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Saturday, November 15th, 2003
5:10 pm	last night...costa football game...hung out with tine n the girls for a bit at first...then jared came n i sat with him, sean, sam, chris, mikey, faith...n those ppl n i left with them after the game...o ya this dude corey tried to get into a fight with this guy and a shitload of ppl went after corey...everyone thought there was gonna b sum fight...but naw not really n we left...went to jareds...his garage is tight we jus chilled over there...i met his gf tyler finally and a few of her friends...they seem cool n pretty sweet...so ya then sam drove me to my house to b back for curfew then he was nice and picked me up again after like 30 min to go back out...after he dropped me off he went to spencers for a lil...then minc and feiger called...i met up with them up the street for a while...then went back to jareds with sam...stayed there for a few hrs then mincs house later on...n today i had voice lessons then came home n chilled here watched a lot of tv n took it easy...n tonight im goin to the movies with monica and tine...then goin out later i dono where yet...yupyup Current Mood: blah Current Music: none of ya business -salt n peppa hehe (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
1:43 pm	halloween wkend halloween....funfun i was...ok its hard to explain...i was a "peasant fairytale girl" picture a maid outfit...only lightblue satin with the white lace...it was really cute! it was like a lil corsett on top and a short dress and long kneehighs with light blue beaus on each...and it was shiny light blue and white...ya well i didnt wear it to school...wore it at night...ya heres wut hapened... -after school went with the guys to pick up the beer -went home for a while -went to the game -left after like 5 min lol -saw andrew and kepeli i miss them! -met all the notredame girlies of monicas...finally haha theyre so cute...n kristin was there which was tight cuz i luv her 2 -left with feiger, gumb and christina 2 som parties -monica n the girls were at the game still and wanted to go 2 so they called -we turned around n picked them up...arent we nice -7 girls! ...fit them in feigers trunk haha -drove around 2 diff places -party for a few hrs -gave more money to john n julia n him went to get more beer but while they were gone, this neighbor i think started calling the cops on us all n everyone boned out it was funny -me, monica, kristin, val, liz, heather, danielle, and vero were waiting outside in the rain for monicas dad to pick us up -they went home except monica and one other, they came over later -got a taxi around 12 n went to conors...andrew was there too -chilled there till like 3-ish -the guys paid for our rides which was pretty cool -stayed up till like 5 grubbin on top ramen and cokes -girls left at 8:30 sat and i hadda go to choir -went to the ducoulombiers baby shower after till 3:30 -chilled with curtis and chris for a while after -went home and i stayed hom sat night -was gonna go to the movies but didnt feel like it... -i didnt sneak out -did sum hw and went to bed at like 9 cuz i was so tired from halloween -sum shit happened on friday...hadda b worked out but i think its gonna b okay *i want my beer damnit...its at john stickmans n i cant get it till school -slept in yeeeeaaa -about to get my hair trimmed finally...JUST a trim, not a total haircut everyone -church at 5 with tine -dono after that theres my wkend...so far...i had fun but im still tired n i dono why...i have a shitload of studying to do so ima do that too...later Current Mood: a lil tired, happy Current Music: eeka mouse baby yeaaaaaaaa (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
11:09 pm	a little something about me dont think im depressed or anything right now...because i dont believe that I am, but for a very long time I have known for a fact that nobody out there truly understands me, and it'll continue to be difficult to find someone who comes even close. I dont like telling people about things liek this cuz i dont want to look like im actually some sad person looking for attention...because Im not. I just want to let some people out there know the message b/c it will come to use. Sometimes it makes me feel kind of good knowing nobody understands, because I always know I am on my own and I dont have to depend on anyone and that I like the idea of people not knowing much about my past and whats really going on inside me. Only sometimes though. Other times I strongly do wish that one person out there really understood me, somebody i could really talk to. And believe me I have talked to a lot of people, but there is so much to comprehend. So much. The only person I can say is closer to relating to me than anyone else, is ami. But I'm still alone. And I will be for a long time, cuz I've been searching not that hard, but so far there isnt anyone even close. Ill be okay though. Im okay. ...or maybe im just saying that. Current Mood: pesimistic, reflective Current Music: stairway to heaven-led zeppelin (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
10:00 pm	hehehehe once again its been a long time since in here...n ive got time to write so here goes ya this wkend uuh fri i went to the football game with tine and everyone was there as usual, i left early w/ feiger. it was his birthday n we were gonna chill. went back to my house n watched some of the doors (i looove jim morrison!) n then went to a party for a while. met more new ppl n o ya i saw mir scarlett n britney i havent seen them forever n i was like wtf r u guys doin here lol so it was tight seeing my gurlies...it was good timez but then everyone started goin home cuz sumbody got socked by either mikey or joe i 4get who tho...so we all left n then we went 2 the kettle at like 2am that was fun n then to the beach 4 a while, then jeff dropped me off n i went to bed at like 5...sucked tho cuz i hadda get up at 8 for choir...sat went to choir then straight to del amo 2 pick up my homecoming dress, got dropped off straight after for a pedicure and manicure downtown, got home around 4, took a fast shower, dried n curled my hair, put on the make-up, the dress, n everything together and chads mom picked me up at 6...P H E W!!! i made it all in 5 hours haha...chad looked so cute omg with his suit n i was all aaaaw so cute haha his mom took pictures so we have sum cool cool n lindsay and clarence were waiting in the car, n the 4 of us went 2 islands for dinner n then off to the costa homecoming. Homecoming...lets see...long story, but if u wanna ask me about it go ahead n IM me for it cuz id rather not say it all here but i had a pretty good...okay time...ya monica slept over n we were gonna go with andrew, the mono sisters and casey i think to sum party or else nick n trevor n those guys wanted to pick me up too, but we wer so knocked out when we got home. After all i did only get like 2 hours of sleep fri night and then dancing lots on sat n out till 12 we were so tired. so we slept...hehe yummy. Sunday monica n i went downtown for noahs and jamba juice, then she went home, n jeff picked me up later and we went downtown and i got another jamba cuz i really was thirsty again haha so i got a second in one day...geez there goes $9 haha um we went on the beach n ate our chips we bought in the liquor store and drank our jamba juice...grub ya ya then we went to my house, then to hermosa pier in the evening but not for long cuz he hadda go home to eat dinner with his fam n i hadda be home at 6...ya it was gay but we had fun...now tomorrow me n tine are goin to ardvarks and treasurechest to pick out sum halloween outfits...we have no idea wut we're gonna be tho! haha n i still gotta talk to her about wut shes down with doin on halloween night cuz wutever shes doin im doin n vice versa, n she doesnt wanna hang out with the juniors cuz she thinks its wierd...cuz her sister is a junior n she jus doesnt feel right, so that sux for me but i gotta go with wut shes comfortable with too u kno so ya...probably go to monicas for a while after the game, then 2 trevors or nicks, depends which house their crew is at...n i wanna get some candy 2 around there hehe...i might c scary movie 3 this wkend too yey...I WANT MY EEKA MOUSE CD BACK FROM JESSE IMA KILL HIM IF I DONT GET IT SOON HES HAD IT SINCE MID SUMMER!!! dude eeka is the best if u want good reggae check these guys out lol. ami might come down saturday...dude she just got a new ceramic $150 straightener...crazy bitch shes very happy wit it ya bye Current Mood: hyper, on phone, kinda tired (Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2003
8:10 pm	hihi wow i havent written in here forever!!! uuum this was a 3 day wkend and today is the last day :-( but this is wut i did: -michelle n tine slept over -hometown fair on sat with justine n meave -michelle got a new straightener!!! hehe -chilled out wit nick tchirkow -hometown fair on sun wit monica, sam, kristin, tine, kepeli, andrew, roxanne, other ppl -monicas house -didnt get any sleep cuz of sneaking out -kepeli, andrew, kayla, tine came over n we chilled in the camper hahaha -pedicure wit michelle and tine...after that we went to moons liquor and got sum grub -chilled at sandune -daniel bev and justin took me n a couple of girlies 2 the queen mary shipwreck halloween fest...club after... -meaves house wit tine lana delta casey n her friends -had my first beer oh wow hahaha -tines house lots -i was sick -zach came back this from college on fri but left early this morning im really tired...school 2morrow n i gotta do my hw cuz i didnt start it yet... i didnt include details bout wut i did this wkend so theres more...but ya sum more things i did lately...: -white stripes show at the greek wit zach B josh G andrew M n emily -amis been grounded...sniff sniff...miss her muchas n i havent seen her for like a month :-( -costa is fun...but lotsa hw...been busy wit it -club 17 wit daniel justin sean n ppl -dumped a bf about 2 wks ago...u can ask me personally why i did n who it wuz...if you want -sneak out -went to dondos football game one night wit justin oj jeff n andrew n i got 2 c scarlett miriam alexis audre and a buncha other girlies i miss so much that i hadnt seen until then...so i was happyhappy Current Mood: tired, happy, thirsty (Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
10:27 pm	SCHOOL STARTED ya today was fun...jus im really pissed cuz summer is gone!!!!!!! fuck...but anyway it was tight cuz i saw like every fuckin person i know omg...it was really cool cuz i know so many peeps at costa n i saw so many damn ppl wow there were ppl everywhere...hundreds n thousands...ive never been around that cuz i went to a private school with 37 classmates and less...for 9 years...n now costa is like whoa...good times haha...n i got to chill wit a lot of my older friends...like the sophs juniors n seniors i kno too...it was very like welcoming i guess...cuz of the load of ppl i kno...i swear...i was with different people every 5 minutes...down the lockerhalls even n Btween classes too...crazy...um i like all my teachers...except my english teacher cuz she makes us read a lot n i hear shes a big bitch...friends of mine are in every class i take also...so i guess i had a good day...man james is leaving tomorrow...ima b sad...ima miss him muchas sniff sniff...we hung out sooo much this past wk n they were sum of the best times of summer...he'll b back around christmas at least...ima go c him tonight at 1...i dont care if i have school i jus really wanna c him one last time b4 he leaves...even tho i saw him earlier tonight...still...lol well hes out right now...but ima still go c him cuz i really want to n id do it 4 him...maybe we'll fall asleep together again...aw...um shit ihave to read this bk the pearl by friday...sux...so tomorrow ima b sittin on my ass reading 90 pages...otnight i also went jogging with justine...it was fun! cuz i havent done that for a while...hehe we ran for like an hr...from 14th to 30th st on the strand...n we stopped at the work out place n i did sum pullups n stretched n all that good stuff...n then we ran back.,..good workout hehe we wanna do that like every other day from now on...it was so good for us yey...well ima go now...im so tired...but ive got 2 more hours b4 i c james...n ima make myself last till then...in the meanwhile i think ill read sum of that book while im waiting...um matt, james' 18 yr old cousin, n i jus got off th phone...hes vry coolio...and so is his car hehe its a silver corvette...new...its really tight...n hes gonna come back to MB nxt wkend sumtime...hes gonna come pick me up a few days after school too thatd b sweet...cuz i luv his car also haha...um we talked for like 45 min hes pretty cool to talk to cuz he always seems 2 have sumtin to say...ima go now...gnight! byebye Current Mood: tired, anxious (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
7:06 pm	happy days...lala... BABY BOY YOU STAY ON MY MIND FULFILL MY FANTASIES I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS BABY BOY NOT A DAY GOES BY WITHOUT MY FANTASIES I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS _______________________________________ i really like what u do to me i cant really explain it i am so into you... Current Mood: deep thought, happy Current Music: baby boy -beyonce and sean paul...i luv this song hehe (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 31st, 2003
10:36 pm	busy again! hey ya its sunday evening...sadly...busy wkend again!!!!...yesterday i chilled at justines place in the day n we ordered pizza n watched the VMA's...saw monica for a lil while she was walking her dog...then later on justine, kayla, n liana came over...we called up chris bartholemew n we went to his place...he had the guys over for band practice...it was tight...the guys were sean n james grant, aj n chrisB , mitch, mike iscandar, n this dude jeff...ppl i havent seen for a longass time so it was good to catch up n shit...after the practice we all walked 2 james n seans place...me justine kayla n liana were all gonna go to monicas originally 2 sleep over...monica was havin kristin fierro n sum NDA gurlies over there...but ya we decided not to n to go 2 kaylas instead...so we stayed at the grants till 10-ish i think n then we went to kaylas...n kepeli, khalil, n oj came over...(those are sum kickass names right there haha) n then we grubbed on food...talked on the phone wit oj, kepeli, mike for a lil...i stayed up all night...i slept for 2 hours i think but that wuz like from 6-8am lol...sum person fuckin called kaylas house at like 3 in the morning n woke up her mom...n we called back the number n it was a voicemessage sayin sum chick named katie...n well the girls assumed it was monica n her friends...n she did have a girl named katie over there...n so they called monica...thinkin that her n the girls were prank callin kyla...n kayla was pissed so much...shit she was pissed lol...so ya...DRAMA...monica n kayla were trippin on eachother n then monica got her gf katie on the phone n from wut i heard she actin up 2 kayla n justine...wuteva...cuz today kayla found out it was a diff katie...n so she n justine appologized to monica...n the rest is 2 remain unsaid i guess...um haha this mornin we grubbed more hehe...n i went home n an hr later...andys mom picked me up to go to bring me back to andys tennis tournament...way out in montebello...thats far!!!...n so she brought this fifteen yr old sweetheart wit her named Gigi...wowie i luv her!!! shes gorgeous...half filipino half hawaiian...n shes a total sweetie...we chilled the whole day...i luv her haha...andy of course won all his tennis matches lol hes so good at it...n then we all went to dinner at chillis...we were in montebello still...fuck it was hot...me n GG talked the whole time...she gave me her number n we gonna chill soon...she lives out in carson...but she chills lots at the places i do...tight...um then andy n i went to this mall in LA for a bit...n then i came home...justine came over...we chilled outside jus for an hr or 2...saw james (neighbor hottie james, not SC or grant james lol) for a while...n then justine went home...n i hadda b in early n i gotta go to bed early tonight also...cuz tomorrow i gotta get up at 6am cuz kara becca my dad, my uncle n me are goin on a fishing trip early in the morning...haha i havent been fishing like this forever...its fun every time wit these ppl tho...n then i think ima have lexi sleep over...hopefully maybe ami will b able 2 come down also...school starts wed...james leaves wed also n i want ami 2 b wit me 2 c him b4 he leaves...for chicago...:-( sniff sniff ima b so sad when he leaves...um whoa bret jus called me havent talked to that guy for a while...gtg soon...i havent gotten any sleep at all...damn i need to finish at least a little of summer reading...only 3 days left...ima cry bout that one cuz school is back...byebye Current Mood: awake, LILsad but pretty happy Current Music: carnival by tori amos (Comment on this)
Friday, August 29th, 2003
11:24 pm	hehehehehehehehehehe its friday night....uum las night justine slept over...we slept in the camper it was fun stuff...james chilled wit us for a while...justine says hes fuckin fine n she wants to fuck him bad...ahahaha...whooooo doesnt...um ya it was funny cuz he went out late wit his friends 2 party in hermosa n then they came back...we saw them n they were really drunk n james wuz jumping all over the place he was totally wasted ahahaha...n they all got into their boardshorts n went to the pier n jumped off of it at like 3am...n today james was sent home from work cuz he had a hangover...funny shit...n he has bruises all over his legs cuz he kept doin flips off the pier n he landed in the water wrong n shit...he was fucked up...lol justine n me stayed up until like 5 n we watched movies n talked shitloads...grubbed on much hehehe....um 2day i was supposed to meet up donald for another photo shoot thing at 8 in the morning...but he didnt get his film again...so justine n i got to sleep in n then we went downtown n had breakfast there...then she went home n donald called...we went 2 chill in hermosa...saw lana jade n jordan there n we talked for a lil...donald n me swam out to the booeys that was fun...havent done that 4 a while heh...did u all hear bout the shark watches?!??? they shut down sum local beaches cuz of shark invasion wowie...but u kno wut...im not scared of them...so ill still swim out far...then donald n aaron were at the beach too so we all three chilled for a while...n then donald left n it was jus me aaron n deen...n then i left around 5-ish...they wanted me to come 2 andrews...but i couldnt cuz my mom thought i went there too much this wk or smtinlol...n then hunter wanted to go to the movies wit him n his friends...but i ddint go...n monica was gonna have sum sleepover tonight but it got cancelled...so i showered n shit n then i called sum peeps up to chill...i talked wit james for like 10 min out front n then he took a shower...n then i came over for an hr or 2...it wuz coolie he showed me all his pics haha n we talked lots n chilled...im so happy we gettin to kno eachother better n better...n then justine n I went downtown 2 el som for dinner...i saw emily morris and jess schmit there...i havent seen jess 4rever...we all talked for whilez...then we grubbed on mexican food hehehaha...then we came back up to my place n chilled out again in the camper...we were full of energy n shit n so we were laughing pretty hard n yelling...looking like idiots...um ya n now in a lil bit daniel is pickin me up n we goin to his place wit sum peeps i think to watch movies n chill...cuz i havent seen him for a while...itll b fun...hehe tomorrow im goin to monicas i think n i get to chill wit ami...cuuuuuz i luv her soooo much...haha n on sun andyz takin me 2 another dodger game yey...aight ima leave now...nightynight Current Mood: hyper Current Music: homegrown!!!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
11:20 pm	aah omg its been what...9 days since ive written in this thing>!?!??!! ive been sooo busy!!!!!!! holy crap...um well this past wkend...saturday i did sum back to school shopping wit ami!!! hehe...we each had $220 n we shopped till we dropped...hehe i got a lotta really cute stuff...i still have $60 left over...n my mom is takin me more shopping soon for more so im all happy hehe...we were gonna go to the club but it was gonna open round 9 n we were still shoppin hehe so we decided to keep on goin...we might go this wkend instead tho...we went to amis place n it was johns b-day so we went to his house later that night...aw ami baked him a cake too haha we bought sum presents...n we chilled in his nice-ass gicouzzi latenight it was funfun...i slept over at amis n we talked real late...sunday we slept till 2 haha n we went 2 in n out yummy...n then her cuz drove us 2 get ice cream n we jus chilled at her place n then he drove us to my place...monica kayla n justine came over...n later on my super hottie neighbor chilled wit us haha for a longass time too..."where did u get him!!" ..."OVER THERE!!!" -inside joke wit amers hehe...hes so cute omg hes a surfer, blonde, blue blue eyes...niiiiiice body...very cute personality...gorgeous smile!!!...n hes only here over summer cuz he lives in chicago...we chilled wit him for a loong time...ami got drunk in the RV cuz i only let the girls have one shot of my dads rum or wutever it was...n when i left ami had like 5 shots...tisk tisk she was a wild one haha...um we kinda damaged the camper cuz we were all really roudy n shit it was fun tho...ami slept over at my hosue that night n we stayed out til like 4am n then went to bed...monday we went to the galleria n shopped sum more there...kayla monica n justine came wit us...n kepeli, deen n andrew met us up a lil later...ami slept over at my house again hehe n we chilled wit james, kevin, n matt...they all college dudes...it was cool...we all chilled n ami n i went to bed late again...tues came...sadly the day that ami hadda go home sniff sniff...we chilled downtown mb for the early afternoon n then she left around 2-ish...then later on hunter n sean drove up to my ploace n we cihlled a lil out in front...n after that i hung wit james n matt...n then hunter n sean came back that night n brought this other dude wit them named...shit i forget his name haha but o well...i went inside about midnight from bein across the street wit the neighbor homies again...hehe so many details of my wkend...all i have to say is that ami n i had a kickass time!!!...this is one of the best 3 or 4 days ever...i luv u babes!!!...many memories **hehe**...2day is wednesday...i slept late...then i went to andrews n watched movies over there n it was only kepeli me n andrew for that time...then we went to jack in the box n grubbed n donald came n met us up there...i was happy to c ducky! cuz i havent seen him forever haha...we all went back to andrews...deen stopped by for jus a lil also...n then i got picked up around 10-ish i think...n ive been talkin on the phone wit my peeps n jus chillen here...tryin 2 decide who to do what with tomorrow...well ima go its a relief i finally updated my journal!!! AH SCHOOL STARTS A WK FROM 2DAY!!! :-/ grrr well xoxoxo peeeeeece!!! Current Mood: hyper, awake, happy Current Music: lil john...from the windoooooooows...to the walls!!! hehe (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
6:43 pm	well yesterday monica, kayla, n I went 2 andrews...it wuz deen, khalil, aaron, jeff, oj, sachi, stephanie, me, kayla, monica, andrew, n a couple other girlies from costa...crowded!...um we watched tv n chilled...everyone kept leavin, then theyd come back later on...it kept happening lol...hahaha we wrestled n fought...we were doin all this rough shit it was funfun...really funny too ahahhahaa...monica slept over...we talked on the phone till like 4am or something we were all messin around...ami babe i miss u soo much!!!!!! i cant wait till u come back from sacramento...um we talked lots wit sam n james on the phone 2...funny shit...um 2day i hadda wake up early cuz i hadda meet wit my counselor at costa...it feels good to get a lotta stuff straightened out like wit my classes n all...orientation is on thurs eeh i gotta wake up early for that damnit...im really not used to this haha...hehe i had a whopper jr meal at mcdonalds for my breakfast...AGAIN.,..cuz i had it las night after andrews hahaha...um then i chilled at home for a while...i was so tired...monica left at like 9am cuz she hadda go to NDA to check out sum stuff...but at like 3:30 jesse came over for a bit n then we drove around in his car...went to vons hehe picked up sum dougnuts, chips ahoy, n a coke...n we jus hung out...I was really happy cuz i havent seen jesse for sucha long time!...um we ran into jeff feig n this guy johnny it was funny cuz we were in the car n jeff n johnny were in their car right behind us when we pulled onto sum random street...we didnt get 2 chill for logn cz jesse hadda drop me off n then go pick up his sis from somewhere...but i miss feig haha when ami comes back, me jesse feig n ami will go surfin 2gether...shed totally fit in wit them haha...n i want her to meet jesse n feig...uum 2nite ima go downtown wit monica, justine n kayla we goin to el som i think...n then we goin to monicas n either matt, mike, or jeff n his guys will come...itsa maybe...well im outie!!! Current Mood: dazed, jittery Current Music: right thurr...chingy hahhaa (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 17th, 2003
11:59 pm	TODAY: (k its really 1:45am on monday lol but this is what i did sunday so thas y i changed it above!!!) . donald came over this mornin . hadda mini photo shoot yey! . ate at el som . ran into traci chrisR chrisD curtis n jack . chilled wit monica downtown for a bit . ran into molly pringle...talked for a while it was tight cuz i havent seen her 4ever!!! . talked 2 beth n becca they were downtown too . shopped at sidewalk sale...hehe i got this REALLY cute $70 shirt from dollyrocker!!!! it was marked down hehe i luv it . went to church at 5 . chilled at the gym wit christinaL jenG ashleyQ ashleyS chrisD curtis sandy omar hah juliette...sum other ppl were there . grubbed on pizza played pool...chilled . went 2 justines at 9 . went 2 my place . raced our a$$es down 2 vons n back cuz fuckin cerfew was in 10 min...bought salsa verde doritos, 12 pack of cokes hehehe watermelon n candy . chilled in the RV...pigged out...watched silence of the lambs n what lies beneath . laughed a shitload!!! almost shit our pants hahahahaha got ourselves scared also lol... hyper as usual late night :-P hehehe . phone...donald kayla monica chrisM mikeO amyC . justine sleepin over . messin around!!@!@&!#(*@!(!&!(*@&#(*!!&$%^#$^ Current Mood: HYPER... EXCITED Current Music: 98 MUTE DONO WUT SONG DONT CARE!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 16th, 2003
11:49 pm	gff damn its hard to keep up in here! i havent written here for like 3 days or so.....uuum well let me think...thurs went 2 the beach in hermosa wit the usual crowd...then i to monicas wit justine n andrew, aaron, n donald came over too it wuz coolio...i slept over at her place n we went to bed at 4:30 lol...sucked cuz fri i hadda babysit at 9am so i hadda bup early i was a wreck omg lol...um i went shopping hehehehe at the galleria wit monica only....i bought this really cute halter omg its awesum, n a black n white playboy bunny hat...n sum really cute underwear from that new langeree store tha jus opened at the mall omg ITS THE CUTEST U HAVE TO GO GURLS!!!...n in the evening we were gonna c grind wit deen andrew aaron justin donald sachi n tatiana...but they didnt come in time...n so we jus ended up all hangin around there...ive been tryin to get ahold of erica hallie n annie lately but theyre so busy!...um ya then monica slept over fri night...i wanted sam justine n kayla to come too but they couldnt...n we didnt really go to bed lol we were gonna sneak out but mike wuz in long beach...jesse was gonna get up early to go surfing the next day...n a couple of other ppl i dont remember lol we didnt end up goin anywhere...we still stayed up all nigth n we were on the phone for a long time also...um 2day monica n i slept late n woke up around noon...went downtown n had noahs bagels n looked at the sidwalk sale...a lil of it lol...um i ran into sam selsky n christina king...man i havent seen them forever it was cool we talked for a while i miss sam!...then donald biked here...monica hadda leave at 3:30 cuz she wuz goin on a trip wit her dad 2 santa barbara 4 a day or 2 to spend their quality dad/daughter time lol...then when she left kayla came over n my dad gave me, donald, n kayla a ride to the mall n then we went to andrews from there around 4:20-ish...it was cool...it was justin aaron kepeli donald andrew me, n kayla...we watched steve-O twice...crazy shit lol...n watched the ring...still not scared of it!!!...n we chilled n kayla n i were all hyper n shit hahahaha...i was jumpin around all over as usual :-P...um it went by fuckin fast tho...my mom picked me n kayla up a lil b4 10 n we hadda drop kayla off...i wanted her to sleep over but my mom wuz all bitchin at me cuz she says ive been sleepin at ppls houses for the past wk every night...which is true lol or vice versa...gay...grr haha n tonight im actually pretty tired...i am really not gettin much sleep at all...a lotta other little things happened the past few days but theyre not too important to go on bout here lol...im stoppin...dead tired...xoxoxo nyte!!! Current Mood: tired damnit Current Music: so into you...i luv this song (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
9:36 pm	wow las night i ACTUALLY SLEPT!!! i went to bed at like 1:30 n woke up today at 12:20...wow yey yey i caught up a lil at least hahaha...um 2day i went to the beach wit kara...brought the boards down but the waves sucked...we had fun tho! then we went to her place n chilled...n now shes over n sleepin over...we are WIRED ON SODA!!!!! OMGOMG WE R SO HYPER TONIGHT GOIN CRAZY!!!@!@!#$#$$!!##%^^&##$!!!!...ya not much 2 write here cuz nothin that exciting happened 2day...but we gonna go watch silence of the lambs now...hehehehe...GO MOOOO.....HEHEHE byebyebye Current Mood: hyper@#@!#@!@! Current Music: fool by shakira (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
11:21 pm	heyhey well yesterday i went 2 the beach at hermosa wit the usual crowd down there...las night went to the movies wit ami, kayla, monica, jeff, andrew, aaron, deen, n donald...we were at first gonna c SWAT but nobody came on time so we ended up seein american wedding...it wuz me, ami, n monicas second time seeing it...it was still funny tho...ami slept over...mike picked us up around 2 n we wanted fast food really bad but we went to taco bell, mcdonalds, and jack n the box n they were closed!!!!...so we went to 711 n bought a buncha food there n grubbed hehehe...then we felt like goin to the beach n he drove us 2 hermosa n we chilled on the strand for a while n ate our food...haha we ran into these ppl who were sneakin into this pool of this apartment off the strand...it wuz funny shit cuz they were drunk n actin fuckin retarded n were all talkin to us n stuff lol...we drove back to my place n went in my dads camper n we chilled in there, me, ami, n mike, for like 3 hrs...it wuz fun cuz we tlaked lotz n jus hung out...he went home around 5:45 when the sun had jus come up...n me n ami went inside haha n talked for like an hr n then finally fell asleep...well she did...i didnt...-no ppl i did not go to sleep last night-...uh oh!!! haha uuum n ya today i took ami 2 hermosa wit me...n i picked up kayla too n we went to lunch at goodstuff...then beach n alexis, lana, n alexis's cousin (i forget wut her name is) were there too...n jeff, alli, jessica, aaron, deen were there of course...n me, kayla, n ami looked in ardvarks, restyle, n sum other stores to shop...didnt find much really...omg i tripped n my black rocket dogs strap broke n so now i dont have anymore platform sandals!!!!...tear** sniff sniff...um ya then i came home 2nite n i couldnt go out or have ppl over cuz my mom says AGAIN that ive been out too damn much n that im always doing something...that i have to relax n shit like that...i didnt relaly care tho cuz im so damn tired...i havent been gettin any sleep at all lol all the sneaking out n sleep over shit...man im drinking my second coke in a row...i hope i can go to sleep lol...byebyebye!!!!! Current Mood: fuckin tired Current Music: MISFITS-scarecrow man (Comment on this)
Monday, August 11th, 2003
1:02 am	damn my last one was way too fuckin long shit im sorry everyone!!!...lol...ya babysitting went well...kids luved me...i got paid $60...n $20 alone on top of that for pizza 4 my dinner...saw jeff (not kepeli but surferpro MB jeff) he stopped by for a while at like 10 way after the kids went 2 sleep...it wuz cool seeing him again...um kepeli called me n we talked till like 3:30am it was funfun haha...ur cool to talk to kepeli!!!...and kepeli is his name yes it is...um we talked lots n we laughed a lot lol...2day i woke up late...i wuz gonna go to the beach in hermosa but i woke up at like 12:45 n i missed mornign church so i hadda go at 5...i couldnt go anywhere and reza n bj wanted to hang out but i couldnt...no time, didnt work out...so i went to church at 5...sat wit sandy...i havent seen him for 2 wks or so so i wuz happy i saw him...then we went to the life teen thing afterward 2 hang out...shit it was great they had tons of food tonight...taco bell, pizza, breadstix, sodas, chips, salsa...!!!!!!!!!...christina, mallory, ashley, marrissa, jen, n jamee were there we all talked...n i talked wit sandy a lot too it was cool...i called him 2nite hes leavin for tressels tomorrow...wont b back till thurs or fri...um then rob called...then i called ami...then i called monica shes wit kayla...n nick decicco called...he, chris bain, and marc came by...shit i love bains truck wut ive heard is true...its that his truck is fuckin tight ahaha...we chilled for like half an hr or sumtin cuz they hadda go but they jus wanted to stop by...i was SO HAPPY TO SEE MARC AND NICKYD...i havent seen them 4ever i really really REALLY REALLY REALLY miss them...( sniff sniff tear :-( )...marcs leaving on the 25th i really wanna c him more b4 he leaves 4 minnesota...ima cry...:`-(...well im tired gonna get sum sleep gnight Current Mood: tired, happy Current Music: guns n roses -night train (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 9th, 2003
4:26 pm	WOWIE BOOMSHAKALAKA i havent written here for like 3 days aah im too busy to write every day...sniff sniff...las night wuz SOOO MUCH FUN...went 2 the movies wit ami n monica...aaron, donald, jeff n their lil crew were invited n we really wanted them to come n we hadda wait till las minute to know whether they were damn coming or not...n well THEY DIDNT cuz everyone wuz at andrews and they "supposedly" didnt have rides...lol...we planned to c american wedding n its R n we were like shit how would we still get in if we didnt have the guys wit us...so we bought tickets 2 freaky friday...and we went around the corner n there wuz american wedding...wide open w. no security in front of their doors...so we ran in haha n got seats...pretty soon the theatre was fuckin packed...o n like 10 of these ghangsta guys that were like all 16-19 yrz old were outside of the movies n they followed me, monica, and ami into the theatres cuz they thought we were hotties n shit...aha so they followed us into american wedding...sum were pretty cute tho but i wasnt interested...n they were all askin me if id hook up n where i wuz from n all these questions...i was annoyed...they asked for my number...so i was like I HAVE A BF...n then they shutup...hehe...n i told ami to tell them shes from long beach n that she has a bf hhaha...she did n then one of em came to monica n asked for her digits too n well...SHE GAVE HER CELL NUMBER TO THEM...ami n i were like MONICA WTF...lol n she was all la la whateverrrr i guess...ami n I were wondering why she did that lol...n so ya OMG AMERICAN WEDDING WAS SO FUNNY...c it! its worth ur mulla...ahahhahahhahhahahahahaha... so ya then rob called...told me bout this bigass party in cabrillo...n he told me we should come since we were gonna b in pedro lol so we were like we'll c...but ya we never did cuz we got home late and we sorta jus forgot bout it...me n ami got back to her house n we roasted marshmellows over the stove haha, pigged out on salsa verde dorritos, graham crackers, and i had 2 sunkists and a coke...good times...jon jacked his dads new car ahaha n drove all the way to amis in pedro from his house in pv like far away heh n we snook out around 1...it wuz realy really risky omg lol cuz ami haad gotten caught like every time sneaking out b4...and she was just starting to earn her moms trust back...n well yea u can hear everything in that house like every door open n close...other shit like that...so we hadda b really sneaky n ya we got in his car really fast n drove off..ahaha we were speeding like 60 or 70 through pv...he was tellin us bout how fast the car can go....i didnt kno wut kinda car it wuz tho cuz i wuz too spaced 2 pay attention...it was so much fun tho...it wuz likie 2am we went to torrance beach...lol we brought a pack of coke wit us n we ran to a lifeguard tower n hung out there n we were drinking cokes n shit n omg eew ppl piss on the towers ahaha cuz the go there to smoke or get drunk n then thye piss....fuckin sick ahaha n ya we were up there n we were all hyped up n bein loud n i wuz wonderin if anyone owuld hear us...n so ya we look over far away and we suddenly saw these 3 figures with flashlights walking our direction we were like SHIT...they looked like cops n we looked like 3 teenagers drinking on a tower...at 2am...ahah n jon doesnt have his licence n jacked his dads brand new car...shit ya so we got off the tower n jus acted cool bout it n walked slowly n didnt look back...they kept following us n shining their flashlights on us...it was scary...I really didnt wanna get in trouble...ahha so we jus played it cool n they stopped following us...we never really found out hwo they were...haha ppl were fishing on the beach like off the shore n we talked to a couple of em...ya it wuz fun then we went back to the car n he drove us home...ami thougth we were seriously gonna b fucked...cuz she really thought her mom wouldve waken up by then n found out we werent at the house...so ya we drove around more n raced home...and we passed like 3 copcars who were pulling ppl off the road but we jus went by...we got back to her house n hadda sneak bigtime n we discussed coverups on the way home...like wut wed say to her mom if she found out we werent home...n ya we were wet cuz ami n i went in the ocean a lil wit our PJs n so she has a pool and gicouzzi n we put our feet in it to get the sand off n ya it wuz fun jus all the sneaking around we hadda do lol it wuz an extreme risk 4 us...n so we snook jon into the house n we hung out downstairs until like 4am or sumtin then he hadda go b4 his dad woke up or sumtin liek that...n so ya then ami n i talked straight for hours and hours...we didnt sleep lol but omg we talked so much and about so many things...a lotta serious topics...i feel like ive known her for so long, she said that i probably know more about her now than a lotta ppl do...sumtin like that...we got really close over the night...n we found out we have so much sht in common...i couldnt believe las night was the first night i EVER saw her in person!!!...we totally clicked, lol ami i luv u...we had so much fun omg not once were we ever bored... n then ya we had breakfast this morning n we werent very tired at first lol but around 11:30 we were in her room on the floor looking through sum magazines and discussing hotties haha n we got kindna tired...we were like "les take a nap!" haha we ended up falling asleep on the floor and we were like dead...we woke up at 2:05...i was like HOLY SHIT cuz i wuz supposed to meet my mom at the galleria at 1:30!!! that wuz the time she agreed to pick me up...n my phone was on silent so it woudlnt wake me up...n it said 7 missed calls...3 of em were my mom trying to reach me...i caleld her n she wasnt that mad tho but she had waited 45 minutes fo me outside of the mall like we had agreed...n i thought it would make amis mom look so bad cuz she had told my mom that shed have me there on time...she said she came into amis room around 1 n wuz like "ok we gotta go soon to take u home"...n she told me that when she said that, i sat up n wuz like "im gonna call her in like 10 min we dont have to go" n she said i picked up the phone liek i was gonna call...n amis mom was like well ok...n hhaha I jus fell right asleep after that...I WAS LIKE HALF ASLEEP WHEN I SAID THAT I WAS TOTALY UNCONCIOUS HAHAHA I DONT EVEN REMEMBER ME EVER SAYIN THAT SHIT...lesson for u all!...NEVER LISTEN TO CAROLINE WHEN SHE IS IN THE MIDDLE OF A NAP CUZ SHE WILL NOT KNOW A FLYIN FUCK BOUT WHATS COMIN OUTA HER MOUTH...n so ya i felt so bad n embarrassed lol...amis mom drove me all the way home...i told my mom everythin n took the blame...it was all cool... omg 2nite will b my first night babysitting!!!...i am sorta scared...cuz ppl were all like "i hope you dont die!!! first timer!!!"....:-/...its gonna b a 1 yr old girl named katrina and a 3 in a half yr old named emma...usually my cousins kara or becca babysit cuz the children are their other cousins...and the mom is kara n beccas aunt ...n theyre in new jersey compteting in JGs nationals for paddleboarding so they reccommended me...so i said i would...ive never changed a diaper b4 tho!...i dono how ill do...i wanted ami to come wit me, or i wanted a friend to come to help me out but my mom was like total no...so its on m now...im waitin for kathy to pick me up they said theyd b by at like 5:15 n she said shed show me wut to do n how to change diapers and feed them n that shit hahaha...i hope itll go well i hear those kids are sweeties...all good things from kara bout em...haha so ya i really wnat sum more mulla "$$" ching ching* hahha...the house is right near my friend monicas house n same wit jesse...i wanted sumone to come over...jus for a lil but i dont think itll happen cuz emma would know n she can talk...shed tell n shit...n they have neighbors who were gonna make sure everything was goin well at the place...theyre one door away from kathys so i prob wouldnt b able to get away wit friends stoppin by...well im gonna go theyre here!...wish me luck!!!...peeeeece Current Mood: hyper, happy, excited Current Music: metallica-i disappear (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
9:11 pm	hmm well drew came by at like 12:30 las night...snook out again we hung out it wuz fun...didnt get to bed till around 5am...damn ive been stayin up so late...craZ...uum this mornin i woke up at 9:40 to my cell ringing it wuz reza hes in vegas now...i didnt answer it cuz i wuz so tired i coudlnt get up n answer....n so i went back 2 sleep n woke up at like 11:30 n chris russel called me...he jus got back from la jolla...funfun so ya we talked for a while...then i went 2 the beach....man saw a lotta ppl...hung wit diff crowds every 5 min or so hahaha...scarlett, alli, aaron, jeff, deen, anthony, andrew n their crowd wuz there...n i came wit erica, ellarie, alexis, hunter, kenny, n kevin, n lana hung wit us too, same wit jade but a lil later on...i also saw christina wesley there havent seen her forever...n marc n casey were there too...i wuz like wowie...saw lotta ppl in one day...n then i came home n took like a one hr shower lol that wuz goood...n i wanted to go kickboxing 2nite but i got home too late n totally forgot bout it! :-(...n then i wuz gonna go to the movies wit erica, annie, hallie, hunter, n kyle but they cancelled...n then deen, aaron, jeff, andrew, n anthony i think wanted 2 hang out but they live in redondo n i dot have anyone over n i cant go anywehre early 2night...damn them they really need cars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....alexis said if ellary or jordan didnt end up sleepin over at her place she'd call me n have me sleepover...but i guess they ended up bein able to n shit...im so wierd lately...it takes me a long time b4 i know i like a guy...i wuz talkin bout this wit deen haha...like sumtimes ill think i really do n other times i totally dont n it pisses the shit outa me...i dont make up my mind...i really cant help wut i feel tho!!! n i dono wtf is up wit me....well i know it must take a while 2 know for sure then lol...waiting....haha hun pretty much every girl i brought wit me 2 the beach thinks ur a total cutie...(u know who u r! if ur reading this)...amy i cant wait till fri itll b lotta fun...hard 2 believe i havent met u in person b4 lol shit it doesnt feel wierd at all...i feel like ive known u for a while already...man im tired i should really get sum sleep lol my schedules so fucked up geeez..haha mike...stay blunt!!!...man scotty got a raise thats not fair!!! y cant i have a job wit good pay!!!! damn u scotty im jealous!....i hope i can go wit u 2 the concert!...meh...im fuckin tired i cant write anymore...xoxoxoxo much luv peeeeece Current Mood: tired, lil confused Current Music: no one like u -scorpions (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
2:12 am	good timez well las night...or should i say this morning lol...drew n justin came by at 11:40 las night n i had them park a couple of houses away from mine n i snuck out n we hung out in drewz car till 3:57am! wow lol justin wuz soo bored at the end...i wasnt bored tho haha we were all fallin asleep it wuz sorta fun...n ya then 2day i woke up at 1:30pm 2 my cell ringing n it wuz reza...i wuz supposed to call him at 11:30 or sumtin bout comin over i wuz like SHIT eh n he came down to my house all the way from pv at 12:30 n i wuz sleeping!!! so he went all the way back home!!! i felt so bad i owe him so much n we havent seen eachother for like 5 months lol well anyway he said he wuznt sure if he could get a ride back down here or not but that hed call me...n so i called my cuzzie kara to c wut she wuz doin 2day n becca picked up n said she wuz down at the beach n i wuz gonna go down there to hang out wit kara cuz i havent seen my sis 4ever n i miss her!!!!! argh....but naw that never happened n yey reza got a ride down here at 2:30 n his cuzzie bijan came too...we went to the beach...saw chris deluca, n conor there too...ahhaa reza taught me wrestling n fighting moves it wuz fun n iz really cool hehehaha ima better fighter now :-P n ya we had funfun at le beacho n then we came back to my place n matt varon came over 2...we ordered pizza yumyum i ate 7 pieces yes i AM A PIGGY AND PROUD OF IT!!!..hehehaha...n then conor n chris came over n conor brought his 2 cousins...so it wuz like the 8 of us in my room i wuz like ah many ppl in heeeere...ya we all chilled outside n in my room sum of the time...jammed on the guitar...hehe matt im better than u poo!!!! aaaw hez jealous :-P I luv u tho!!!!!...n then we went in my front yard n did sum more wrestling shit haha sum of the guys got lil massages from meh...so ya then they all left around 10:30...sniff sniff bijan is moving to iran (shit) on monday n i jus met him 2nite...he says he really wants a chance wit me i feel so bad cuz its only one wk that hes gonna b here but he really really likes me n he wants even a 1 wk relationship aaaw...this is so cute...he is a real sweetheart tho...im totally flattered...hehe i dono wut ima do thoo!!!...shit mike called earlier i 4got to call him cuz i said i might b able to chill 2night but i never called him! i totally forgot! i think hes a lil pissed dono but hes all "well have fun 2nite" booooo well i did have fun haha um then justin called...after that bret called me...he wuz wit sandy n drew...man sandy got my number but he never called me n he says he lost it grrrr...talked wit drew for a while he wants 2 come by tomorrow late nite...hes gonna call me...that is if he remembers haha...uum o ya tomorrow i wanted to c scotty really bad...but my mom groudned me tomorrow!!! GAY cuz she got all pissed cuz i said the guys could stay till 10:30 n i didnt ask her first if they could stay till then n she flipped out on me n well...im grounded 2morrow...n scotty didnt have a ride anyway he jus told me so i wuz sad...uum but ya reza and bijan might come by tomorrow night late nite also i dono yet 4 sures tho wuts happenin until drew calls me i guess...man im so tired...my brain has been thinkin so much...lol n my sleep auto schedule is all fucked up now from monicas sleepover and las nite wit drew n justin...shit im tired ima go hit the sack...xoxo c u later...in my dreams if im lucky! Current Mood: sleepy, lil confused (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
11:20 pm	yesterday n 2day wowie im tired...yesterday i went 2 the beach wit conor n all his family wuz there too...well a lot of it lol cuz hes stayin in MB for a wk in an apartment like 3 blocks away from me...for a fam reunion...n i never get 2 c him much cuz he lives in pv...well we went 2 the beach...the bigass volleyball tournament wuz goin on plus a bodyboard competition...the waves were also fuckin huge it wuz a really really good day...in the evening i went 2 justines...we walked 2 monicas n she had kayla and sam over. we ended up sleepin over...mike called me like 6 times haha he n chris really wanted to hang out n we told them to come over but they couldnt find the keys 2 their car n they were gettin pissed cuz they really watned 2 come lol but they couldnt...me, kayla, monica, and justine all hung out n shit i dont even remember wut we did geez...we feel asleep around 4am n woke up this morning at like 11:30 eeeeeh im so tired...n ya monica bought these really cute boyshortz underwear at beehive at their sale n i wuZ flippin out cuz i went wit her when we shopped there n i never saw them n i really wanted sum! so i went back 2day to c if they had them still....THEY DIDNT...:-(... the volleyball tournament wuz still goin on...o n i met a guy named rob hes pretty coolio he played in the tournament 2day...we hung out for a while n he ended up asking for my number n so i decided 2 give it to him...uum then i went home n went to church at 4 for choir n then i sang at 5pm mass n staid home in the evening 2 make my parents happy cuz ive been gone every night n day since like last sat so i thought theyd like it if i were home 4 an evening wit them...rob called earlier we talked for a while...then nicole called man i miss her so much shes in virginia right now...lexis coming home 2morrow from washington n chicago i cant wait cuz ive been missing her too!!! ruthys still in poland shes not comin back till the 24th...lotta ppl have been on trips :-/ w/o me! justin n drew jus called...drew jus got his license n they wanna come by n pick me up but i wont let em take me anywhere 2night...i dont wanna risk my craZ parents findin out n shit like that...but ya drew n justin gonna come by later... ah im tired...byez Current Mood: hungry, happy, tired Current Music: DEVIATES time is distance duno wut song (Comment on this)