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[04 Sep 2003|01:47pm] |
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tegan and sara - frozen |
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well, i made it out alive.
i don't know what my problem is. i really have no reason or right to be all pessemistic and dejected. i think it pissed a few people off. im sincerely sorry, but that's how i am. that's not how i really want to be. but i suck at life.
i talked to mrs. v for a bit before i went into school. shes an amazing artist. we were talking about the landscape of my yard, and my new room, cause now i actually have workspace... and she said that she was looking forward to class, and i was curteous and agreed... but she asked me why i didn't start taking art earlier, and i told her the truth, cause i didn't think i was good enough. and she seemed honestly upset and told me i shouldn't think that because i apparently have "amazing talent". i was shocked. i mean, she's sooo good, and she's complimenting me? mrs. v kicks ass.
i have a sudden urge to use oil pastels... but no, its off to work. maybe this weekend... it'll give me something to do since i'll probably won't be doing anything.
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[04 Sep 2003|10:59pm] |
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tegan and sara - plunk song |
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so i took a nap earlier. i hate naps. i woke up all groggy and cold and exhausted.
i hate waking up tired. it's not fair.
i'm not ready to get back into the habit of school.
run down of my classes:
-pre calc
-physics
-philosophy
-applied economics
-womens topics
-art
-modern literature
-us history <-- i have hughes again! god hates me...
sidenote: the theme for this year, at school, has something to do with colors and rainbows and stuff... so they decorated the caf accordingly. i walked in , and there is the largest sequined rainbow along the entire lenght of the caf. now, i'm in no way against homosexuality, ect, im mean look at my taste in music, but its kinda weird... being at an all girls school, and everything... i plan on taking a picture to put up to show you just how big this rainbow is... i look at it and want to click my heals together and go home.
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