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i want to stop thinking about it. i really do, it makes me unhappy when everything is fine.
sure school is busy, but i thrive under pressure.
i feel like a burden to myself, and i just want to talk about him.
blake blake blake. am i that girl, the one gets hung on something that really wasnt that big of a deal?
maybe. growing up is experiencing. whhhaaatteeevver. ill be distracted soon enough.
and i wouldnt even dare try and pull something. maybe they really are in love.
i can respect that. i really do want him to be happy..i just wish it was with me.
WOW CHEESY. who am i when i write in this shit. what can you do? have to be sentimental somewhere.
better then outloud. heh
but orlando on satuhday. states next week..i want to win so bad
i get so competitive sometimes, but never really outwardly. aries alert!
i just sighed so i guess i have nothing more to say.
there isnt so much to say
im ready for love

CHANGE OF MOOD!
mom just intercomed me upstairs. god i hate that fucking noise, it makes me want to smash the phone through a series of concrete walls everytime it goes off. and its hard enough for me to hold my tongue and not argue when someone is so blatenly stupid, but good lord my self control can only hold out long enough.
do we become our parents?
i love them but i cant see myself falling into a mold of another human being and watch myself do the stupid things they do sometimes. god damnit..
opposites. total opposites.
but hey; it wasnt that bad...i didnt say one word lol
thats always better then hearing more

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