*.*.*.*...MeLLy...*.*.*.*'s journal

> recent entries
> calendar
> friends
> profile

Friday, September 3rd, 2004
5:26 pm - ONCE AGAIN..
SO ONCE AGAIN, I HAVE STARTED A NEW JOURNAL..I GUESS THATS JUST BECAUSE WHEN SOMETHING NERW HAPPENS IN MY LIFE, ESPECIALLY IF ITS BAD, I WANT TO GET RID OF EVERYTHING IN THE PAST..SO WHAT IS HAPPENING NOW THAT WOULD MAKE ME WANT A DIFFERENT JOURNAL? MY BOYFRIEND MOVED..THATS RIGHT..NOT ACROSS THE STREET OR ACROSS THE CITY BUT COMPLETELY ACROSS THE STATE..IM IN SAN DIEGO AND HE IS UP AT HSU..I KNOW HE'S HAPPY AND I KNOW THATS WHAT HE WANTED AND I KNOW THAT WERE STILL TOGETHER BUT HE IS SO FAR..AND I KNOW THAT LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS CAN LAST BECAUSE IVE SEEN IT MYSELF..DESPITE POPULAR BELIEF, IT CAN HAPPEN..I DONT WORRY WHAT HE'S DOING UP THERE BECAUSE I COMPLETELY TRUST HIM, I JUST MISS HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART..IT WILL BE ONE YEAR WITH HIM ON OCTOBER 3RD AND THATS THE LONGEST IVE GONE WITH SOMEONE LIKE THIS BEFORE..WELL I GUESS THATS PERIOD..IM IN LOVE..FOR A FACT, I KNOW THAT IM IN LOVE..BUT HOW CAN I BE SO SURE..WHAT IF THERE IS SOMETHING BETTER OUT THERE..BUT THERE ISNT ANYTHING BETTER..IVE LOOKED..IM A VERY IMPATIENT PERSON SO THE SEARCH WASNT THAT LONG BUT IT WAS STILL THERE..THAT REMINDS ME..I SHOULD GO LOOK AND SEE IF HE CALLED..

current mood: hopeful
current music: "AUTOBIOGRAPHY" BY: ASHLEE SIMPSON

(comment on this)



> top of page
Blurty.com