fartypants   
08:36pm 29/09/2004
  goddamn gasses!  
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Yes I'm omega, you can touch me! TOUCH ME!   
11:08pm 27/09/2004
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: soulfly-eye for an eye
Hello my little computer, I havent missed you, did'nt have the time to do so. OOOH yes where would I be without you. Probably at home, or I'd go out, yes have contact with something living for a change. These last two days, these last days since I started this journal actually I havent had any real contact with anyone. Dont care though, I missed the comfort in being sad anyway, I've made up the lost time these days.

I didnt drank any alcohol today, yipeee, and I dont feel any fitter, the music I listen keeps on getting crappier the more sober I become, why the fuck, and SINCE when do I listen to Johnny Cash, goddamit.

I aint done writing bullshit yet, I hate writing though, as soon as I transfer my thoughts to words everything is lost, the alphabet was invented by evil government agencies seeking to keep us dumb, we know how to make a better world we just don't know how to make it clear to eachother.

Well I've totally had it with being sober, I cant function without alcohol no more, maybe I can, I just can't stand myself.

I Like smells.		  
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DOGGY!   
11:01pm 27/09/2004
 
mood: predatory
music: bloodrock-d.o.a. (fuckin crap music)
I was skating through town this evening, and everyone seemed too look at me, very strange. At first I thought it where my skates because they make a strange squeeking sound, a pretty loud sound I thought at least. But after about 20 minutes I could'nt take it anymore so I asked an old man why he was staring at me, he said it was my dog, and I replied yeah whats wrong with my dog (I had him with me on a leash), and he replied; its dead.

WHAHAHAHAHHHAHA that was a LIE I, cant skate.		  
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I wanna be your dog!   
05:36pm 27/09/2004
  Now I`m ready to close my eyes, yeaaaaaaahh, the sun is shining!!!!! WHOOHOO!!! yes yes yes, I love the sun, I`m moving there! The only thing they would need to invent before I leave is beer in a solid form, I dont want it te evaporate, ofcourse.

Its 10 minutes sinde I wrote the above, and my mood switched again, I suddenly realised I have a shitload of work to do for school tomorrow. And that stupid sun emigration idea, well that's pretty retarded, but then again its just me.		  
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butters   
03:46pm 27/09/2004
  BUTTERS RULES!!!!  
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Bang Bang you`re dead!   
11:23am 27/09/2004
  Good morning, welcome to another crap day, the weather`s shit, I smell bad, I got a headache, except me, my room's a mess, all alone with a half filled bottle of stinking beer, and it aint even mine.

Got a nice uplifting song playing, yes all and all its a great day to sleep, but I aint tired, I`m never tired anymore, thats because I dont do shit, ever.

I shot you down bang, bang, bang, bang, and then there was nothing but that never ending irritating sound of eternity, that fucking beep, I always hear it when I least want to, the suicide tone, but I sure as hell aint shooting my brains to the ceiling, I`d rather kill everyone else :-) that solves a lot of problems, yep sure does.

I wonder If I`m the only one who listens to nothing at times, It can be quite relaxing, and deafening if it lasts to long, but then I`l just turn on the TV again and go numb again.

Someone please help me get out of my boredom, shit If this is gonna last much longer I`m joining the army, be a sniper, that`d be nice. BANG BANG youre dead, and you wont even know.		  
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Today watch me shine   
10:01pm 26/09/2004
  I had a fuckin boring day, again actually, I downloaded some stupid songs. I always used to wonder why the Beatles ever got to be this big, now I know, the other bands where absolutely horrible! Tony Christie, the Tremeloes, goddamn they really suck big time. And this band The Zombies, they're pretty good as long as their singer would shut the fuck up that is.

I drank beer for the rest of the day, Jaeger beer, its pretty good for what I costs :-) being a poor student and all I wont complain.

Nothing on TV neither, I`m downloading the Kill Bil soundtrack, pretty nice songs on it, I dont know what happened to me but ever since I left home I started listening to weird music, I guess I`m just growing up at a faster pace now, Iggy Pop rules, never listened to him, and a whole lot more actually.

I`m not to sober anymore.....You see I never use those dots, its stupid, why the fuck would someone use them, its written language, as if someone would give a fuck you didnt know what to write at that moment, who knows how long this crap text took me. I dont even care, leave alone anyone else would. Any dumbshit actually reading this? Hope not you sad fuck!

Gooby

Arjan		  
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