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Friday, March 14th, 2003

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    1:36a
    you are.
    ugh.
    i must have missed the part where.
    you can just start a relationship back up.
    whenever you feel like it.

    oh.
    thats right.
    i didnt miss that part.
    THINGS JUST DONT WORK THAT WAY.

    unlike some.
    i cant turn my feelings on and off.
    there used to be this one feeling.
    called.
    totally wrapped up in you.
    you killed that.
    now its called.
    emptiness.
    not necessarily because of you.
    just because im tired of being alone.
    of catching myself daydreaming of good times to come.
    somewhere.
    a long.
    long long long.
    way down the road.
    and sometimes i catch myself in the past.
    wondering why things went wrong.

    i called you.
    earlier tonight.
    i dont know what i was thinking.
    please dont call back.

    i need to stop.

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