Blurty for HMac.
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| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006 |
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I need to read Kurt Vonnegut again. I feel as though i'm back to where i started. That the past few months have been a mini-circle in my life. I've come to believe that being single may be my natural state. Anything other than that would be unnatural and forced. I finally have some time to sit and do nothing and think. And i've been thinking a lot. And i've come to the conclusion that i was very very silly and nieve. To think it could be that quick! Ha! I should have known. I did, actually. Well, i should have taken a different course of action. I wish i had understood better what was going on. I might never have leaned in for that kiss. Fade up the Killers: It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this? It was only a kiss! It was only a kiss! And fade out. Ok, i'm done being dramatic. According to my schedule, i've got jazz class tonight, followed by work tomorrow, more work, interview with Berkley (probably another job! god knows i need the money!) and more work, then the FTL (if i can fucking afford the gas to get down there! fuck!). I'm not looking forward to questions from the aunts. Perhaps my mom sent a forwarning. Went to the doctor yesterday, found out that i'm sick. Unfortunately, i'm not dying. I'm hoping i can cure myself with a better diet, because with the doctor's visit, i'm not sure if i can afford medicine. I'm optmistic that i can. And how can i ask my parents for money if i'm already working one (maybe two!) jobs? I should probably stop spending so much on alcohol.... maybe by getting some gentlemen to purchase them for me. God, how slutty does that sound? I'm in the process of making a songlist for a potential cd burn. It's becoming more involved than i expected. I was reminded last night that it takes one-half of the time you were with someone to get over them. I've got about three weeks left. |
Blurty for HMac.
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