel in sports? most sports..
314. Are you the one people call when they're having problems with their PC? definetely not...
315. When it comes to English literature, do you see beyond the writing and into the meaning intended by the author? mr. glaeser says i do...
316. Can you take apart a motor, put it back together, and have no extra parts? heck no!
317. Are you for or against the death penalty? for...
318. If there was a God and you could ask him/her one question what would it be? first of all, there is God, thank you...second, God is a man...third id ask him why he had to make stupid people like you...
319. Is there life on other planets? i dont think so...
320. Have you ever wished that someone would come along and show you things you didn't even dream were real? yea...
321. If you could put an extra eye on your body anywhere where would you put it? the back of my head
322. Are you one who thinks and expresses freely by rejecting conventions and mainstream standards and therefore thrives on creativity and appreciates art and beauty? sure, why not...
323. Are you in touch with the earth, nature, and simplicity? not really
324. Have you ever been camping? yes...
325. Is your heart open when you meet someone new? it tries to be...
326. Are you able to have conversations with and become friends with people who are not like you and are interested in different things than you are? sometimes...
327. Are strangers beautiful? yes
328. What stops you from doing everything you want to do? my parents...
329. How can you stop those things from stopping you? moving out??
330. Would you rather be a cowboy or an indian? cowboy
331. Would you rather be a pirate or a lost boy? a pirate with johnny depp and orlando bloom
332. Are you very active? i was...
333. Is it more effective to make claims or boasts? claims
334. Have you ever loved someone who has loved you back? no...
335. Is it really being 'in love with someone' if the other person doesn't love you? yes
336. Do you believe that there is someone perfect for everyone or that people just fall in love with who ever they are with at the time? there is someone perfect for everyone...
337. Are you unstoppable unless someone stops you? but then i wouldnt be unstoppable now would i?
338. Have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't have? unfortunately, yes
339. How do you overcome your fears? face them
340. What are you better at than anyone you know? loving you...
341. What is your secret talent? i can belch louder than any guy...
342. Who loves you? everyone!
343. Have you ever fired a gun? no
344. What exactly is a 'fortnight'? 9 days...
345. What could make you scream? your face
346. Who is your favorite poet? robert frost
347. Who or what needs to be stopped? the AIDS virus
348. What should there be a superhero for? to save me...
349. Did you know that some states hang people for the death penalty? are you serious?
350. Do you listen to any talk radio shows? yes...doc and johnny
351. Have you ever lost something and never found it? my mind...
352. Do you believe in modern love? i guess...
353. Who do you trust more, your friends or your parents? my parents
354. Would you ever date someone outside of your race or religion? yes...im christian, shia labeouf is jewish, but im still in love with him...
355. Which of the 7 deadly sins in the worst (gluttony, greed, pride, lust, envy, wrath, sloth)? if theyre deadly arent they all the worst?? duh...
356. Which one are you most guilty of? greed...
357. What would you want a season pass to? your mom...

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you wanted the best and it wasn't me... [27 Oct 2003|08:12pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | the last song~the all-american rejects ]

this week is homecoming week...we have theme days and here they are:
monday: hall of fame
tuesday: pajama day
wednesday: blast from the past
thursday: superhero
friday: spirit day!
and saturday's the dance! which i know will be wonderful no matter what...And friday cheallster's coming! whoo hoo! im so excited! i love cheally and miss her so much! yay for friday! peace dawgs!

to know me is to love me...

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im turning 23, thats almost 25, which is almost mid-20s!~jessica simpson [20 Oct 2003|06:45pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | even stevens! (shia's a hottie!) ]

newlyweds is the best show ever! next to even stevens of course...=) so i got a date for homecoming! yea! and hes a cutie patootie! so yea...thats about it for now...wait! no its not! i dont think the relationship with them is a good idea...and if you dont know what im talking about, dont worry about it...but i love shia!

to know me is to love me...

"whats living if you never pull your shorts down and slide on the ice, ren??!!"~louis stevens

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whoadies 4 life... [19 Oct 2003|12:43pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | rock your body~justin timberlake ]

im sorry eric...

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im tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here... [15 Oct 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | saints and sailors~dashboard confessional ]

ive never been very fond of 3 things: valentines day, prom, and homecoming. particulary because it seems like everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend around that time...i want a boyfriend though...so homecoming is coming up and i am, yet again, without a date. am i destined to be single for the rest of my life??!! i have not had a boyfriend and i am a senior in high school. what is wrong with me?? please dont say: guys are intimidated by you...no its not that, i know it...i think god and i need to have a talk...does anyone know his s/n??

to know me is to love me...

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im tired of being alone, so hurry up and get here... [15 Oct 2003|08:36pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | saints and sailors~dashboard confessional ]

ive never been very fond of 3 things: valentines day, prom, and homecoming. particulary because it seems like everyone has a boyfriend/girlfriend around that time...i want a boyfriend though...so homecoming is coming up and i am, yet again, without a date. am i destined to be single for the rest of my life??!! i have not had a boyfriend and i am a senior in high school. what is wrong with me?? please dont say: guys are intimidated by you...no its not that, i know it...i think god and i need to have a talk...does anyone know his s/n??

to know me is to love me...

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by the way... [11 Oct 2003|04:31pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | more to life~stacie orrico ]

i love shia labeouf...:)

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b-e-a-utiful.... [11 Oct 2003|04:17pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | *taptaptap* of the keyboard ]

Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don't laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cry
Dear friend, I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there's nothing I can do
I know you don't feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn't your beauty
That found room in my heart

Dear friend, you are so precious Dear Friend

Dear friend, I'm here for you
I know that you don't talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don't feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don't feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn't your strength
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

to know me is to love me...

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another day is going by, i'm thinking about you all the time... [02 Oct 2003|04:25pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | id do anything~simple plan ]

so its official, they're dating. i'm not happy about it, but what can i say? i didn't speak up and i missed my chance...did i even have a chance?? probably not. oh well...i miss cheally. we had some really good talks. i miss that. i have my different friends, ones i can laugh with, ones i can talk about school with...but cheally was the one friend who i could relate to and who gave great advice. she listens. its hard to find that...i trust her with everything. cheally is a wonderful person, i dont think she realizes that, but she is...i miss you cheally!

to know me is to love me...

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THE LIST!! [28 Sep 2003|10:38am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | low~kelly clarkson ]

heres a list of things that i want to accomplish before i graduate. if you know of any that i have forgotten, tell me! here it is!

1. run away from black guys
2. go streaking
3. eat 6 bags of pop rocks and drink 6 bottles of coke
4. be on the news
5. make out if front of a mass of people
6. go 24 hours without wearing shoes
7. go a week without showering
8. tip a portapotty over while someone is using it
9. frolic through fountain things
10. go skinny-dipping with someone of the male species
11. go surfing in a really bad storm
12. drink a gallon of milk in 30 minutes
13. bungee jump
14. that old town ride
15. go 2 months without shaving my legs
16. cause a scene
17. get naked in my car
18. go mudding
19. learn to play the guitar and/or drums
20. sing karaoke
21. join the step team
22. wax bikini line (i shave my bikini line, but ive never waxed it before)
23. pick nose in public
24. learn to dance(good)
25. hug randome people for a day
26. skydive
27. find giant bubble
28. when found, go inside bubble
29. jump on giant couch on OBT

this year is gonna be awesome....

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Dieters-people that are thick and tired of it... [26 Sep 2003|11:56am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | baby boy~beyonce f/sean paul ]

in physics class...its so boring. we never do anything productive in this class. oh well, easy 'a'...i really have to pee...maybe if i limited my liquid intake throughout the day...i wanna hang out tonight cause i dont have to work(so far), but with my luck, theyll call me in on short notice and ill have to...but i need money so i guess its okay...i made a list of things i would like to do before i graduate...most are legal=)...franco helped me out. i told him that i wanted to break out of my shell. the stuff on here will definetely help me break out...dont worry though, drugs, alcohol, and sex are not on the list. i made sure of it...i wanna go out and accomplish some of the things on my list, i hope my homies will help me! catch ya later! eddie, please come back! i miss you!

to know me is to love me...

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thinking of you... [23 Sep 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | things ill never say~avril lavigne ]

things ill never say
-avril lavigne

I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to say
I want to see you down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' away...
I stutter...I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to sa-ay...
I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

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[21 Sep 2003|02:06pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | boys of summer~the ataris ]

im worried about maica...

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i screwed myself over again... [21 Sep 2003|11:20am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | girls and boys~good charlotte ]

ok, so i thought it would be the right thing to do. wrong. again. why cant i just tell you how i feel?? i like you! i really do! i wanna tell you so badly, but you like her...and telling you would put me in a position i dont wanna be in...is it worth losing a friend over?? but what if i dont tell you?? what if shes completely wrong for you and you never know how i really feel about you?? i love hanging out with you, being with you, laughing with you...i care about you so much, and yet youll never know...because i wanted to do the "right thing". i hate being such a good person...

to know me is to love me...

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