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Today i am supposed to sign up for my last semester of classes. I have not done this yet. I don't want to graduate yet! Finally, i've got good friends and a good life here, and now they're making me leave next May. I'm supposed to be an adult after i graduate, and i don't feel like one yet, and i don't believe that'll change in the next few months. (All my thoughts sound so much more grand in my head.) Maybe i'm not really worried about not being an adult, but just that i have NO IDEA what i want to do with my life. I feel that there are an infinte number of directions it could go, and i can't pick one. Maybe i also feel that after i graduate, i'm gonna get stuck in some meaningless job that i loathe. I want: Music! Art! Writing! Travel! Love! Out of all the millions of quizzes, there has to be one that you can just put in the qualities of the job you want, such as, "wealth" "fame" "creativity," and then it'll just tell you what you're supposed to be. Don't they assign you to your career in communist countries? Maybe i'll go live in china. Perhaps i need to quote rayne and the rolling stones when they said, "you can't always get what you want/ but if you try sometimes/ you just might find/ you get what you need." Perhaps. The dayquil should be called nyquil-junior. I've been feeling loopy and fuzzy and strange all day. Time to pass out. |
weird.