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    Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
    4:01 pm
    Scrambled thoughts..
    It's been almost 2 mo nths since Dan and I broke up. We usually get back together but this time we aren't going to. I talked to him the other day and he tells me something to make me feel horrible and then it was all a joke.why would he do that? I asked him if he was still with Heather and he said no but who knows? He wouldn't talk about us or anything. I asked him if he just didn't love me anymore and he said he sitll did but he wasn't going to talk about it. It's really frustrating and im really not looking forward to this whole Christmas thing because I know I will be so miserable. It would be so awesome if we got back together before Christmas and if that was the only thing I got I would be satisfied. I just can't picture my life without him. But since he's left me I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything. Why would he tell me he still loves me and then not talk to me for days at a time. For awhile he would come and see me every weekend and he spent the night with me like 2 weeks ago but then after 2 or 3 days he stopped talking to me. It's really hard IDK I just h ope we get back together real soon because I really can't stand not having him around...

    Current Mood: scared
    Current Music: Nikelback-Someday (To Dan)
    4:01 pm
    Scrambled thoughts..
    It's been almost 2 mo nths since Dan and I broke up. We usually get back together but this time we aren't going to. I talked to him the other day and he tells me something to make me feel horrible and then it was all a joke.why would he do that? I asked him if he was still with Heather and he said no but who knows? He wouldn't talk about us or anything. I asked him if he just didn't love me anymore and he said he sitll did but he wasn't going to talk about it. It's really frustrating and im really not looking forward to this whole Christmas thing because I know I will be so miserable. It would be so awesome if we got back together before Christmas and if that was the only thing I got I would be satisfied. I just can't picture my life without him. But since he's left me I don't feel good enough for anyone or anything. Why would he tell me he still loves me and then not talk to me for days at a time. For awhile he would come and see me every weekend and he spent the night with me like 2 weeks ago but then after 2 or 3 days he stopped talking to me. It's really hard IDK I just h ope we get back together real soon because I really can't stand not having him around...

    Current Mood: scared
    Current Music: Enrique Iglesius -addicted
    Monday, April 14th, 2003
    2:30 am
    Gosh Im so fucking aggervated. I was sitting here and Danny starts bitching at me because he can't find the N64. I want to get drunk but NO I can't because I have people pissing me off. Ugh being so immature and I can't fucking stand it . Urghhrr SOMEONE SAVE ME! Dannys singing and being dumb and it gets ANNOYING AS FUCK!! Okay well Im gonna go call Cammie so later!

    Current Mood: drunk
    Current Music: 50 Cent-Nobody likes me
    Saturday, April 12th, 2003
    3:39 pm
    More Bitching to do!
    Okay so I made plans with my friend Cammie tonight to hangout and drink. Cammie is my boyfriend's cousin and for some reason he don't like when we hangout. He says we act "retarded" when we hang out together and I should cancel my plans with her. So I said maybe we should just not talk tonight then he gets all pissed at me. Everyone acts a LITTLE different around their friends...Especially him. It's not like we don't invite him to chill with us. It makes no sense to me. IDK sometimes I feel like maybe he can just go find someone better than me...almost like im not good enough for him because I have friends.

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Avril Lavigne-Losing Grip
    3:19 pm
    Ugh
    Im on the phone with my baby! Yay! But im so damn aggervated and I don't know why?¿ I just got up this morning feeling like today was going to be a bitchy day. Im bored out of my mind, my room needs to be cleaned and I just don't feel like doing it. Maybe I need to get out of my house cause Im real sick of just sitting here. I was suposed to go get my job today but no I didn't get up in time to do everything that had to be done. Maybe Ill stop bitching about stupid shit and focus on the important things. What do you think? Sound like a plan?

    Current Mood: annoyed
    Current Music: 50 CENT-21 questions
    4:37 am
    Something New
    Im gettin' really sick of the perverted people on FTJ ...so I decided to find a new way to meet people to talk to on-line just online friends NOTHIG MORE. I don't know what to write?¿ Im growin more and more closer to my bf everyday...I THINK. I love him bunches he means so much to me. I don't know what I would do without him...I could spend the rest of my life with him. I think that kind of scares us both cause we are both young but Im younger than him and Ive never felt like this EVER! We've been together 1 year and 9 months on the 18th...That's awhile...If you know me. Hes the most important thing in my life right now and he always will be as long as we're together and even if it ever comes down to us not spending our life together I will NEVER forget him because he's my first REAL love and he will always be in my heart...ALWAYS! I love you baby!!!

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: 50 CENT-I smell Pussy
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