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[03 Sep 2003|11:35pm] |
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music |
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tegan and sara - more for me |
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school in 9 and a half hours. i feel like a colorful word. *hugs computer* i don't want to gooooo!
i have this weird urge to listen to heaps of music. i feel like i'm running out of time and i have to listen to it all before it's too late, and i want to listen to everything all at once. yea, i know, im a f*cktard. but how do they expect me to go all day in school with out listening to my music? i won't be able to function properly. i've determined that school would be much more tolerable if we were allowed to use discmen.
blah. i feel sick. i don't know if its a physical sick, or if its just from worrying... asking me not to worry, is like asking me not to breathe. its a defense mechanism of sorts. i don't want things to be different. i want it all to stay how it is. but learning to grow with change is the key to staying the same, is it not? why do i contradict myself?
top 10 choice cds of the summer of 2003 (alphabetically listed as to avoid favoritism): 'comalies' - lacuna coil 'diorama' - silverchair 'if it was you' - tegan and sara 'knifeyard' - knifeyard 'outside of me single w/ b-sides' - killing heidi 'present' - killing heidi 'rotten apples (greatest hits)' - smashing pumpkins 'sleeping with ghosts' - placebo 'so much shouting, so much laughter' - ani difranco 'this business of art' - tegan and sara
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