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[19 Nov 2004|01:17pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | the sound of a printer ; PRINTING ]

man oh man my life!
stress = sucky.
having the person you love tell you there will never be a future = sucky
food = really sucky
being extremly bored = mega sucky
thats about that

i'm a fatty. someone shoot me!

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[20 Oct 2004|09:02pm]
What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye
These memories can't replace These wishes I wish and dreams I chase
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I've lost everything when your gone
Left remembering what its like To have you here with me
I thought you should know Your not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say "Please don't, please don't leave me"
Take my hand and never let me go Take my hand and never let me go Promise me You'll never let go
Make this last forever
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[03 Mar 2004|10:34pm]
ryan o'laughlin is the biggest faggot ever.
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[18 Jan 2004|11:47am]
...have i failed yet again.
i moved to utah, and utah is Killingme.
don't move here..ever.
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[18 Jan 2004|11:47am]
...have i failed yet again.
i moved to utah, and utah is Killingme.
don't move here..ever.
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... mary wrote her missionary, she began "Dear John.." [25 Sep 2003|07:39am]
Before I die :

~ live in utah for at least a year.
~ marry a returned missionary.
~ adopt a child. (toddler half white//half hispanic)
~ adopt a child. (with a mental retardation)
~ travel the world.
~ goto greece.
~ go on a mission.
~ fall in love. true true love.
~ be happy.
~ take pictures of everything i see.
~ be successful.
~ read every book by Eve Bunting.(over & again)
~ Repay my mom for everything I've put her threw.
~ receive flowers from a loveY.
~ be a size 7.
~ have super long hair.
~ find a best friend.
~ change someones life.
~ bring someone to know the Lord, truly.
~ volunteer for 94934893 hours.
~ learn to sing.
~ learn to play guitar well.
~ give an important speech on something that means a lot to me, in front of a "bunch of important people."
~ bare my testimony.
~ have my testimony grow.
~ live in NY.
~ live in europe.
~ perform for someone. (musically)
~ have one of my writtings published.
~ write a book.
~ know that life will get better.
~ let others know that.
~ just friggin' laugh untill the world feels like it's in my tummy and smile so big and have daisys in my eyes, and the spark be so great that everyone just says "WoW! She is HAPPY!."
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[10 Sep 2003|06:36pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | for the beauty of the earth ]

my allergies suck, big time.
i didn't goto pysch today.
i feel like crap.
my contacts suck since i have allergies.
:(
i can't wait till church, and my 18th :D
what, 4 days away. i can't believe i'll be legal in 4 days, i don't even want to think about it.
i'm looking forward to seeing the testaments on saturday, wo0two0t.
but i don't want megan to go, its my birthday and she rulins my mood.. as awful as that sounds.
i wish ej and ea weren't leaving.
i'm over my hate.

much love, blair
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[09 Aug 2003|02:52am]
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that've hurt you
And you'd stay

I don't know why I did the things I did
I don't know why I said the things I said
Prides like a knife it can cut deep inside
Words are like weapons, they wound sometimes
I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't wanna see you go
I know I made you cry, but baby..

chorus:
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that've hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
And you'd love me, love me, like you used to do

(If I could turn back time)
My world was shattered, I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
When you walked out that door I swore that I didn't care
But I lost everything darlin then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong
I know I was blind, and darlin...

If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that've hurt you
and you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
and you'd love me, love me, like you used to do

If I could turn back time...
If I could turn back time...
If I could turn back time...
Oh baby...

I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't wanna see you go
I know I made you cry, but

If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you..
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
and you'd love me, love me, like you used to do

If I could turn back time

If I could find a way

and maybe, maybe, maybe you'd stay

If I could reach the stars

I'd give them all to you
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[04 Aug 2003|10:49pm]
i binged badly yesterday & today, & i'm at an alltime high... i purged though, and it felt good. i didn't want to stop, but had to get out of the shower.. blah :( tommorow i'm going to fast, and hopefully it will last moer than one day :) ben and i aren't talkinga nymore, hopefully he will become anorexic though, that wuold be awesome
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[30 Jul 2003|12:03pm]
1$7.5 never in my entire life seen that number.
today; i fast.
today; i am going to be ..mm, 1$0.0 at LEAST by August 16th, thats realistic, right?
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[29 Jul 2003|11:27pm]
WANNA MEET PSYCHO MOTHER FUCKER
wanna have your GUTS blown away
better start watching your BACK
'cause imma KILL you one day.
TAKE THIS FUCKING GUN
and point it at your head
YOU STUPID BITCH
YOURE GONNA BE DEAD.
YOU NEVER KNEW NO ONE LIKE THIS
YOU NEVER MET FUCKNIG PSYCHO
WELL BITCH NOWS YOUR CHANCE
YOU MESSED WITH THE FUCKING HO
you heads gonna be BLOODY
and you BALLS gonna be TWISTED
BETTER SAY GOODBYES NOW
IN THE OBITUARIES YOULL BE LISTED
YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG FUCKING CHICK
AND NOW YOURE GOING TO PAY
AINT NOTHING GONNA STOP ME
IVE GOT MY GUN & IMMA BLOW YOU AWAY
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[12 Jul 2003|01:23pm]
anorexic friend ate... he couldn't fucking last. i've been eatting so much today, causei have the worst hangover and i'm convinced it will make me feel better... but it won't. im about to go throw up, so at least i'll throw the food up with it.. ew....
disgusting.
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[10 Jul 2003|10:02pm]
I. am a silly slut. who likes to do naughty things.
but then again i'm a fat whore.
where did i go wrong?!
WHY IS ONE OF MY GOOD GUY friends anorexic now:(
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[19 Jun 2003|02:21pm]
i haven't updated this in for-ever... well the guy i was all gung ho about ..i haven't talked to him in like ... well over a month. we finally had sex. and the last time before we hung out, he commented on how much 'thinner' my face looked, and such.. and yeah... well anyways, i got told i was bad at sex cause i'm so insecure about my body, so i want to loose weight, just so i can be secure again... i've been working out a lot, but jesus christ i eat so much... so i'm gonna not eat the rest of today, and try to fast tommorow.. hopefully that will last... highly doubtful, cause i suck. -blair
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[12 Jun 2003|11:08pm]
INFATUATED WITH YESTERDAYS GOING ON A 50 hour fast STARTING in 51 MINUTES JOIN ME GIRLS
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[29 May 2003|10:19pm]
i joined curves today, it's like a mini wanna-be gym, that makes you loose "inches"
im going on a liquid fast tommorow... anyone gamE?
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[23 May 2003|11:07am]
... http://www.stage.net go now!
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[12 May 2003|10:36pm]
............. i didn't mean that entry
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[09 May 2003|11:09am]
I work a 10 hour shift today, boo for that, but at least i'll be on my feet all day, and by the time I come home and crash, it means no food. I'm going to bring some water, and probably buy some there, and a small bag of maybe 100 cal's of pretzals, but besides that, iwon't eat.. so todays cal sum up will be like
600 total... which is tottaly rocking for me, well unless Ben brings me coffee, but I won't even sweat about it, cause no matter, I'll be under 1,000. ANd then tommorow, I'll be so happy and glad i have off, but so exhausted, I'll sleep after my placement tests, and hopefully hang out with Chris, and just not eat. So I can deffinatly do this :) Aw yum... i'm at 151, which is gross, but hopefully I 'll get that all off sooner than later. because its SUMMER
BANG BANG ; you're DEAD
B Y
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