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Rob!'s Blurty:
| Monday, March 17th, 2003 | |
| 4:57 pm | |
| Sunday, March 2nd, 2003 | |
| 8:19 pm | I was watching LOTR today, and I was like... WTF. Harry Potter = Frodo Baggins. No, Really. I swear. Look at this. 1) A burden only they can bear. 2) A sidekick who they would not live without. 3) Both are intensely tragic characters. Really, they are. 4) Messy black hair anyone? 5) You'd do them. You know you would. 6) Their friends are BOTH red heads. 7) Intense pain in a place they were injured by the bad guy (Searing Pain in Harry's Scar : Shoulder aching when Black Riders are around) 8) Prone to visions, extremely unsettling for the people around them. 9) Both have been tempted to given in to the darkness of death. 10) Dumbledore and Gandalf are the same person. 11) Legolas = Draco, Grimli = Hagrid 12) Rob's obsessed with both books. 13) Rob nearly cried at both of them. 14) THEY'RE BRITISH! 15) Cuz I said so? |
| Saturday, March 1st, 2003 | |
| 11:04 am | ![[harry + snape]](http://atypically.net/hp/images/harrysnape.jpg) How'd that happen? |
| Thursday, February 20th, 2003 | |
| 5:32 pm | How come most of my entries are about how bored I am? I suppose thats because When I'm not bored, I don't think about Blurty much, eh? Had a good couple of days off so far. After almost all week off last week, and now this week off, My sleep pattern is seriously off. I was up until 8 this morning before I went to sleep, and woke up around 3. Thats My School hours. 8 till 3. I am so screwed when monday comes around. Because I'll have to get up at 6. But I really rather stay up all night. Maybe I'll just sleep really late on Sunday, stay up and go to bed when I get home Monday or something? Unless Nick is on. Sleep is for Tuesdays and Thursdays anyway, Right? I was going to do something with my friends today, but Jeff seems to have a new girlfriend. Wonderful. He can babble about her all day and I can feign interest. She is a looker though.. *shrug* She deals well with my humor too, so thats cool. OH, had a dream this morning. Well, it was sort of half dream, and half day dream, know what I mean? Had to do with the RP me and Nick did last night. Was good stuff. I'm pretty mad at myself because I lost the IM when my computer had a problem. I had my next pose typed out too! Oh well. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: marilyn manson - man that you fear |
| Monday, February 17th, 2003 | |
| 5:33 pm | Restlessness Can't leave the house unless I want to walk. and there is so much snow out there, i don't want to walk. So, I'm in my room. Online, though no one seems to want to talk to me. Nick's playing a game and seems semi-afk. better than having to wait until midnight though, I suppose Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Nothing! |
| 4:14 pm | Mm, bouncy soft! So, I had to go shovel this morning. I put on this bright yellow sweatshirt I have and I couldn't get my mind off Draco/Harry. It was because of how this sweatshirt SMELLS. I couldn't explain it if you asked me. I asked my mom what it smelled like, she said it smells like Bounce, you know, the ball thing you put in the wash? I think the fact that it smells that way, is soft, and is yellow, reminds me of Draco's hair or something. I dunno. *sniiiiiiiiiiiiiiifffffffffffff* Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... And if someone asks you if you are going to be on later in the day, like in the afternoon Do you say 'Yeah' even if your not going to be on until midnight? Yargh! |
| 12:03 am | Hmmmmmmmmmm I'm busy being bored, so I end up reading the same websites over, and over, and over. Finally, while reading friends entries on Blurty, I found a quiz I hadn't taken yet! yaaaaaay ( It's Graphic! ) It took me a while to figure out why < lj-cut> wasn't working, idiot me. Current Mood: bored Current Music: My own disappointed sighs |
| Saturday, February 15th, 2003 | |
| 1:18 pm | I saw Daredevil last night! Wooohoooooooooo.... Openning day for a comic book movie? what? I'm not a dork..... And we saw LOTR again, because it's that good. And on the way home (Had to walk, it was about 20 degrees out, and like 1 in the morning) we broke ice and yelled about bashing skulls. All and all, it was a sucsessful outting. Oh, and I did realize that my friend's last name (Goyal) is like, a letter away from Goyle and they made fun of me for saying so. |
| Sunday, February 9th, 2003 | |
| 2:14 pm | I wish I hadn't been so tired last night, was just getting to a good part with Draco/Harry, Heh. I really do enjoy playing a dominate Draco... hehe. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Beatles - Mrs. Robinson |
| 2:13 pm | Whew, I am so bored. Feeling a little better, not so feverish. Not so dizzy. My throat still hurts a ton, coughing a lot, and my voice isn't back yet. I had a terrible time sleeping last night. Couldn't get comfortable, and I would get stuck in there horrible repititous dreams that would actually bore me until I woke up. I thought I wet the bed around 1.. I HAD been drinking constantly all day, and I forgot to go to the bathroom before I slept. But It was just sweat, thank goodness. Took me a little while to realize it didn't smell. Current Mood: groggy Current Music: Vidoll - dying cast |
| Saturday, February 8th, 2003 | |
| 1:03 am | I've been thinking about why the hell I would say something like that. It was shitty of me. And I do it, a lot. To people I like, anyway. I get.. upset, I guess, and I say the one thing that I know will go too far, and actually hurt them. I do it to friends, just people that I know, and Now I've even done it to Nick. Me: Would You say I'm uncaring Jeff? Jeff: yes Considering he's been my best friend since I was 2, and he thinks I'm apathetic, I think that it's pretty much true. *sigh* |
| 12:34 am | So, I did it. I reached a level of Honesty that border's on idiocy. I could have just left it in my head when I thought it. That's what I should have done. Hid it away. But I didn't. I typed it out and let him see it. I hurt him.. I didn't really mean to. I'm not exactly sure what I meant by it. I was suppose to be there to support him. He was already having a hard night. And I made it worse. I felt sick before. I felt sicker when I heard what He was doing. And Now I hurt him. I feel like Shit. I could make excuses for it. I've been moody since I got the flu. I was angry at myself, for being so helpless with him so far away. I'm scared. I know other people who cut. I've never done it, Never wanted to. I think instead I tend to hurt other people when I get scared or get down. I don't know. This is the first time we've really fought. I hope he'll forgive me. I'm so sorry. |
| Saturday, February 1st, 2003 | |
| 12:42 pm | The cautious hare Cannot be seen as a coward He's simply aware He constantly knows what's going on That the wheel of life turns on It won't hold on ----------------- Well the time is right You shall be on my side I don't I don't I don't need anyone Be with or be against me I'm white I am chosen There is not the slightest Doubt it all Not at all In lower airs We're ground down By their ignorance Hate will grow like a foul cancer To find a foe seems to be the answer ============= BLAH, I'm Bored!! Hhhhmmmmph. I need to pick a Character for that other HP RP, At least I could open a journal or something. |
| 12:01 pm | Blah I feel crappy this morning. And no one is around to talk to. and and... I just saw the news. They were Actually talking about a missle blowing up a shuttle re-entering the atmosphere. I had a few strange dreams last night. One included this friend of mine. We were in a resturant, Meeting two guys that she knew. The... double date didn't go well and everyone else had left. I held her. And we made out.. sort of. I remember her being so soft... In the dream I was definately in love. I told her I understood why her boyfriend was always molesting her. And she had laughed. I don't have any feelings for her though. Not when I'm awake. Was just a strange dream. I had a few others that woke me up, but I don't remember any of them too clearly. Current Mood: apathetic |
| Friday, January 31st, 2003 | |
| 7:34 pm | Just getting bored again, lol. Thought I'd right since *someone* told me I should Update more. In english today, we were told to write three Metaphors. I thought 'Should be easy enough, right? I spend most of my day typing. And everyonce in a while I feel a flash of creativity. So I look down at my paper. Nothing was coming to me. It really sucked. I mean, people got away with stuff like "Love is a battlefield." And someone even used "Ignorance is Bliss.". And I couldn't come up with one? I finally just wrote these two before the new English student-Teacher got to me (More on that later). 1. Those eyes were the sunshine of his day. 2. His heart had turned the black of midnight. Not great, but it got an approving 'Mmhmm...' from Mr. Crow (But with an E). And I called him that for the rest of the period. Mr. Crow with an E. I like Mr. Crowe. Kinda cute actually. Oh well. Current Mood: annoyed |
| 7:22 pm | Ugh. I'm so Bored. Blah. No one at all is on to RP with. And I can't think of anything to write. At least it's Friday. Oh damn. I just remembered Nick saying he would probably taking Friday's to play EQ. That seemed like a good Idea on wensday. But then my friends all cancelled on me last minute and I'm left at home. *sigh* Everyone at school think's I'm a pothead. Blah. I might be the only one who doesn't smoke at least once a month. Just because My Eyes are Bloodshot does not mean i'm spending all my time at home smoking dammit!! It just means Nicky-chan keeps me up late and I am forever tired. Besides, if I was fully awake for school, I might have to end my life, or someone elses. At least this way I can doze off for a few minutes at a time. I've noticed I sleep with my eyes open in school. It looks like I am just daydreaming. but I'm asleep. It's wonderful. But I usually wake up *Hard* LoL. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Blind Guardian. Big surprise. |
| Thursday, January 30th, 2003 | |
| 6:26 pm | DMV Went to the DMV today. That was fun. Only took an hour and three dollars to get the name fixed. I mean, shouldn't they have noticed? Who has two V's right in a row in a name? |
| Monday, January 27th, 2003 | |
| 11:13 am | flight-O-Fancy I got bored today, and I wrote this. Not very good, but I felt like posting it anyway. Stole something from Nick in it... Hope he doesn't mind. ( Read more... ) Current Mood: blah |
| 6:43 am | Busy Morning. I stare out my open window. The splendor of Dawn is beginning to die, The sky is blue again. Just over the line of white houses, The sky is still yellow. Clouds are purple. It caught my breath. The ground is covered in a few inchs of fresh powder. And the gentle breeze isn't as cold as I would have thought. This is magic hour. The Lamp posts are still on, a pool of Orange extending around it. On the fringe, there is purple. And beyond the purple, Snow is still a shadowy Blue. It is most magnificent. It's not the first time I've wished I was in maine already. A warm body to share this with. I yearn for it. Soon.. I suppose. Current Mood: touched Current Music: Blind Guardian - The Maiden and the Minstrel Kn |
| 6:32 am | Typed this up the other night, after Reading for too long and Listening to music. I impressed myself a little (and Nick said: HOLY FUCKING WOW). I thought it was sweet. He laid back, with Draco's smaller body over him. Ron's hands forced their lips to press together deeply, the sorrow of the past week melting away from his troubled mind. Ron Weasley's large hand closed around the wand, wrenching it slowly away from his loves long pale fingers. "Don't you dare." He murmured against the smaller fifth years pale lips. He let the wand fall to the floor beside the bed, and he rolled the opposite way, easily pinning the lighter boy with his lanky frame. He lifted his head gently from the lips he had been craving, his voice quiet, serious. "You keep saying that I am giving up my friends for you, and that you are just one person Draco." He brushed his hand back against the pale blonde hair. "But you are my lover. My love. My life." He smiled softly, watching those wet, silver orbs. For once he could feel that his words weren't failing him. He knew exactly what to say. "Everything you've heard me say I would do for Harry, I would do for you." He paused for a moment, leaning his lips down closer to the ear of the person he loved. "I'd give them all up to be nearer you. If they will hate me for it, let them. I won't need them, if I have you. I feel broken when I don't see you near by. My heart breaks to think of never touching you again, and aches when not lying beside you. I feel more at home in your bed and in arms than anywhere else. This is my place." He took a deep breath, but spoke again before Draco could respond to him. He needed to get this all out. "You want to make me forget? That would be the cruelest fate I could be offered. Because then I wouldn't at least know, why my heart was broken and I cried when I was alone. Without you, I am alone." He pressed down onto Draco's body, pushing the other's body into the mattress. His lips grazed over Malfoy's. "My decision is made. I will remember. I would be with you, if you'd only let me. If you want to forget, and stop the pain I'm causing you, I will cast the spell myself." My problem now is that I feel like my normal RP is crappier then usual. |