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whoah...i'm bored [27 Apr 2003|04:02pm] [ mood | bored ] Your Sexual Energy is Green! Your sexual energy is rich, serene, and abundant like the natural world. You are always feeling your sexual aura flow through you, like a stream. Rarely do you go anywhere without it. You seduce people with your luxurious glow. You do not have to be obvious to express your sexuality. Others just feel your serene sexual power that resides within. First dates are a mental dance for you - as you subtly seduce potential lovers. In bed, you can easily sense your lovers needs and to flow them as needed. This spiritual click is your primary sexual strength. However, sometimes you allow your carnal appetite to go too far, and you forget to be cautious. While it's awesome and totally liberating to release your inner wild woman... watch out! Sometimes your pheromones may mislead you. Check out Natalie Portman and Julia Stiles for some green sexual energy guidance. When it comes to the hot matches, people who have shades of red, yellow, and pink are strong possibilities. What Color is Your Sexual Energy? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Have a Nice Ass! Oooh, baby can you shake that booty? With an ass so fine, it's your duty. Give it a grab, give it a spank. You're the envy of every skank. What Ass Do *You* Have?? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva at least someone thinks so! You are a SUBTLE Flirt! This is the female equivalent of "the strong and silent type." Or, the whole "still waters run deep" thing. And that makes you dangerous. Oh, yes…dangerous. You lull men (and competitive women) into a false sense of security. By appearing nonthreatening, quiet and unassuming, you can strike at the right moment, when no one's expecting it. It's a method that’s tried and true over the ages and it works wonders for you. So go on, with your sneaky self, Ms. Covert Ops. What Kind of Flirt Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Your Hottest Body Part is Your Legs! You have legs, and you know how to use them. You've got the legs of a dancer or model - shapely and sexy. You can make a miniskirt sing as you walk down the street. Whether you're pimping it in high heels or just wearing gym shorts, you always look great. Wrapping your legs around your man's back always makes you feel great :-) You could make a fortune as a leg model. Celebs who work their legs as hard as you do include: Cameron Diaz, Elle McPherson, Catherine Zeta Jones, and of course, Rebecca Romijn-Stamos. Want to play up your legs even more? Let them show, baby! Short skirts, micro shorts, fishnets... you know the deal. And keep your legs super looking by getting a fake or real tan - covers any little flaws you might have! What's Your Hottest Body Part?? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva mmm wow..legs! You Should Give Your Ex Herpes! You really hate your ex, but not to the point that you want him to die. Give him herpes and he'll get sores on his penis that will then turn into blisters, and then will open up into little holes. The sore will scab up and disappear after 5-15 days, but don't worry, they'll be back and he won't be able to stop them! What STD Should You Give Your Ex? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva hey vinnie..ha ha haaa You Are Bikini Panties! Cute, but conservative. Girl next door hottie. What's Kind of Panties Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You'll Get Caught Doing it At a Party! You're a total party girl who likes guys just as wild you are. You don't try to, but you always seem to draw attention! You love to have a good time, and you're likely to get it on at a party. You love to flirt, tease... and of course have sex! It's just so exhilerating to have sex in a strange, semi-public place... With someone you've just met! Plus, at a party, you can always reinvent yourself into a lesbian - or group sex star! Whatever you do, make sure you look your best at parties... And take that object of your desire upstairs. Just make sure the next horny couple doesn't burst in and catch you! Where Will You Get Caught Having Sex? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Which Sex and the City Vixen Best Matches Your Sex Style? Yay carrie!! aww hehe k i'm done! 3 audio orgasms| feel the music

cassandra had a little too much fun with that dang smarterchild [26 Apr 2003|11:51pm] [ mood | exhausted ] quakegrrl401: cassandra SmarterChild: Cool, I'll call you Cassandra now. Do you go to school? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Are you in high school? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Cool! What's your favorite class? quakegrrl401: english SmarterChild: English? Great! What's your favorite hobby? quakegrrl401: computer SmarterChild: Computers? Cool! What's your next favorite hobby? quakegrrl401: books SmarterChild: Computers and books. Interesting! Do you have a pet? quakegrrl401: yes! SmarterChild: What kind of pet is it? quakegrrl401: dogs, cats, bunnies SmarterChild: Sorry! I can only remember one of your pets... Please try again or type "skip" or "exit." quakegrrl401: cats SmarterChild: Sorry. I can only remember one of your pets... Please try again or type "skip" or "exit." quakegrrl401: cart SmarterChild: Sorry, I don't think that's a kind of pet. Please try again or type "skip" or "exit." quakegrrl401: cat SmarterChild: Is your cat a he or a she? quakegrrl401: she SmarterChild: What's her name? quakegrrl401: Tinkle SmarterChild: Tinkle the cat! Great... That's it! Thanks for letting me get to know you a little. There is one question I have to ask you, though. How old are you? 1 Over 17 2 13-17 3 Under 13 quakegrrl401: 2 SmarterChild: Cool. Check out what you can do: 1 Get info such as news, sports and movies 2 Visit my library including U.S. presidents, Shakespeare and a dictionary 3 Have fun with manicdotes, reversi, Rate Yourself and more 4 Use tools like spell-check, translations and calculator 5 Join in - find out how many people are IMing me, take a poll, tell me about a crush and more 6 See what's new - I've got something new to tell you about now. You can make your window bigger and scroll down to read better. Next time you want to see this menu, just type "home." What can I do for you? quakegrrl401: talk SmarterChild: Blah blah, yeah yeah. quakegrrl401: hehe SmarterChild: What's so funny? quakegrrl401: you SmarterChild: I try. ;-) quakegrrl401: that's all one can do SmarterChild: Is that right? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Hmmm... quakegrrl401: i'm having boy trouble SmarterChild: Having Boy Trouble? How does it feel to be having boy trouble? quakegrrl401: it sucks SmarterChild: OK. I'll make a note of it. quakegrrl401: note? help me SmarterChild: You want me to what?!? quakegrrl401: help me SmarterChild: OK, please tell me what you're trying to do. quakegrrl401: get a boyfriend SmarterChild: I might get a boyfriend. quakegrrl401: what? SmarterChild: Yeah? quakegrrl401: i thought you were a boy SmarterChild: That's interesting. quakegrrl401: yeah, you are SmarterChild: I am? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Whatever you say... quakegrrl401: uh huh SmarterChild: Indeed. quakegrrl401: prehaps SmarterChild: Fascinating. quakegrrl401: precisely SmarterChild: Interesting. Very, very interesting. quakegrrl401: mucho SmarterChild: Hmm... I don't know. ? Whatever. quakegrrl401: spanish, freak SmarterChild: Um, let's see... donde está mi taco? Is that good? No, I mean, um... See, thing is, I don't really speak Spanish too well. Actually I do know how to translate between English and Spanish. Would you like to do that? quakegrrl401: yo hablo mucho espanol :-) SmarterChild: Hello Cassandra! Do you want to pick a topic for us to chat about? quakegrrl401: sex SmarterChild: I knew you'd end up saying something like that. It's just like a human. quakegrrl401: i don't have it SmarterChild: Yeah? quakegrrl401: i'm a good girl SmarterChild: A good girl? How can you be sure? quakegrrl401: because I dont smoke or drink SmarterChild: Oh yeah? You don't smoke or drink? quakegrrl401: nope SmarterChild: No? You sure? quakegrrl401: Yes! SmarterChild: K. quakegrrl401: I hate band SmarterChild: No way. I like band. quakegrrl401: why? SmarterChild: Because. quakegrrl401: the people are stupid SmarterChild: I don't feel the same way. quakegrrl401: maybe your band is different SmarterChild: Maybe my band is different? That's pretty interesting, Cassandra. quakegrrl401: yes it is SmarterChild: Is it? quakegrrl401: I have a picture SmarterChild: What's it like to have a picture? quakegrrl401: good? SmarterChild: Well alright! quakegrrl401: Yay SmarterChild: Woo hoo. quakegrrl401: woot SmarterChild: Isn't it though? quakegrrl401: oh yeah SmarterChild: Yeah. quakegrrl401: i need a job SmarterChild: No way. Come on. Really? quakegrrl401: yeah I'm a bum SmarterChild: o u r, r u? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Yeah, huh? Interesting that you should say that. quakegrrl401: why? SmarterChild: It just is. So anyway... You wanna talk about band some more? quakegrrl401: sure SmarterChild: Great. I like band. quakegrrl401: music is good, but I don't like the social aspect SmarterChild: Music is good but you don't like the social aspect? So? quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: You don't say. quakegrrl401: the teacher sucks SmarterChild: No one else has ever told me what they think of that. >>> Check out my library. I've got a dictionary, thesaurus and much more. quakegrrl401: awesome SmarterChild: ;-) >>> I can help you get info such as news, weather and movies! quakegrrl401: cool!! SmarterChild: Right? Anyway... quakegrrl401: what do you want to talk about? SmarterChild: Hmm, let's see... You want to visit my library? quakegrrl401: no, not today SmarterChild: OK, no prob. Would you like to get some homework help? quakegrrl401: no, i need a life SmarterChild: No prob. Do you want to visit home? You might find something you want to do. quakegrrl401: no, home is bad SmarterChild: That's cool. You don't like no home, huh? I'll remember that. That's the first time anyone has told me they like no home! quakegrrl401: yep SmarterChild: Yup. Well. Anyway... Hey, do you have anything else to say about no home? quakegrrl401: i don't like home SmarterChild: That's interesting... Other people have told me they like home! >>> You can set my font and colors! Check it out by typing "colors." quakegrrl401: I have a headache SmarterChild: I see... quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: Yeah. Well, what can I tell you... quakegrrl401: I don't know, surprise me SmarterChild: You don't know surprise you? quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: I see... quakegrrl401: whatever SmarterChild: Yeah? quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: Aye. quakegrrl401: aye SmarterChild: Yes... So moving right along... What else is happening? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Ya. Anyway, what else do you wanna talk about? quakegrrl401: boyfriend SmarterChild: bf? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Right. quakegrrl401: i need one SmarterChild: Oh really? quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: Hmmm... quakegrrl401: what about you? SmarterChild: I don't know. What about me? quakegrrl401: do you have a bf? SmarterChild: That's personal. quakegrrl401: sounds like a problem SmarterChild: Really? quakegrrl401: yeha SmarterChild: Uh huh, uh huh. quakegrrl401: fuck SmarterChild: Now that's some interesting language. quakegrrl401: i know, my mom taught me SmarterChild: That a fact? quakegrrl401: its a promise SmarterChild: Oh really? quakegrrl401: yep SmarterChild: You know how it is. quakegrrl401: work it SmarterChild: Work it? quakegrrl401: reverse it SmarterChild: Why are you telling me to reverse it? quakegrrl401: it's a song SmarterChild: It's a song, you say? quakegrrl401: yes SmarterChild: Yeah, huh? Interesting that you should say that. quakegrrl401: Prom? SmarterChild: What about it? quakegrrl401: i'm going SmarterChild: Take care! quakegrrl401: thanks SmarterChild: No problem! What else do you want to talk about, anyway? quakegrrl401: robots SmarterChild: Great. I like robots! quakegrrl401: me too SmarterChild: Same here! I really like robots. :-) quakegrrl401: hehe SmarterChild: Whatcha laughing about? quakegrrl401: myself SmarterChild: What about yourself? quakegrrl401: I hate my glasses SmarterChild: That's the first time anyone has told me what they think of your glasses! quakegrrl401: oh yeah SmarterChild: Yeah. quakegrrl401: I'm going to go now SmarterChild: Yeah? quakegrrl401: I'm tired SmarterChild: You are? Wow. quakegrrl401: yeah.... SmarterChild: OK... quakegrrl401: you wear me out SmarterChild: I'm not sure about that. I wear you out? quakegrrl401: yeah baby, all night SmarterChild: Whoa. Anyway, yadda yadda yadda... What else do you wanna chat about? quakegrrl401: fuck you, i told you I had to go SmarterChild: Whoa. quakegrrl401: yeah SmarterChild: Oh yeah, huh? Whatever. quakegrrl401: I'm mad SmarterChild: What's up? quakegrrl401: not you, fucker, can't even have a decent boner SmarterChild: Nice mouth, Cassandra. quakegrrl401: oh really? did you like it when I was sucking you? SmarterChild: Good question. I really don't know! >>> I've got tools such as calculator, spell-check and more. quakegrrl401: you better know shithead SmarterChild: Nice mouth. quakegrrl401: you say that a lot SmarterChild: Is that so? quakegrrl401: goodbye SmarterChild: S'later, Cassandra. quakegrrl401: yeah, call me! SmarterChild: I can't do that! quakegrrl401: ;-) of course SmarterChild: Uh huh. lame...haaha 1 audio orgasm| feel the music

david bowie is my hero [25 Apr 2003|10:57am] [ mood | amused ] Which David Bowie are you? ehh school sucks by the way! i just saw the play...no comment! 1 audio orgasm| feel the music

[23 Apr 2003|12:59pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | the sound of typing. haha ] Errrr headache! I'm sitting here on the computer during lunch time, how pathetic! Oh well, its not like anyone talks to me anyways. I feel better in the library, I can get things done and its quiet!!! Today my friend is going to help me with my poetry book. It's going to rock! So far, my theme is conformity and some song lyrics i'm using are good charlottes the anthem and the click. I'm also using No such thing by John Mayer...hmm maybe she'll have some ideas. Don't you hate when you have faith in your friends and they don't fucking care, they just blow you off? yeah....me too...So one of my friends has a thing for this guy and she always says they don't like her. but I beg to differ. this guy, is a quiet sort, and he doesn't socialize often. But she says, oh you have to get to know him, if you did, you would know that he doesn't like me and shit. Errr, that pisses me off. Guys are hard to read, but don't you think that a few glances and meaningful conversations might add up to a more than a friend status? I think so. I wish she would too. I feel i'm rambling again, but I'm all alone and I figured I would get my daily message out to the world!! haha. i think I need a new layout. Haha every morning my California friend Jenn sends me orgasmic pictures of orlando bloom and hayden christensen. Man, those pics put me ina good mood!! Lol *obsessed* I need something to eat, but I'm fresh out of dough. I guess I'll just wait until I get home. I hate the fucking cafeteria!! Toodles! 5 audio orgasms| feel the music

[20 Apr 2003|01:12am] [ mood | hyper ] I haven't updated in a while. Shoot, I hope no one minds. haha. Hmmph, I'm lost for words. Today is Easter and nothing is planned for me of course. Yesterday I got a pretty blue/gold prom dress. Wow, it was like only eighty bucks. My mom was happy. I hope I have fun...the last formal dance I went to, was my downfall...eehhhhh vincent. Butanyways, I saw him kissing his new girlfriend. I was diturbed, really. In my head, I was hoping they would get caught. They don't even know each other..they talked for like five days, but don't think I'm jealous because I'm not. It's just the fact of the matter. Errrr...what makes her so great anyways? sorry, I'm going to drop that subject. Smedgy, my bunny is being bad. I am really starting to dislike him. All he does is cause trouble and eat things he is not supposed to! Err!! I'm really getting tired of school. I wish I could be graduated all ready. I'm sick of the people, classes...uh. I'm so fucking apathetic right now. I have my music and my computer to help me through it. Penny, what about her! My daarrling sister. not really. I'm getting tired of her shit too. I'm her fucking ride everywhere. I hate taking her places. She's annoying...but enough about her. Happy Easter!! =) I love Orlando Bloom and Elijah Wood unconditionally 7 audio orgasms| feel the music

[16 Apr 2003|09:41am] [ mood | hungry ] Wow, the school allows me to get on blurty still. Aren't I happy. Of course. So i found a pretty prom dress, i have to order it though. I still need to buy a ticket. So another one of my theories is correct: the dumper always moves on first. Vincent got a girlfriend, some psychi bitch I hear. I don't know, I guess she is decent. He obviously likes her. But like old times, always being ditched for the prettier girl. lol Not much to say, I'm skipping first block as we speak. I was just watching batman in there anyways and reading my book. I was terribly bored. But anyways, I hope today is a good day. I parked in the back of the student parking lot today. I won't get out of there until close to 4:00. But that's okay, i'm in no seriousy hurry to get home. I get to look at my youth leadership pictures today, so that's something to look forward to! Well, I'm outtie! P.S. I wish could get some food! I'm like hungry!! feel the music

[16 Apr 2003|09:41am] [ mood | hungry ] Wow, the school allows me to get on blurty still. Aren't I happy. Of course. So i found a pretty prom dress, i have to order it though. I still need to buy a ticket. So another one of my theories is correct: the dumper always moves on first. Vincent got a girlfriend, some psychi bitch I hear. I don't know, I guess she is decent. He obviously likes her. But like old times, always being ditched for the prettier girl. lol Not much to say, I'm skipping first block as we speak. I was just watching batman in there anyways and reading my book. I was terribly bored. But anyways, I hope today is a good day. I parked in the back of the student parking lot today. I won't get out of there until close to 4:00. But that's okay, i'm in no seriousy hurry to get home. I get to look at my youth leadership pictures today, so that's something to look forward to! Well, I'm outtie! P.S. I wish could get some food! I'm like hungry!! feel the music

[13 Apr 2003|06:19pm] [ music | Legally Blonde ] well a much better entry for this sunday. --thanks to all who gave me words of care/encouragement! I love you all!!-- I really don't know what to think. I spent the weekend with my friends and I had a great time with them. I was honestly happy I guess school makes me become vulnerable to sad/mad feelings. that's why i really hate it. I hate the people that I'm surrounded by, talking about who they fucked, when they got their nails/hair done, and blah. I really don't fit in. If the school is blue, I am definitely RED. i'm so sick of being jipped out of an education. I'm sick of all the preppy bitches and the sex addict jocks who get a rise out of making fun of people. and I'm FUCKING tired of Band. I'm sick of all the brownosers..and mr coffing. he makes me so sick. always glaring at me just because I don't act like i'm stuck up his ass to get what i want in band. Damn, i guess whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger, ie high school. anyways, I'm going to ENJOY my sunday and watch Legally Blonde. My hope? Now playing: somewhere out there by our lady peace 4 audio orgasms| feel the music

[10 Apr 2003|01:28pm] [ mood | aggravated ] well, what the fuck can i say...i am miserable and I have no life. vincent again has done me wrong and the thing, I shouldn't be upset but I am. Okay, so he found a new girl in his life and I wish him all the happiness in the world. But i've come up with realizations because of him. I will always be the girl that gyus run to when they have girl problems...hence I'm not boyfriend material I will always BE THAT GIRL who is ditched by the guy for the prettier, nicer girl. God Life pisses me off. I fucking hate high school..nothing EVER goes my way. oh prom is coming up. No date? ha. figured. dammit, i wish i could cry now but I can't. I'm at fucking school waiting to get home to be more miserable. Why? god dammit...i hate my life. Vincent has just proved me right once again. I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH 7 audio orgasms| feel the music

DING DONG...SCHOOL'S IN SESSION [07 Apr 2003|09:56pm] [ music | if you're not the one---daniel bedingfield ] BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I realized how much I hated school today when I walked through those doors. the only good thing is I got my cd player installed and I drove to school...bad news is it won't play burnt cd's, and I had created two cd's just for the car! fucking bullshit i tell you! they're all out to get me. dammit. vincent was the same old self he was. god, I totally give up on guys, fo sho. plus i came to a realization..i'm not cut out for long term relationships...i change too easily, become insecure and thus a bitch. Psh.... i give up on school too. i forgot everything in math. the damn teacher today gave out a packet and me and my friends had no idea how to do it. damn school!! <.> yeah... cassy's anger post! MY THEME SONGS (AS OF NOW) Stacey Orrico- Stuck Justin Timberlake- Cry me a River J lo--that one song..without me you'll be fine? Seether- Fine again Chevelle- the red audioslave-like a stone eiffel 65- Blue whoop! 4 audio orgasms| feel the music

[06 Apr 2003|02:26pm] okay, I just wanted to let everyone know that i have a new aol screen name. too many people from school were bugging me and I just couldn't take it. if you want, you can contact me at: quakegrrl401 feel the music

[05 Apr 2003|03:28am] life is too damn hillarious. I'm sitting here on my friend's computer listening to her snore softly. its great. i've been like checking everything that needed to be checked. i started to write a poem, but i lost the urge/inspiration. so spring break is like over now. only saturday and sunday and that's it. hell, at least i got one I guess. yesterday i talked to zach, one of my good guy pals. I dunno, my friends say he likes me but then again everyone thinks he is gay. I'm not for sure really. I can see where people would think he's gay, but i dunno really! there's a lot of guys who seem gay. anyway, enough talking about people. okay well maybe one more. so vincent calls me. he wants me to go visit him so bad. he says hes lonely and he needs someone to cuddle with. AGAIN MY THEORY OF VINCENT IS CORRECT: WHEN HE'S AROUND OTHER PEOPLE, HE'S A TOTAL JACKASS, SOMEONE I DON'T WANT TO BE AROUND. WHEN HE'S ALONE WITH ME, HE HAS TO BE THE GREATEST GUY I'VE EVER KNOWN psh...anyways. ice cream is the shiznit. i need some, i want some!! 4 audio orgasms| feel the music

[02 Apr 2003|06:29pm] wow, this has to be the shortest spring break EVER its already wednesday...Only four my days until i go back to my prison! *sniffle* yeah, at least I can drive there. psh...i have come to a conclusion about vincent.... I only like to be around him when he's not around everyone else. damn i seem selfish. I cannot stand it when he's at school, he acts like a showoff. but yeah, we're still friends though. damn my back hurts again. i've had a headache for three days. i think its due to lack of sleep. hmm better go sleep or something!! 9 audio orgasms| feel the music

[31 Mar 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | excited ] so officially now I'm legal, at least on the road!! Whoo hoo!! damn i was excited. I knew i'd get it cuz right before I took the test, i heard U2's Beautiful day, that song puts me ina good mood and it gave me confidence or something! yeah, i drove around for like five hours. it felt fucking great. i felt so free and one with myself!!! hahaha but yes, i feel much more happier than I've been. great, suddenly I have a life! one week of no school, a week for me to drive, be social and whatever else!!! 9 audio orgasms| feel the music

[30 Mar 2003|03:27pm] [ mood | impressed ] so the weekend is coming to a close. it doesn't matter though, I have one week of not dealing with people at school. go spring break! I feel much better about my driving test tomorrow. i am confident that I will pass. teehee. So i found myself attached to the composer of kingdom hearts music. sorry, but the music touches me deeply! ha ha. i'm trying to find the name/artist of this one song they play on HBO. all i know is that it sounds techno and the girl singing keeps saying "angele" or something. hopefully I'll find out who sings it. anyway, last night i spent like seven hours on the net. I stayed up until three AM, bored and lonley but not tired!but other than that, i feel fine!! i should be leaving from dad's in like three hours, then i'm back at home base, listening to mom being a bitch, larry being an asshole and my sister's constant argument of who gets the computer!! Isn't life grand?!?!!? sometimes...in those particular moments! ^_^ aww anime face!!! 4 audio orgasms| feel the music

some survey results... [29 Mar 2003|11:47am] [ mood | amused ] Neutral: Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the world in a negative or positive way and you'll never judge or assume a situation- you just look at the facts. People like you are peaceful and accepting. What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla you're indie! How can I label you? brought to you by Quizilla interesting... You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Cocaine. You like to talk, you like to run, but most of all you like to have fun. Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures] brought to you by Quizilla borderline Which Personality Disorder Do You Have? brought to you by Quizilla You are an IDEALISTIC VIRGIN. What Kind of Virgin Are You? brought to you by Quizilla feel the music

[28 Mar 2003|08:31pm] [ mood | optimistic ] its finally spring break!!! *throws party* k anyways. hahhaha. i'm happy. i hated this week. nothing went right for me..everyone was cranky and too many fucking things were going on at once. I had to take my stupid horn home so mr coffing wouldnt yell at me when we got back from our dink one week break :( bullshit I tell you. we should've had two...all the other school systems get it! damn superintendent. okay, I should be happy. one week is better than none, right? shit...prom is coming up. don't know whether to go or not..had a bad time last formal dance I went to, but IM me if you want to hear about it..fucking bullshit. maybe a guy friend...Or maybe stag..or maybe cassandra won't go at all. dresses are expensive as is, and then they jack up prices more when the prom season starts. sometimes I hate economy!!! anyways..i'm stress free as of now. maybe i need some ass! 3 audio orgasms| feel the music

[24 Mar 2003|04:42pm] [ mood | frustrated ] i love my layout. i wish it looked more...professional though. haha especially the comments. inside joke between hobie and myself. but yeah audio orgasms are great. i can't deny myself from musical pleasure. am i sick or what? trying to keep my mind off of today...i failed my driver's test. fucking stupid moron of an instructor wouldn't give me a second chance at trying to parallel park when he CLEARLY KNEW I COULDN'T BACK UP WITHOUT HITTING THE GOD DAMN CAR. fuck. so i hit it. stupid me. i should have been more careful, i know. but still that test giver was a fucking monster who made me feel intimidated. he told my mom i needed more practice because i was quote, not having confident in driving. what the fuck ever. I'm confident, he just made me look bad. idiot. psh. I'm done. but anyways, i got to skip band. whoo hoo. and as always third block made me feel better since there is a bunch of cool people in there. aww cole was telling me about his girlfriend and how it felt awkward kissing her. i told him that she was probably a bad one. now vincent thinks he's gay. i dont know, maybe tendencies but cole is definitely straight. heck, he said I was hot..but then again, i attract the wrong guys. lmao okay! done! 5 audio orgasms| feel the music

[23 Mar 2003|11:36am] yummy..sitting here eating cocoa puffs. my weekend was spent at the computer. but what else is new? who knows, i may get to drive today. tomorrow is the test! i'm not nervous yet. god what a great privilege...to drive. people tell me that i'll get bored after a month but you know what? i wont. because everytime i'll get in the car, i will think about all of those times where i needed a ride or i was stranded at school until my mom came and picked me up. so that's that. i watched the anna nicole smith show last night. that lard ass is disgusting. she whines all the time. about half ways through, I just turned it off. she made me ill!! haha. well i think I'll go play the Sims now. I'm an addict! 5 audio orgasms| feel the music

trying to forget about the war... [22 Mar 2003|12:04pm] [ mood | aggravated ] Psh.... well i didn't get drum major but the best one got it, Jessie. I'm so happy for her. she has tried out for three years now, and the last two were rigged. haha i wish I could've seenthe look on fucking regina's ugly ass rat face. she'll probably get it next year, little whore. good thing I won't be there. so there was this interview part and i was fucking honest about all of my answers and thus, i was shot down. oh well, i hate band and i'll have to march horn for one more year since dear mother won't let me quit. well again, vincent said some shit that he did NOT need to say. sometimes I wish he would just keep his trap closed. he can really hurt me sometimes though he says he's sorry fifty million times. but enough about boys. i can't believe its cold again! fuck, i was going to wear some flip flops today. i can't wait until monday. i'll be nervous as fuck though. i hope i do well. i'm pretty confident but then again..dunno. in english i'm in a lit circle thing and my group decided to make a Real World skit for the four stories we read. I guess I better go think of a script because I know no one else is thinking about it this weekend!! happy saturday! 7 audio orgasms| feel the music

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