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Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
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4:51p - Hello all :)
I keep writing entries that I don't post. Emails too. ::sigh:: I so wish I could have a day off right now! But with Romania coming up quickly, I'll need all my vacation days I can manage to save. My mind has been, as C.S. Lewis so aptly put it, "partly in a stupor and partly in a whirl" lately, the way you feel at the end of a long day in which you were rushing from moment to moment and finally it was a lack of energy that managed to slow you down. Hehe. :)
Did I tell you Maria--my beloved friend and dorm-head, Maria--is coming home tomorrow? :) Her doctor says her thyroid levels are back to normal and gave the ok to return to Baltimore. I have dearly missed her! Tonight, however, I am torn between two options: 1.), I can spend the evening battling off sleep to clean the house for her arrival (it badly needs it [frown]), or 2.), I can clean for an hour and then head down to the evening rap at the church. Pastor Scibelli will be preaching. With the trials our ministry is going through lately, I and many others have felt an inner stirring to be more focused than ever, more passionate about prayer, more intense in studying the Word. The raps lately have been packed to overflowing; God is doing something here. I don't want to miss it. But household duties also call... and I am at the *ahem* few days of the month where I have to battle pain and fatigue without the world knowing, not to mention emotions that get so easily upset. ::sigh:: O, how I wish I weren't a girl and so succeptible to physical weakness. I'll just have to manage. And cling very tightly to His hand tonight.
I love you all. When life turns right-side-up again I'll jump back into LJ full force! Promise. :) How could I stay silent for long, when God is doing such wonderful things in my life? :)
"Then Simon Peter answered Him, Lord, to whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of eternal life." ~John 6:68
(ps--What do you think of my new journal colors?)
current mood:  drained
current music: Randy Hodges, "You've Captured My Heart" (2 comments |comment on this)
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