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Saturday, January 26th, 2008
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2:54 pm - Kamusta kayong lahat?
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I see dusts and molds living in my journal. I haven't updated for ages! Everytime I have something good to say it dissipates and I end up simply speechless.
My mind however is swimming somewhere else.
Hmmm...I have something to ask you. I've been raving about a book I've read lately, I haven't finished it yet but if I have, I will share what I've discovered and I will take the risk in doing it!
Anyway, let's not talk about me. I have this teeny-weeny question in my mind:
What do you like to do right now? In the present and in the future?
Avoid using the word I do not in a sentence or anything that connotes negativity.
Leave a comment. Post as many as you like. You're very much welcome.
current mood:  chipper
current music: pc fan
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| Friday, November 18th, 2005
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8:05 am
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Love, let me wrap my arms around you
and heal every pain that you have...
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| Monday, October 10th, 2005
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12:32 am
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ma-ia-hii
ma-ia-huu
ma-ia-hoo
ma-ia-haha!
Aaaaah! Nakaka-LSS!!!
Numa Numa? Ma-ia-hii? XD! Have you heard of the Numa Numa video? Have you heard of Gary Brolsma, the internet dancer? Medyo outdated na ako pagdating sa net updates. Thanks to Mond-kun, siya ang nag-introduce sa 'kin ng video na 'to. Sa sobrang nakaka-LSS niya (and mind you, paulit-ulit kong pinanood yung video ito! Nakaka-adik talaga! X_X)
Okies I've supplied links for this entry:
Numa Numa Video
Gary Brolsma.net
Numa Numa in Wikipedia
The Lyrics
Hmmm...gusto kong ma-LSS ko 'to habang nakasakay ako sa MRT. Minsan ini-imagine kong sumasayaw ako sa loob ng tren at nagwawala. May tumawag kaya sa Mental para kunin ako?
Minsan nga gusto kong magwala sa cubicle ko sa trabaho at magsasasayaw at kumanta. Masyado kasing tahimik sa opisina namin. Minsan ba naisipan niyong gawin 'to?
Ma-ia-haha~~~!!!
Sa totoo lang gusto kong sumayaw ng ganun, na parang walang nakatingin sa akin.
current mood: happy
current music: Dragostea Din Tea - O-Zone
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| Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
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9:52 am - The Live 8 Concert
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Parallel to  br0wn_c0w's recent entry, we ask everyone to sign the Live 8 List, and you can check out this site as well.
Live 8's mission is simple: "To make extreme poverty history":
1. double the aid sent to the world's poorest countries,
2. fully cancel their debts,
3. change the trade laws so that they can build their own future.
Ref.: http://www.live8live.com/list/
With your name on the list, imagine how many people (say, a million or more?) you'd help by doing this simple act.
If you're watching TV at this moment, I advise you to switch to ABC 5 (thanks, Mond-kun ^_^), they're still airing the whole concert, and oh, it's live by the way.
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Hey Jude - Paul McCartney
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| Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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11:54 am - Blue
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For the first time in years,
my heart stopped screaming.
What came next is silence,
and a gentle soul dressed in blue.
I don't want to wake up to another reality.
I don't want to wake up to another dream.
This reality is all we ever have.
Ah, sanity. Sanity over madness.
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10:17 am
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"Really?! I passed?" as exclaimed as soon as I received a note that I will attend the orientation on the 23rd. I swear I sounded like an alien when I was interviewed on the phone.
My mouth gaped open in surprise. But at least I won't be penniless for long. I've got a job! I've got a job! Oh. My heart sank. That means I'll be extra busy. It's too late to think if this job's worth the try. Besides, I've thought it over and I should focus on my goal.
I've been out hunting for jobs for almost a month. I applied as a CSR, graphic artist and yes, I even got an offer to teach pre-schoolers art and IT (and P.E., and music >_<;). Sadly, I didn't get a job as a graphic artist. As for the offer to teach kids, I was very much interested and ecstatic to accept that job, but I backed out when I discovered that they also wanted someone to teach P.E. and music aside from Art and IT. Sigh. I can not teach them music. O_Ov Although I'm aware that pre-school teachers should be able to teach these kinds of things even if it weren't their area of expertise. But Music and P.E.? Errr...I could always try reading books about Music or P.E.
I had to decide. I was thinking at this point to pursue something more practical:
1) Pre-school Art teacher
2) Graphic Artist
3) Customer Service Representative
4) Animator
5) Voice talent
6) Web Designer
Uh-oh. I can't seem to focus on one thing. O_o I've listed the job or better yet the career that I wanted to pursue. O_O Man, I wanted to try them all! If only I could get myself to do three jobs! But I doubt I would. Sigh. All I could think of right now is how to get moolahs for animation. T_T I know I shouldn't give up on this dream, yet.
In conclusion, I tried applying as a Graphic artist in some ad agencies but I still got no feedback from them. As for that web designing thingy, I still have to ask my friend if they're accepting part-timers. So it all falls into one job that I'd also love to try: CSR. Yep. You heard me right.
I'm not thinking if I should regret this decision or back out as soon as I can. I've thought this over and I think it's worth the try. :) I don't care about the results, as long as I'm striving for excellence, I don't think I have to worry about anything at all.
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Riraito - Asian Kung-fu Generation
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| Sunday, June 26th, 2005
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10:48 am - Bohol Trekker Pt. 1 (feeling trekker lang =p)
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I guess it's about time I share my nostalgic vacation last May, right Lornadahl? =p. Yup, I've been back for a long time but I was looking for the right moment to write it all down without feeling extra nasty or mercurial. O_O! I know this entry should've been written a month ago, but aw what the heck. ^_^ Errr, as for the post cards, I hope you all received it by now (O_O if not, @_@...)
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Bohol: God's little paradise*
Destination:: Manila-Tagbilaran
Estimated Budget: Php 10,000 (for one-two weeks, but circumstances may vary, if you have place to stay in Bohol, this amount may be applicable. If you have no place to stay, well Php 20,000 would do? O_O lol!)
Transportation: Sea Vessel or Airplane
( Map of Bohol )
Pier Boo-hoo's
I couldn't wait to get my ass on the ship the moment my mom and I pulled our luggages to the Pier. Nevermind the foul smell of Manila bay, we know that those moment of torture would be replaced with fresh air, and beautiful sea.
Now, I have to advice you guys to be extra picky on what and which ship you're riding. My best bet would be Superferry.
If you're sea-sick, then it's practical to hop on a plane and get that speedy ticket to Tagbilaran. Again, if you're keeping tabs on your budget, it wouldn't hurt to board on a ship and experience the sea for a change. (Paranoid travellers are advised to wear their life jackets at any time of the day. If you're feeling suicidal, I also advise you to give us all a favor and jump off the ship---you can do that while you're in Manila Bay.)
After waiting for ages, the ship finally propelled its way out of Manila bay. Yes! It's start of my momentary freedom! This is the vacation I've been waiting for! Armed with two cameras and crafty fingers, I furiously clicked on literally everything that I see. Too bad, the digicam's memory card can only keep up with 60 shots. T_T
I could not contain my excitement. That was the first island I've seen from the trip. I'm certain that we haven't gone far yet. By the way, that's still part of the bay.
The Ship and the people
Did I mention that we're actually in Negros Navigation? Err, I think not. Okay, I don't mean to be biased or anything but, one thing I dislike about their service is the food and the ship! The ship itself is making me neurotic. Hmmm, but props to the port people for providing us momentary distraction by dancing "Chocolatte".* (This incident happened while we were at the pier.)
I'm feeling a little Titanic now. Thanks to the lady who shamelessly sang "My Heart will go on" it perfectly matches the mood.
There is only ONE exit door in the ship. I repeat, there is only ONE exit door and before you reach the exit door, you have to pass through that stock-room like Economy room. Believe me, it does look like a stock room. The place is virtually packed with passengers and the place is poorly ventilated. Hey, if you've seen Superferry's economy room, you could've reacted the way that I did. (Don't worry if I have the time, I'll give you the floor plan of the ship XD.) Another complaint: The food. Anyways, let's not stay on that topic. Shrugging off my worries, I furiously took pictures of my unsuspecting and willing subjects:
 
  
Travel takes up to 26-28 hours (It depends on the speed of the ship). o.o Negros Nav left Manila at around 4:00pm
At around 5:00pm, we've reached the coast of Cebu. You can practically see Mactan Island on the other side of the ship. Sigh, someday Cebu. Someday T_T
From Cebu, it'll take three hours before you reach the port of Tagbilaran. Within the span of three hours, the passengers have packed their stuff and was impatiently going around the ship. I forgot to mention that it's fiesta in Bohol in the month of May. (It's literally fiesta everyday.). Once you've boarded out of the ship, make a mental list of the places you want to go. May is the ideal month to pester your relatives in Bohol and ask them to tour you around the island for free. *evil laughter*
( The long wait is over. Read more... )
Errr...I have to cut this entry. *squeezes more braincell* >_<, Pt. 2 coming up!!! ^____^v (That means more pictures! O_O) I don't know if this entry turned out well. lol! (Pero feeling ko kinakalawang na talaga utak ko >_
current mood: chipper
current music: So Happy Together - The Turtles
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10:04 am
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And if, at times I feel cold and alone, I feel his warm hands intertwined with mine.
current mood:  loved
current music: Tune the rainbow - Maaya Sakamoto
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| Monday, April 25th, 2005
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10:17 pm - Post-it:
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It's official, we're leaving on Wednesday, finally a new soil to step on!!! It's a perfect opportunity to get out of the house alive!!! T__T Mom finally got tickets to Cebu. It's the break I've been waiting for ages. I'll try as much as I can to enjoy the vacation--hopefully that'll take my mind off things.
And to those who want to have a postcard from me, XD! I'd be willing to send you one while I'm away. ^_^;
P.S.
Do you guys know any job openings, say in Graphic Design companies, Call centers and even Publishing companies? o.o I'm willing to work as a Graphic Designer, Customer rep, Layout artist and even as a preschool Art teacher. Believe me I'm willing to take on two jobs. Bwahahaha. Sigh, if you know any, send me note and email me at: sion_windgate@yahoo.com.
Magsisimula na ako sa job hunting ko pagkabalik ko galing sa bakasyon. ^__^v
current mood:  okay
current music: Mr Pogi in space - Radioactive Sago Project
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| Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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1:56 pm - Household drama
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I'm semi-back. (And for the nth time, I will delurk again.)
April was pretty eventful for me, but I wouldn't take it positively in my terms. I bet you had that feeling of wanting to push the eject button and disappear completely. I guess my choice of going to the province would do me good eh? Away from civilization, and away from technology. Maybe you'd find this entry confusing---maybe you're trying to figure out what the hell am I trying to say here.
What had happened this morning was too baffling to describe in words.
Our emotionless and sleepy house finally shook. And god, you can just imagine bullet of emotions flying across the room. God...
Perhaps if I try to live as a hermit for a while, maybe I'd make people's lives easier.
Let me just sink. Sink until I disappear.
current mood:  crushed
current music: Landslide - Smashing Pumpkins
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| Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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3:01 am - Mementos
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Do you have a habit of keeping things that are of value to you? (i.e. diaries, old letters from friends, old pictures, books, a petal, a clover, a leaf, receipts, concert tickets and even a strand of hair?) And if you've lost anything from them, do you have a hard time getting over it? Or are you the type who throw these things away? Or is it simply because you don't see the need of keeping them anyway?
If you were asked which one would you keep (any of those mentioned), what would it be? And maybe I'd ask you why.
O_o; Erm, you're throwin' the same question on me? Hmmm....I'd probably keep all of them. I can't seem to throw stuff from my room. Believe me, it has everything down to the roach.
If you would have seen my room, you'd shudder at the prospect that someone's actually sleeping on it!!! XD!
Then again, I've lost my momentum for this entry. >_<;
I go by the name Tzigane the twisted.
Two days ago, I had these thoughts of erasing my old diary from the face of the world wide web. A dear friend introduced Opendiary to me last 2001. (That journal of mine still exists mind you ^_^) I'm not into blogging then. But because curiosity won, I gave it a shot and well, I've been blogging eversince. In that journal, I pour out my fears, my suspicion, my deepest desires, my dreams and well, a weekly dose of neurosis from yours truly. I used to write with my heart... That journal was a highlight of how I used to be before. I was 20. Directionless. Empty. And fucked up. It is a living reminder that I haven't changed much for the past 3 years. O__o;;; Okay, so maybe I'm less neurotic. Sometimes, it bothers me to think that people around me have actually moved on while I remained rooted in the past tense.
( Sigh... )
Bye bye Hard disk: A Clean Slate?
My new hard disk, Emmerich officially died two weeks ago. There goes my files, (the ones I've been trying to keep for almost four years). I have no back-up of the files. No more files that would remind me of the past. I've lost my old poems. I've lost his letter. (Which was ahem stored in my hd). I've lost my research papers, and I've lost an archive of odd photos. >_>;; I was supposed to make a back-up of everything, but Emmeric just died on me. Sigh. Lesson learned: Always have a back-up of your files. =_=;
P.S. @_@ Would you be kind enough to donate a braincell?
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| Monday, February 14th, 2005
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9:53 pm - A Valentine that went haywire
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No. I'm not talking about a bad date. I just had a brush with death that's what. I can't say I'm calm. I'm still scared from head to toe.
Nasa Glorietta kami nung nangyari ang gulo. Pauwi na sana kami ng kasama ko galing sa exhibit nang nagsimula ang gulo. May stampede ika nga. Hindi ko alam kung saang direksyon nanggaling ang mga tao, basta ang alam ko, tumakbo na rin kami papunta sa pinakamalapit na labasan. Nung panahon na iyon akala namin mamamatay na kami. Ang alam ko may sumabog na bus sa may MRT Ayala station. Pero yung dahilan ng kaguluhan sa glorietta, di ko talaga alam ang puno't-dulo nun. May mga nagsasabing may bomba raw sa loob. First time ko naramdaman ang matinding takot. Hindi nga talaga natin alam kung kelan aatake ang matinding sakuna.
Malaki ang pasasalamat ko na buhay at buo pa ang katawan ko...ang dami kong naisip kanina, mabuti na lang na nakasakay kami ng MRT station ng maaga. Medyo matagal nga lang ang biyahe dahil mga 10 minuto kaming naghihintay para umandar yung tren. May problema raw kasi sa Guadalupe station.
False alarm siguro ang nangyaring stampede kanina pero isipin mo na lang...papaano kung hindi? Papaano kung sumabog nga ang lugar na iyon at nasamay kami? Nung papunta kami sa pinto, pakiramdam namin, sobrang layo nito. Ang dami ko nang na-iimagine habang tumatakbo kami papalabas.
Sa totoo lang, hanggang ngayon, nanginginig parin ako sa matinding takot.
Naalala kong may dala pala akong camera. Nung makalabas na kaming Glorietta, nagawa ko pang kumuha ng picture pagkatapos ng gulo. -_-; Pero bago nito, agad kong tinawagan si Mama.
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Nalulungkot ako para sa mga biktima sa pagsabog ng bus....Ipagdasal na lang po natin sila...
Hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na 'to. Dahil sa araw na 'to, pinapaalala sa akin ang halaga ng buhay, na minsan ay binabalewala ko lang. Wala talagang kasiguruhan ang buhay ng tao. Sa mga oras na ito ang naiisip ko lang, ang bawat oras na ibinigay sa akin ay ginto.
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| Sunday, February 13th, 2005
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6:12 pm - Pre-Valentine's treat
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^_^ Ahohohoho. I'm pretty cranky every Valentine's day. Well, maybe it's because I envy people who snuggle comfortably with their loved ones while I sit on a corner all by myself. O_o; But now I'm pretty okay with that. ^_^ Someday I guess, I'll have my time for that lol. This coming Valentine's I decided to spread cheer and goodluck to everyone. Hehehehe. It's just some germ of an idea? So instead of sulking and pining, it won't hurt if you allow yourself to be happy in your own space.
How would you spread the cheer this Valentine's day?
Since my cookies are out of stock, I decided to give you all a nice Pocky treat, alongwith that is a shower of goodluck in all aspects of your life. ^_^ So let's just say it's some sort of a happy + fortune cookie.
Happy Valentine's Everyone! Spread the cheer! ^____^V
current mood: hopeful
current music: Anata no Watashi no Pocky! - Pocky TVC Jingle
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1:20 pm - Post-compre/post-thesis entry
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Pamatay talaga ang GE Compre kahapon. Dapat at least 2,500 or 2,000 words ang mailagay namin sa Compre na yan. Imagine niyo na lang na may nakalaang (blankong) 10 pages para diyan. *insert insane laughter* Alien ka na siguro kung napuno mo yung ten blank pages.
Hanggang ngayon masakit pa rin ang katawan ko. Hihiramin ko lang ang sinabi ni Presea na para akong ginang-rape ng sampung katao. Hahahaha! Kahit siguro isang araw na tulog hindi pa sapat para mabawi ko ang lakas ko pero ayos lang. Ang lahat naman ng pinag-paguran ko ay maganda naman ang kinalabasan. But if it weren't for the people rallying on my side, I would have gone crazy by now. @_@; Their constant cheers and "Kaya mo yan!" made me less demented.
Masyado lang akong paranoid at pessimistic sa mga kakalabasan ng gawa ko. Ito nga siguro ang sinasabi nilang grad blues. Sa totoo lang, sa lahat siguro ng gagradweyt ngayong March, ako ata yung pinaka-worrywart.
Sigh. Isa sa mga ma-miss ko sa College ay ang mga taong nakilala ko dito. Iba talaga ang mga nakilala mo dito. Mahirap maghanap ng mga tunay na kaibigan. Eventually marami rin naman akong makikilala pero iba pa rin ang pangungulila sa mga taong maituturing mong kindred spirits. TT___TT Nahihiya mang isipin pero minsan pakiramdam ko nagiging clingy ako. ^_^;;; Nakakatawa...pakiramdam ko hindi pa rin ako nagbabago.
current mood:  tired
current music: Lonesome Kicker - Adam Sandler
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| Friday, February 4th, 2005
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3:08 am - It's not over (yet) 'till the film stops rolling
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I have only a few weeks or so and I'm off to the real world. (Well, I'm almost there. Almost. If I pass the comprehensives and finish all of these requirements, yes. If I screw up, I have another year to commit suicide. O_o;;) The idea of the "real world" sends nervous ticks all over me. Things will never be the same. I have no choice but to move forward. I have to go out there and make it on my own. In a few months, I will join the labor force, meet new people and receive my first paycheck.
It bothers me that I didn't seem to change (that much) all over the years. Other people seem to have moved on with their lives and I, still living in the past tense. A lot of things have happened. In the process I've hurt some people and they hurt me, I've met new people, I've lost a dear friend, I've screwed up my lines, I've missed that crucial bus ride, and I've had LBM the other day...Things seem to happen too fast, you wish you could control it with a remote and say "Pause!" I'm not ready yet! May kulang pa ako. Kailangan ko pang gawin ito! 'Wag! Di dapat ganun 'yung nangyari! Puwedeng Pause? or scream "Cut! Take two!" or "Wait! I forgot my line!" And then re-take the scene and edit it. But no. You just can't stay stop or pause, you have no choice but to get into the flow of things.
People and things come and go---too fast. It's just one of these days that I wanted to go back and ride that swing again. I want to watch the leaves fall and walk in the rain without any worries. I want to be with my friends again and laugh with them. I want to share my baon again with my childhood friend. I want to go to the beach with my family again (in one of those outings, eat barbeque, swim, carry those huge black salbabida with us and build sandcastles).
But I can't push rewind and bring back the good ol' days. Sigh...there's my memory bank.
The older I get, the sadder I become.
Time is too short...and I feel that every minute of the day is so dear. I feel that I have to settle some unresolved issues once and for all. For now, my mission in life is to make my life meaningful and actually live it. (Marami akong maling nagawa, at marami na talaga akong pinagsisisihan---but...I can't trade my happy memories just to alter my mistakes and erase those bad ones.) It's hard to keep up with that promise because I have yet to deal with myself (which is the biggest challenge of all) and of course, find a job. (Sigh, nakailang beses ba akong ilista ang mga misyon na ito?)
And...how could I have forgotten? The one. Meron ba talaga nito? I no longer waste my time thinking if he exist. Well, if he does exist, sana hindi na siya maligaw, sana makita niya ako bago pa ako mawala. At kung nakita na nga niya ako, sana pareho na kaming mauntog sa pader at matauhan. Dahil siguro, pareho lang kaming naliligaw at nagmumukhang tanga. Hahaha. Tingnan mo nga naman, nagbabakasakaling baka totoo pa ang konsepto na 'to.
And the film keeps rolling. I wonder what scenes are next? Surely there would be no cuts, and no alterations. Everything happens without a script to follow by. The taping as we all know is still ongoing. It never stops, even if your part is over.
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Malapit na rin akong makakabawi, konting-konti na lang! @_@;; I've yet to start reading my dailies again.
current mood:  melancholy
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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12:08 pm - I'm almost done. But not quite?
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And so I'm semi-back from outer space!
current mood:  sleepy
current music: I will survive - Gloria Gayner
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| Friday, December 24th, 2004
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2:31 pm - Quick post from hiatus: Merry Christmas!!!
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| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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10:03 pm - Are you in or out?
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I'm not feeling anti-social or anything, but there are times that I would love to blend in the wall.
It always happen in class. well, let's just say that I have this strange behavior of not wanting to be noticed, so might as well turn invisible.
Hindi ko masisisi ang sarili ko. Sa simula pa lang, ilang na ako sa kanila. Still, I gave them a benefit of a doubt, baka naman kasi mali lang ang akala ko. Pero, habang andun ako sa tabi at nakatunganga, habang naririnig ko kung paano sila nagsisiraan sa isa't isa, lalong bumababa ang tingin ko sa kanila. Nakakalungkot isipin na sila-sila na nga lang ang magkakasama, sila-sila pa ang nagsisiraan. Papaano pa kaya kung ibang tao pang katulad ko?
The worst thing I've heard from them is, "Sige na, sabihin mo na sa amin para in ka." It's their way of convincing me to share my *concept with them. Since when did I conform to their twisted standard? If that is their idea of being "in", I might as well run stark naked in the hallway and shave my scalp for the world to see! Ah, you can never tell how happy I would be when I see their mouths hang open in shock.
*evil laughter*
Our society's designed to make people miserable. People derive pleasure from gossiping. The topic gossip was featured in "Kapuso Mo, Jessica Soho" before. In her coverage, she visited a place notoriously infamous for its gossipy dwellers (It's somewhere in Baclaran and you can just imagine, mapa-bata man o matanda, mga adik sa chismis!) Good lord.
How often do we see these characters? Oh well. Virtually anytime, anywhere. I guess I have to prepare myself to see more of them once I step into the real world. Would I suck up to them to gain their respect? No. I won't be as low as them.
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N.b. I'll be taking a month off from blogging.
Have a happy holidays everyone! ^_^V
current music: In or out - Sandara Park
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| Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
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11:48 am - Oooh yes! Yes! Yes!
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Nothing beats the feeling of after shit!
current mood:  satisfied
current music: Echoes from the bathroom
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| Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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5:44 am - The Pilgrim
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Traveling without looking back
shadows moving around you but you pretend not to see them
instead you follow those lights that you see
you let your feet carry you anywhere it leads you
and then you walk on and on and on
until you reach to the end of the street
you take a step back
you stare at the signboard Dead end it says
So you take a step back
you take an alternate route
hoping that this time you'd see something worth of your time
on and on and on and on
you walk and walk
you fade in with the crowd
you watch them as they move about
as they go on with their lives
as they move on each step of the way
hoping the tide will carry you to its arms
every road leads to different kinds of adventure
signs, are they coincidental or are they here to mock you?
you tell you heart not to listen to them
you tell yourself that you are in control
lost again
there's no time to walk away
no time to escape as you used to
but then you realize that what you're looking for is not a companion
and not even a lover
you are not even alone
that is just a state of mind
your tears were never a waste
so as your pain
and then you realize that the person that you seek
is you.
-04/08/04
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