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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 |
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DammitPnk: Oh so now, you are too cool to talk to me? HeY iTs jEaNna: do i konw you? DammitPnk: Ahhh...yes you do. HeY iTs jEaNna: im sorry i dont remember you DammitPnk: Yeah...I knew you from Lori, but I guess you got caught up in all this preppie bullshit...which leads to to be too cool to remember the little people. That makes my day HeY iTs jEaNna: ohhhhh HeY iTs jEaNna: im sorry i didnt think you liked me! HeY iTs jEaNna: im really messed up right now i cant thing HeY iTs jEaNna: think* DammitPnk: Messed up how? HeY iTs jEaNna: bad night last night DammitPnk: Oh man, that sucks DammitPnk: It's better than having a cocaine withdrawl DammitPnk: So, I guess you win in some way HeY iTs jEaNna: haha oook. it was fun last night i just did too much DammitPnk: Did to much of what? And I am saying this with some actual curiosity HeY iTs jEaNna: i dotn really wanna talk about it right HeY iTs jEaNna: now* DammitPnk: Okay...that is cool HeY iTs jEaNna: do you hate me? DammitPnk: No...I dont know you anymore... why? HeY iTs jEaNna: its just at school you would always purposly bump into me... and shit liek that i never really understood why DammitPnk: Uhhh I do that? Ohhh on the testing thing huh? HeY iTs jEaNna: yea. liek that day. i went flying man HeY iTs jEaNna: did u push me? DammitPnk: Hahahaha. I dont think so... I think it was kim...maybe it was me. Sorry... I guess I dont know what got into me...we were bumping into like everybody though...so dont feel too special HeY iTs jEaNna: i dont HeY iTs jEaNna: whats your problem with me? DammitPnk: I dont have a problem with you... I dont know you. HeY iTs jEaNna: so why are you all snappy and shit if you dont know me DammitPnk: snappy? What is snappy HeY iTs jEaNna: i gtg HeY iTs jEaNna: later Wow, my mom has been gambeling 53 times since January 1st, 2004. That makes me feel great. Today I bought PARTY MONSTER and it makes every other movie look not so great. I am so excited for school tomorrow..and it is a strange feeling... Heres the breakdown Science- No friends: PE- LEANNA, MEGAN, devyn, VERONIKA, GINA: History-LEANNA, katie: English- Bree: Spanish- Gina, Michelle: Math- MEGAN woot woot!: Yeah...I need to get the mirror thing for math signed. I can feel myseld getting fatter. Blehhhhh. Oh well... live and let live (my wise words for today)...listen closely Megan. I love LEANNA & MEGAN... they're boss |
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| Saturday, May 8th, 2004 |
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| Oh yes! And Ann the girl who got hit by a car is back at school. and my parents should be home at any minute I hope. It is after 11 pm...and I have to stay up til they get home. :( | ||
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Whoo okay... me and Bianca are ordering 7 CDs by these bands the unseen, leftover crack, devotckas, sham 69, skeptix, lower class brats, the adicts... I am so excited. It is all for like $80 something. Yeah, so me and 'the posse' are going to hang out in OB on the 30th, tell me if you want to come |
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Great Kisser (30-55 points) Rebecca, you are great at kissing: passionate, stormy, sensitive etc. - you know it all. Your kisses come from your heart. You've got the right feeling as you show interest in your partner. For you it's not a competition but real feelings. Sometimes you like to experiment. You always remember that it's not the technique, the strategy or the performance that counts but to have real feelings for your dreamguy. It's not surprising that a lot of guy's (like Me?) fall for you. You have it in you (13-24 points) Rebecca, you have it in you to become a terrorist, don't give up! -Ehhh, I am confused. (take it here:http://www.cooltests.com/tests/terrorist.php) So-So.... (35-65 points) Rebecca, ever heard the word "ambivalent"? It means indecisive or uncertain, and it sounds like your friends are ambivalent about you. You seem to be someone with friends in lots of different places, and that's great. But the bummer is that these friends may not know they're your best friends. You can't always wait for friends (just like someone you're in love with) to make the first move. So if you're waiting by the phone and wishing you all would exchange friendship bracelets, why not have a heart-to-heart with them and see if they're wishing the same? (take it here:http://www.cooltests.com/tests/friends.php) |
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| Tuesday, April 20th, 2004 |
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 being alone…sadly 02 spiders no joke 03 when people sneak up on me ---------------------------------------- THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH MOST: 01 Quebert 02 Leanna 03 Veronika ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I LOVE: 01 Music 02 chilling 03 going out on Friday and Saturday nights ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 SCHOOL! 02 being made fun of… 03 being grounded ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 SCHOOL 02 Uniform 03 Long division with Bi nommials and nomials period. ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 01 Cup of water 02 Bikini Kill mix CD 03 Bleach (Nirvana) ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 Typing 02 Breathing 03 Thinking about what I am wearing tomorrow (Do I have any clothes) ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 Bungee jump 02 Kiss someone in particular 03 Get a ton of piercings ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 Eat 02 Sleep 03 breathe ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 Softball or any sport… 02 Dye my hair (my mom says so) 03 not laugh for a day ---------------------------------------- THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 different… it is really strange 02 I listen.. a lot 03 Outgoing/fun ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 Bikini Kill 02 Leftover Crack 03 Toxic Narcotic ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER: 01 Avril Lavigne 02 Good Charolette ( I cant even spell it) 03 Someone getting shot ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 Fuck 02 Really 03 chauvanistic ---------------------------------------- THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 tacos from Jack-IN-the_BOX 02 Tamales 03 brownies…special ones ---------------------------------------- THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01 how to get my mom to let me do things 02 HOw to draw super good 03 how to play guitar really good ---------------------------------------- THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 Water 02 Orange Juice ( I LOVE IT) 03 Beer ---------------------------------------- THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 Aaahhh! Real Monsters 02 Angry Beavers 03 Daria |
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Bikini Kill "Rebel Girl" That girl thinks she's the queen of the neighborhood She's got the hottest trike in town That girl, she holds her head up so high I think I wanna be her best friend Rebel Girl Rebel Girl Rebel Girl you are the queen of my world Rebel Girl Rebel Girl I think I wanna take you home, I wanna try on yr clothes too When she talks, I hear the revolution In her hips, there's revolution When she walks, the revolution's coming In her kiss, I taste the revolution Rebel Girl..... That girl thinks she's the queen of the neighborhood I got news for you SHE IS! They say she's a dyke, but I know She is my best friend Rebel Girl Rebel Girl Rebel Girl Rebel Girl I really like you, I really love you I really wanna be yr best friend Love you like a sister always Soul sister, blood sister Please be my rebel girl |
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WEll today is 4.20 if you did not already know. I may be ditching my Xanga for this??? All my friends are really down right now, and sounding all emo-ish. It is okay...I am like that too. Okay I have a confessional: Hmmm...OKay, Megan is really neat. Me and someone else had our doubts about her...and now I am thinking I was stupid. She is really great. Ohhhh my head hurts. I can't wait till this weekend! Me and Veronika and Bianca are going camping. What goes in the mountains...stays in the mountains. I shall take a TON of pictures...and 1 especially for Kyle. :) I will send it to him. SAT testing all this week and next week. I had Mr Tracey for 3 hours today...I wanted to pull my hair out. He was so annoying. Grrr. Leanna is a great person. Sometimes though... I don't think she cares what I have to say. Lately it has been like everyone attacking me...and beating me with Windex bottles. Leanna I love you and care about you. I just want to be sure everything is cool between us. All my friends are slowly slipping away... |
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| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 |
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....Your place or mine? Tell you what, I'll flip a coin. Head at my place, tail at yours |
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"Give me five." After they give you five, leave your hand up and say: "Give me elbow. After they give you elbow, leave your hand up and say: "Give me shoulder." After they give you shoulder, leave your hand up and say: "Give me nose." After they give you nose, leave your hand up and say: "Give me head." |
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 |
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Hmmm, is this messed up like on my Xanga? We shall see...
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| Saturday, October 18th, 2003 |
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 Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics) brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Friday, October 17th, 2003 |
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Look on my Xanga for any details or shit. http://www.Xanga.com/Whore_For_Cheap_sex  How SLUTTY are you? Brought to you by the good folks at sacwriters.com.  You are bisexual. What is your sexual orientation? brought to you by |
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| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
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Full name: Rebecca Marie Fleener Do you like it?: It is okay I guess. Nicknames: Delia, Frappachino, Becca, Beca, Smooth Height: Erm 5'10" Hair color: It is like orange and bleached blonde..... Eye colour: Blue Where do you live?: San Diego Do you like it there?: Yeah, better then where I might move Why/Why not: I might move to IN...not fun there. and San Diego is so much better. Where were you born?: Sylmar, Los Angeles Astrological sign: Aries Shoe Size: 8 1/2 -9 1/2 -*-*FaMiLy*-*- Parents names: Gary and Kristina Do you have any siblings?: Nope If so, what are their names and ages?: ----- Are your parents divorced/married/remarried/single?: Remarried/Divorced/Living together/Dating/Married Pets: Cat & Dog Names: Spaz and Buffer Do you like your family?: My mom and dad are not the greatest, but I would feel guilty if something happened to them, -*-*FaVoRiTe*-*- Number: 07 I guess Color: LIME GREEN Car: Old mustangs, or those old cars with the long back ends. Season: Summer and Winter Holiday: Halloween Month: April Day of the week: Friday Grade so far: Kindergarten...nothing was complicated like it is now. Sport: I dont know? Drink: Sunny Delight...or Sprite Candy: I like lots Food: Not too picky Sandwich: Turkey Lettuce and Mayo Dessert: Ice cream cake or pie TV show: Too many Radio station: I dont really listen to the radio CD: Cheap Sex, Misfits, Ramones Movie: Rocky Horror Picture show, Grease, Terror Toons Actor: I dunno Actress: I dont know Song: Too many Word: Delia Name:Delia Phrase: I will draw a picture, a picture with a twist........................... Animal: Leopard...or dogs. Flower: I dont know Clothing store: I dont have one. Article of clothing: My jacket....or my Cheap Sex Shirt. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate Chip Cookie dough or Mint Chocolate Chip Way to have fun: Be with my good friends...Gina, Bree, Devyn, Veronika, Bianca, Kaite H, Kailee, and all of my guy friends that would take me forever to name. -*-*FrIeNdS*-*- Who are your best friends?: Devyn and Kailee, Then Bree, Veronika, Kim, and Bianca Do you get along with people easily?: Most of the time Why/Why not: I dont know? Who have you known the longest?: Milan, Kailee, and Kim Who do you dislike the most?: Alex (That new girl) Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: Yes, Really good friend, in almost every relationship I have been in. Craziest: Bree Loudest: Bree and Kim Funniest: Devyn, Bree, Veronika, Bianca, and Michelle Quietest: Kailee (most of the time) Sweetest: Kailee and Devyn Most caring: Kailee and Devyn Most understanding: See above two. Kinkiest: Ryan Sleeziest: *will not put name here* Best dressed: Who cares? Biggest flirt: Moriah or Gina Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: Gina Cutest couple: Colby and Trina Most loyal: Kailee Most athletic: Kim If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) who would you date and why?: Erm, I have already answered this on some previous entry Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: Me, Bree, Veronika, Devyn, Kailee, Kim, Gina, Bianca, Moriah, Colin, Michelle, Sherwin, Ryan, Daniel, Devon, Devan, Divyn, Devin and John Most likely to be a stripper: Devyn One you'd travel across the world for: Kailee and Devyn If you could take 7 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take?: Devyn, Kailee, Bree, Veronika, Kailee, Bianca, and Michelle Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: Colin who has the nicest parents?: BIANCA!!!!! Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: Kailee -*-*LoVe n ReLaTiOnShIpS*-*- Do you have a bf/gf?: Yes If so, who?: Find out yourself If not, do you have a crush? If so, who?: How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: A month or two What about them do you like so much?: They make me laugh How long have you known them?: A while If you're single, why do you think you are?: What was your longest relationship?: 9 months (on and off), consecutive 7 months Shortest: Chris. One week. Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: Sherwin Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: I used to, but now I have who I want First kiss: Sherwin Most recent kiss: The person I am with Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: Erm, sadly, ummmm....... Kyle -*-*HaVe YoU eVeR*-*- Drank: Yes Smoked: Yes Skinny Dipped: Not yet Ran around in the rain in your boxers: I dont have any boxers, =-( Prank called the police: I acciently called 911 the other day... Been high: Yes Done drugs: Yes If so, what?: Chronic, Pot, Acid, a few others............. Stole: Umm.....candy and stickers (a while ago)......recently: squishey things from Macys and price tags from BIG 5 Met someone off the net: Yes...NEVER DO IT Been in a fist fight: Yes/ Punched your sibling/parent: No, but I kicked my mom (oops) Wished you'd die: Sometimes Tried to commit suicide: Almost, stopped myself though Broken a bone: Yes Driven illegally: Yes Thrown things at your parents: Yes....shh Runaway: Yes Filled out a survey this long: Yes -*-*OtHeRs*-*- Do you right in cursive or print?: Print Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious: I am a rightey Do you believe in God?: Not really. What do you think of rainbows?: I think they are pretty cool. Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: Piercings If so, where?: Ears, and during summer I had my lip done, but it didnt turn out very well. If not, do you want any, where?: Lip redone, Ears (MORE) maybe my eyebrow sometime If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: Here Do you drive?: Nope Do you have braces or glasses?: I lost my glasses last week!!! Like milk and cookies?: Yummy Ever worn black nail polish?: Yes, many times If you're a guy, have you ever painted your nails?: Girls, what color nail polish do you have on: None, Last night Devyn did mine Blue, but she did me a shitty job and somehow it came off If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: I dont know? If you had a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: I dont know? If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: I would umm......I dont know? Do you do things even when your parents say no?: Yes..who hasnt? Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: Yes If so, for how long?: An hour or a little after If not, why not?: Do you think this is stupidly long?: Yeah, but I am tired so go figure Did you like it?: Its okay Why/Why not: I am tired -*-*FiNiSh*-*- What time is it?: 9:01 What is the date?: 10/12/03 |
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| Friday, September 26th, 2003 |
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| Okay, well after going down the the cop station, nothing much has happened. Whoo hahaha, stupid cop he decided I didnt do anything. Whatever, for those of you who doubt, I really dont give a shit anymore. Daniel has to go to court or something and I got to ride in the back of a cop car. Funnnn. Not really. Well, school sucks, I hate it more than anything. The people are starting to piss me off. Mostly Chris, he is going with as many girls as it takes just so he can get to 3rd base. My life is going down one big hole, but oh well, I have a significant other...yep I do. I am tired and yeah, I am sick of everyones shit, except for Travis'. I love you Travis. :-) Good night all. | ||||||||
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| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003 |
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http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=whore_for_cheap_sex Xanga is so much better. =-O! okay, you can read mine if you want to. Oh yeah, and if you love me post on my Xanga. If not, I understand, sort of. -Rebecca |
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| Sunday, September 21st, 2003 |
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FAIRY TALE
CHRIS could see that HAZEY DEVON was hungry so he reached into his BOWL and give him his DEPRESSED SOUP. HAZEY DEVON was thankful for CHRIS's SOUP, so he told CHRIS a very PRETTY story about Queen DEVYN's daughter REBECCA. How her mother, the ANGRY Queen DEVYN, kept her locked away in a COTTAGE protected by a gigantic LEOPARD, because REBECCA was so STONED. CHRIS RAN. He vowed to HAZEY DEVON the FOOD TASTER that he would save the STONED REBECCA. He would SMOKING the LEOPARD, and take REBECCA far away from her eveil mother, the ANGRY Queen DEVYN, and LAUGH her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a DRUNK PEEING and HAZEY DEVON the FOOD TASTER began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic LEOPARD from his story. ANGRY Queen DEVYN FUCKED out from behind a BONG and struck CHRIS dead. In the far off COTTAGE you could hear a CRASH. THE END. |
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| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003 |
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Okay, CatLynn (Cat) died this morning and it is soo sad. Post here if you love her, and remember her. I will always remember her offer of $100-500. Her smile when she won at speed. Hah, it was filled with michief. And the way she bugged people to see what they would do... Hahaha. I miss her. Well, on a not so better note, I was ditched going to school this morning. Hmmm.....fun huh? Then I get a diary to read and WOW SOMETHING IS FUCKING ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!! WOW! HOW DID I KNOW THINGS WHOULD BE THIS WAY. IT WAS FROM A WHILE AGO, BUT WHAT THE FUCK? I THOUGHT YOU COULD TRUST ME BACK THEN. OH WELL, I BET YOU THIS PERSON WILL NEVER READ THIS ENTRY. GOD DAMMIT, I SHOULD HAVE NEVER TAKEN THE DIARY! :'-( WHAT IT SAID: "REBECCA IS A GREAT PERSON AND FRIEND AND I LOVE TO HANG OUT WITH HER, BUT I AM NOT SURE THAT i TRUST HER" ohh.....it gets worse.... "WHEN (ME) TELLS ME STUFF THAT HAPPENDED IN HER LIFE ONE DAY, OR WHAT HAPPENED TODAY IT DOESN'T ALWAY SEAM REAL, TO ME IT SOUNDS LIKE A FAIRY TALE AND NIGHTMARE AND REALITY MIXED INTO ONE BIG STORY. LIKE HOW JUSTIN WAS FOLLOWING HER, IT SEEMS POSSIBLE AND REAL, BUT I HAVE A HARD TIME GETTING MYSELF TO TRUST THAT SHE DIDNT JUST MAKE IT UP." WHAT A GREAT BIG FUCKING REALITY CHECK MAN. I NEVER SAID JUSTIN WAS FOLLOWING ME, I DIDNT EVEN WANT TO THINK OF IT. WHOA, IT ISNT MY FAULT HE WAS A FEW PLACES I WAS AT. Sorry about my life, I think I will just leave it to be boring and leave out all the crazy stuff when I tell people. Man, I dont think I fucking CARE anymore. I think I just should be the same friend I was before, and if people dont like me then fuck them. Wow, this kind of is like Leanna's story, with Rudy, except hers is worse then mine. Oh well, if you dont like me, fuck you. I will keep being the same cutter, drinker, music addict, and pothead. Oh yeah, and LOVE FUCKING SUCKS ASS! |
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| Monday, September 15th, 2003 |
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 You're Mandy (Me)! What Member Of The Cupcake Cult Are You? brought to you by Quizilla You could take a life, but only one that truly needs to be taken. You pity the person, no matter why you feel the need to take their life. If it were up to you, you would allow the person to come back to life to try and follow a different path. Go to http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Freakity to have the ability to kill, and be reborn. Could you kill someone? brought to you by Quizilla You are a purple and white off-brand post it note with a crossed-out smiley face. You are an enigma. And a Rosemary. What kind of thing that is attached to my wall are you? brought to you by Quizilla  3 halloween brought to you by Quizilla |
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Today, I switched into my new history class. Whoa, it is small, and everyone is too smart. :-\. Before that was softball. I hate softball. I hate it, I hate it! Well, I was captain so I could pick Gina and Devyn and Katie, and the rest I didnt give a fuck about, so I picked really stupid people. This one guy pitched the ball to me, and since I am tall he pitched it too low! Then the 2nd pitch he hit my arm. Nice Frank.... Then I was out, becuase you only get two pitches. Oh well, NONE of the girls on my team made it to 2nd base. Hahaha. It is okie dokie though, no competition. Grrr, Emily is in my "New" english class and my newish MATH CLASS! AHHHHHHHH! Her voice is too highpitched, it hurts my ears! Oh well. My dad gave me $5 today, it was cool. It was for the show I need to buy a fucking TICKET for! Dammit, I think a TON of people I know are going, like Bianca, Bree and Devyn and Leanna. Strange. Oh well... OH YEAH! I HAVE TO SHARE THIS QUIZ I TOOK! My inner child is sixteen years old!
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| Sunday, September 14th, 2003 |
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I AM: Rebecca I WANT: Something to drink I HAVE: To go to sleep? I am so tired I WISH: I could be with "someone" right this second. Hahaha. I HATE: Being tired and SCHOOL I MISS: My friends and other people/ person I FEAR: See previos entry. I HEAR: My fan I SEARCH: For...um....truth? I WONDER: What will happen tomorrow I LOVE: Jamba Juice & The person I love & Dereks cat I ACHE: because Devyn scratched my arm, on accident. I ALWAYS: Song along I AM NOT: Shallow? I DANCE: Around Devyn and Kailee and at PE I SING: Every chance I get. I CRY: not very often. I AM NOT ALWAYS: Secure. I WRITE: Songs and letters. I WIN: Becuase I have what I want. :-) I LOSE: at softball. Hahaha I CONFUSE: Myself and others. I NEED: To go to bed. I SHOULD: Get some sleep <--------------------------------------- Well, those were the two surveys for today. Whoa, this was one of the wierdest weekends in a LONG time! Oh well, I got what I want so :-P. Hahaha. Good night sunshines. |
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lazy.
discontent.
tired.
surprised.
nce upon a time there has a young MOVIE CRITIC named CHRIS. He was SMALL DRINKING in the FUZZY forest when he met HAZEY DEVON, a run-away FOOD TASTER from the ANGRY Queen DEVYN.