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Sunday, March 2nd, 2003

Time:7:34 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:anywhere you go-???hmm...
wow...today was such a low blow..

I accomplished 2 things: waking up and doing my writing sem.-ugh...all i did all freaking day was think..
i was online but most the time my a/m was up..because either no1 was on, or i was thinking...many things have me thinking today...I'm not going to list them but one thing has been on my mind for like a week now. Every time I turn around I'm either thinking about it or talking to someone about it and its not working. I think i need to actuall talk to the person its about...well about it!...i really like this new journal because none of my friends know about it and that fine with me, b/c it makes it more private. Now, im not saying that im gunna bash them or nething bc they dont know about it, it's just a place where i can escape to, to just vent my feelings.

humph...I'm in depression mode and I'm not liking it. But so far today I talked to Courtney for a while and she made me feel better....ugh tomorrow is the 1st track practice..i don't want to go feeling like this..but i dont think anythings going to change oevrnight...

I think I' just gunna go and watch the time go by hoping that my special *Someone* will come online.
now, no1 knows who this is and thats a terrific thing....

Au revior?!?!..

<3 Case....
lucky you

Subject:New Journal!!
Time:2:54 pm.
Mood: optimistic.
Music:<3John Mayer<3.
New Journal!!...1st entry!

Finally, i took the time to get a new journal, the other one was so gay, and I really didnt like it. So this is cool...the only thing is that i don't like my user name..but who cares...

So0o-yesterday soo lotsa fun....I had gay Pjas..ugh.but i got a 1st place so its al good...but b4 and after my presentation I was @ the swimm meet which was kewl..our girls did very good and our boys were awesome...
the only bad part was my mom wasnt done until frickin 4:00 and so I missed the girls game!....humph!...and they lost which really sucks -and I had a change of clothes and everything...but o well

All hott swimmer hair is gone..but thank god it grows back... ;p

Then I had a bunch of people over because i didnt feel like going out...fun fun fun...and i talked online for a lil while after they left.....

Today- I don't know whats gotten into me but all I do any more is think....and in school it gets really bad..bc i dont pay attention and just sit and THINK...about everything....o well... and then last night i got like nooo sleep due to my massive thinking!...and then today i woke up.and i've been thinking all day about everything..so i came online and decided that i'd use my journal to think...hah..not working...o well...

I'm sick of talking about myself in this gay thing but whatever....I THINK im going to go do some homework and Ponder.....

<3 Case
lucky you

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