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puke all in my belly not for long no [21 May 2009|08:21pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | M u D v A y N e _ not falling ]

today was pretty fucking gay. i forgot i had this pos. i feel like im going to fucking puke. any second. i can feel it. its creeping up my intestins rite this very moment. now its stepping up my asophageous into my windpipe. i feel like ass. anygays. school was fucking SHITTY. then i got home and my parents and friends are being SHITTY. i called vickie and fred cause i forgot to call them niggas back and im waiting for them niggas to return my phone call. im getting another rat ASAP. as soon as i get money. i miss my old rat he was the fucking shit. his real name was twiggy after twiggy ramirez former bassist from marily manson but i fed him so much cake and munchiese that he became not so twiggy.....when he walked his belly drug on the ground. holy shit i miss that guy! i think about him alot because he was just so cool! hed ride around my shoulder all day and we'd get stoned together and play video games together and he was just so super dee duper doooo. but, i want a puppy more. my neighbors have the cutest puppy ive ever seen in my whole life. i got to pet it and hold it today ( : its a border collie but theres something wrong with it causing its body not to grow. so its head is growing but it is attached to these little legs and this little body. its so grate man! lasdjflksdjflkfsdj that guy was so cute and hyper he wrapped around my heart lememem tell ya im going to go puke my fucking guts out i hate myself and i want to die

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U G L Y F U C K I N G C U N T [17 Dec 2004|06:13pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | skinny puppy 'the killing game' ]

yeah i should be looking up someshit for my project on the history of the christmas tree............but do i ever end up doin my work..........no. im workin with some foreign ho and i get stuck doin all the work anyway so fuck it. in first hour j called me boo and i called him a bia. so silly! yee-haw my head fucking hurts. i fell asleep at 5 pm yesterday and didnt get up til 730 the next morhning. i was late for school. i was late for my life.

CHRISTMAS IS FUCKING RETARDED
AND SO IS YOUR MOM




everybody download skinny puppy 'smothered hope' it makes me so fuckin happy.
:):):):):):) not :(:(:(:(:(

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shit that means something to me [05 Oct 2003|07:30pm]
[ mood | thoughtless ]

Matchbook Romance 'Promise'

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything, and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me youll never let me go

and now the stars arent out tonight
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye
these memories cant replace
these wishes i wished, these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when youre gone
left remembering what its like, to have you here with me
i thought you should know..
youre not making this easy

i never thought id be the one to say
please dont, please dont leave me

i feel like i lost everything when youre gone
left remembering what its like, to have you here with me
i thought you should know..
youre not making this easy

youre not making this easy....

take my hand and never let me go
take my hand and never let me go
promise me....
youll never let go
youll never let go
youll never let go
youll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when youre gone
left remembering what its like, to have you here with me
i thought you should know, youre not making this easy

youre not making this easy
youre not making this easy
youre not making this easy
youre not making this easy


so fall asleep tonight, cuz that brings me closer to you


Matchbook Romance 'If All Else Fails'

its a due silence undisturbed
by the sound of her breath
so carefully brush her hair
out of her eyes
in steady sequence one by one
she slips away

so close your eyes and sleep to dream
im by your side no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go, my heart remains with you

and im not sure, what im looking for
but its clear to see..
the purpose of my existence is laying here in front of me

so close your eyes and sleep to dream
im by your side no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go....

and if all else fails
you can look up at the sky
because its the same one
that shines above you and i
and if all else fails
you can close your eyes
and i'll be right beside you
i'll be right by your side

so close your eyes and sleep to dream
im by your side no words to speak
we'll set our course and make it through
no matter how far i go
no matter how much this hurts
i wanted you to know, my heart remains with you

Matchbook Romance 'Lovers and Liars'

lets start out by starting over
what did i expect
youre no good at lying and im no good at comebacks
but youre so untouchable
im oh-so-terrible at this
im terrible at this, you know

dont hold this against me
ive already said im sorry

and i bet, youve got every word i said, memorized in your head
and youll use every one of them, and youll use every one of them against me

dont hold this against me
ive already said im sorry
tell all your friends about me
dont hold this against me
ive already said im sorry

i hope you choke on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me
i realize how many times you tried, but thats wishful thinking
all i want is an apology for what you did and how you treated me
get me far away, or at least as far as this car will take me

tell all your friends about me
tell all your friends about me
tell all your friends about me

dont hold this against me
ive already said im sorry
tell all your friends about me
dont hold this against me
tell all your friends about me
ive already said im sorry
tell all your friends about me

Matchbook Romance 'My Eyes Burn'

my eyes burn from these tears
you think youd learn over these years
good things wont last forever

so what the hell am i suppose to do
you only wanted the things i couldnt give to you
and you had it all anyway

so take, take, everything..
and leave me scrambling
reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place

so take, take, everything..
and leave me scrambling
reaching for something that wasnt there in the first place

tell me im wrong when i say
i cant expect you to spend forever with me
i live for that single moment

sometimes i feel i could drop off the face of the earth
it seems i do more harm than good
and i dont know if its worth me losing sleep over this

Matchbook Romance 'The Greatest Fall [Of All Time]

the hand of my clock strikes two
in times when i got the best of you
we made promises we couldnt keep
and every night we couldnt sleep

i didnt know why but didnt ask questions
because it was the first time in my life, yeah the first time in my life
where i did something right

i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time
i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time

you pick me apart
while i search for witty things to say
(in my defense)
youll never amount to anything anyway
(dont press your luck)
and you think that im impressed with your one night stands
and your contagious kiss
im trying to get this right
yeah, cause im ridiculous like that

i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time
i set myself up for the greatest fall of all time

ill keep this as a constant reminder
of the nights i spent holding onto her
and rest assured im moving on
i miss you less with each day youre gone
youre gone..

Matchbook Romance 'Shadows Like Statues'

lights out
my seat back as far as it will go
casting shadows like statues
im right outside your window
theres no such thing as second chances
theres no such thing
dont bother to explain

youre so beautiful
did you hear a word i said
youre so beautiful
i guess this is what i get

we drive safely, so easily
and words they speak
we seek security
you want another..
but thats the way you cover this
and these tragic nights
in afternoon
sweet disaster
i can still feel you..
as if you were in the room
what is our story and where does it start
i burried you along with my...

hesititaing
tell me it didnt mean anything
its not your choice by tolerance
and i could be careless
but i promise youll feel everything

youre so beautiful
did you hear a word i said
(dont bother to explain)
youre so beautiful
i guess this is what i get
(dont bother to explain)

we drive safely, so easily
and words they speak
we seek security
you want another..
but thats the way you cover this
and these tragic nights
in afternoon
sweet disaster
and i can still feel you..
as if you were in the room
what is our story and where does it start
i burried you along with my heart

i guess this is what i get
(i know, i know, i know, i know...)
i guess this is what i get.
(i know, i know, i know, i know...)

we drive safely, so easily
and words they speak
we seek security
you want another..
but thats the way you cover this
and these tragic nights
in afternoon
sweet disaster
and i can still feel you..
as if you were in the room
what is our story and where does it start
i burried you along with my heart

did you hear a word I said
(did you hear a word I said)
did you hear a word I said
(did you hear a word I said)
YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL
YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL
YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL
I GUESS THIS IS WHAT I GET!

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this is it, you fucks. [09 Jul 2003|09:58am]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | 7 angels 7 plagues ]

i have one of these now. am i fucking special yet

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