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your star - the all-american rejects |
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things are going great. the finally seem to be coming together for me. but sadly falling apart all the same. Brianna told me she's most likely moving to california at the end of this year to live with her dad. my guy situation seems to be going pretty well. theres this guy im beginning to like, and i seem to get to know him better every time we talk. im also becoming more fond of him by the day too, i guess...*sigh* slap me if i'm dreaming...
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[07 Jan 2004|08:33pm] |
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Ice storm! i cant decide if i want to be excited or upset...lol
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[25 Dec 2003|10:01pm] |
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woooo that was a great christmas! i had a great time with my family. i got to see everyone. and i am very excited about the new ish i got....yes well, i FINALLY got a guitar, and i can already play like......12 chords. yay me! anywho! my mommy made me a new duve (with a thingie over the "e") and some pretty curtains to go with, and some pillow shams* and throw pillows and ya, im really happy. i truly hope everyone had a great time with their family and friends today! love!
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| The eve of it all... |
[24 Dec 2003|11:00am] |
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i wanna talk about me - toby keith |
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ya, its christmas eve and im at my moms at the moment. im about to crawl back into my bed because its very cold and im just going to hope that when i wake up, its time for me to go to sleep again. lol. wow anywho, i hope everyone has a good christmas and i will return tomorrow around 9 at night...sound good? eh yea! okay
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| singfest |
[16 Dec 2003|03:57pm] |
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so last night was our choir concert and im so tired i could die....but we did really good! im so happy!
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[12 Dec 2003|06:23pm] |
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i want him back...
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| being average sucks. |
[12 Dec 2003|04:52pm] |
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crap on you |
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other side - red hot chilie peppers |
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i really wish that i could just go to sleep and never wake up...how does that sound, pretty good? im tired of going to school everyday and dealing with all the drama. all the stress from the homework and my damn grades. i really wish i had what i really want right now. and i truly dont think im ever going to get that...just another day in the world of a teenager i guess...
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| What Do I Do? |
[04 Dec 2003|05:48pm] |
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Pinch Me - Barenaked Ladies |
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what should i do? When he calls me tonight, should i tell him how i feel? or should i keep it to myself and keep droping him the usual girly hints just so that he gets the point? should i let him make the first move and play little games with him while he plays them back? or should i just skip all that fun stuff and just tell him what's up? i know he likes me but i dont know if he's ready to tell me about it yet. i know hes totally cool with telling everyone we're both friends with that he likes me, but i have a feeling that hes not comfertable with me knowing yet. even though i do...WOW....
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| My song... |
[04 Dec 2003|05:31pm] |
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
Chorus:I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're My Survival, You're My Living Proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
Chorus
I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll Be your cryin' shoulder
I'll Be love suicide
I'll Be better when I'm older
I'll Be the greatest fan of your life
I'll Be - Edwin McCain
*this song is the best. i hope i find that.
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[03 Dec 2003|06:14pm] |
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Hug me? |
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Wasting My Time - Default |
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right now i just want everything to get better. Bri is going through some really hard times and i feel so bad for her. theres nothing i can do anymore. this is now all up to her and i feel so horrible when she asks me what to do and i dont know what to tell her. i cant tell her what she should do, i can give my opinion on this situation but thats about it. this are too confusing at this point. and then with me, i dont know what the heck is going on. i hardly think some people know what they want. i surly know i dont, i want many things at this point...but i dont know if im ever going to figure out what it is i want the most considering i cant have them all at once. wow...i need a good hug. they're hard to find these days.
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[01 Dec 2003|05:43pm] |
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feel good time. |
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Cowboy Take Me Away - DIXIE Chicks....heh...country rocks? |
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today was great...i found out a lot that i never thought i would hear....at least not this soon. but yay!! and then i stayed after school and hung out with Wendy and Mark and the like...it was great. i love scaring Megan DeFran...she knows how to be scared enough to make me laugh to the point of crying. its great! and then..were not sure why..but mark used my baggie and shot things at people, like skittles, bottle caps, spit, and of course starbursts...good times.
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| rubber ducky is only the one when you have warm water. |
[29 Nov 2003|12:03pm] |
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Hands Clean - Alanis Morissette |
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that was the BEST unwanted cold shower ever. lets just say, i never really got used to the water.
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[28 Nov 2003|11:57am] |
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if you're happy and you know it |
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im watching shrek!!
you know you want to be over here RIGHT now. watching Shrek and Donkey in action.
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[28 Nov 2003|11:04am] |
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the scientist - coldplay |
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i have to go to school today to finish the staff pages in the yearbook. deadlines suck, and so does our lovely teacher....ANYWHO. today's gonna be interesting. i need my Bri but i cant call her until tonight or tomorrow....GRR. i hope shes having fun.
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[27 Nov 2003|10:59am] |
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way too deep - sixwire |
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thanksgiving is the best. im all about the after-dinner talks i have with my family....looking back on the good times. i miss being in cali, a lot.
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[18 Nov 2003|05:13pm] |
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Kiss me. |
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Fall back down - Rancid |
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why you gotta go and do that
every time we get in a fight
why not just ask me whats up
why run off and talk shit
what makes you think you have the right?
im not sure it'll work
how can i be sure you're worth it
how can you be sure im worth it
just go away and give me my time to think
i need to make sure you're worth it.
Bitch, Please!
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[17 Nov 2003|06:10pm] |
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kiss from a rose - Seal |
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I GOT A 77 ON MY MATH TEST TODAY....but i didnt do so hot on my Chem test....eh hem....ANYWHO! today was an over all good day. i laughed a lot (yay, i've missed that)....guys are good too....heh, yay!
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[15 Nov 2003|08:34pm] |
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Lean On Me!!!! |
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so i woke up at about 7 this morning and went out and planted some trees, then i went home, showered again (i happened to get a bit muddy....just a bit....lol, try a lot.), then i went to safeway at one and i stayed there til five to collect food for the canned food drive....we got 1255 cans.....in one day...from safeway....then at zupans, we collected about 800 or so, and for this past week, our students only brought in 100 cans. our school sucks! and OC will beat us this year. i really wish people cared, and about the people we'll be helping out by getting all these cans. i really hope that if you're from WLHS that you realize how much more our community cares about helping people than we do. please bring in cans, it would make me feel a lot better about our school as a whole.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!!!
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| i gots the sniffles |
[14 Nov 2003|08:31pm] |
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gotta have faith |
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Stacy's Mom by Fountains Of Wayne(you gotta love that song) |
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well, i've decided that im going to make the best of my few weeks i have ahead of me that i happen to be grounded for. im not going to be a bitch, im not going to break the rules. i have been trying to change my grades, but just not hard enough, but now that i have the willpower, i will get through it and i will get my grades back up! i gots faith in myself!
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