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Hot Chocolate [24 Oct 2003|02:42pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

How I love me some hot chocolate. I'm never really good at making it though. Ewan knows this because of the time I tried to make it for when we first lived together. So anyway I'm complaining to Keri because I want some hot chocolate and I'm too lazy to get off my bum and make it. So I ended up shutting of my laptop and going to spoon with Ewan in order to wake him up. Once I realized I succeeded I pleaded into his ear please, please, please, please, please make me some hot coco. Then Iris ended up asking for some hot chocolate so Ewan rushed out of bed like on Christmas morning and rushed into the kitchen and fixed us both some hot chocolate. *smiles happily* I had some hot chocolate.

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Heeee [16 Oct 2003|10:51pm]

[ mood | amused ]

New Icons. Go look. Also I made my journal pretty. Go look. Heee.

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Lying here. [16 Oct 2003|02:23am]

[ mood | awake ]

I'm awake...I'm awake!!! I'M VERY MUCH AWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKE! I'm awake.

And that's my I'm awake song!

*bows* Thank you.

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Finally Here [08 Oct 2003|08:47pm]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | Iris' giggles & Ewan's ows ]

So Ewan and I arrived this morning. Sadie's staying in another hotel from us. We get to keep the lovely Iris though. She's been running around all day. She loves it here.

Hopefully I'll get to meet Keri soon and see Nat. The kids really want to see her too. I think Iris has been running around to much because she knows she's here and she's trying to find her. That and well she's been pinching Ewan all day long and I can't spank her because I don't have the heart to. I can't stand seeing my little girl cry.

Is it bad when your little girl has a crush on your boyfriend?

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I Get It [05 Oct 2003|08:32pm]

[ mood | numb ]

First off, I'd just like to defend myself because I probably should be getting a lot of hate mail, comments, phone calls, etc. I know what I did was wrong because I ended up hurting someone and it was truly never my intention. I mean I'm not that kind of a person. I don't intentionally see someone and wonder how can I hurt so and so. I would NEVER think that. I know she wants to hate me right now and honestly if it makes her feel better to hate, throw darts at my picture, she can do it...I just want her to feel better, I want her to be with someone that should have treated her like I promised I would, someone that wont hurt her, and someone that she wont have to wonder where his heart lies. When I said I love you to Natalie, I truly meant it. I know that no one will believe me more than likely, but I did. I never say anything that I don't mean. I feel horrible, there are no words that can express what I went through yesterday as I watched her pack, walk down the stairs, and get into the cab her and Mia called.

I ended up calling Keri because I didn't want to turn to Ewan, I didn't want him to see how big of a mess I was, but more importantly I didn't want him to see my break down and bawl. Instead like I said I called Keri and I'm honestly surprised she could understand anything I was saying.

I've been told that everything will be okay. Even by my three year old daughter. I want you to be happy more than anything in the world Nat and I'm so sorry I wasn't the man that could provide that for you.

I know most of you are probably thinking this is just filler, a disguise, and well he's an actor so they're just empty words, but they're not and I know I'm going to be looked at as the bad guy and that's fine, I just want her to be happy again. I want her to not date someone that isn't scum, which I'm obviously going to be in so many others eyes.

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Uh huh [05 Oct 2003|03:05am]

[ mood | depressed ]

It amazes me that I'm happy due to realizations that I needed to face but that I feel like scum all at the same time.

Nat you're wonderful, never let anyone convince you that you're not, not even me.

Thanks for the new icon Ewan.

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Um...um yes. [04 Oct 2003|08:55pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

[ music | The Beatles ~ Hey Jude ]

So the party went well and everyone had a great time. I was happy that Iris was happy, that's really all I cared about. Then the fight occurred and eventually after Mia went inside Ewan got Sadie to calm down. That was part of what we talked about last night.

Iris was so tired by the time she went to bed last night. She wanted to stay up so much longer and she yawned, told me she wasn't tired in her own little way, and then drifted off to sleep. It was one of the sweetest things I've ever seen in my life actually.

Nat and I ended up flipping through the channels finding Moulin Rouge, Shallow Grave, and Star Wars Attack of the Clones was on. Ewan was haunting us that's for sure. She ended up going to bed before I did actually. After Nat went to bed I got another phone call on my cell. It was from Sadie again. We had a long talk, I'm not even sure how long I ended up talking to her. It was a good talk...I guess that's what you could say. I found out some things I didn't want to know and truthfully that I don't want to talk about.

I ended up taking a shower and causing a drought in the ocean. At least that's what Ewan told me after he knocked on the door and I finally got out of the shower, putting on some sweat pants and walking downstairs with him. We ended up on the couch together, talking forever, until Iris came in there rubbing her little eyes and ended up falling asleep on us. Neither of us wanted to disturb her so we ended up sleeping on the couch last night. When I woke up this morning I saw Nat sitting in a nearby chair, staring at us...I'm afraid to know what she was thinking because I never put on a shirt and I don't believe Ewan was wearing a shirt, but then again we did have Iris with us...so hopefully she's not thinking the wrong idea.

Are there ever any times where you just wish and pray to god that you just couldn't think? That there were no thoughts whatsoever in your head and you could have a moment of peace without having to think about a single thing.

Hope I haven't rambled you all to death or to sleep for that matter.

Also, hope you're all having a lovely day.

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Entertainment Tonight [02 Oct 2003|10:32pm]

[ mood | blah ]

You know what I heard on Entertainment Tonight yesterday? That Nicole Kidman was dating Lenny Kravitz...Lenny...hmm cause that's Jude....is it? Did my name change to Lenny without my looking? Was Sadie wrong? YES!

Now that is out. I can't wait to see Iris' face tomorrow during her party. She told Ewan yesterday she was going to be three and gave him the prettier flower....*laughs* I'm sad also though because Finlay and Raff are going to be leaving us. Nat gave them some nice presents and they thanked her but they keep asking me if they really have to go. I keep wanting to tell them both no but I can't kept them from their mother. It's the worse part of the divorce for me.

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Why yes. [30 Sep 2003|08:27pm]

[ mood | awake ]

Last night I ended up talking to Mia and Nat about Iris' party on Friday. Mia had a great idea about having a Star Wars theme. Iris will love it because she likes having her hair done like Nat. I have to talk to Hayden and Ewan about appearing as their characters. I'm sure Ewan will have no problem and well my kids all truly think he's Obi Wan anyway. Sadie will be coming for the party and taking Finley and Raff home with her. They aren't happy about that. They don't understand why they can't stay either and I explained it to them. I've decided to go for sole custody though. Finley helped me make my decision. He asked me if Raff, Iris, and Rudy would end up living with me and I said I don't know why do you ask and he said because he didn't want to live in a house without me. So I told him all he'd have to do is tell the judge that and he plans on it. Sadie doesn't know and I know that isn't going to go well when that's found out. He loves his mom but he'd rather live with me and I won’t deny him of that if that's what he wants. Who knows what is going to happen though. Friday should be interesting. I just hope Sadie doesn't make a scene at Iris' party, though I doubt she will. I found out one of the most adorable thing though. Nat told me that Iris likes to call her mum when I'm not around. I love how my kids love Nat and she loves them. I have my dear friend Ewan and Keri, my children, and a wonderful girlfriend. I'm not sure I could ask for anything else.

By the way Keri, how are you dear?

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Rocky roads [27 Sep 2003|04:03pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

So the past couple of days have been rocky. I've ended up getting into a few arguments and have ended up doing a shitload of thinking. Thinking is never good, at least in my opinion. Anyway though. I forgot to tell Nat that Iris could be Love's flower girl. I talked to Sadie the other night...that was a fucking joy let me tell you. She said she wanted to spend some time with the kids and I said I wasn't ready for them to go back yet and we got into a huge fight so now sometme next week I believe Raff and Finley are going home and I'm going to keep Rudy and Iris. She said she wanted to be with at least two of her kids and she's bitter that she wont see Iris on her birthday. I told her she's more than welcome to come down here and spend time with us all on her daughter's birthday. I think Iris might actually be hurt if she doesn't so she should at least think about it. Personally I'll be glad when the fucking divorce is over because the woman is driving me batty! Oh yeah I read in a tabloid today that I'm dating Nicole Kidman. I think it's nice how they tell others about your "life" don't you all? By the way those of you who don't know I'm dating Nat and the Nicole rumors are far from the truth.

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Please Dear God Help Me [22 Sep 2003|06:12pm]

[ mood | moody ]

Okay.

I have a sensitive side. I am one of those few men who will actually cry. I did some of that yesterday. More than once. Three times, with three different people.

I went to see Nat. I missed not being able to see her everyday like I had been. That's what new relationships do to people I guess. I don't even remember anymore...um well we definitely had a good time together. At least for a while that was. Until something came up. I could see it in your eyes and it hurt. The feeling of disbelief I've learned to deal with over the past eight or so months. I've lost count at this point. I couldn't say it back, the one time in my life I couldn't say it back. She thought it was because of Sadie...I wish things were that easy. I ended up telling her something I haven't told but one person. I saw the tear come down her cheek and it killed me to know I did that. I don't know how she feels about me right now...I don't even know if she truly wants to be with me anymore. I don't know. I wouldn't blame her if she said fuck you and moved on.

So I came in and ended up falling asleep on the couch with Iris and Rudy in my arms. That's when I heard this ungodly scream that woke me up. I went outside to find Ewan sitting in the grass. We had a long talk. We talked for hours upon hours. I ended up crying some as we talked even. Memories arose, both good and bad. It wasn't all tears though, we ended up laughing a lot also.

I ended up talking to my mum over some tea. That's when I just broke down and bawled in her arms. I bawled. I haven't cried so hard in my entire life. She just listened to me like she always does and tried to give me some kind words. As I wiped my eyes I went and watched my kids sleep. I don't know how long it actually was but it felt like forever.

Then as I went into my room I decided to get online and check my email. I ended up talking to Keri. I didn't let on that anything was bothering me. I know she told me I could talk to her about anything but I know she has a lot to deal with right now. I also couldn't bare to cry anymore.

Though I did after I stopped talking with her. The tears burned as they covered my face. I actually ended up crying myself to sleep. Who would have thought it, a man who feeling overwhelm him. What a concept.

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Talking [20 Sep 2003|10:26pm]

[ mood | content ]

The past couple of days I've been bonding even more with Ewan. I mean we already have a strong bond but we've just been talking. About everything. My divorce, Nat, my kids, his kid on the way, Alssya. I actually think he's okay. I'm figuring that the reason he's been cranky is because after this Star Wars there wont be anymore. I'm so glad I came down here. *nods*

I ended up not going with Nat to New York because of my kids. Nat made me see that since we were just going to come back to Austrailia after New York that it would more than likely be too stressful on my kids. I'm glad she made that point to me. I'm sorry I can't be with you though. I'll talk to you soon.

I've also been talking to Keri and I had the chance to talk to Ste. Ste's a very nice fellow, I think Keri made a good choice. I'd go into more detail but Keri asked me not to say anything to anyone so I figure saying something about in my journal probably wouldn't be the wisest thing. I'm happy for you both though. Glad to hear that Isabella is doing well also.

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ANNOUNCEMENT [16 Sep 2003|09:20pm]

[ mood | ecstatic ]

I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT I, JUDE LAW, IS DATING THE VERY BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT, SEXY, WONDERFUL, CHARMING, ADORABLE, SENSUAL, AMAZING...I COULD GO ON FOR DAYS!....MS. NATALIE HERSHLAG PORTMAN! That's all...have a good day.

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Uh huh [14 Sep 2003|06:28pm]

[ mood | ecstatic ]

Well, my children are down here and I actually took them to visit the set today. I thought Raff was going to go insane. He was running around everywhere trying to meet everyone. He ended up gawking at Nat for a while, not that I blame him. I had a nice talk with her yesterday. I ended up feeling like a dork most of the day. Yes, dork. I saw her out and about yesterday and we started talking and I asked her if she wanted to have coffee and we did. This is the part that makes me feel like such a dork. You see I just kept staring at her and then I kept hearing this voice in the background. Her mouth wasn't moving so I knew it wasn't her, but then I realized that it was the employee behind the counter trying to get me to pay for the coffee. I ended up blushing a lot throughout my talk with her. I have to admit it was definitely one of my better days by far in a while. I'm so glad I ran into her.

I also talked to Keri and Ewan yesterday. I'm glad to hear that Keri got to bring home Isabella and well I need to talk to Ewan more. Though he did tell me if I hurt Nat he'd hate to have to punch me. I told him he had nothing to worry about.

Hopefully by the filming of Closer is over I'll have a nice flat again. Then again I already know it will be nice because it's going to have a woman's touch. *smiles and nods*

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Children [13 Sep 2003|11:00pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

I love my children. I talked to Sadie and she agreed to let my mum fly down here with them so I could spend some time with my children. I've been playing with Iris, making her fly. *laughs and shakes my head* And playing god knows what with the boys. Baseball, basketball, soccer, I mean you know name it we've pretty much done it. Then there's Rudy. He's just too adorable for words. It's hard to believe how big he's gotten; that he's a year old now. It seems like only yesterday he came home from the hospital. I know that's so cliche of me but it's the truth. Children grow up so fast it's insane. I now know what my parents meant by saying it to me. The boys also enjoy spending time with Uncle Obi Wan.

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[09 Sep 2003|10:57pm]

[ mood | calm ]

I can't believe Keri had the baby. I can't wait to see her and Ste's little Bella. I love kids. I could honestly be around them all day if someone would let me. In fact I generally spend my days off with my children. And most the time they get to see their Uncle Ewan or Uncle Obi Wan as he has been recently called. He gets the super cool role, though I might be playing Superman...wouldn't that be a treat? Obi Wan and Superman! Maybe this divorce has finally messed up my poor little fragile brain? I've been working out more than normal. I'm not sure if that's good or bad. What do you guys think? I don't know what else to say at the moment.

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Hey Jude :-p [09 Sep 2003|04:00am]

[ mood | ewan-ish ;) ]

Ewan here. ;) I used my Jedi powers to break into your journal. Now anyone can comment to you. And if they abuse it, I'll abuse them. >:o

Tee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee

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Yes [06 Sep 2003|10:57pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

Yesterday, I had the chance to get to know the lovely miss Keri Russell. She's one of the nicest women I've met. If any of you have not gotten to know her you truly should. She was very easy to talk to which is nice and she made me laugh and smile a lot, which I've really needed.

I also got to talk to Ewan. I really needed that.

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Me [21 Aug 2003|11:08pm]

[ mood | awake ]

I guess I should tell you all a little bit about myself.

I'm mostly known for my roles in The Talented Mr. Ripley and Gattaca. I've been in a lot more movies, however. I've been in Road to Perdition, AI, Wilde, Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil, Enemy at the Gates, Immortality, and I'll be in the upcoming fall movie Cold Mountain (It's supposed to come out on Christmas...go see it with the family *cheesy smile*). I've also done some things on Telly and I've various plays in the Theatre.

I was born on December 29, 1972, in London, England. My parents are Peter and Maggie. I have a sister named Natasha. When I was 12 years of age I began acting in various productions and festivals with The National Youth Music Theatre. When I was 17, I dropped out of school and joined the cost of the UK soap "Families." That was...1990. Yes.

I have a stepson named Finlay from Sadie's previous marriage. I also have two sons and a daughter between Sadie and I. Rafferty and Rudy are my sons names and Iris is my daughter's. I used to eat meat but since I married Sadie I became a vegetarian. However, on a sad note, my marriage is ending. It's something I don't like talking about. I probably never will. Though I probably should talk about it, since I don't want to...bottled up emotions.

I don't really know what else to say right now about myself. My best mate is Ewan McGregor. First time we met we took the money we were supposed spend on creating an improv scene and had one hell of a time in a pub. We got fired but we had a bloody hell of a time. I remember once I was asked if Ewan would ever tone down his drinking. *laughs* God that's a fucking hilarious thought. He's a Scotsman for crying outloud! It's like moving mountains, it'll never happen. Whiskey chasers. God, he drinks me under the table. I also used to share a flat with him back in the day also. How old does that make us sound mate?

That's all for now.

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