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| Monday, January 30th, 2006 |
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So where to start... I got home tonight from the MSM info session to see a gaggle of girls watching the bachelor in my living room. Why does that situation make me not want to be a part of my gender? Ugh. Maybe it's just pop culture in general that disgusts me. Hope so. My car got detailed today, which makes me feel like a better person. I feel like finally there's no more Scotty or Steve DNA floating around in there. Blech. I shoulda told that guy to sanitize my mats. So the MSM program... seems like a perfect fit for me! I really think this will be an extremely valuable asset. It's just like MBA junior! In 10 months! Still, i need to search for other similar programs too. I won't feel nearly so bad about leaving the state (or the country!) now. Time to study for the GMAT! I'm going tomorrow to look for a dog! I really should have gotten one a long time ago. I can reassure myself that i'm not getting it now simply for it's unconditional love by realizing that i have always, always, always wanted my own dog. I'm having day dreams about play-dates with Emilie and Agatha at the dog park, and it scampering around Jenn and Doug's house and roadtrips to miami. I'm not being drastic, right? It's either a dog, or a really short hair cut, or a tattoo, or someother kind of pet. But i really want a dog. So I'm short one boyfriend and I've gained an extra friend. Ugh, hate that word. It's almost insulting. I'm still getting used to it. We'll see. I've provided a list of the cds, in chronological order, that i listened to after the bomb was dropped to give you some idea of what was going on in my head: Jeff Buckley- Grace Dashboard Confessional- The Places You Have Come to Fear the Most Taking Back Sunday- Tell All Your Friends -followed closely by- Taking Back Sunday- Where You Want to Be Muse- Absolution (had the cd for months and only now they're turning me on) Liz Phair- Exile in Guyville Fiona Apple- Tidal, When the Pawn..., and Extraordinary Machine Led Zeppelin- Every fuckin' song they ever recorded. I love my father now for owning the box set. And i'm still on the Led Zeppelin track. At least 1) they don't suck and 2) they're not sad and mopey. Interestingly, i just took note of what i did not listen to. That list is: Blink-182- Blink-182. Good cd. Most certainly angry enough, but i just wasn't feelin' them Bright Eyes- I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning. Oh, that indie sadness. Didn't do it. Dashboard Confessional- A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar. Because that cd kinda sucks. Death Cab for Cutie- Transatlanticism. More indie sadness. Elliott Smith- Super super indie sadness. Probably good that i didn't go there. I could be dead now too. Nellie McKay- Get Away From Me! Would have been perfect. And she's probably gay! Nirvana- Early nineties sadness Rilo Kiley- More Adventurous. Probably would have been a little too perky. Smashing Pumpkins- They can be angry. And they write good songs. Could probably be labled as 'pre-emo'. The Cure- If we call the Pumpkins emo, we'd have to call Robert Smith 'super-duper-emo'. The Decemberists- Picaresque. Nope. Good, but too perky. Sad memories. Tori Amos- Little Earthquakes. Maybe if i'd had the whole cd. God, i miss that cd. Whiskeytown- Stranger's Almanac. And it's almost country! Would have gotten bonus points. ...And i'm done. I feel like i'm back to my natural state of entropy that is singledom. I mean, i knew deep down it was probably too good to last. |
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