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Saturday, September 4th, 2004

(Thinking too much again?)

Subject:Say it ain't so
Time:3:25 am.
Mood:dissed..
I wish i wish i wish i wish i wish

i had someone staying with me

I've got a bad feeling about this

something's not right something's not right this isn't good this isn't good.

I'm sad. Parties should never be over. I should never be left to deal with myself.

How am i gonna keep myself away from me?

(Thinking too much again?)

Subject:...
Time:4:38 am.
my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is tooo damn big my bed it too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too dman big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed i t too damn big my bed is too damn big my bed is too damn big

do something about it.

(Thinking too much again?)

Subject:Damn you, frances
Time:1:25 pm.
Mood:procrastinating.
Music:like the weather.
Wow. So i was pretty drunk last night. I'm just glad i woke up in my own bed with most of my clothes on.

I'm pretty sure i got a drunk call from adam. Which is kinda funny, because Scotty and i were talking about ex-es and drunk phone calls and the like earlier that evening. I'm pretty sure i drunk called adam back after everyone left. I don't quite remember what we talked about the second time, but maybe it wasn't anything much, since i don't remember.
I do remember the first call. It made me sad.
I ended it all wrong. Maybe we should have never gone out in the first place.

And there's a hurricane coming. Fabulous. Now i have to make preparations, like getting my car to a garage and deciding what stuff i would like to save "just in case." I hate making the "just in case" decisions. How the hell do you sum up your life into a "yes" pile and a "no" pile?
I don't want to pack up my important things. And i don't want to have to find a place to put my car. I just wanna be with my friends and sleep in my own bed.

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