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[08 Aug 2003|01:18am] |
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music |
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my pulse throbbing in my ears |
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"anonymity is completely lost for me here.
kinda almost ruins it for me.
even in a 'diary' i still have to hold my tongue."
^ word.
today was... shit, i can't find the right words to describe it...
it was a very emotional day, and i felt like an asshole. i mean, i was there and all... but it was like it was just my body, like 'i' wasn't fully there. it was like i seperated my mind from my body as soon as the situation got 'sticky'. i just acted like a robot, a weak robot. my mind fled... i didn't know what to do... im sorry, but please don't do that to me again.
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