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[17 Jul 2004|01:33am]


Isnt this perfect?
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[16 Jul 2004|11:57pm]
Well, nothing exciting really happened today. Just drank massive amounts of water. :)
Anyway, I guess I'll go watch South Park. :)
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[16 Jul 2004|12:05am]
well, i have not been posting much. been busy in my greatest journal
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[15 Jul 2004|02:00am]

hertatterdwingz Highway
Lake Love3
Bankruptcity23
TravelWorld50
Hobotown162
County Jail504
Please Drive Carefully
Username:

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com
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check out my other journal www.greatestjournal.com/users/sleepierthanyou
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[14 Jul 2004|02:26am]
[ mood | crushed ]

So, I'm sitting here crying. I just read the last conversation that Rolland and I had. :( So so sad.... :( He just wasn't himself. When I think of not having him as mine and I cry... I feel so lost.... so empty... It's a feeling that I haven't ever had before him. He will be all I ever want. All I want is him...... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Maybe I will try something different.... although I don't know what....

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[14 Jul 2004|02:13am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Well, I emailed him the letter I wrote. Just in case he has already left and won't get it....
Oh well...we will see what happens.... I'm praying that he still feels the way he did not so long ago....

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[13 Jul 2004|02:31pm]
 
 
 
 
 
 
Asexual reproduction is love.



Frosted Lucky Charms are magically delicious.

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1000 Miles - Vanessa Carlton [13 Jul 2004|02:24pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

It's always times like these
When I think of you,
And wonder if you ever think of me.

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong.
Livin' in your precious memory.

'Cause I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

I, I, don't wanna let you know
I, I, drown in your memory.
I, I, don't wanna let this go.
I, I, don't.

Makin' my way downtown,
Walkin' fast,
Faces pass and I'm homebound.

Starin' blankly ahead,
Just makin' my way,
Makin' a way through the crowd.

And I still need you,
And I still miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
Would pass.. us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...

oh oh

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time would pass us by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you.

If I could just hold you....
Tonight.

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[13 Jul 2004|01:48am]
can't beat around the bush... just had to let him know how i feel.
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[13 Jul 2004|12:48am]
♥♥♥♥
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letter to Rolland [13 Jul 2004|12:24am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Rolland,
Hey! What's up? Not much here. Thinking of you mostly. I was wondering how you are and everything.
You may have known that I have been emailing you. Lately you are all that I can think about. I'm not quite sure why, but it's kinda sad.
The truth is, I want to be with you so bad. I mean, we were together through so much shit. Then you just up and left me. I'm sorry that I would pick fights with you. Most of that was because of my own insecurities. I know now that my actions were totally uncalled for.
Even now, when I think of you I get that warm feeling.
The honest to goodness truth is, I have changed so much. I mean, I am still the same person...just take away almost 50 lbs and most of my insecurities.
I don't even know if you still love me. Though I kind of have the feeling that you do. Somehow, someway I really think in your heart, you love me. I could be 100% delusional here. So let me know.
You are what makes me happy. I like my work, but I love you. I like my friends, but I love you. I mean, you are my knight in shining Kevlar.
I even considered you my best, nearest and most wonderful friend. The point I am trying to make is that I had dreamed of being your wife for more than a year. I would still want that but I don't even know how you feel about me.
This is me giving you the rest of my heart. Your decision determines everything. My promise to you is quite a lengthy one.
Here it is:


I promise:
Never to lie or cheat.
Never to take my bad day out on you.
Never to hurt you on purpose.
Always to keep myself beautiful inside and out.
Always to be there for you.
To let you know that I would die for you.
Always to go to great lengths to please you in every way I possibly can.
Why?
Because your happiness is my happiness.

There. Now you have it in ink. It hurts to know we are not together anymore. Especially when I feel this way for you.
I'm sorry for taking you for granted.....

So do you want to be with me??

~~Brandi~~

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I'm On My Way - The Proclaimers [12 Jul 2004|09:40pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
I'm on my way to what I want from this world
And years from now you'll make it to the next world
And everything that you receive up yonder
Is what you gave to me the day I wandered

I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
Yeah I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
I took the road that brought me to your home town
I took the bus to streets that I could walk down
I walked the streets to find the one I'd looked for
I climbed the stair that led me to your front door

And now that I don't want for anything
I'd have Al Jolson sing "I'm sitting on top of the world"

I'll do my best, I'll do my best to do the best I can
I'll do my best, I'll do my best to do the best I can
To keep my feet from jumping from the ground dear
To keep my heart from jumping through my mouth dear
To keep the past, the past and not the present
To try and learn when you teach me a lesson

And now that I don't want for anything
I'd have Al Jolson sing "I'm sitting on top of the world".

I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
Yeah I'm on my way from misery to happiness today
I'm on my way to what I want from this world
And years from now you'll make it to the next world
And everything that you receive up yonder
Is what you give to me the day I wonder
I'm on my way to what I want from this world
And years from now you'll make it to the next world
And everything that you receive up yonder
Is what you give to me the day I wonder

I'm on my way

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[12 Jul 2004|02:13pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Have you ever woke up and wish you hadn't?
Have you ever just kind of wanted to die?

*~*

That's the sort of day I am having. =/

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yay... :| [12 Jul 2004|02:11pm]
[ mood | worried ]

Something long in the making is nearing completion. A sense of purpose is your driving force. The last few pieces fall into place as you close in on your goal. Do not distract yourself with plans for the next phase until you finish this one. A lot can be achieved today if you focus on the tasks at hand. Celebrate your achievement later in the day with dinner out at an enticing new restaurant, or plan a much deserved vacation or trip. You may want to think about what it all means, now that you are almost there. You could find an answer that will surprise you

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boredom sucks [12 Jul 2004|02:41am]
[ mood | bored ]

If you were on South Park, what would you look like? (for girls only) by vexedfusion
Username
You are a WHORE!
Dun dun dun, this is you...
Percentage of people who like this character..: 13%
Go here if you are a guy.... South Park character memegen for guys
All imgs made here... I used this site to create all the characters here
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Your Husband Generator by Lady_Galadriel
Name
Your Husband Is
You Metin a bridal shop
You Have3 children
You Livescotland
Ina flat
You And Your Partner Are Best Known Foralways cheating on each other
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Which Johnny Depp Are You?
by Aunaleis
Name
Age
Favorite Color
Johnny:Edward Scissorhands(outcast)
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there becauseyou escaped a nuclear war
For _____ years63
With Michael Moore. Click for pic.
He/She will think you arestupid
You willkill yourself
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates aeight
your best quality isyoure talented
your worst quality isyou feel lonely sometimes
this is becauseyou are who you are
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

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[12 Jul 2004|12:02am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I wish I had died in your arms the last time we were together
So I wouldn't have to wait without you all this time...

xxxxxxxxxxxxx

how ever long i stay
i will always love you

"There'd be no distance that could hold us back."
There is nothing I wouldn't do to keep you.
You are exactly what I want.
I love you.

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[11 Jul 2004|03:22pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Farther Away - Evanescence ]

The deeper meaning of just about everything is apparent to you, and you have a sudden understanding of the world that wasn't there yesterday. Plan your fun ahead of time in order to fully enjoy yourself when the moment arrives. You like having something to look forward to, and you need that right now. Keep your receipts in a safe place, along with all your other contracts, important documents and paperwork to back up all of your financial claims. A moving experience may just change you forever.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Im scared. This is too right. especially the having something to look forward to part.

*~*~*~*~*~*~*

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Quote for the Day [11 Jul 2004|02:57pm]
[ mood | blah ]

"Anything that is worth achieving, deserves to be fought for." - Andrew Carnegie

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This is something I got out of a msn Community I am in. Very inspiring. [11 Jul 2004|02:51pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Fall to Pieces - Avril Levigne ]

Hello Everyone

I couldn't be more excited to start a journal here. I joined Curves two years ago at the age of 20 weighing in at 295 with a body fat of 48%. I hated scales, diets, and exercise so I wasn't too excited about the whole program as one would imagine. However, I figured this whole Curves thing was worth a go. Within a week of joining I was hooked. I honestly couldn't get enough. I started the curves diet two weeks later and began my weight loss adventure. In the past two years I?ve lost 120 pounds. I?m completely new person on the inside and out. I love who I am and what I do. I currently am a manager at Curves and couldn't get enough of it. I watch my women shrink away and love Curves as much as I. One couldn't ask for a better job. I teach the weight loss class and do it with the members. I never once though I would be helping someone lose weight. I mean all my life I recognized myself as the "fat girl". Losing that identity was the first point of my success. I had to relearn the way I thought. Recognizing myself as the "fat girl" only made me feel and act worthless. The first 20 pounds I think were the hardest to be completely honest. That was because I wasn't doing it for me, I didn't really believe in myself. I was just doing to shut everybody up. One day though I got glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to do a double take. I then stared at myself in disbelief. I suddenly saw someone I liked. I was beautiful. At that point I weighed around 270. It wasn't the weight I was looking at I realized I had lost the "fat girl" and someone new was taking over. Since then the weight loss has really been nothing but fun and excitement. Well, thats a little about what Ive done so far. I won the Curves "sweetheart" award this Feb. I couldn't have more honored. I actually named my cat sweetheart just so I got to say it everyday without bragging. I still sometimes think about it and want just jump around like one would want to do after her first kiss. Ive become Curves. no thats no not right Im sorry. Ive become Kelly the girl I always wanted to be. I can't wait to talk to everyone and just write down my journey. I still have more weight to lose and I could be more excited to do it. So goodluck everyone losing weight Im doing with you all if you have any questions. I love to help!
Kelly
the ex- fat girl

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I'm Gonna Be a Supermodel - Letters to Cleo [11 Jul 2004|02:41pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I don't care what my teacher says
I'm gonna be a supermodel
And everyone is gonna dress like me
Wait and see
When I'm a supermodel

And my hair will shine like the sea
And everyone will wanna look just like me

Cause I'm young, and I'm hip and so beautiful
I'm gonna be a supermodel
'Cuz I'm young, and I'm hip and so beautiful
I'm gonna be a supermodel

I wish that I was like Tori Spelling
With a car like hers, and a dad like hers
And I will show them how, how it was done
And that'd be fun; that'd be fun
And I'd write my school report
On "Why I love my jeans; why I love my jeans"
And oh! On my locker door
It's the coolest thing that you've ever seen

'Cuz I'm young, and I'm hip and so beautiful
I'm gonna be a supermodel
'Cuz I'm young, and I'm hip and so beautiful
I'm gonna be a supermodel

I didn't eat yesterday
And I'm not going to eat today
And I'm not going to eat tomorrow
'Cuz I'm going to be a supermodel

'Cuz I'm young, and I'm hip and so beautiful
I'm gonna be a supermodel
(Repeat to fade)

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