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[30 Oct 2003|11:11pm] [ mood | musical ] [ music | holly miranda ] ( (so sweet but subtle...) ) my favorite song, of all time, ever. holly miranda is my idol. go buy her cd. it's only $11.50 off of her site, and there's over an hour of music on it. she's awesome. its weird to think that i've had her cd for over a year and i have yet to go more than a week without listening to it. other songs by her that i reccomend: -high above the city -lately -when you're not here -shiny key -be the one -sleep deprivation (piano) go on and scream at me

[27 Oct 2003|11:00am] why is freeservers being so slack about updating my site when i make changes? goddamn it. i put up 3 new pictures almost 12 hours ago, and freeservers has yet to update the page! grrrr. anyway, if they ever end up showing up, i put up 3 more pictures... from yesterday. yeah i was really that bored. they're really crap quality though. don't mind me. oh yes, for those who have failed to notice, i made a new av featuring the most amazing holly miranda. so yeah, thats her, not me. and i don't know why i put the words "start a revolution" in there... i guess it just fits my mood. go on and scream at me

[26 Oct 2003|02:18pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the tv - dogma ] everyone is over here. i'd like to smack whoever had the idea to have dinner here today. i want to get out, but my car is blocked in. someone come get me, please? got sat scores back. i'm highly upset. i thought i did much better than i did. hmmm. i can take then 2 more times. next saturday. i'd like to study a bit, or work on my research paper or do some of my homeowrk, but there are too many people here, too much distraction. someone come get me! go on and scream at me

[26 Oct 2003|12:45am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | knifeyard - the world to come ] this is gonna be long. im just ranting. my apologies. so today was lame. i was supposed to go up to the eastern state penitentiary, but that didn't quite happen. it was supposed to be a bunch of people, but it ended up just being me matt missy and alissa, 3 ohio boys and some other chick. we did not get along. sidenote: they could not drive in the city and they drove all the way to wilmington from ohio with no license, and somehow that ended up being our fault. we drove around philly trying to find the damn place, and i saw some guy pee on a bush. then we found the place and the line was too long so we said 'fuck it' and went to south street, where we paid $10 for parking and bought a coffee and left. i sorta feel bad for leaving alissa and the ohio people up there, cause they didn't know how to get home... but oh well, they can figure it out. i saw ash today. haven't seen her in a while. i always feel like such a fucktard around her, cause she's so perfect, and everyone but her seems to notice. brooke was there too. damn. she has changed so much. total 180. damn. i remember when we were all younger and i would spend the night over their house and erin, brooke, ash, and i would all sleep in the double bed and talk all night. i thought they were the coolest people alive. then we all grew up. my tounge hurts. damn hot coffee. damn $1.02 for coffee. i was up at the mall of all places last night. its been 6 months since i was there last. wow. saw so many people... a few of which i really didn't want to see. the juggalos ended up following us around cause jesus was hanging around us. we tried to loose him... but we weren't very successful. he's honestly a very smart person, but damn. i blame the drugs and the music. roy is living under a bridge now. he works at dennys but since he spends all of his money on weed, he lives under a bridge. oh, but he has a mattress and blankets so its alright. damnit. i wonder why his mom won't let him come home... blah. i hate drugs. go on and scream at me

[22 Oct 2003|11:22pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | holly miranda - whoever you are ] my life is one big giant ball o' stress. and if said ball had a color, that color would be black. i feel like posting quotes, and it's my blurty, so ner. "i keep imagining that pretty soon i will just disappear and thinking that one thing is what saves me from my fear of being here here for now here for now here for now" -ani, 'here for now' "you're trying not to grasp not to start grasping at straws or sticks or stones you're trying to learn to just sit inside your sadness even if you're sitting there alone" -ani, 'icarus' p.s. i did anothe painting thingo... spray paint that is... its ok, i guess. i'll take a pic and scan it up when it dries... 2 shared their dreams| go on and scream at me

[21 Oct 2003|10:49pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | soundtrack from i love the 80's ] so i've reverted back to this layout, v.2, for the time being... exciting... not. actually, i need a camera. (yeah i know that was random...) i want a digital camera. i want to take pictures, so i can make better layouts. im sick of the black... anyway... i came home from work today and mark was in the garage, and he was quite excited about showing me something... so i humored him and went to look... holy grilled cheese batman, the garage was covered in bugs! not just any bugs... lady bugs! they were swarming all over everything, inside of the garage and out. they were covering the flourscent light in the back of the garage, you couldn't even see any light comming out of it because there were so many! i would have taken a picture, but alas i have no camera... anyway... back to the bugs... it was scary! like, you know the movie 'the birds'? birds are ok and nice and stuff when there are just a few, but then they started swarming and poking peoples eyes out and it was scary! thats how the lady bugs were... minus the poking peoples eyes out part, of course... go on and scream at me

[20 Oct 2003|06:30pm] damnit. my grandfather is here. i really don't like that man. he came in piss drunk off his ass, and smelling like a not-so-elegant-mix of cheap alcohol, cigarettes and whores. he made me hug him. i think im going to go burn the top 2 layers of my skin off now. 2 shared their dreams| go on and scream at me

[20 Oct 2003|06:14pm] [ mood | distracting myself ] [ music | funeral for a friend - juneau ] so i think i have my site fixed... but i have already grown tired of this layout. im working on another. i've got something slightly better in mind. anyway. im sick of my blurty av too. i need to make a new one... photoshop is my new best friend. gah, this is just a pathetic attempt to further distract me from my studies. i really don't want to write this damn paper. what the hell was i on when i picked out these classes last year? i want to crawl into a hole. so i went to the dentist. the hygenist said i was boringly healthy. lmao. i can't just be healthy... i have to be boring too... its funny, cause its true... so funny that even the deaf, mute, paraplegic boy was breathing heavy and pointing! ha! (that last part was my lame attempt at humor. my apologies.) p.s. everyone looks good in sombreros go on and scream at me

[19 Oct 2003|10:23pm] [ mood | swamped ] [ music | tegan and sara - these's still time ] so i gather its been a while. sorry... but honestly, i've had to put almost all of my hobbies on hold lately. its suprising that i've found 10 minutes to post in here (actually, im just wasting time til my picture finishes printing) i've been so swamped, its ridiculous. i'm lucky if i get 4 hours of sleep a night... anyway, i went to drexel for an open house today with dad. it was very cool. college life seems so alluring, yet so terrifing... i can't wait to be fully emersed in it though. so, part of the open house was a presentation from the head of the graphic design department in the college of art and design. i feel like an asshole saying this, with my webshite looking as it does, but the presentation really reassured me that graphic design is what i really want to do. then dad said something after that really cemented my thought about it... he said "wow, that lady described you to a tee." it was weird cause she never described a person while she talked, she just described different things about graphic design, and finished by saying graphic design isn't what you do its who you are. and it seemed like everything just sorta clicked when dad said that. anyway. so i came home, all excited and inspired to work on my portfolio, but i had to set that aside for a while. i have homework. a hell of a lot of homework. i finished a bit tonight, but its not gonna be all done til wednesday. but i have monday off, so i thinking, if i have to get up to take mark and angela to school, i might as well make a day out of it and get all my portfolio shit done that day, and then maybe hang out at borders later that night and get coffee and study for the SATs which i will be taking the following saturday. speaking of SATs, i wonder how i did on the one that i just took... oh well, i'm in a writing mood (the result of reading and viewing some of the most aesthetic prose and pictures that i have ever seen - will post link later) so i'm off to take a bit of a break from philosophy and literature. im gonna write for a bit and then go to bed early. ithik i deserve it. i've been working hard. paca. go on and scream at me

[15 Oct 2003|11:06pm] [ mood | tired (again) ] [ music | mom watching the tv ] i downloaded photoshop 7. im a thief. mwahahaha. now all i need is time to actually use it. i have to think up something to tell mom for where im going on friday. im gonna *hopefully* go up to philly with missy and matt to see louis black and dave atell, with supposed special guest mitch hedberg. i really wanna go... but i have to think up a good lie. why do i always have to lie? p.s. many thanks to the great and powerful steph for hooking me up with a PS serial number. go on and scream at me

[14 Oct 2003|11:30pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ani difranco - jukebox ] so i haven't posted here in a bit. sorry, i've been really busy. i need cash. quick. i want to work on some more of my spray paintings, before i lose my momentum, and inspiration, ect. blah. i drew 2 pics of ani in my sketchbook for art. i can't believe i've subjected myself to allowing my work to being graded. oh well. not much else is going on... just been doing a whole lot of school work,e ct. i finally got my application for arcadia, so im gonna fill that out and get in it asap, cause they have rolling admissions. i think im gonn ahve a guidance appointment tomorrow, so i should probably bring that with me... blaaaaaah. im out. g'night! p.s. i know the layout sucks, but i really can't be stuffed right now... go on and scream at me

[08 Oct 2003|11:32pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the news ] set up new layout... it looks weird though. i looked at it on the computer at school, and it looke different than what it looks like on my computer... it was more clear. anyway, i started changin everything over... colors and such, cause for some reason the style is being overridden (must fix) but i realized that im waaaay too tired. so i'll finish later. g'night! go on and scream at me

[07 Oct 2003|10:27pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | 'full house' theme song ] ok, so i typed a long-ass entry last night, but blurty crapped out on me, and i lost the entry. blah. so today sucked. school, work, home, library/sat study, home, homeowrk, computer. i've got a lot of work ahead of me. im going to the drexel open house on sunday the 19th. everyone reading this should come too. we could have a party. anyway. i finally made a guidance appointment, but its not til next wednesday. i'm going to have to go a whole week being paranoid about this portfolio thing. maybe i'll just alk to mrs. v. i heart nick at night! they brought full house back!!!!!! ahhhh! full house is only THE BEST show EVER! go on and scream at me

[05 Oct 2003|11:38pm] [ mood | i dunno... ] [ music | damn tv ] i think im kinda looking forward to school tomorrow... just, minus the pre-calc test that i should have prepared better for... anyway... i think its time that i stop procrastinating so much, in reference to school stuff that is. i went up to borders today. i was there for about 3 hours, by myself. it was quite fun. i have decided which colleges i want to apply for. 3. u of d 2. drexel 1. arcadia and i decided i want to major in communications. i want to do something in graphic design. and i'm planning on definately doing a study abroad program in australia. probably my sophmore year, and possibly for a whole year. its going to be about $20,000, but i have $11,000 saved already, and i think it will be worth it. i want to go to melb uni. side note: alice's mom works there. i thought the coincidence was funny. anyway. im really not looking forward to this test i have to take tomorrow morning... but i want it out of the way. im going to have so much going on really soon. i don't know how im gonna be able to handle it atll. school, homework, projects, work, volunteering, basketball practice and games, college stuff... blah. plus i have sats on saturday, in "chestah". poppop is going to take me, woo. (that was a sarcastic woo, if you couldn't tell) im planning on going to the library in elsmere, sometime this week, to do some studying for it... on a total opposite note, i want to be daria for halloween. i found a pair of boots on sale at the mall ($45.00) and they kicked ass. they would go great with the costume. i think im gonna get them as a christmas gift, and wear them for halloween,. and them put them away til christmas. only 49 more school days til christmas break! go on and scream at me

[02 Oct 2003|10:44pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | the tv. (E.R.) ] so my lj is ready. but it seems that livejournal.com doesn't like me... lj is slightly more confusing than blurty too... oh well. im pissed off. i got my ticket back for registering for the sats, and i have to take it at chester highschool, in pa. fuck! i don't know where the hell that is, and i'm gonna be all by myself! fuck! and i have to go, cause it cost 50 bucks! fuck! i have to register for the nov 1st test too. but im already late for it... chances are, i won't get the school i register for again... and then i'll be screwwed again. fuck! i suck at life. go on and scream at me

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