Blurty for HMac.
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| Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004 |
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I wore my red heels tonight without getting black-out drunk or pissing anyone off. They are not cursed anymore. This is good. Today, for some or a few reasons, has inspired me. Something made me remember what i was like when i was in brazil, and i want to be that person again. Maybe i just need my brazillians around me all the time! I'm sure if Debora or Bruno saw me now, they wouldn't recognize me (by my actions). Oh let me try to remember! I was so confident! I felt as though whenever i went anywhere, everyone was looking at and envying me. I felt special and witty and... free, in a way. The people i met in brazil didn't know me and didn't even know what to expect; i could be myself and it wouldn't matter in the slightest. Maybe i was just novel. But if i could feel that way again...oh, it would be fabulous. I'm gonna work on trying to remember that person in brazil. I just hope i don't get a big head. |
Blurty for HMac.
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