| in my eyes youre the only indescribable one i see |
[09 Apr 2003|06:38pm] |
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i neeeed s'more friends on this journal so please add me and ill add you back<3
im tara. fifteen gonna be sixteen may 21st. livin' in old bridge, new jersey. not that great of a town although i have seen some amazing shows. yep :)
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| i le le loveee you |
[03 Apr 2003|06:26pm] |
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baltimore, maryland tomorow :)
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[27 Mar 2003|08:00pm] |
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english papers really suck butt :( especially ones given by mrs. lamb. ewwwwy
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| lately ive been wishing i had one desire |
[26 Mar 2003|07:05pm] |
you're "a perfect sonnet". you are still
searching for someone that's perfect for you,
and until you find that person you wish
horrible, horrible things would happen to
everyone that's in love.
which bright eyes' song are you?
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| a song to pass the time//bright eyes |
[25 Mar 2003|09:45pm] |
There is a middle-aged woman dragging her feet.
She carries baskets of clothes to a laundromat.
While the Mexican children kick rocks into the street
and they laugh in a language I don't understand.
But I love them.
Why do I love them?
So the neighborhood is dimming as I smoke on the porch
and watch the people as they pass enclosed inside their cars.
And on their faces just anger or disappointment.
I start wishing there was something I could offer them.
A consolation, what could I offer them?
When they are sad in their suburbs robots water the lawn
and everything they touch gets dusted spotless.
So they start to believe that they haven't touched anything at all.
While the cars in the driveway only multiply.
They are lost in their houses.
I have heard them sing in the shower
and making speeches to their sister on the telephone.
Saying, You come home.
Darling, you come here.
Don't stay so far away from me.
This weather has me wanting love more tangible.
Something I can hold because it's getting cold.
So lets hold up our fists to the flame in the sky
to block out the light that is reaching for our eyes
because it would blind us. It will blind us.
Now I have locked my actions in the grooves of routine.
So I may never be free of this apathy.
But I wait for a letter that is coming to me.
She sends me pictures of the ocean in an envelope.
So there still is hope.
Yes, I can be healed.
There is someone looking for what I concealed in my secret drawer,
in my pockets deep,
you will find the reasons that I can't sleep and you will still want me.
But will you still want me?
Well, I say come for the week.
You can sleep in my bed.
And then pass through my life like a dream through my head.
It will be easy. I will make it easy.
But all I have for the moment is a song to pass the time.
A melody to keep me from worrying.
Oh, some simple progression to keep my fingers busy.
And some words that are sure to come back to me and they will be laughing.
My mediocrity. My mediocrity.
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| settle for a few brief moments |
[25 Mar 2003|07:59pm] |
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bright eyes//a perfect sonnet |
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conor oberst is an effing sexxy biotch. dont you aggree? hehe oh boy. i go through icons like there's no tomorow.
bright eyes is rockin<3
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| word. |
[23 Mar 2003|09:11pm] |
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eminem + Kim |
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listens to old school eminem, like whoah. he's my effing wanksta. hell yes biotch. ha that all was completley random. and no im not a poseur just like different types of music thank u very much
lates <3
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| i thought this was really effing sweet |
[22 Mar 2003|11:19pm] |
RsXs135: my body misses yours
vividxdreamer: awww <3 mine too deary
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| a song for my mood |
[21 Mar 2003|10:42pm] |
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how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
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[20 Mar 2003|03:55pm] |
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element 101 + to whom it may concern |
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Hello, I have this feeling yeah, I'm a little down these days don't really even know why
Bring me the words that I need
Won't you please be my tele- please be my telephone
Try to hold things all together,
please don't let it be this way baby
Be careful what you say, actions will make words blush
Now I really wanna fight control
Hello, I have this feeling yeah
I'm a little down these days, don't really even know why
Bring me the words that I need
Won't you please be my tele- please by my telephone
Beautiful to me are all the things I see in a new day
The wonders of this life surpass brilliancy
Say what, can you get a hold on me?
Even thought I might now know what
tomorrow's going to tell me
Today my mind will grow because of what I'm shwon
Let be what you see in me
In silence and subtlety he says,
don't go away I really want to
Stay in silence and subtletly and he says
Maybe I'll call you later on in
Silence and subtlety he says, don't go away I really want to
Stay in silence and subtley and he says
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| life sucks so bad makes ya wanna die whoah but you get by |
[20 Mar 2003|03:31pm] |
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this journal soon shall be friends only so add me fuckers<3
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| fuck you, fuck you, youre cool. |
[18 Mar 2003|07:23pm] |
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fuck you. why the fuck do you always persist to instigate small fights over stupid things. i try my fucking hardest to be nice to you. but over a fucking computer. grow the fuck up. leave mother alone and go fucking kill yerself. telling our mother to slit her throat. what the fuck? jesus christ. dysfunctional famlies. cant take this anymore. shut the fuck up. bitch and stop overreacting. ill show you a real fucking problem. oh god grow up.
ps. im sorry =(
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| completly and utterly random. |
[18 Mar 2003|05:02pm] |
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there's this boy in my school that looks exactly like osama bin laden. like whoah. who knows maybe its one of his kids or something he does have about 50. what a fucker (literally) ewwwwy. he's ugly!!
i was talking to mikey the other day and i saw this kid. oh god was i skurred.
me: mikey, look its osama bin laden.
mikey: omg where?
hah yeah thats mikey for ya. oh yeah and im not mad at you. i just felt like shit today and wasn't too happy, so yeah you kind of upsetted me more with your comment but youre forgiven.
lates
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| we wont let the good times fade away |
[16 Mar 2003|04:02pm] |
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went to battle of the bands last night at birch hill. great times. there was one band that i particularly thought was amazing <3
also new icon. comment if ya like.
check out the years gone by @ www.theyearsgoneby.cjb.net
-amazing band
-amazing lyrics
-amazing sound
+ the bassist is a freakin hottie
<3
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| youre the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me. |
[15 Mar 2003|10:16am] |
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you're the words that come out easy and i am speechless at best your star it seems to shine above the rest you're the face before the cameras the smile i'd like to earn the closest thing to perfect in a hollywood to burn your the beauty that is deeper than than eyes can merely see the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and i'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on and i'd love to be the friend you call when things are great you're the dream that hasn't ended and i'm still anxious for rest your words they seem to hang above my head you're the bud before the flower unfurls into full bloom captivating beauty but it may be all too soon you're the song that writes a story but leaves a lot to read the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and like i really deserve a chance to sit across a table and tell you that i think you're wonderful and i think you're something special i guess this is my only chance to say i wish i knew you because i'm sure you're wonderful if i'd get to know you.
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| speaking of small penis, i mean ex boyfriend. |
[13 Mar 2003|11:18pm] |
vividxdreamer: hahha he had like a penis/vagina.
vividxdreamer: so small it couldve formed a vagina.
vividxdreamer: ya never know.
hopelessnature: lol u really don;t
vividxdreamer: hahaha omg. what if he's realy a girl but got a guy change?
vividxdreamer: wait i dont think u could grow a penis. or they could give u a penis.
hopelessnature: i think they can give it to u...not usre
vividxdreamer: actually wait why yes. i have heard of the miracle penis grow.
vividxdreamer: damnit why didnt he use it after he had the 4 inches. he couldve added s'more on to it.
hopelessnature: lol
hopelessnature: dear lord u are so going to hell
vividxdreamer: heheh arent we all >:o
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| out of sight, out of mind, out of reach. |
[13 Mar 2003|05:12pm] |
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just some random thoughs: i have absolutley no feelings at all. its been so effin weird lately. today in school i was asked by a couple people if i was upset and well i answered no, only because there's no reason for me to be upset. Now, just thinking about it i have no idea how im feeling at all anymore. anybody ever feel like that? i duno this is just so awkward for me because i almost always know how im feeling. i mean i have no reason to be happy, but yet no reason to be sad. its soo weird. i want to be sad only because there's nothing to be happy about. ok gonna stop there because this is getting realy confusing. its extremely hard to explain!
anywho ive just been realy fucking lonley, and im sick of complaining and bitching about that because its not gonna get me anywhere. boys from old bridge realy suck! they just all seem the same. assholes!! but then again thats most guys. ack. i want a nicee long loving relationship where the boy takes me out to dinner and we walk along the boardwalk of a beach watching the sunset over the horizon. *sigh* im such a hopeless romantic...well im out
xo
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| we wont stand for hazy eyes anymore |
[12 Mar 2003|04:30pm] |
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havent updated in a lil while, like whoah.
nothing too good on the agenda for today, except i have choir tonight. tomorow i have to stay after school to finish a spanish test and friday is the lock in. wooo! this week has gone by pretty quick, i spose my lack of school. haha i stayed home yesterday, and nope im not sick just lazy! *teehee*
anywho still no special guy in my life. eeek why me? eh not gonna get too much into it. well because i dont want to be one of those annoying journal people who bitches and complains. ack. till later <3
x to the mutha fuckin o
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| thought this was funny |
[09 Mar 2003|02:32am] |
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 You Get Off on Hansel and Gretel!You're both lost in the woods: two unchaperoned virgins neglected by their parents and free to play doctor... But that jealous witch tries to upset your plans! Or maybe it's a morality tale about being a bit too greedy for a nibble on someone's sugar shack, and getting your goose cooked as a result? Then again, you could be confusing your lust for food with plain old lust. What Fairy Tale Gets *You* Off?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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