| 1:04p |
i went, i grew, i conquered, and then what?
So I went away. I challenged myself, I took a risk. I had a great informative 6 days and made another group of awesome friends. Blake was so perfect. When the stars align for 2 people; what happens can not be duplicated or put back into the mundane world outside of the trip. Terrible grammar- whatever. I will not proof read! So now I'm back home, I left on a high note and I feel a little thrown back to square one. I'm not heartbroken, just a little heart"sore". I don't feel used, I dunno. I think I'm just happy that I finally am comfortable with admitting I will fight for someone. I'm not ashamed, I am willing to put myself in the line of fire and try. I want him, as a sweet, happy little confidant. Lol what does that mean. I don't know. More later :) I'm happy but void. But I like feeling alive
Current Mood: subdued sweet sadness
Current Music: class |