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[21 Nov 2004|01:02am]

Why cant some people fall in love? Like did they do something wrong at one point in their life that they aren’t able to fall in love? Is it a form of punishment? Some people want to fall in love so bad that they think every person they have feelings for they love. But they say it doesn’t work like that. So how do you know when your in love? Do you receive a memo? Email? Phone call? Or do you just feel it? And what if that one person comes and they don’t stay long enough for you to know? Will they just pass you by or will they appear in your life again? And if they do will they stay long enough, will they love you to? Or it is a one-way feeling? And if they do love you will they tell you? Or will they be too shy? What if your not meant to fall in love? Will you fake it your whole life? Marry someone who is someone else’s someone? Deprive them of true love?


And say you do find that one person you love and you feel it in your heart and soul will you accept all their faults? Would you give you life for them? Will you stay faithful? Till death do you part. Is that how you feel? What if you fall in love with someone who you weren’t meant to be with? Do you think our love lives are planned do you think divorcees and deaths are planned? And if they are, why would someone be put through that pain and heartache?

Losing someone wither it is by death or them just letting go is painful. Death is losing someone and never being able to see him or her again unless you believe in heaven. And if you believe then you can talk to them through prayer and so on. But you will never physically be able to hug or kiss that person ever again and knowing that is enough to make you want to die yourself. Losing someone through letting go is like a part of you dying but still see that person maybe with someone else or maybe alone. But either way it will always make your heart drop to your feet at the sight of their face and their beautiful green eyes. Wither there looking at someone else or you, you will always feel like they have a part of you with them that will never be returned even if they take you back. So even if you lose someone by death or by letting go you will lose a part of you forever


when your in a relationship and it ends abruptly you loose many things along the way. Not only do you lose the person in the relationship you lose all the rituals. You lose the late night phone calls and the early morning wake up calls all the stupid conversations and cute little messages. And you lose a part of your self; you lose the part that believes in relationship and how they could last. And along with losing many things your left with many things. Like the memories that make you want to cry and the thoughts of how things would have could have and should have been

I don’t know what this is....lets see it went from not knowing him one day to him calling me everyday. It went from him calling em by my name to calling me ‘hunni’ and ‘baby’. It went from smiling when I see him to crying when I don’t. Hugs and kisses every time we were together. Cuddling when we could. I would do anything to see him. Those cute voice mails oh those cute voice mails. He was the last person I talked to every night and the first person every morning. We had each others pictures in our rooms, and we could talk about everything and anything. I talked him up to al of my friends even though none of them ever met him. He was my life my everything for two and a half weeks that all it took two and a half weeks and I was hooked for life. And now ill never be the same with out him again. If that isn’t love I don’t know what is


What does a girl want? What does a girl need? A girl wants a guy she can sit there with and not say one word and him know exactly what she’s feeling. She needs to know you will always be there with her; wither they are a couple or just friends. A girl wants a guy that would rather be home with her then out with his boys on a Friday night. She needs for you to make her feel special not like she’s just some girl/ a girl wants a romantic guy that will plan a special night for no reason what so ever. She needs for you to take you time, wait until sees ready don’t worry the day will come and it will be better then, than it would have been if you didn’t wait. A girl just wants to be loved, feel special, to know she’s wanted and needed. She needs you to be all that. Are you man enough to take the challenge?

Your not just some girl. Those five words so simple yet so complicated. They were said in a different way then they were taken. If someone says that to you do u no think, well obviously they think of me in a different way then I thought, im not just some girl to them, im more right? Well I was wrong I don’t know exactly what he was thinking or meaning to say when he said that to me but it was totally different then what was expected. Those five words ran my life for many days. They made me think of you in a different way. They made me think maybe I actually have a chance. When in reality those words were just to make me feel better, to make you look better then the asshole you really are.
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[21 Nov 2004|01:44am]
Knowing that I cant live without you
makes me wish you were dead


...?
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You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said I miss you? [21 Nov 2004|12:31pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Incubus ]

Hey guys thought I would update some more, since you liked my quotes so much. =)

I'm reading your note over again, and there's not a word that I comprehend except when you signed it “I will love you always and forever." ~ Dashboard Confessional


everytime i see you
i fall a little more

expect nothing, and you will never be disappointed..




Well I wrote our names a thousand times...just to see yours sitting next to mine







Sometimes you meet somebody,
And you know that whatever you did before,
It must have been right...
Because nothing you've done could be too bad,
Or have gone too far wrong,
Because it led you to this person







When you love someone, you'll do anything. You'll do all the crazy things, that you can't explain. You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun, when you love someone.






Each of us represents a star in heaven. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone and sometimes, when we least expect it, we make someone's dreams come true






A memory of true love is like a favorite song no matter how many times it plays again, you never get tired of it






you make me smile so wide, when i look into your eyes and when you're not around you know you're somewhere stuck inside my mind...







You don't have to do anything. You don't even have to say anything. If you just sit there, and smile, you should know that for that moment, you lit up my world




why does it always have to be the guy who breaks the girls heart? why cant i hurt you like you hurt me?


its okay, i wont cry over you, i know what comes around goes around, and i hope whats coming for you hurts alot more than this.





Everything in my life has faded away.
My favorite blue jeans, well, they arent so blue anymore.
My favorite lipstick isnt that original color it was when
I bought it and my teddy bear is worn and tattered.
So what about these feelings for you?
Why wont they fade?






Im trying really hard not to cry over you because
every tear is just one more reminder of
how much I cant stand to let you go.







Dont be surprised if one day I avoid you and be gone.
Its not because youve done something wrong or i hate you.
Its because Im afraid to love and be hurt
again by someone who cant love me back.







i guess u can say i miss u a little
too much .. a little too often .. and
a little more each ' and every day






Although I mean nothing to you
you still mean everything to me

Lie to me. You know I have been honest with you.
Cheat on me. I would never do that to you.
Turn your back on me. I would still be here for you.
Let me cry and hurt once more. I would still love you





me? im scared of everything .. i`m scared
of what i saw, scared of what i did, n` scared
of who i am, but most of all im scared of
walking out of this room and never feeling
for the rest of my life the way i feel when
i`m with you - dirty dancing




i think about you all the time, if I'd have
known missing you would hurt this bad, I never
would of started LoViNg YoU






8*3*1 - 8 letters 3 words 1 regret I MISS YOU






If I had never met you, I wouldnt like you.
If I didnt like you I wouldnt love you.
If I didnt love you I wouldnt miss you but I did.
I do. I will.







!

I wanted everything to stay the same but
your feelings faded yet mine never changed.



Its so hard to see you so happy without me


But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
-Mixtape


Theres so much I've felt I should say but even if your heart would listen I doubt I could explain - Jimmy Eat World

Kill Me while I still believe you where meant for me - Yellowcard

Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me. I wanted us to be something we'd probably never be. - The Ataris


and there you have it. Also. More friends are much in needed. You can never have to many riight? As long as you comment on my journal and i'll do the same back! Hey, Thats what friends are for. Comment..

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[21 Nov 2004|03:56pm]
i need some help.
me and my boyfriend's 1 year is coming up.
and i was wondering if anyone could give me some ideas of what to give him,
something really sweet and nice.


thanks
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[21 Nov 2004|07:48pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | cute without the E - taking back sunday ]

heyy i'm new here. i'm posting some quotes that i had for a while. comment if ya like em ;]. ohh yeah if you wanna be friends add me and ill add you back.

the best feelings in the w0rld*
are the ones you cant describe

if y0u want the rainbow u
got to put up with the rain

no matter how many times i smile
*: i cant seem to stop the tears :*

y0u neveR l0se by [ l 0 v i n g ] .. but
y0u aLways l0se by h0Lding bacK <3

dreams are wishes ur heart
makes while you are asleep

i wilL h0Ld y0u in my heaRt, tiLl
i can h0Ld y0u in my aRms.. <3 *

you dont know wat you do to me
you dont have a clue ; you don't
know how it feels ; to love sum1
[( * who d0esnt love u .. an0ther wasted breath <-
-.-.*a G a I n* it goes unnoticed.-.-

everyone tRies to impress that special
someone.. but the truth is if you can't
get him by being yourself then hes not
,.,.,.,.,* a l l - t h a t - s p e c i a l *,.,.,.,.,

[ it's not having what you want ]
it's just wanting what youve g0t

if you can't get someone off ur minD
maybe they're [* meant to be there *]

whats the point in wanting something
that is s0 far beyond your own reach

sometimes you say youre getting over
a person ; but wHen you see him smile
yu notice you just say that 2 eAse the
pain of knowing hell .n e v e r. be urS

it is funny how things work0ut .. the
ones we need dont know we're there

your love was like c a n d y..
* artifically sweet

if you look inside a girls heart you'll see why she cries. you'lL find best friends, secrets, those who betrayed her, & lies. what will show up most is how hard it is to stay strong, when nothings right and everything's wrong

promises mean everything
but after they are broken,
[ s 0 r R y ] means n0thing

giving up doesnt mean im weak, it just
means i'm strong enough to let go.. <|3

tough times dont last - tough people do
screw the past... d0n't let it screw you

you have this way of making me
feeL s0 f***ing speciaL, yet s0
woRthless at the same time. how
you do it i'd [ like to know. ] but
that wilL F0REVER be y0ur best
kept secret, while your my worst mistake

so kiss me hard --
cause this will be the last time that i let you


i could search the w0rld through &
through & still never find someone
wh0 makes me feel the way you do

do everything you wanna do in life. & if its something
your gunna regret in the morning: * SLEEP LATE =] *

d0n't regret anything you ever did, because at
one p0int what y0u did.. was what y0u wanted.

..don't fall in love with him <-- why do
.you think they call it falling? because
once you do you'll never get [ back up ]

things wilL happen in your life that
you can't st0p, but that's no reason
to shut out the world . now and then

what if i said you never mattered..
that i never lost a moment of sleep?
what if i crushed all of your dreams,
broke all the promises i swore to keep?
tell me how your life would be if i did to
you, what you did to me <|3

the sooner you realize things will never be the same again, the sooner you can move on.

i can't keep being your second choice.. not when you're my first.

- x 0 o x -
caitlyn

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