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[12 Aug 2004|01:27pm]
Okay...this is my final update on this Blurty. I might get another one, but I don't know. I just don't have the time to keep two journals going (this one and my ). So my friends, check me out on LJ..if you want to. Oh, but my journal is "friends only" on there so..ya know. But I'll add anyone from Blurty over there. Anyway....If you wanna be added to my LJ, just let meh know. More people read it over there anyway (God knows how much I like getting comments! lol) and stuff so..ya know. Well...peace out and rock on...and Nirvana rocks. *kill courtney*...c ya! love all my memories here and stuff. Who knows? I might update some other time. God, I'm writing this like I'm writing my will or something. lol. Well...c ya LJ hopefully!!!

~bye heavensangel000~

PS: My username on LJ is cobain_fetus.
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Hi. [15 Jul 2004|08:47pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Greenday ]

The freak has returned another day. Well basically, inspired only by my older entries on here, I have decided to write. Oh and my old entries are so fucking stupid, don't bother reading them. Please. I'll have to kill you. lol. Yeah but they are SO fucking stupid. None of that crap I said was fucking true. I was just a stupid 12 year old freak that decided to get a Blurty. Bad idea.

Okay. I hope this sounds a little better than the crap I wrote in here before. Anyway, we went to Phoenix the other night. It sucked, pretty much. Here's the order of events:

Basically, I woke up around 10:30 or so...(the wee hours of the morning! lol) anyway...I woke up, and got my lazy ass out of bed and got dressed...decently lol. Then I came in here, burned a CD I listened to alot on the way up there. During this time period, I was informed that muh grandpa was going to go, which I found pretty cool because he never really goes anywhere unless he absolutely has to. Anyway, we left about 30 minutes after I got up, and crap. The ride up there was so boring because everything in the desert is fucking monotonous (I probably spelled that wrong). Seriously. I didn't eat before we went, so when we got to Fazoli's (the best fucking italian restaurant in the world...or at least America) I had pizza for breakfast. It was good. Then we piled back into the car...me pushed over to one side, in the back, head hitting the plastic parts on the door (lol) and headed 4 the mall. That mall was crowded. God, I was getting like fucking...stampeded by toddlers with parents 10 feet behind them. Anyway, we didn't stay long, but I went in Virgin Megastore looking for a CD and they didn't have it...which was great....and I got pissed off because you cannot shop with my dad....I'm serious. It's impossible. Anyway, we went to Target, and I got a Puddle of Mudd CD cuz I was bored lol. then we went to McDonalds for this car show thing they have and it was WAY too fucking hot to do anything, so we left there and went to Cracker Barrel which kicked ass. That was it. Yeah.

I hate my life....

Did you know I'm suicidal??

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Hi. [15 Jul 2004|08:45pm]
The freak has returned another day. Well basically, inspired only by my older entries on here, I have decided to write. Oh and my old entries are so fucking stupid, don't bother reading them. Please. I'll have to kill you. lol. Yeah but they are SO fucking stupid. None of that crap I said was fucking true. I was just a stupid 12 year old freak that decided to get a Blurty. Bad idea.

Okay. I hope this sounds a little better than the crap I wrote in here before. Anyway, we went to Phoenix the other night. It sucked, pretty much. Here's the order of events:

Basically, I woke up around 10:30 or so...(the wee hours of the morning! lol) anyway...I woke up, and got my lazy ass out of bed and got dressed...decently lol. Then I came in here, burned a CD I listened to alot on the way up there. During this time period, I was informed that muh grandpa was going to go, which I found pretty cool because he never really goes anywhere unless he absolutely has to. Anyway, we left about 30 minutes after I got up, and crap. The ride up there was so boring because everything in the desert is fucking monotonous (I probably spelled that wrong). Seriously. I didn't eat before we went, so when we got to Fazoli's (the best fucking italian restaurant in the world...or at least America) I had pizza for breakfast. It was good. Then we piled back into the car...me pushed over to one side, in the back, head hitting the plastic parts on the door (lol) and headed 4 the mall. That mall was crowded. God, I was getting like fucking...stampeded by toddlers with parents 10 feet behind them. Anyway, we didn't stay long, but I went in Virgin Megastore looking for a CD and they didn't have it...which was great....and I got pissed off because you cannot shop with my dad....I'm serious. It's impossible. Anyway, we went to Target, and I got a Puddle of Mudd CD cuz I was bored lol. then we went to McDonalds for this car show thing they have and it was WAY too fucking hot to do anything, so we left there and went to Cracker Barrel which kicked ass. That was it. Yeah.

I hate my life....

Did you know I'm suicidal??
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Hello [14 Jul 2004|09:34pm]
I know the band Nirvana has already been claimed. However, the person who claimed Nirvana has never updated their journal...Ever. Since this is the case, I was wondering if I could claim Nirvana. If thats not possible or if it is, please comment in my journal and let me know if I can claim them. Thanks! I would really appriciate it! :-)

~heavensangel000~
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Guess what!?! [14 Jul 2004|09:28pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Nirvana ~ "Dumb" ]

OMG! It's actually fucking happening. I'm going to Palm Springs! I was thinking nothing was going to happen this summer, but it probably will. I guess I really AM going to Palm Springs in about two weeks!!


WEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.

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Little erm...Quiz-type things.... [14 Jul 2004|08:26pm]
What Nirvana Song Are You? by xnirvanafreak94x
Name
Age
Username
SongFrances Farmer will have Her Revenge on Seattle
AlbumNevermind
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Which Nirvana song is your life most like by the_urkin_army
Name
Age
Birthday
do you smell like teen spirit?
Your songHeart-Shaped Box
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!


Heart Shaped Box makes me cry :'-( Oh well lol

What Nirvana Song Lyrics Fit You? by Shano
First Name:
Age:
Favorite Band Member:
Song Lyrics:"shes over-board and self assured"
Member your modeled after:Krist Novoselic
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Nirvana Fan by dark_star3426
LJ Username
Age
Instrument you play
Who do you like in the band?Kurt Cobain
Number of albums you own by Nirvana4
Favorite Nirvana SongRape Me
Favorite AlbumIncesticide
How much you listen to Nirvana everyday: 89%
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

:-D YAY! lol. Thats so right....except I own more Nirvana albums than 4....
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I'd like it alot better if only guys liked Nirvana............ [01 Jul 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Nirvana ]

Yeah. I can agree with the one person who once said Its not Nirvana that sucks, its Nirvana's fans. Could that possibly be more true? Seriously. Sometimes I wonder why the world keeps talking about him. Obviously, he didn't like it then, and wouldn't like it now, so please, shut the hell up. Courtney Love is a fucking bitch. I am so fucking pissed off at her, it makes me want to cry. THANK YOU DAVE GROHL AND THANK YOU KRIST NOVOSELIC, THANK YOU SO MUCH, FOR SAYING SHE IS INSANE. GOD! Whoever said she was sane, needs to wake the fuck up. You can fucking tell she's a psychopathic freak just by LOOKING at her. Its so obvious. I wish she would take just a little too much heroin to overdose. The only reason I wouldn't wish that is for thier daughter. But who would want HER as a mother? I would kill myself if I had to look at that anorexic slut everyday of my fucking life. I just hope Frances doesn't grow up to be like her "mother". I think we should get a bunch of Nirvana fans (that wouldn't take long) and go to a Courtney Love concert and quickly become an angry mob, and murder her. I hate her so much.......maybe not as much as I hate Nirvana's fans. Okay so thats tonights topic and conclusion, I HATE NIRVANA'S FUCKING FANS. Goodbye, friends!

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[23 Jun 2004|08:30pm]
Nirvana
Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!


What genre of rock are you?
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[17 Jun 2004|07:44pm]
I LOVE COBAIN SO MUCH, I CRIED AGAIN LAST NIGHT.
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Layout [17 Jun 2004|12:47pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | none ]

Just built a new layout...featuring Dave Grohl. Its pretty kewl, but it takes SO long to load, that its possible people will leave before its finished. :( I hope not. Anyway, I'll ttyl.


~meH*

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.... [13 Jun 2004|10:23pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | some cheesy TV movie ]

I feel wierd. I have no idea why. There is nothing to feel wierd about. Maxine called and ever since then, I've felt odd. It sucks. I hate this feeling. *Sigh* Today we went to Blockbuster and Subway. How fun. This town sucks. There is nothing here. Everything about this town sucks. Its depressing. When you have no friends, nowhere to go, it makes it real easy. I have NO friends. I really need a best friend. I hate my life. I need someone I can trust, someone I can talk to, have fun with. But instead I'm resorting to the internet, sitting by myself being bored, lost and alone. I hate my life. Haven't I already said that? I hate my life. I hate my town. I hate this town so much. Its a hole in the desert with hot weather and nothing to fucking do. I HATE my damn town. I hate it here. I hate it. I need a friend. I really do. I need to make a good friend who isn't on the net. I have no future here. This fucking town has made my allergies worse, and dad doesn't want to admit he made a mistake, so he goes "no they are better". Well how would you know if you don't have any damned allergies? GOD! And to make matters worse, I feel tired all the time, half sick and gross. I hate this. I hope I'm not falling into serious depression. This town is lost. Don't live here. There is nothing to do and if there was, it would be too hot anyway. Don't live here.
On a somewhat happier note, I finally got my layout done. Yes, the big complicated one with iFrames!! :-) yes! All my links are moved, my website has taken on a whole new look and I couldn't be more happy. I've been meaning to change it around for quite sometime now, and I finally did it. It was alot of work moving all 40-some of my links and trying to figure out iFrames. Katie did it for me, and I'm almost positive I understand it now. Thats good. Thanx again!!! You can check out the new look anytime by clicking the link labeled "Chicken-Chick" above. lol. I WORKED HARD SO YOU BETTER LOOK AT IT!!! lol
Oddly enough (cough cough) I've been wanting to go out and hang with the posers who call themselves punk, and vandalize and paintball stuff. I don't know. lol. I'm s-l-o-w-l-y slipping away. lol jk. Anyway, it does sound fun. I was reading in this book once, how Kurt got arrested for vandalizing something, and for an unpaid fine, and spent 8 days in jail! Poor baby! lol. They said the contents of his pockets, one item being beer, and I can't remember the rest. Ya know, even tho I wanna go out and bother stuff and vandalize stuff, I want to remain drug and alcohol free.....now is that wierd or not? Ah hell, thats me, the southern, vegetarian, goth.
Another good thing that has happened to me lately is that I've been downloading GREAT stuff on Limewire. I really recommend this program. Its awesome. Its a file sharing program. I'm mostly downloading music and music videos. I don't see any problem with downloading older music videos that you haven't seen if there is no other way to get them. To prove my point, there is no way, and nothing on record showing that there is any recording of every Nirvana video. There was this thing on Ebay, it was killer...it was a DVD of all Nirvana videos, but someone bought it.....secretly, I have a feeling that the seller made it themselves, and jacked the price up and sold it to someone. I was gonna get it, but I forget why I didn't. Oh well.
Oh well. This is a long entry. But thats whats on my mind right now. Oh yeah, and to relieve my stress, I want to say the following: I LOVE KURT COBAIN SO MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIM. *sigh* that helped a lil.

~meH*

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Jokes! [08 Jun 2004|06:47pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | none ]

I'm on a joke rampage. I want my Strive. To Humor Daily newsletter back!!!! They stoled it. Heheheheh. *sarcasm on the stoled* Anyway, I added some new junk to my site, but I can't bring myself to work on the link exchanges. I dunno. I guess I'll find a CSS code for it so maybe it'll work. *Sigh* I need to make a new layout and everything. Which reminds me that I have tons of layouts to finish. I start all these layouts, one of which is ALMOST done, but not quite. Never shake your head and then leave it in the same position for about 90 minutes. It HURTS. Its been stiff for like 3 days, and then it quit, then I took my hair down and shook it to make it loosen up, and my neck is killing me and its making me feel so sick. Not to mention, Aunt Flo decided to show up today, so I felt like I was gonna die this morning, now with a sick head, stiff neck and Aunt Flo, it doesn't feel too good to be honest. *Sigh* The other day I get this box in the mail and I was completely stumped as to who would send me a box. So I was staring at the lid and eventually came to the conclusion that it wasn't from someone, but from some place. Still, I was confused. (This is an odd story......) So I tried to think of what could be in the box (Pandora's box! lol jk) and I opened it up and guess what? Dad had bought me an H.R. PUFNSTUF Bobblehead! lmao! I was completely shocked! lol I drew a picture of it today, and its really not that bad. Pufnstuf is easy to draw tho lol. I'll take a picture of it real quick and post it in here. Hang on a sec, gotta go do that lol. Brb. Okay its not working and I don't feel like uploading it, so ttyl.

~meH*

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Pissed OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [06 Jun 2004|09:26pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | NIRVANA! ]

*Scream of sheer outrage* *screams again* GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know what pisses me off more than anything else in this world? FAKE PREPS THAT "LOVE" KURT COBAIN! O-m-f-g.....I swear....I will fucking kill anyone who says they "love" kurt and don't know a fucking thing about him. GRR! *so mad she's speechless* Go on you little fucking preps and call out your fucking love. oh yes the world really cares! It makes me SOOOOOOO fucking mad I can't even explain it..........it pisses me off. I want Kurt for my own too, you fucking whore, but you ain't gonna get him. sorry. I hope you know how much you have pissed me off, although you probably don't care, because your precious GUCCI bag is missing....*aww* *whine* I feel so brokenhearted...oh yeah, I only paid 500 bucks too much for the fucking thing....*cry*......use your little fucking website to express your fucking need for Kurt to be able to breathe....honestly......i SWEAR! GOD! I haven't been this pissed in a LONG FUCKING TIME! I was having a decent evening, feelin pretty good, and then WHAM. Little fucking jolly-ass, whore had to come along carrying her prada bag and wearing her gucci sunglasses and say,"Oh um...I love Kurt Cobain! Yeah I uh do! I have like one CD...uh I need 7 more...uh..I have a book too...yeah!" WELL THATS FUCKING GREAT FOR YOU, BITCH! I'm thrilled to death to know that you have a god-damned nirvana cd and a book. *joy* yeah...so uh....had a decent day...but why can't people like this GET THE FUCK OFF THIS PLANET! WHY THE HELL MUST YOU SHARE YOUR OBSESSION WITH THE WORLD!?! DID WE ASK!?! DO WE CARE?!! I'm so so PISSED OFF.

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Journal Makeover [05 Jun 2004|07:51pm]
YAY! Hehe. I just got a new layout for my journal, and I LOVE IT! I'm gonna give credit. Anyway, it looks GREAT! :--D Trying to find something to get a picture of. Its so hard since I've taken pix of everything under the sun lol. I gotta go. C ya.


~meH*
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Big 30 Test Results [30 May 2004|10:34pm]
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||| 26%
Aggressiveness ||||||||| 22%
Assertiveness |||||||||||| 34%
Activity Level ||||||||| 30%
Excitement-Seeking ||||||||| 30%
Enthusiasm ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Extroversion |||||||||||| 34%
Trust ||||||||||||||| 46%
Morality |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Modesty |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Friendliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Confidence |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Neatness |||||| 18%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Volatility |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Depression ||||||||||||||| 46%
Self-Consciousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||| 38%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 48%
Imagination ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||| 46%
Introspection |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Intellect ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Liberalism ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 58%
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Digital Camera [30 May 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Blink 182 ]

The digital camera snapped out of it and works great!!!!!!! Thats excellent!! I'm gonna have Z take a picture of meh to send to Katie! yay! I took one of myself but i was looking totally crazy. I called Beasley and Father....told father the cam is great (maybe cindy isn't as bad as I thought...*still skeptical* lol) and beasley told me some scary stuff. She made out w/ this guy and Ashley B. might be PREGNANT! Holy shit! Thats like so funny. lol. If she is, we hope she's having quintuplits or whatever it is. Its so annoying. Mary is a fucking slut. She gave head to 2 RANDOM guys!!!!! Thats so disgusting. *Puke* I miss Beasley, I want her to come see me!! I know she never would, well SHE would, but she can't. *sigh* Summer vacation is still just as boring. Oh yeah, that sick band Yellowcard made some covers of Nirvana songs and they SUCK!!! Its like so disgusting. They can't sing, play guitar, or do anything. I'd wouldn't be surprised if they didn't write a single damn song on their whole pathetic album. It really wouldn't surprise me. Really. They are untalented. I mean, if you had to resort to covering old bands songs to make yourselves more popular, then that is pretty fucking bad. I mean, Nirvana wrote all of their songs, and they are very talented. Not just Kurt, Dave and Krist also. They are so amazing. I love them. It just pisses me off that Yellowcard could do that! God!! As if I didn't hate their preppy-giddy-pop-"rock" (rock doesn't belong anywhere close to their name) enough. Well Love ya journal!!! C yah!!! At least the digital camera workx!!!!!! :D C ya later.

~meH*

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Another Complaint. [29 May 2004|03:50pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Nirvana ~ "Drain You" ]

Okay, there are alot of Kurt Cobain fans out there. Alot. Well the thing is, is that most of them spend their time mourning the loss of him. There are communities on this thing who take his lyrics way to seriously and to heart, and try to make their life miserable. I love Kurt Cobain, and I just want him to be happy. So I try to only think of him in a good light, and about the times he did have fun here, and not about the times when he was depressed. I cried everyday for 2 straight weeks over it. I know, its sad. But get over it. What is crying going to do!?! His loss didn't stop Krist and Dave, so why the hell should it stop you? Yeah. Exactly.
Another thing. People should stop thinking Courtney Love killed Kurt. She didn't. Although I hate her, cannot stand her "music" and think she is a total whore, I know she didn't kill Kurt. Everyone who thinks that is just a skeptic. They refuse to believe the truth. Well I've read his journal, in his handwriting, and he had attempted suicide before the real thing happened. As far as his suicide note goes, I've read that in his handwriting, and when Courtney read it aloud, she was a total fucking bitch about it. Anyway, STOP your mourning and unconvincing opinions, and your "beliefs" that Courtney killed Kurt. Its annoying and its not doing a damn thing. Kurt wouldn't like it anyway.
*Sigh* Thats it. Needed to get that out. Now off to work on link exchanges or something. Yeah.

~meH*

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I think........ [27 May 2004|08:20pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Nirvana ~ "Polly" ]

I just wanted to post the lyrics of a few of my favorite songs. My opinions on the songs vary. I don't think everyone would agree with me, but I don't know! lol. Anyway, here they are:
NIRVANA ~ "BIG CHEESE"
Big cheese Make me
Mine says "Go to the office"
Big cheese Make me
Mine says "What'd it (I) say?" (live: Bloody Hell)
Black is black no trading back
Need more enemies
Show you all what a man is
Big lies Make my
Mine says "Go to the office"
Big cheese Make me
Message? What is it?
Black is black no trading back
Need more enemies
She is glue how are you? (glue = good)
Ohhhhh nice (night) (right)
NIRVANA ~ "COME AS YOU ARE"
Come as you are as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend as a friend as an old enemy
Take your time hurry up
The choice is your don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria
Come dowsed in mud soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend as a friend as an old memoria
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
NIRVANA~ "DUMB"
Come as you are as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend as a friend as an old enemy
Take your time hurry up
The choice is your don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria
Come dowsed in mud soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend as a friend as an old memoria
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun
NIRVANA ~ "POLLY"
Polly wants a cracker
Think I should get off of her first
I think she wants some water
To put out the blow torch
It isn't me
We have some seed
Let me clip
Your dirty wings
Let me take a ride
Don't hurt yourself
I want some help
To help myself
I've got some rope
You have been told
I promise you
I have been true
Let me take a ride
Don't hurt yourself
I want some help
To help myself
Polly wants a cracker
Maybe she would like more food
She asks me to untie her
A chase would be nice for a few
Polly says her back hurts
And she's just as bored as me
She caught me off my guard
It amazes me, the will of instinct
EMINEM ~ "STAN"
Chorus: Dido

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
it's not so bad..

1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background
2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,
just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,
four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Stan -- P.S.
We should be together too

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem as 'Stan']
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; {*screaming*} Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out?
{*car tires squeal*} {*CRASH*}
.. {*brief silence*} .. {*LOUD splash*}

{Chorus: Dido}

[Eminem]
Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
and here's an autograph for your brother,
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,
c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid
and in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about, his name was.. it was you
Damn!
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K, thats all for now lol.

~meH*

lost?

Really. lol [27 May 2004|04:32pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | none ]

Yeah so summer vacation has been really boring lately. Probably going to be like this all summer. I was hoping something fun would come out of this, but its not. Same old, same old. All we do is sleep, eat, sleep, eat. Boring. Dragging. Hot. Really. lol. I have so much to do w/ my website. >:-( (angry me) I think I'm going to put her on hiatus until I either get my work done or I feel like doing it. But either way, she is probably going on hiatus. I g2g. Ttyl. I love you, Kurt!!!!! *kiss* lol yeah

~meH*

lost?

Rape me. jk lol [20 May 2004|02:28pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Nirvana - "Scentless Apprentice" ]

SCHOOL IS OVER. There is a God! hehe. Anyway, yeah, schools over, so that means I'm free to sleep in everyday for the next few months! :-D! I am gonna miss my teacher, the guy was awesome. He was a friend to everyone and always made us smile. But, I'm glad it over. I'm going to the mall on Sunday. Maybe whats-his-name will be at Hot Topic! ;-) That guy is HOT. Well I'm gonna go. Luv ya. C ya later.

~meH*

lost?

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