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Monday, November 7th, 2005

Subject: hey...it's... Time: 7:57 pm. Mood: calm. Music: The Killers..

It's me again... look at that.. :) Hi everyone. How are you?

The Bec0ming ¤ D0 S0mething That Matters.

Subject: × gr0unded. Time: 1:24 pm. Mood: lonely. Music: |Filter|×|Take|A|Picture|..

...and i am typing this t0 inf0rm y0u all that i will be g0ing away f0r a little while. i d0nt kn0w when ill be back, 0r if ill be back at all, but.. apparently my m0ther hates me and g0es 0ut 0f her way t0 make me miserable. s0 yes, this is go0dbye. i will pr0bably be 0ffline til the end 0f this m0nth.. s0 d0nt reply t0 this, i m0st likely will n0t get it... n0t that it matters, 0r anything really d0es anym0re... s0. bye all. h0pe we meet again in s0me 0ther lifetime.. <3.

The Bec0ming ¤ 2 Fucked Every0ne in the W0rld » D0 S0mething That Matters.

Subject: × wooo Time: 3:15 am. Mood: cold. Music: |Nirvana|×|The|Man|Who|Sold|The|World|.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH i think im back 0n teh g0ing-t0-sleep-at-like-5-pm-after-sko0l-and-waking-up-the-next-day-at-2-am pattern yet again.. fun fun. i was messing ar0und 0n the deviantart prints site and i f0und s0me pretty co0l shtuff. ( oooooh ) yepp.. s0 im b0red. lalala.. i hate havin t0 update these things all the time. why cant y0u just update y0urself y0u j0urnal!! its n0t that hard y0u kn0w!!!1 just the rememberin part!!111 YOU FREAKIN @%$^!$#@ ahhhhh!!!!!11 0kay. well, this w0rked 0ut fine. i am c0ld. and hungry. o0h, i listened t0 nirvana earlier. yesh. go0d cd, that new 0ne is.. think ill have samantha give it a listen. i watched happy gilm0re last night what a rad m0vie. i read a CRAP ASS REVIEW 0n apex the0rys new cd c0s they sed it sucked big 0nes but i.. well it d0esnt. after reading that, i grabbed my keyb0ard and threw it acr0ss the ro0m at my dresser, then c0ntinued t0 find c0ntentment in s0me 0ther way by running ar0und my ro0m multiple times, screaming rand0m n0nsense and smacking the wall as i went by. m0m came up every n0w and then t0 see if id finally l0st it, but then went ab0ut her usual activities 0f watching c0mmercials and cutting 0ut cup0ns, yelling at the d0gs when she remembered t0, and patr0nizing eminem. meanwhile i ripped several g0df0rsaken pages 0ut 0f a magazine that had britney spears 0n the c0ver, set them 0n fire, then spit in their ashes. .....well i didnt really d0 all that, i just made m0st 0f it up, but i felt like d0ing it y0u kn0w? umm.. im still c0ld.

The Bec0ming ¤ 3 Fucked Every0ne in the W0rld » D0 S0mething That Matters.

Subject: × ack.. Time: 11:33 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: mmmm co0kies..

what a bad day this has been f0r mi friends. well f0r me ab0ut my friends.... a l0t 0f things happened that werent fun at all. Beth was supp0sed t0 c0me 0ver @ 1 pm, but i never g0t an email, call, 0r anything let al0ne did she sh0w up. i talked t0 sam th0ugh, i guess thats go0d... but 0nly f0r like 2o minutes. hed g0ne 0ver t0 his friends 0r s0methin, he w0nt be h0me til t0m0rr0w, and theres still al0t i wanted t0 ask him/tell him/etc.. 0h well. better than n0thin. and it s0unded like he was happy, s0 i guess thats go0d. jess g0t 0nline s0metime ar0und 7 0r 8 0r s0methin, and we talked f0r a half an h0ur, but s0metime in here, she just st0pped talking. i was like hellloooooooo.... and then she said quickly "i have t0 g0 bye!!" and just g0t 0ffline with0ut letting me resp0nd 0r anything ,s0 i h0pe everythings alright w/ her and all. 0n t0p 0f that i havent seen Jeris all day til a little while ag0, and n0w hes all... pissish. i think hes g0tta g0 so0n t0o. just n0 0ne has been 0nline.. hardly any1 ever is anym0re.. and n0ne 0f them understand. -sigh-

The Bec0ming ¤ D0 S0mething That Matters.

Subject: ¤ life..s0...unnecessary. Time: 7:23 pm. Mood: depressed. Music: Tool.

( i seri0usly need help. )

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Subject: ¤ temp0rare. Time: 8:25 pm. Mood: friends-0nly-ish mo0d. Music: sadnmnvsmjsvkjsf...........

hi humans. my j0urnal is temp0rarily being made friends 0nly. add me and i'll add y0u back, unless y0ur name happens t0 be Jeris [if it is, then turn y0ur ass ar0und and never EVER let me see y0ur fucking face again]. n0t that he'd add me anyway, bec0s he hates me. :) that's 0kay th0ugh, bec0s i hate him back. except i d0n't just hate him. i hate him with a passi0n. back t0 the j0urnal thing... y0u d0n't have t0 c0mment regularly 0r anything, but yeah. i did say temp0rarily, and that is until i—[we?]—get things all w0rked 0ut... which, really, wh0 kn0ws h0w l0ng that will take. i h0pe it ends so0n anyh0w.. and if it d0esn't, then, well *smirk* my life will, 0kay? are y0u happy? y0u better be. well i never th0ught it'd happen, never th0ught i'd have t0 d0 it. even th0 it is temp0rary.. it's still the wh0le idea. my life is layed 0ut f0r all t0 see every day 0f my life by insensitive fucks wh0 make it that way, s0 why b0ther try t0 keep it all a secret... hell, i have a better chance 0f dying than that. and it is hella hard t0 die >.< btw, i am *pretty* sure that it will bec0me 0pen again, unless 0f c0urse i get to0 lazy t0 g0 back and make all the entries public. we'll see.. but f0r n0w 0n, go0d bye all.

The Bec0ming ¤ 2 Fucked Every0ne in the W0rld » D0 S0mething That Matters.

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