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-it's only you- [14 Jun 2004|08:57pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | hilary duff::can't do the math ]

lalala

just sitting here listening to music and talking to ppl!! well philip and j-mo! like nobody is on...well they are but they are away which really sucks!!! but im at my grandmas too!

man this brings back memories...cuz the last time i updated my blurty and i was at my grandmas house i was depressed over ian!! gosh i spent like my whole christmas/newyear vacation thinking about him! even when i was in california i cried all new year night over him!! gosh i think if i have ever gotten close enough to loving him it would have been w/ him! idk even though all that happened! i just "love" him so much! i mean he is still there for me and it's so nice to get that occasional phone call from him letting me know that!
it means the world to me!

i'm tired from skipping from guy to guy! not that i am! but i mean i really just want to be w/ someone! i mean im not looking for my high school sweetheart yet..but i just want to be able to be w/ someone and have the comfort feeling to know that they will be there w/ me tomorrow!!

enough of this love stuff though! im tired of thinking about it!

thursday me and my mom are leavnig for california! im really excited b/c i might go down to mexico w/ my tia connie and my cousin millie and i guess if my cousins paloma, erik, and edwardo come down then them too!but idk cuz if i do then there is no coming back for about 2 weeks! and idk im just really scared...it's so different from the relationship i have between my family here and there! i mean half of them i don't even know b/c we don't speak the same language!

carlitos moved out like yesterday w/ his g-f and their baby girl ((Brianna))!! and then his older half sister sunny is having her baby supposedly on july 2nd! but that stuff is hard to tell!

wow! everytime i think gosh i think about things that make me feel so bad

but today was a good day! awww poor katie(a dog) just had puppies like 3 weeks ago and the vet thinks she got into some rat poison and/or has heart worms! so we dk if she is going to make it through the night but i hope she does! but for now we have her 5 lil puppies sitting in a cage on my g-ma's back porch! and brian and kyle came over and we fed them and played w/ them! they are so cute!!

kyle has picked one out to have! he named her savannah! she is the only black one out of the liter! and she is just so calm and laid back!

im talking to alena! gosh it's weird thinking about how we use to hang out! weird man!

lalallalala! i wanna think about happy things!...why is it that when one thing brings you down it just tears you apart!

my issues at the moment:+:

-miles=sigh, why do i care...but the point is i do!

-casey=i mean i know we had our moments b/c of the miles thing but i love her to death and she is one of my best friends..i don't want that to change b/c of him

-weight=even my mom thinks im going to get ((yeah))..but idk the more i think about it the hungrier i get

-kyle=sometimes i think he could be the perfect guy and then i just go blow him off! idk...


and idk! gosh just a bunch of other things! but i will feel even worse talking about them! and it's not like i want to feel bad i just can't help it!

drew is going to help me be not bitter!

i haven't talked to maggie in a long time! i really wish i would have went to her party to see her! i feel awful that i didn't! like i let her down! sorry maggie!

BsktBallChester: i love ya
Mitsu3kgtRacr: but i still love ya
awww!

sweetemotionz3: do you think there was ever any chance of it working out?

graceforcutie: yeah...but at the time i was alo afraid it would just be a relationship like my brother's......none. just one where you talk on the phone and see each other in between classes and stuff

graceforcutie: i was scared of getting close but not being able to see you of whatever....and i was turning 17 and i thought i should be going on "dates"

graceforcutie: but i kind of realized that the relationship that i wanted then doesn't really exsisted for a lot of people

aww the other night we were talking and he was telling me how he really did like me but he was afraid that he wouldn't make me happy and that i would realize he was some loser and would ditch him!!

awww j-mo is so sweet!! you know he is a great guy! one of the ones that are hard to find! and i know a lil' lady that would be so lucky to have him!

philip is trying to make me feel better by telling me he don't like miles!

graceforcutie: well if it makes you feel any better, i dont like him
sweetemotionz3: yea
graceforcutie: it does?
sweetemotionz3: kind of i
graceforcutie: if so i dont like him at all

i am so hyper right now! and i got copeland rocking in the background! liek oh what what!

and if you would shine your love down here..i'd make our hearts as perfect as new..i promise id reflect it right back at you

awww will watson imed me and was like i miss you
JazzcatWill: I miss you
JazzcatWill: well just know that you are missed

ahh! poo fight!! gosh im suppose to be waiting on philip to get back! omg look at this holy shitters! heheh

sweetemotionz3: KATHRYN MICHELLE GUYER I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT STRICTLY IN A (A) SEXUAL WAY..WHICH I HOPE MEANS AS FRIENDS HAH! EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU WANT MORE BUT THATS OKAY YOU CAN ALWAYS LOOK AT ME! HEHEHEH! BUT BABE I HOPE YOUR HAVING A GREAT SUMMER! PRETTY SOON THE 6 AMIGOS SHOULD BE GETTING BACK TOGETHER FOR A REUNION AT MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! OH WHAT WHAT!...REMIX! HAH BUT I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABE YOUR F*CKING AWESOME!

i love my kat guyer! hehehee!!

I HAVE THE BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! THE 6 AMIGOS ARE FUCKING AWESOME AND NO-ONE CAN GET BETWEEN US!!WERE STUCK LIKE GLUE MAN! HEHEHE! BUT I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! YOU JUST MAKE ME WHO I AM AND HELP ME WHEN MY PROBLEMS TAKE OVER!!YOUR THE BEST IM HERE FOR ALL OF YOU WHENEVER, WHEREVER!!
RANI*ASHr*KAT*ASHBY*LU*CASE

and ashleigh ring and kat guyer! i love you guys so much!! you have been there for me thru thick and thin! and you always listen to me when i have problems!i wouldn't trade you guys for the world! and you know i would do anything for you guys!!!
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!

man i wouldn't trade my life for anything! I mean i really love my life overall! i mean i've had my moment like w/ ian! but i mean it's all better now and has only made me stronger! and this whole miles thing will work itself out and just be one of those things to laugh at in the past! and be like man i got some haha (kat)!

well i would finish this thing but im waiting on philip and maybe something good will happen.cuz he has been throwing hints here and there!

well im tired kids and im tired of fighting w/ kyle! so ttyl!

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*it a mad mad mad world after all* [13 Jun 2004|10:10pm]
*Basics*
First and Last name: rani bullins
age: 14
d/o/b: june/29/89
height: 5"2
weight: 115
hair color: brown
eye color: hazel ((bluish-green))
skin color: white?
*Alittle about your life*
Any siblings?: none
Do they live with you?: don't have one
Who else lives with you?: mi mom and dad
Where do you live?: in the wc
Lived there all your life?: no
If not where did you live before?: king
Where were you born?: winston
How many states have you traveled to?: a lot
Been out of the country?: yea
*favorites*
color?: yellow
food?: dk??
school subject?: social studies
brand of clothing?: hollister
day of the week?: thursday
month?: june
season?: sfall
decade?: 80's
music?: rock
band?: death cab for cutie
song?: hotel california
animal?: puppy
flower?: buttercups
family member?: drew((my cousin))
instrument?: guitar
magazine?: dk?
book?: tree grows in brooklynn
tv show?: friends
movie?: sixteen candlees or pretty in pink
drink?: mtn dew
place to hang out?: anywhere w/ friends
thing to do with friends?: anything
thing to do alone?: watcvh tv or read
*friends*
who is your best friend(s): ashleigh
do you have more guy or girl friends?: equal
who have you known the longest?: selena
who have you gotten in most fights with?: emily
have you ever lost a friend?: yea pretty much
was it their fault?: equal
have you cried over a friend?: yea
have you had a crush on a friend?: yeah ((it was a guy))
did you form a relationship with a friend?:
*this or that*
chocolate/vanilla: chocolate
rock/rap: rock
school/work: school
sun/rain: sun
day/night: night
boy/girl (best friend): girl
boy/girl (relationship): BOY
pepsi/coke: coke
mc donalds/burger king: bk==you got it
future/past: future
quantity/quality: quality
*your talents*
can you play an instrument?: nope
do you play any sports?: yea
can you skateboard without falling?: doubtful
how long can you hula-hoop?: dk
are you a good drawer?: okay
do you write poems?: if i have too
can you rap?: you know it
are you a good singer?: american idol baby all the way!
can you dance?: i guess
are you good at gymnastics?: used to be
do you run fast?: used to and working on it
do you take pictures or film your friends?: yuh
*how does this make you feel*
love: awesome
hate: never
food: yum
football: long
school/work: stress
your best friend: funny
your worst enemy: who
rain: of course...dancing
the beach: pool
*love and relationships*
are you single or taken?: single
if single, do you want a significant other?: yeah
if taken, how long were you with your significant other?:
do you plan to get married?(if not already):if it feels right yea
have children?: maybe
have you ever been attracted to someone of the same sex?: NOPE
done anything about it?:
are you a virgin?: yuh
are you in love?: no
has a relationship been cut short due to one of you moving?: yeah -so sad-
who do you regret breaking up with?: nobody
is the main reason people love is to keep evolution going?: no way!
do you believe in love at first sight?: totally
*what would you do?*
if someone you love dies....: a part of me would die w/ them
if it rained on your wedding day?: have it anyways..outside
if it rained on a day you had plans with your best friend?: keep the plans anyway
if you were stranded on a deserted island....: try to live
what would you take?: music, friends, water
if you were about to die and could say bye to one person. who would it be?:
if you needed glasses?would you get contacts instead?: hah i have contacts
*public issues*
abortion?: decision made by the mom
prostitution?: sad, but it happens
premaritual sex?: your decision
unprotected sex?: umm..do you want kids and/maybe stds
war against terrorism?: STUPID
over population in far east countries?: dk
over population in our country?: okay i don't think it should be as big a deal as ppl make it out to be
underage drinking?: if you wanna
what about drugs?: if you wanna
smoking?: ugh especially on girls
pollution?: bad
extinction of animals?: bad
suicide?: happens...
*beliefs*
whats your religion?: christian
do you believe in heaven and hell?: Yes
is there a god?: YUH
satan?: YUh
do you believe people can create peace on earth?: if they work for it
do you believe in santa and the easter bunny?: i wish
do you go to church?: yuh
soulmates?: yea
a cure for aids?: idk
-cancer: maybe
-other deadly diseases: maybe
-a broken heart: usually
*finally*
what can you not live without?: my friends and family
who can you not live without?:
is there always someone out there for everyone?: yes, you just have to search
do you believe in magic?: yea
astrology?: idk
a world without the government: maybe

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kentucky [13 Jun 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | movie::the others ]

im back from kentucky and im so glad that i went!! it was so good for me! it gave me time to totally forget about miles and everything that happened! so now im refreshed and i just feel like a new person!!

kentucky was fun! i got to spend a lot of time w/ thomas and it was really nice seeing him again!! and he is such a great person! i feel so bad for him b/c he has had a tough life and i know i couldn't handle it the way he does! and aww it was so cute cuz when his mom and step dad and half sister came to get him his lil sister like ran up to him and ran up to him and wouldn't let him go for the world! it was adorable!


and ashleigh got to come over today and hang out which was a lot of fun!! it was so good to see her and here about whats been going on in the wc since ive been gone!


well ima go b/c im talking to a million ppl! but i will proabbly write in here when im bored!
lots of love

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kentucky [13 Jun 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | movie::the others ]

im back from kentucky and im so glad that i went!! it was so good for me! it gave me time to totally forget about miles and everything that happened! so now im refreshed and i just feel like a new person!!

kentucky was fun! i got to spend a lot of time w/ thomas and it was really nice seeing him again!! and he is such a great person! i feel so bad for him b/c he has had a tough life and i know i couldn't handle it the way he does! and aww it was so cute cuz when his mom and step dad and half sister came to get him his lil sister like ran up to him and ran up to him and wouldn't let him go for the world! it was adorable!


and ashleigh got to come over today and hang out which was a lot of fun!! it was so good to see her and here about whats been going on in the wc since ive been gone!


well ima go b/c im talking to a million ppl! but i will proabbly write in here when im bored!
lots of love

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-TIRED OF IT ALL- [04 Jun 2004|06:55pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | so far down away..trying to find my way up again ]

IM JUST SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT ALL!!!

IM TIRED OF HIM..AND ALL THE REST OF THEM W/ THEIR STUPID ANTICS!!
IM TIRED OF BELEIVING HIM WHEN HE LOOKS IN MY EYES AND SAYS I DO LIKE YOU!!
IM TIRED OF BEING USED LIKE IM A PIECE OF SHIT!!
IM TIRED OF FALLING EVERY TIME SO HARD AND NEVER BEING ABLE TO GET BACK UP JUST FALLING MORE!!

i just can't stand it any more!! i wish i could just end it all!!!! it's all a bunch of fucking bullshit thats never going to change!!! i don't want to live like this but i just can't help but think about it all the time!!! I'M BETTER THAN THAT! I KNOW I DON'T NEED HIM OR ANY OF THEM FOR THAT MATTER!! but i just feel so close...i mean god!! why do i put myself through it!! i mean i liked him so much!!!!!! i couldn't stop thinking about it!! and the last time we were together...i was just so stupid and fell for it again!! LIKE DAMN FUCKING ALWAYS!! why??? i mean why did god do this to me....what the hell did i do to deserve to feel like this!!!! i mean i feel like dirt!! and i want to smile so bad but i just can't!!! b/c it feels like the whole world has just left me behind!!!!

BUT IT'S MY OWN DAMN FAULT B/C I DO IT TO MYSELF!! I MEAN IF I WAS SMART AND HALF A BRAIN THEN I WOULD REALIZE WHATS GOING ON AND BE LIKE NO IM NOT GOING TO DO THAT TO MYSELF AGAIN!!! BUT IM NOT!! AND GOSH!!! I JUST DK WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!! I WANNA LEAVE SO BAD JUST LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND ME!!!! JUST TO START OVER NEW!!

DREW THIS IS WHY IM TURNING BITTER!! B/C IM JUST SOME SAD SAPPY LOSER THAT FALLS FOR EVERY GUY THAT COMES CLOSE TO ME!!! IM AWFUL! I JUST WISH IT WOULD ALL GO AWAY..JUST EVERYTHING!!!

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*sweet* [02 Jun 2004|11:28pm]
ashleigh's away message::
rani, your the BESTEST friend anybody could ever have, ill never forget ALL of our times, and all the stupid and fun things we've done, and i THANK God everyday for sending me someone like you, i have no idea where id be rite now w/o you, thanks for helping through all the drama/boys, COPELAND kix @$$ me and you both know that, and this summer we're going to have fun time, and i love you to death!

awww i love you babii ring!!!

Taking for granted
(taking for granted)
… all of her smiles
That got away

::: makes me think of miles ((tear))

talking to hayley!! awww she is so sweet!! i hope everything for her and her guy work out!! she is helping me out w/ my drama!!
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=truth is= [02 Jun 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | time::pink floyd ]

wow! ok now! i've finished watching that stupid "mexican" movie w/ my parentals! yayy! kirby finally called me back too! it was nice talking to him again...it's been so long!! then milly called me...it's been a long long time since ive talked to her and man she told me that she still has 3 weeks of school left..i know that has to suck! but then i had to give my mom the phone so my tia could talk to her! cuz my lil cuz elijah went into surgery today..finally..he was suppose to go one time before but he had an asthma attack and couldn't so they had to wait until now! it was so cute..cuz he was talking to my mom then he was like 'can i talk to rani' and his voice was so low and you could tell he was real tired, but that would be expected considering he had just got out of surgery by that time!

well me and kirby were talking about me and miles and what we were or w-e! and i was real happy after i talked to cody! but after i talked to kirby it was all upside down again! idk what to believe...?? i even talked to my dad about it b/c i was so confused! and kirby told me that he still liked me and we were joking about it and i told my dad what cody said and then about what kirby said and he told me to believe cody b/c kirby liked me and wouldn't want me to be with miles!

cody said:::
me: does miles actually like me at all..really..or what??
cody: honestly
cody: i couldnt
cody: say
me: why....
cody: he talks about you
me: just tell me the truth...i wanna know
me: what about??
cody: but i dont think hes looking for a girlfriend
cody: about how he likes you
cody: and thinks your hott and stuff like that
cody: but i dont believe that he will ask you out

kirby said::
kirby:so i've heard stuff about you and miles from luci
me:what would that be?
kirby:stuff..that ya'll have messed around
me:oh
kirby:yeah well what is the story
me:((tells story))
kirby:oh, well i hope you don't believe him
me:why?
kirby:b/c he talks a lot of shit about you to me,mickey, and brandon in lunch


idk...i mean of course i want to believe whats bad so i can prepare myself for the worst but i really wanna believe cody b/c i mean i know what cody said isn't all that great but its a lot better than what kirby said!

yeah well ima go call ashleigh in about 2 minutes so everyone have a fun summer!!
xoxox

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=truth is= [02 Jun 2004|09:51pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | time::pink floyd ]

wow! ok now! i've finished watching that stupid "mexican" movie w/ my parentals! yayy! kirby finally called me back too! it was nice talking to him again...it's been so long!! then milly called me...it's been a long long time since ive talked to her and man she told me that she still has 3 weeks of school left..i know that has to suck! but then i had to give my mom the phone so my tia could talk to her! cuz my lil cuz elijah went into surgery today..finally..he was suppose to go one time before but he had an asthma attack and couldn't so they had to wait until now! it was so cute..cuz he was talking to my mom then he was like 'can i talk to rani' and his voice was so low and you could tell he was real tired, but that would be expected considering he had just got out of surgery by that time!

well me and kirby were talking about me and miles and what we were or w-e! and i was real happy after i talked to cody! but after i talked to kirby it was all upside down again! idk what to believe...?? i even talked to my dad about it b/c i was so confused! and kirby told me that he still liked me and we were joking about it and i told my dad what cody said and then about what kirby said and he told me to believe cody b/c kirby liked me and wouldn't want me to be with miles!

cody said:::
me: does miles actually like me at all..really..or what??
cody: honestly
cody: i couldnt
cody: say
me: why....
cody: he talks about you
me: just tell me the truth...i wanna know
me: what about??
cody: but i dont think hes looking for a girlfriend
cody: about how he likes you
cody: and thinks your hott and stuff like that
cody: but i dont believe that he will ask you out

kirby said::
kirby:so i've heard stuff about you and miles from luci
me:what would that be?
kirby:stuff..that ya'll have messed around
me:oh
kirby:yeah well what is the story
me:((tells story))
kirby:oh, well i hope you don't believe him
me:why?
kirby:b/c he talks a lot of shit about you to me,mickey, and brandon in lunch


idk...i mean of course i want to believe whats bad so i can prepare myself for the worst but i really wanna believe cody b/c i mean i know what cody said isn't all that great but its a lot better than what kirby said!

yeah well ima go call ashleigh in about 2 minutes so everyone have a fun summer!!
xoxox

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((boredom)) [02 Jun 2004|07:06pm]
sitting here getting ready to go watch a movie w/ my mom and dad...about my homie *g*'s!!

but i wanted to write in here b/c i just talked to cody c. and he just brightened my day!! awww!! he talked to me about miles but i will post more later!!

erik has good inspiration :::time::pink floyd!

xoxoxo lots of love
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((still here)) [01 Jun 2004|09:50am]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | beatles::ballad of john and yoko ]

What time is it?: 9:51
What is the date? June 1st


x. Fallen for your best friend - no
x. Been rejected - yes.
x. Been in love - no
x. Used someone - no
x. Been used - probably
x. Done something you regret - not really


The last person..
x. You touched - tim g.
x. You talked to - liz
x. You instant messaged - cheston
x. You yelled at - my dad
x. You laughed with - liz
x. You had a crush on - miles
x. Who broke your heart - miles

Do you..
x. Color your hair - i get highlights
x. Have tattoos - nope
x. Piercing - just ears
x. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend - nope
x. Floss daily - at night
x. Own a webcam - nope
x. Ever get off the damn computer - yep
x. Habla espanol - some but not enought to count


Have you/do you/do you have..
x. Considered a life of crime - yea
x. Considered being a hooker - yep
x. Considered being a pimp - P.I.M.P.E.T.T.E. thank you very much
x. Think you are psycho - maybe
x. Split personalities - to scary
x. Obsessive - probably
x. Obsessive compulsive - no
x. Panic- totally
x. Anxiety - yea
x. Depressed - lots
x. Suicidal - wishful thinking
x. Obsessed with hate - no
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be - in europe sitting on a side street by my lonesome
x. What are you listening to - trips's computer playing nirvana
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body - dont think**darn**
x. Chicken or fish - chicken!
x. Do you have a favorite animal? - puppy
x. Current Clothes - white capris...light blue striped shirt
x. Current Mood - bored:happy:excited:loving
x. Current Music - nirvana
x. Current Taste - mtn.dew
x. Current Hair - up..wild-n-krazii.in bobby pins
x. Current Annoyance - starving:bored..another hour to go in here
x. Current Smell - nothing...
x. Current thing I ought to be doing - studying for clary's e.o.c.
x. Current Desktop Picture - blank blue screen
x. Current Favorite Band - the doors
x. Current Book - agenda book
x. Current DVD In Player - my room((tape::say anything dvd::valley girl))
x. Current Refreshment - mtn.dew
x. Current Worry - Tomorrow
x. Current Crush - miles
x. Current Favorite Celebrity - johnny depp
x. Drink - mtn. dew
x. Color - yellow
x. Shoes - ballerina((twinkle toes))
x. Candy - twix
x. Animal - puppy
x. TV Show - what not to wear
x. Movie - say anything
x. Dance - fox*trot..haha idk
x. Music - rock((the doors))

Are you..
x. Understanding - yeah
x. Open-minded - very!!
x. Insecure - yeah
x. Interesting - i think so
x. Hungry - oh gosh yes
x. Friendly - yep yep
x. Smart - when i want to be
x. Moody - sometimes
x. Childish - uh huh!
x. Independent - no far from it
x. Hard working - i can be
x. Organized - when im in the mood
x. Healthy - sometimes
x. Emotionally Stable - errr
x. Shy - extremely
x. Difficult - not to much
x. Attractive - i think so!i hope!
x. Bored Easily - kind of
x. Thirsty - more hungry!!
x. Responsible - kind of
x. Sad - usually
x. Happy - usually
((bi-polar kicks in))
x. Trusting - yeah
x. Talkative - very!!
x. Unique - yeah
x. Needy - yeah :-/


Who do you want to..
x. Slap - my dad
x. Look like - umm--sumone
x. Be like - kate hudson
x. Talk to offline - cheston


On you..
x. Name - Rani
x. Nicknames - Rain*Tree:Rain*Cloud:Rain*Rain
x. Hair color - brown w/ blonde highlights
x. Birthday - June 29th
x. Eye Color - hazel((greenish:blue))
x. Siblings - only child!
x. Mom and Dads favorite- Me!! hehehe
x. How do you describe yourself - fun+bouncy!!
x. What's your sign - Cancer
x. Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend - nope

Describe..
x. Your heritage: dad from::kentucky--mom from::mexico
x. The shoes you wore today: sandals..beige
x. Your eyes: greenish:blue
x. Your weakness: guys::trusting
x. Your fears: being alone, not being loved, dying, heights
x. One thing you'd like to achieve: to live to the fullest...to take all the chances i get in life..and take them as far as i can!!

On friends..
Both Online and Off.
x. Best Friend in the whole wide world, more then anyone - my 6 amigos and Selena
x. Friend(s) you go to for advice - Kat and Bethany
x. Friend(s) you have the most fun with - all of them!!
x. Friend(s) you have currently had a dream about - clint scott...((weird))
x. Chocolate milk or hot chocolate - chocolate milk!!
x. McDonalds or Burger King - BK::you got it!
x. Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend - perfect friend!!
x. Sweet or sour - sweet
x. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper - root beer!
x. Sappy/action/comedy/horror - romance!!
x. Cats or dogs - dogs
x. Ocean or Pool - Pool..not so krazii about them critters in the ocean
x. Cooler Ranch or Nacho Cheesier - both!!
x. Mud or Jell-O wrestling - jell-o..what could get any better that that!
x. With or without ice-cubes - with!
x. Shine or rain - shine!
x. Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring - fall..so pretty!
x. Vanilla or Chocolate - chocolate
x. Snowboarding or skiing - snowboarding
x. Cake or cookies - cookies
x. Cereal or toast - cereal fo sho
x. Gloves or mittens - gloves
x. Eyes open or closed - depends on whats going on ;)
x. Fly or breathe under water - FLY..so i could go anywhere and just wow to cool!
x. Bunk bed or water bed - water bed...(jiggle)(squirm)(tumble)
x. Chewing gum or hard candy - hard candy
x. Motor boat or sailboat - sailboat
x. Lights on or off - off!


What's your favorite?
x. Number - 3
x. Holiday - dk..??
x. Radio station - 98.7 or 100.3
x. Place - car
x. Flower - buttercups!
x. Scent - vanialla


Have you ever..
x. Drank: yea
x. Smoked: yea
x. Skinny Dipped: nope((got plans too)) jk
x. Prank called the police: nah
x. Been high: no
x. Stole: nope
x. Met someone off the net: yeah in a way..i met cheston but he only went to our rival school so not some physcho freak weirdo
x. Been in a fist fight: yeah w/ my dad and cousins
x. Punched your sibling/parent: cousin
x. Wished you'd die: yea
x. Tried to commit suicide: no
x. Broken a bone: nope
x. Driven illegally: yep yep!
x. Thrown things at your parents: no
x. Runaway: thought of it
x. Filled out a survey this long: yup

What is..
x. Your most overused phrase on aim: hah
x. Your thoughts first waking up: 10 more minutes
x. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes, looks
x. Your best physical feature: eyes
x. Your bedtime: whenever
x. Your greatest accomplishment: breaking ses mile record...((proud))
x. Your most missed memory: cheston memories

others...
x. Do you right in cursive or print?: print
x. Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrous: righty
x. Do you believe in God?: yea
x. What do you think of rainbows?: pot of gold
x. If you could live anywhere else, where would you live? somewher in europe!!
x. Do you drive?: no
x. Do you have braces or glasses?: ((contacts))
x. Like milk and cookies?: yep yep!
x. Ever worn black nail polish?: no
x. what color nail polish do you have on?: none
x. If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: probably know other peoples thoughts!
x. why would you want it?: so i could know what someone thinks about everything
x. If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: play pranks on ppl! hah!
x. Do you do things even when your parents say no?: yeah
x. Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: my crush yea
x. If not, why not?: i did...dur!
x. what time is it now 10:22

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=:=2 exams down...2 to go=:= [01 Jun 2004|09:06am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | trip and mark laughing ]

just got done with the keyboarding exam and now liz is sitting here doing my hair!

just so i don't forget...bethany's # is 414-8154!! ok just in case i loose the paper!!

hmm...anyways..that keyboarding exam was pretty easy! all the ?'s were from tests we had taken on the net all last week!! im kind of scared about clary's exam but everyone says its like taking a 8th grade e.o.g.!! ((piece of cake))!

this morning i talked to miles!! he was waiting on mrs.patterson so he could find out his grade on his exam! but the thing in danbury is messed up so he has to wait!! and so do i on my keyboarding one at least! wow i really do not want to go home after school tomorrow..and be bored! but i guess i have to!

la la la! haha liz was just talking about mrs.lovette preparing us good...yeah she did! she is a great lady...she just can get a lil mean sometimes!!we get to get out of school early today at 2:45!

awwww Jeremy called me last night and told me that ryan o. liked me and jeremy was suppose to talk to me on the bus yesterday for ryan ....but i didn't ride so it didn't happen!! its been nice talking to jeremy again considering i haven't ever since me and ben ((sad face)) were talking!!

omg! holy freaking crap! guess who called me yesterday afternoon??...ian boles!! it was so good to hear from him!! i just felt like so relieved! i mean i just really miss him!! and he is never around any more! it was kind of akward for me when we were talking about him and jeanie! but then at the same time it's not b/c i know he is happy and i want him to be happy!! but i really do miss him!! but we talked about me and miles...him and jeanie..his new car((dream))...about work...school...ghetto!! haha! he told me a great story about his ghetto adventures!! but it was just so nice to hear from him again!!

-comforting to still know he is around for me-

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e.o.c. [31 May 2004|09:43am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | brandon gray talking ]

wow! this morning was pretty eventfull!! didn't get to school until 7:20..big record for me...b/c the parentals didn't have to go to work!! so i went to breakfast w/ alena, ben and charity and we talked about how ben had to walk from bk((you got it)) all the way to the stokes county border!((hah)) but sorry hun!

then when we came out i talked to lil lu*bird for a while and then i turned around cuz sumone tapped me on the shoulder and it was maggie! she was really upset! i feel awful for her..cuz i know how bad it hurts...but then again i don't...b/c i mean like when i was talking to kat...i mean everybody hurts so bad when you break up but you can't every compare your pain to someone elses...b/c everyone hurts diff!!

ya know...?? like when me and ian broke up i thought i would just die!! I was practically ready for it too! but i know maggie has to feel like 10x worse b/c she has been with erik for so much longer!!.....yeah...((sad story))

well anyways..then i went to math and ((ugh)) i can't remember anything at all! and im just so confused all the time in there! im so scared..i mean everyone says the exam is easy but im just freaking out!!!

awww i just looked at holli's pixz!! they are really cute!! and whoo! i heard she got a kiss from the stone man!! ooooo im sure it was one of those ((heart-stops...rainbow over your head....nothing could get any better moment))..am i right?? or am i right?? hehehe!! go you holly!!

so ready for school to be out! so i can just lay around and do nothing everyday...i mean i would say party..but im afraid that i would be lying b/c its' not like i can really go party!! but i guess we can hope!! hehehee! but im really gunna miss my girls bunches!! i better be seeing them all at my house on june 29th! to celebrate a certain birthday!! ((MINE))

toot*toot**chooga**chooga!!((look ma im a train))

im so bored! i have nothing to do!! like always!! oh i can start writing about what happened after i wrote last time...might be smart!

well me and ashleigh went to the game...she sat w/ cody and i sat w/ mickey for like the end!! and drew kept saying i was gunna become bitter..which im not..i just haven't been in the best of moods!! but im gradually getting better! i think ive been sick for summer! like when your homesick and you just can't wait until you get home! yeah well i think i just can't wait for summer to come and i just need it so bad!

lalalala!! well im a gunna go kiddies! lots of love

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aR::kG::lO::aW::cB::tE::bM::lG::hB::mW::mH [31 May 2004|09:30am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | nirVana & jinxii talking ]

aR::kG::lO::aW::cB::tE::bM::lG::hB::mW::mH

you guys are some of the greatest friends ever!! i mean what could i do w/o you guys?? nothing..thats what!! your the kind of friends that you remember all your life..and when i turn old and gray im gunna be showing my grandkids our pics of when we were young...or maybe by that time taking them back in time to check it out((just a thought))!! but no matter what i will always love you guys and remember our friendships b/c i know in my heart that i would never be the person i am today or be the person im gunna grow up to be!! you guys have brought so much joy in my life...even when i was at the lowest points in my life i had you guys there to pick me up!! otherwise i don't think i would have ever got back up!! and you guys have taught me so much through just this year!! and im so blessed that god sent you guys to me!! i mean this year has been the best!! ive become a lot closer w/ you guys!! and i know i will be sure to see all of you guys over the summer!! lots of love!!!
xoxxoxoxoxoxxoxx
BEST OF FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!!

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((sitting in ashR's computer room)) [29 May 2004|04:48pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | copeland! ]

whoo hoo! this is great fun!! heheh i feel really clean now b/c i just took a good ol' shower!! yep yep!! and now ashR is taking one!!

awww maggie hunni! I wish you would have told me about what happened....but i guess i can understand!!! but babe i love ya bunches!! and i know everything will work out for the best!!

hmm...last night me and ashR went to sams after about an hour after i had been here....and we saw em and holli*bell!!((precious)) then we came back to her house and hung out and watched like t.v., talked about stuff and talked to cody!! haha that guy is so funny!

i got to hear the *turtle* thing!!

then this morning we woke up and ashR made us breakfast w/ eggs, biscuits,fruit and candles!! how sweet! then i sat around and watched her clean house...((what great help i am))...then we came back upstairs and begged her mom to let us go swimming but she wouldn't take us so then we made some mac.n.cheese and now we are getting ready for the game then we are going to miles's house!!

i want to go but then i just dk! b/c i mean...((ugh))....it's just gunna be cody, miles, me and ashR! and i know ashR and cody are going to be together...so idk what to do! im not gunna sit there and do nothing the whole time! but i just dk what to say to miles b/c im afraid ill just sound like this big bitch and i dont want him to know that him likin casey gets to me!

we finally talked friday! i mean i do love her to death! but she makes me so mad b/c she gives me all this b/s about her not doing that to me! but idk!

i had fun w/ him! i glowed when he called or we talked!!

yayy for kat!! on her date w/ the big reid man! oh yeah! hope it was lots of fun!! i love you so much babe!!! your the greatest!!

i;ll run away w/ you by my side...i'll run away w/ you!!! how sweet!!

so ready for summer! to party all night long! and just do w-e!! i mean this is going to be a rocking summer ...i can just feel it in my bones!! im not gunna let anythin get to me!! and im already so excited about seeing thomas in 2 weeks...then i get to get my permit and turn 15!!! then i get to see christopher at the end of june at the beach then im going to cali like always!! and im just so excited to see everyone!! and omg!! I GET TO SEE CARLITOS'S BABY!!awww i heard that she is so cute!! yayy ((excited))

see going to be a great summer! and i think im going to the beach w/ ashR too hopefully! im excited about hanging out w/ her this summer!! i know its gunna to be great!!


wow there is no-one on the net to talk to! gosh im so nervous about tonight! like really really nervous!...plus i really dont think that miles knows im at ashleigh ring's house! but i mean he should considering im only here every weekend!! but i hope my mom or dad will take us! hopefully! but idk...*ugh* wish i knew for sure!

well ima go peeps! i will ttyl!!
lots of love

:+:peace like chicken grease:+:

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-in keyboarding- [28 May 2004|09:44am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | rhcp::this place ]

just kind of bored sitting here with nothing to do! ive finished all my tests and now i get to spend a whole hour and 30 minutes doing nothing! yayy what fun!! i wish the library was opened so i could go sleep but its not so im just gunna take some tests from quizzila or w-e!

tonight getting to stay w/ my girl ashR! yayy! hopefully we can go swimming ;) but if not i know we will think of something fun to do! then hopefully she is coming to my house saturday and we are gunna study up some for our science e.o.c. and then go to miles's house!**dare** then idk what else from there! fun fun fun!

today ppl are doing their presentations which is the last of them! yayy! luci brought food...((good cuz im hungry)) and i think she is taking us on a field trip but im not quite sure yet! yayy!!

omg omg!! holy crap! totally forgot! like my parents own a condo in myrtle beach and they are leaving to go there over this weekend...and staying till next saturday and they side they would come back to pick me up after school wednesday to go if i wanted to but i told them no b/c i wanna go w/ ashR to watch all the seniors graduate((tear))! but then my g-ma told me that my cuz thomas is going..and i never see him cuz he lives in kentucky but luckily he is coming home w/ them until tuesday and then im gunna ride w/ them back to kentucky when they take him home!! and im gunna see if he can come stay w/ me for an afternoon and we can hang out around places w/ some of my friends and ppl! but idk....but yayy i get to see him! and if he don't get to come w/ me then im gunna invite some kids to go swim at my g-mas! ((excited))

well here are some quizzes for now!!=be delighted=


pure
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DesireLove
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
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sex
Yep you know punk...
Finally some one who knows something, THANK YOU!!!


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ok well i am done now and class is over so ttyl bye bye

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bored [27 May 2004|10:57am]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | nirvana::only god knows why ]

haven't updated in a while! all i do is sit in keyboarding take tests..and take quizzes! great fuN! i found this awesome 80's one i wanna do later! i don't have enough time right now but thats okay!

ugh this morning started off bad b/c i just didn't feel to good and all that stupid math was getting to me! im staying after school today to get some extra credit by helping mrs. rutledge clean up her room! and i also have to remember to take my track stuff back to gore today! hopefully i will remember!

not so excited about thsi weekend! i mean i am and then im not! b/c all this drama about stuff....cuz heres the story..

miles called((already been mentioned in earlier dates)) and we talked he said he liked me and was using me....two days later..casey informs me that he likes her and is using me and it seems possible considering we were at the game and he was flirting w/ her and not talking to me at all....so i was like im throwing in the towel idc anymore w-e...well ashR told me that he said he liked me after i left..and they talked about it...then wednesday in 4th period...casey knowing how much i like him sits down on my lap and was like acting sad so i asked her what was wrong and she said that oh miles invited her to his house and only invited me b/c he kind of felt sorry and really didn't care if i came just casey and that he told her that he told me that he didn't like me and that he liked her and of course he didn't and she said she figured and idk...!!! i mean what the world!!

i don't want to get played!! im not gunna sit around like a fool and act like nothings happening! i wish he would talk to me and just tell me flat out hey rani i like casey not you so forget w-e i said sunday night...or rani i do like and casey is being a liar!

*i really would like it to be choice b ...but idk and i seriously don't even care anymore! im ready for summer! and ready to have fun! me and ashR already have a dare up for me if this miles story w/ him liking casey is true!! hehee! ((excited...but doubtful))

im going to have fun and not let this miles stuff get to me! idc! i mean w-e! i like him yes i do! but im not going to spend my life worrying about it!!

thanks to kat and ashR!!! i love you guys so much idk what i would do w/o you guys!!! your the best and you guys have helped me so much with all of this!! and you guys always know you can count on me for help anytime!!!

lots of love

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--hmm-- [24 May 2004|10:44am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | kansas and katie laughing! ]

hmmm first off lets talk about my weekend shall we....well first off before that...thurdsay night miles called me! yayy! and wow! just wow wow!! but anyhow friday after noon i went home and then i went to the baseball game!! i got to see selena((she looks way older than me))!! hah drew said i was meant to be a pixie! hmm..wonder what he means! but i went and played football w/ dustin d., kat, and em! it was great fun! then me and ashR left when it was over to go home and once we got there we were just hanging out eating some bbq!! haha! and then we called ((mickey));) long story! and johnathan sizemore kept calling too it was funny!
well saturday ashR and her mom took me home before he game and i hung out at home for a while then me and my mom and dad went to reynolda gardens and waldos wings and stopped by lowes real quik and sams club! then my dad kept stressing about how much he wanted to go run but me and my mom didn't want to so we just sat around while he worked on stuff around the house!
and sunday..we went to church and came home then went out to walmart and while my dad went to lowes me and my mom went to east china and then to hallmark...then we all went home and it started storming real bad!! and my mom's old friend *anette* called! and that lady is just the coolest b/c she is like scottish and she is just one of those ppl that is so happy to be alive and even if you were dying you couldn't help but to smile!! and just the way she talks about things..haha for example::
she was asking me about my trip to new york and if i liked then she was like "oh i love new york in the winter time....you got your people roasting chestnuts on the sidewalks!((scottish accent)) hahaha i guess you would just have to know her! but i was excited b/c i never see her that much or talk to her but she is all the time sending post cards she travels all over europe 24/7!!

but then miles called again last night and we just talked about stupid stuff here and there...and yayy! we are gunna do something this weekend...w/ ashR and cody probably!!but i asked him if he liked me and he was like yeah! i really do...and then he was like so what are we gunna do this weekend*hint*hint*((can we say perv??))and i was like idk nothing and of course he asked why...and i told him cuz the last couple of weekends stuff happened and he never talked to me afterwards...and i thought i was getting used and awwww...he was like no i promise im not using you! maybe im a fool for believeing it but i do!! hehehehe!!

ahhhhhh!!! oh freaking crap! i got to see philip sing! omg! omg! hah! saturday morning while ashR was getting ready i was sitting at their lil bar and mike was just sitting there eating something and he was like so i heard you bout wet yourself when you heard philip sing...i was so embarasssed but at the same time i didn't care cuz i mean everyone knows that i like him! but ahhhhhh! omg! he rocks my world! i swear! lord im going to be his groupie!!!!! that boy is still my dream! i mean...it couldn't get any better than him not for me anyways!!

well yeah! and i got to talk to maggie for all of 2 seconds this morning! whoop! my parents are so gay for not letting me hang out w/ her! i mean ugh!

well im in such a good mood...but i feel like a fat cow cuz my shorts are just a lil too tight...and im prob about to have fat rolls come off the sides!! hahaha! that wouldn't be to pretty!!!...

oooo guess who i saw this morning! ian! yeah i about walked straight into him! but i don't think he noticed me! hmmm but idc! im happy! oh yeah! yee-haw!

sorry just in such a good moodd!
hehehehe look at lil beffy!!------------------------------------------>>>>
just reading blurtys! she is awesome man her and liz both are great friends and i love them to death!!! yellow submarine crew right here!! hehehe

and ashR omg babe i love you so much! and thanks just for everything and not letting me throw the towel in! and your just the greatest friend anyone could ever ask for!! thanx so babe love ya bunches and bunches!!!!

well ttyl lots of love!!

:+:[peace like chiken grease]:+:

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((roar)) [19 May 2004|10:16am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | jinxy talking ]

sitting in keyboarding! again like always! liz did my hair and now it looks cool! yayy!

hah drew took me home yesterday..that was fun!

hmm...this morning! me and kat went to clary's room to take her stuff over to his class so she wouldn't have to carry it around..well..when we got back miles was seating on the heater so i sat beside him and was like hey...but i think he was half asleep or something cuz he just was like hey! and yayy that was all..i just sat there and talked to kat! great great fun!((not))!

im throwing in the towel i mean i really dc ne-more! its getting on my nerves how everyone is like no..i know he really likes you when i mean im not stupid and i can see that he doesn't cuz he never even talks to me! i mean i almost kind of felt like he did when ashR told me that him and cody were afraid that we were mad at them about sat. night! but i mean i just really don't think he likes me and im tired of just messing around..i want something there! not nothing!

sucks maggie had to work yesterday! i was gunna hang out w/ her all afternoon! and just do nothing! while my parents were at work..considering they can't call my house b/c the phone lines aren't working! so yeah!but she had to work so drew took me home and i called kat and talked to her for like 5 min. then went back inside and just did nothing! so yeah!

my presentation for clary is friday! ugh! scared!! but i think i will be okay! especially now that i have food! but i need to print off some pics for a coloague*sp* or something that way i can have visuals! im real excited about it though! and i mean everyday i keep learning so much more stuff about lennon...but that makes me mad cuz then i want to put it in my paper but its just a little bit late for that! so yeah

did you know that the guy that assasinated lennon got his autograph like hours before he killed him!....thats kind of creepy to me!

la*la*la! today is just a good day!and i hope ashR burnt me death cab for cutie cuz i really want that cd bad! and i can never find it! yayy! tomorrow is awards day and friday is talent show! so i probably won't have to much work the rest of this week...all i have to do is do my clary presentation and do that stupid science board for mrs.rutledge! which is so stupid! at least our clary presentation is interesting and something we kind of wanted to do! that lady and he science stuff is worse then mrs.bridle b/c at least she knew when to keep her trap closed and just lay off the work! *ugh*

awww megan commented in my blurty! so sweet! i haven't talked to her in forever or holly! i miss them! they are such great girls! just exciting and stuff! i hope everything w/ holly and rusty is going good! otherwise ill take him down to china town!!

i wish i lived in new york! all the busy streets and people just going from here to there! i mean it's so wonderful and awesome and just everything! i mean i really think it would be awesome! and i would never own a car! i would walk everywhere!



((COMMENT REQUESTED))((PLEASE READ))((HELP WANTED))
for my clary presentation im gunna get everyone to put their heads down, close their eyes and listen to imagine then i want them to write down their one and only dream but not put their name on the paper...but i want to do something w/ their dreams...but idk what..anyone have any good suggestions...please comment!



gosh i would love to live my life just traveling around the world and taking pictures! there are so many beautiful things out in the world..and i just want to capture its moment for life! i mean i would love to be a photographer..i mean i know its not anything you can just make thousands of dollars on or w-e but i really think i would love it! especially to live in europe and travel around!

but my stupid dad just is like forcing me to go to wake! not that i don't want to but i mean i want to see my choices! and i mean i know it's b/c he works there and he can get this WAY low price for me to go if i didn't get a scholarship..but he just makes it sound like i won't so i have to go to wake..but i want ((hope)) i get a scholarship! and idk...i want to know that i can have somewhat of a choice to my college..where i want to study and learn! i don't want to do it just anywhere!

i think everyone is in a good mood today! just happy go lucky! b/c i mean me and liz were just cracking up on the way down to keyboarding over stupid stuff! and i mean idk! i just feel really good today! like nothing can bring me down! yayy!

wow i don't like the pants i have on b/c they are really big in the waist and i just feel like they are going to fall off at any second! hehe just thought i would let ya know!

wow took a quiz! and im gunna marry josh hartnett one day! Oh baby baby! yayy! what great great fun! hehehe! la la la!
and my inner child is 16! whoo hoo!

Stoner Bear
Stoner Bear


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bare feet
Barefoot- free, rebellious, and wild, you hate
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you. You are most likely the leader of your
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whoo! hoo! im can't wait for summer! yayy! ((excited))
i have done nothing this whole class! that is just so great and just yeah!

oo home room in the morning tomorrow! yayy!oh gosh miles has it across from me((sigh))! i really like him still but idk....i think i have to get a award at awards day for that poem me and cooper did! yay! hehe! but im scared! i mean it's different from ses...i was always in front of them but now ....different story

well ima go! bye bye people! lots of love

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*weekend events* [17 May 2004|10:21am]
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[ music | with you::jessica simpson ]

yayy! our girls got first in regionals! im so proud of them! they better do good in states im counting on them! and sam got first in the mile! yayy! just everythig worked out so good for them! im happy! and i know everyone will kick butt in states!!

aww i got to see maggie! i liked her hair! it was pretty! i wanna get my hair cut short again but not the same way((big mistake)) but im ready for something different! but im scared i will just hate it if i do! so i better not!!

today liz gets to do her presentation! yayyness! hers is going to be real good! she brought food too!yum yum!! hah she has so many great ideas! and merri is going to play the guitar for us yayy! hah!

aww HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERRI!...michael's card was so sweet! hah

well this weekend went to ashR's and we called miles to be like what time can we come..well he sure didn't know about that so he said he would call us back..so me and ashR went outside and played some more raquet ball! then we called back like a million times but they wouldn't answer! and they were like how bout we go bowling!! but we didn't want to and no-one would take us!and then they were like well you guys come on over at 10 b/c miles's g-parents were there so we said screw it! well michael came and opened ashR's door and she like slammed it on his face so he started screaming at her saying she was a whore and stuff then she went to go beat him up and melinda came upstairs so i sat in ashR's room trying to be quiet..then *mickey;-) ashR hah* and miles called back so we talked to them for like another 5 minutes!...finally we called kat and told her to come on over whenever she wanted...well like 30 minutes later sterl brought her over so we all just hung out and talked and ate!

well when i got home lord it was just this huge huge mess!and i didn't know what o do...i mean ive told some ppl about it and acted like it was just this stupid funny thing but i mean it's not! and i feel awful! but i just wanna think that nothings wrong and it will all be okay! i mean me and my dad are getting along again and i feel bad for like just not helping any but i really don't want to! i mean it's awful! idk what to do!!

well i really need to go work now! wonder where kit is?? hope your okay! love ya bunches

xoxoxox::Rani

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*survey ((stolen from ashR))* [17 May 2004|09:39am]
What is your name?: rani
Are you named after anyone?: some girl my dad used to know**i thinks he commited suicide
What's your screename?: sweetemotionz3
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Daniel((so my mom says))
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: i like my name a lot
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yes*ugh*
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: girlie
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: ....
Birthdate:: june 2nd 1989
Your age:: 14
Age you act:: mine i guess
Age you wish you were:: 16
Your height:: 5'2
Eye color:: hazel ((greenish blue))
Happy with it?: yuh
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: yuh
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: parentals
Your family:: mom dad and me
Have any pets?: no
Whats your job?: dont have one
Piercings?: my ears
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: different things
Addictions?: life!
Do you speak another language?: not really
Have a favorite quote?: not really
Do you have a webpage?: no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: mainly
Do you have any secrets?: yuh :)
Do you hate yourself?: no
Do you like your handwriting?: no
Do you have any bad habits?: yuh
What is the compliment you get from most people?: dk??
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i guess life or something around that sort
What's your biggest fear?: heights/or\dying
Can you sing?: do we really need to ask that ?(((*sings*avril lavaigne)))
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no
Are you a loner?: no
What are your #1 priorities in life?: live life to the fullest
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yea
Are you a daredevil?: not really
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: sometimes
Are you passive or agressive?: dk
Do you have a journal?: yea
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: dk??
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: a lil more skinny
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: NO
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes
Do you think life has been good so far?: yea
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: idk ive learned a lot of things...i guess just take time to realize what i have now
What do you like the most about your body?: dk nothing is that grrreat to me
And least?: my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: kind of((average))
Are you confident?: mostly
What is the fictional character you are most like?: dk
Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: no
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: YUH
Go to church?: YUH
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yea
Take walks in the rain?: yea
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yuh ((haha))
Drive?: yeah((whenever i get the chance))
Like to drive fast?: yea
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:no
Hurt yourself?: ....no
Been out of the country?: yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes
Been in love?: w/ family not guys
Done drugs?: no
Gone skinny dipping?:no
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been picked on?: yea
Been on stage?: yuh
Slept outdoors?: yuh
Thought about suicide?: yea...not about doing it but just about it
Pulled an all nighter?: no
If yes, what is your record?: ....
Gone one day without food?: yuh
Talked on the phone all night?: yea
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: no
Slept all day?: yea
Killed someone?: never
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: yuh
Kissed the same sex?: hahahaha
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: NO
Been betrayed?: yea
Had a dream that came true?: yea***
Broken the law?: no
Met a famous person?: no
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: no
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: no
Been in a mosh-pit?: no
Had a nervous breakdown?: no
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yea
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: maybe
Miracles?: yea
Astrology?: not really
Magic?: yes
God?: YES
Satan?: yuh
Santa?: of course
Ghosts?: yuh
Luck?: yuh
Love at first sight?: yuh
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yea
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yea
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Yes dangit
Do you wish on stars?: yuh
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yuh
Do you think God has a gender?: YUh
Do you believe in organized religion?: what
Where do you think we go when we die?: HEAVEN
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yea
Who is your best friend?: my 6 amigos
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: ashR or kat or em
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: just enjoy life
Your favourite inside joke?: LOBSTER
Thing you're picked on most about?: just being stupid!
Who's your longest known friend?: selena*but we don't talk as much lately!
Newest?: Maggie
Shyest?: leslie
Funniest?: ashR
Sweetest?: they all are
Closest?: ashR or kat
Weirdest?: a few--haha jk
Smartest?: Lu
Ditziest?: ashW*but i still love her! ((STUPID<--thats me))
Friends you miss being close to the most?: selena
Last person you talked to online?: johnathan sizemore
Who do you talk to most online?: jonathan
Who are you on the phone with most?: michael
Who do you trust most?: ashR or kat
Who listens to your problems?: kat
Who do you fight most with?: em
Who's the nicest?: they all are
Who's the most outgoing?: ashR
Who's the best singer?: tee
Who's on your shit-list?: dk
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: NO
Who's your second family?: selena's family
Do you always feel understood?: usually
Who's the loudest friend?: ashley
Do you trust others easily?: yea
Who's house were you last at?: ashR
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: ian
Do your friends know you?: yuh
Friend that lives farthest away::Ty
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: never!
What do you find romantic?: anything
Turn-on?: pop*kisses
Turn-off?: groping
First kiss?: miles m. 7th grade
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: think about it
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: kind of
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: i mean its not bad especially if a guy is shy..sometimes a girl needs to take charge
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: yea
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i hope
What is best about the opposite sex?: their attitude towards life
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: them being assholes
What's the last present someone gave you?: idk??
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?:....
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: my great uncle((so we think))
You wanted to kill?: my dad
That you laughed at?: justin
That laughed at you?: ashley
That turned you on?: ....
You went shopping with?: parentals
That broke your heart?: philip
To disappoint you?: miles
To ask you out?: kyle
To make you cry?: parents
To brighten up your day?: ashR
That you thought about?: ryan o.
You saw a movie with?: dk...
You talked to on the phone?: brian
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: jonathan sizemore
You saw?: bethany
You lost?: dk
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no
Will it be with your significant other?:not going anywhere
Or some random person?: what
What are you wearing right now?: pajama pants and blue tank top under white shirt
Body part you're touching right now:: not touching body((perv))
What are you worried about right now?: clary's paper and home life
What book are you reading?: nothing cuz stupid library won't let me check out a book
What's on your mousepad?: it's dark blue
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::
*content
*tired
*excited
*sad
*lonely
Are you bored?: yuh
Are you tired?: yuh
Are you talking to anyone online?: no
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonley
Are you listening to music?: not right now
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