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[15 Nov 2004|06:55pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Mad World -Gary Jules ] Shallow Skin, I Can Paint With Pain I Mark The Trails On My Arms With Your Disdain Everyday It's The Same, I Love, You Hate But I Guess I Don't Care Anymore It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting. It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand. It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most. If only you'd really look at me and see who I am. If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away. But it's the easy roads that are most often taken. And so I hurt alone. 1 comment|%%

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check it oout . .. . [15 Nov 2004|07:53pm] I really just liked this comment if ya like!!! <3 -I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. -I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. -I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. -I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big you know whats. -I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. -I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. -I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. -I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades. -I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. -I've learned that no matter how you try to protect children, they will eventually get arrested and end up in the local paper. -I've learned to say "Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke" in 6 languages %%

check it oout . .. . [15 Nov 2004|07:58pm] I really just liked this comment if ya like!!! <3 -I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. -I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. -I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. -I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big you know whats. -I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. -I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. -I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. -I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades. -I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. -I've learned that no matter how you try to protect children, they will eventually get arrested and end up in the local paper. -I've learned to say "Fuck 'em if they can't take a joke" in 6 languages %%

- LifE iS grEaT - * [15 Nov 2004|08:03pm] NoW fOR tHE qUotEs hOpE yA liKe!!!! :-) . . h o L d | m e | i n | y o u R | a R m s | & | n e v e R r | l e t | g o im noT tHe TyPe of girl to watch shiit fall apart when it all goes down and when shiit gets bad i give it mY HeArT no room for sadness or regrets the past is GOnE ive learned that time makes you wish and truth that makes you sTRoNG all my life i never learned how to just walk away maybe i dont have the blonde hair you like ; and maybe i dont have eyez like the sky ; and im not sure if im the girl in your dreams but i can show you what love means <3 i found myself wrong again starin out my window wonderin what it is i should have said i found myself at home again waitin for the after call from a fallout that feels like such a mess <.3 Sorry i gotta make it short leaving hope ya liked these gots lots more.. leave some comments 1 comment|%%

quotes [15 Nov 2004|08:14pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | tempted to touchh ] hmmmm well here is some more .. the not greatest =) comm3nt if u want more / like them this one i made up by myself .. kinda gay haha but wutever You make me laugh, you make me cry, and in the end I don’t know why. My feelings for u don’t seem to fade, My heart is being cut by your blade. My love for you is oh - so -strong, why have I held on for this long? I just don’t get it, I can’t make you see, how much you truly mean to me. I try so hard, and I never succeed, all I can do is plead and plead. I would do anything to get to you, What else is left to possibly do? All I can say is I love you so, and if you ever love me just let me know. I`ll be waiting for you until the end, but for now I can only call you my friend. Please oh please don’t break my heart, I’ve already begun to fall apart. I need someone to help me through this. All I need is your one special kiss. you're there for my cries, you're there for my laughs, that's why i call you my better half. you get me smiling even when it hurts, nothing can measure what our friendship is worth. through truth, lies, smiles, despair, the kisses, the hugs, the "how's my hair?". you know i'm gonna love you till the very end...simple as this -you're my true best friend- never regret anything that once made you smile. *you must be my shooting star, because everything I've ever wished for...Is everything that you are* Promise what you can give...Give more than you promise In 3 words i can sum up whut ive lerned about life -It GoEs On- its amazing how u knock me off my feet every time u come around me i get weak <3 nobody ever made me feel this way <3 u kiss my lips n then u take my breath away it's hard to wait around for something that u know won*t e v e r happen but it's h a r d e r to stop when you know its everything u always wanted believe me when i tell you.. im lost without you. gasping for breath, your face is all i see. im reaching for you and you cant even find me. Love<3 a wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain.causes eyes to sparkle.cheeks to glow. blood pressure to rise.and the lips to pucker just one thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind <33 well if you want more .. juss let me know =) <3 lauren 4 comments|%%

lmao.. this is hilarious [15 Nov 2004|08:41pm] A GIRL'S FIRST TIME!!! (Assume you are a girl if you are a boy) It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He begins going in and out with skill but you are now too numb to feel him within you. After a few moments, you feel something bursting within you and he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to have it over. He looks at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a chuckle, that you have been his most stubborn, yet most rewarding, experience. You smile and thank your dentist. After all, it was your first time to have a tooth pulled!!! 4 comments|%%

[15 Nov 2004|10:12pm] Random Thoughts by Jaret from Bowling For Soup When I think of all the friends that I have in my life, I have to thank beer...I really can't stand a lot of them, but when they bring over a 12 pack, it is really good to see them. Whoever said drink and driving don't mix wasn't entirely correct. They actually mix, just not very well. Unless you are looking to drive into a wall and not remember it the nex day; then they mix just fine. I once broke a promise to myself and have never gotten over it. I just can't trust me with anything anymore. Not even with the smallest things. This is some serious resentment I have built up towards myself, but it does help to talk about it. Your mouth is not a bottle opener...Stop opening beers with your teeth. A lot of people think that musicians all do drugs, and for the most part, a lot of people are really stupid because we don't and that is such an unfair stereotype...Im going to get drunk now. %%

=( [15 Nov 2004|10:31pm] [ mood | depressed ] just not having a good week.. having to deal with alot of bullshit. i made up a quote bout how i feel, it's prolly shitty but oo well lemme know if you like it tho. i hate everything im not that you want i like it cause it fits perfectly with my situation.. but yeah if anyone has any quotes with just being sick of being alone and sick of not being good enough for the one you love blah ya know?? lol yeah could ya help out?? thanx in advance. %%

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