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wowzas [09 Apr 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | the gits ]

damn, its been awhile since i ladst updated. I guess i dont have much to talk about, but whatever. I miss chandler alot.....fuck him

.... [09 Jan 2004|10:05pm]
I'm in love with someone and it inspires me and gives me hope. I have faith that even if I can't be with them on earth, that if God wills, I will be with them one day in heaven. It's not just a physical attraction, I love him for every single thing he is. Every word he says, every step he takes. This is something that will never die. I have tried to stay reasonable with this, but I just can't anymore. I just can't...No one realizes the beauty of love, until you're caught in it. Maybe the reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for is because I know that I've already found him. It's just up to him to say whether I am who he has been waiting for...I would rather do something and find out that it was the wrong thing, than never know if it was the right thing. Even before there was you there was the promise of you, and now that we've met, I'll never be the same

survey [12 Dec 2003|10:34am]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | me singing ]

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: heather
-- Birth date: 10-19
-- Birthplace: SAN Franscisco
-- Current Location: sacramento
-- Eye Color: breen
-- Hair Color: brown
-- Height: 5;6
-- Righty or Lefty: rightay
-- Zodiac Sign: libra

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: french
-- The shoes you wore today: vans
-- Your weakness: my sensitivity I guess…
-- Your fears: being alone
-- Your perfect pizza: cheese
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: start my band..have successful clothing line

LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: " bitch"
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i hope its not hott outside
-- Your best physical feature: u decide
-- Your most missed memory: watching the stars...noone will anymore tho...

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: fuck no
-- Sing: hahah only if u want to be disturbed for life...
-- Take a shower: duh
-- Have a crush: yes..of course
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like(d) high school: meh
-- Want to get married: yea
-- Believe in yourself: at points...
-- Get motion sickness: sometimes
-- Think you're attractive: HELL NO
-- Think you're a health freak: no...
-- Get along with your parent:sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: no
-- Play an instrument: guitar

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked: no
-- Done a drug: yes
-- Had Sex: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date: no
-- Gone to the mall?: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
-- Eaten sushi: FUCK YEA!!!
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Been dumped: yes
-- Gone biking: yup

LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
-- If so, was it mixed company: yes
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated?: NO
-- Been caught "doing something": yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: yes
-- Shoplifted: why yes
-- Changed who you were to fit in: for a while,then I didnt give a shit if I had any friends and changed back to who I was

LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: yea, if someone could put up with me
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1, dunno yet
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: on the beach
-- How do you want to die: in my sleep
-- Where you want to go to college: San Louis Abisbo, any colinary academy
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: fashion designer, mechanic, veternarien, cook


LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color? brown,blue,green
-- Best hair color? Brownish/blond/any unnatural
-- Short or long hair: short or long

-- Height:
-- Best weight: not like paul fat but like cute chunky lol
--Best articles of clothing: sweatshirt
--Best first date location: hm...
--Best first kiss location: hmm....

LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 1
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 4
-- # of CDs that I own: over 200
-- # of piercing: 8
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body:ALOT
-- # of things in my past that I regret: ALOT

01.Name: heather
02.Name Backwards: rehtaeh
03.Does your name mean anything? a flower
04.Were you named after anyone? yessmm
05.Nick Name(s): happenin heather, hardcore heather, crazy heather, physco heather,the list goes on and on
06.Screen Name(s): proudtobepunk15, xxjustbreathex,xbullet2myheadx
07.Date Of Birth: 10-19
08.Place of Birth: San Franscisco
09.Current Location: sacramento
11.Religion: none
12.Height: 5;6
13.Shoe Size: 6
14.Hair color: brown
15.Eye color: breen(green and brown)
16.Innie or Outie? innie
17.Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous? rightay
18.Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Bi…

Do You Have...
19.Any sisters: yes
20.Any brothers: no
21.Any pets: yes
22.A Disease: nope
23.A Pager: nope
24.A Personal phone number: no
25.A leather jacket with studs on it? yes
26.A heroin needle: NO
27.A Pool or hot tub: yes
28.A Car: yes

Describe Your...
29.Personality: uhh…funny?nice?bitchy
30.Driving: gooood
31.Car or one you want:65 seafoam green VW bug
32.Shoes: converse,old ripped up black ones, combat boots,vans
33.School: very uh nice?
34.Bed: comfy
35.Parent(s): ok at times

Do You...
36.Believe in yourself? at points...
37.Do you believe in love at first sight? Kinda
38.Consider yourself a good listener: yes
39.Consider yourself a good friend: sometimes
40.Get Along with your parents: at points yea
41.Save your e-mail conversations: no
42.Believe in reincarnation: yes
43.Like to make fun of people: not really
44.Like to talk on the phone: sure why not...onlt to like 3 people tho
45.Like to drive: yes
46.Get motion sickness:sometimes
47.Eat the stems of broccoli: no
48.Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: nope
49.Dream in color: sometimes, I like black n white tho
50.Type with your fingers on home row: no,I do the index finger only kinda thing
51.Sleep with a stuffed animal: yes

What Is/Are/Was...
52.Right next to you: my cat
53.On the walls of your room: a bumch of random posters, pictures of my friends, one wall is sectioned off so when someone comes in they sign it with markers
54.On your mouse pad: bubbles

55.Your dream car:I got it,65 seafoam green VW bug
56.Your dream date: hmmm
57.Your dream honeymoon spot: anywhere on the beach
58.Your dream husband/wife: ???
59.Your bedtime: i dont have one
60.Under your bed: lots of stuff
61.Your bad time of the day:morning
62.Your worst fear (s): ANY KIND OF BUG/SPIDER, heights, being alone

63.The weather is like: HOT
64.The time? 2:30
65.The date? july 4
66.The weirdest food or drink that you like: cinnoman gram crakers with cream cheese mmm
67.Your funnest experience: theres so many dude
68.Your last scariest moment": where i was right next to a huge water bug...
70.The silliest thing you've said: i say lots of silly things partner
72.The worst feeling in the world: depressed
73.The best feeling in the world: happiness

> > -- Last cigarette:i dont smoke
> > -- Last kiss: like 2 weeks ago
> > -- Last good cry: this morning
> > -- Last library book checked out:ummm,ansel adams photography album
> > -- Last cuss word uttered: fuck
> > -- Last beverage drank:water
> > -- Last food consumed: peanut butter and jelly sammich
> > -- Last crush: andrew
> > -- Last phone call:rachel
> > -- Last tv show watched:rocko’s modern life
> > -- Last time showered: this morning
> > -- Last shoes worn: combat boots

> > -- Last cd played: agent orange
> > -- Last item bought: a skirt
> > -- Last thing downloaded: Toxic Narcotic-Politics
> > -- Last annoyance: my cat
> > -- Last disappointment: not seeing my sister
> > -- Last soda drank: dr pepper
> > -- Last thing written?: poem
> > -- Last key used: m
> > -- Last word spoken: fuck off
> > -- Last sleep: last night
> > -- Last sexual fantasy:not telling
> > -- Last weird encounter:seeing waldo?

> > -- Last ice cream eaten:yesterday
> > -- Last time amused: right now,im watching my god trying to chase mt cat
> > -- Last time wanting to die: couple days ago
> > -- Last time you fell in love:hmmm
> > -- Last time hugged: today
> > -- Last time scolded: today
> > -- Last time resentful: huh?
> > -- Last chair sat in: right now my computrer chair
> > -- Last lipstick used:none i hate any form of makeup
> > -- Last underwear worn:my blue ones
> > -- Last bra worn:lepard print
> > -- Last shirt worn: ramones
> > -- Last time dancing: i dont dance
> > -- Last poster looked at: my ramones on the ceiling
> > -- Last show attended:the anti-flag,pennywise
> > -- Last webpage visited: blurty

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boredomness [12 Dec 2003|10:30am]
[ music | anti-flag - one way system ]

"Love isn't about finding the perfect person,
It's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
-I have no idea

"The most difficult thing that you can do is to watch the person you love love someone else. "
-I have no idea

"I'm all lost in a supermarket, i can no longer shop happily, i came in here for a special offer, a guarunteed personality"
-The Clash

"I dont smoke, I dont drink, I dont fuck, at least i can fuckin think, cant keep up, cant keep up, cant keep up, out of step with the world" -Minor Threat

"Moe: Oh good, the deep fryers here. This baby can flash fry a buffalo in 40 seconds.
Homer: 40 seconds? But i want it nooooow..."
-The Simpsons

"The are your rights, all three of them: You have the right not to be killed, murder is a crime, unless it is done by a policeman or aristocrat; you have the right to food money, as long as you dont mind a little investigation, humiliation, and if you cross your fingers, rehabilitation; you have the right to free speech, provided of course, your not dumb enough to actually try it. know these rights, all three of them."
-The Clash

"We could wait for the wind to blow, or give me a look so cold, it gives me chills, and ends the summer war, my eyes roll, around and over again, falling down, dizzy with sunstroke, i'll be there, and i'll try to identify, try to look through the grey skies in your mind, I'll pick up everything you left behind... cross your fingers, and pray for winter, i'll be there, painting the town your favorite color... guess i'll call or see you around..."
-The Starting Line

"You were born an original. Don't die a copy."
-John Mason (whoever that is)

"a friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart" -Kathleen Grove (dont know who that is either)

"The world is a mirror. We see ourselves in everyone we meet"
-Whippersnapper

"When you reach for the stars, you may not quite get them, but you won't come up with a handful of mud either."
-Leo Burnett

"The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see, and knows what the mind cannot understand."
-Robert Vallett

"I've met some people along the way, some of them split some of them stay, some of them walk some walk on by, I've got a few friends I'll love till I die, From all of these people I try to learn, some of them shine some of them burn, some of them rise some of them fall, for good or bad I've known them all, We live our life in our own way, never really listened to what they say, the kind of faith that doesn't fade away we are the
true believers, well you can fight or you can run, under a rock till the war is won, play it safe and don't make a sound, but not us we won't back down true believers all the way, you and I...
-The Bouncing Souls

"Dreams of a better life can come true, its all there in you"
-The Bouncing Souls

"i always thought i had a pitch black mind, surrounding voices changed my views i feel fine now, it is a shame how i found out, a) when i was a kid i was full of hate, b) couldnt save the teenager that never felt great, c)thought i blazed a path on a dead end street, always incomplete, d)none of these are an excuse for the person i've avoided, and all you fuckers in denial, looks like you'll have to get there soon to wait a while, before you send me off in a nailed shut box, before you send me off in a nailed shut box, stopped feelin insecure with what was said, indifferent to the voices attached to the head 'what we will become is how we choose', fight like a dumb man when you make him think, you stay afloat for now but surely you'll sink with synthetic friends, now i conclude: i wont confide in you, hypocrite please, you know the truth, your just too 'happy' to decide it, like a prediction in a nursery rhyme, to shut me up you'll have to wait a whole long time, before you send me off in a nailed shut box, (please let me know), before you send me off in a nailed shut box, (please let me know)
-No Use For a Name

We're not the first, I hope we're not the last. 'Cause I know we're all heading for that adult crash. The time is so little, the time belongs to us. Why is everybody in such a fucking rush? Make do with what you have. Take what you can get. Pay no mind to us. We're just a minor threat. We're just a minor threat. Early to finish, I was late to start. I might be an adult, but I'm a minor at heart. Go to college, be a man, what's the fucking deal? It's not how old I am, it's how old I feel. take your time. Try not to forget. We never will. We're just a minor threat. We're just a minor theat.
-Minor Threat

"we were given noble body parts in order to use them, not to ignore them"
-Unknown
"Maybe it's not over yet, Somewhere inside him there must be some New dream awaiting to topple the rest, When he finds himself Feeling alive yet alone, Maybe the best he can get is still out of his reach, Ran from the life that he hates, Hoping to find some new beginning, Abandoned the future they gave and Took away, knowing what they would say, Destined to rise above all of the Simplified answers they gave him Back, there when surrounded by Love he could not make sense, Of feeling alive yet alone, Maybe the best he can get is Simply burned by fate, Yet he knows he's the champion of the planet, But he's told he was wrong for somehow deciding to..."
-Yellowcard

"Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland, Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line. I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars, I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms. We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two. Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you. Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss, Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist... These are the things that make me free I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me", This night was too good to be true. Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me, I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be. Today you called me up and said you'd see me at our show, But now I'm stuck debating if I even wanna go. Whitney, don't you understand that what I say is true? I just want you to know I have a major crush on you. I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the things you wanna do, I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you. I only wish that this could be, Just dump your boyfriend and go out with me, I swear I'd treat you like a queen."
-The Ataris

"Trapped inside of your eyes, gleam like stars above, emptiness inside. Caught inside of your arms, warmer than the sun, never felt so full. Although I can see, time is not running out, I still run behind everything. I don't understand, I embrace every thought,
everyword...everything. You're watching, my heart being, so close to you, your bleeding thoughts. Open wounds still breathing, You're my everything, you're my everything... Left behind hateful thoughts, overwhelmed by your mind,
lost in time again. Shadows bringing me down, jealous of your face, drowning in your awe. Although I can see, time is not running out, I still run behind everything. I don't understand, I embrace every thought, everyword...everything. You're watching, my heart being, so close to you, your bleeding thoughts. Open wounds still breathing You're my everything, you're my everything... Tears of unseen light, heart stopping. Tears of unseen hope, heart stopping. You're watching, my heart being, so close to you, your bleeding thoughts. Open wounds still breathing, You're my everything, you're my everything... The truth brings new meaning, your my everything, and time stands still."
-Rufio

"If i ever leave this world alive, i'll thank ya, for the things ya did in my life, if i ever leave this world alive, i'll come back down and sit beside your seat tonight, wherever i am you'll always be, more than just a memory, if i ever leave this world alive... if i ever leave this world alive, i'll take on all the sadness that i left behind, if i ever leave this world alive, the madness that ya feel will soon subside, so in a word, dont shed a tear, i'll be here when it all gets wierd, if i ever, leave this world alive... so when in doubt, just call my name, just before ya go insane, if i ever leave this world, hey i may never leave this leave this world, but if i ever leave this world alive... she says: i'm ok, i'm alright, though you have gone from my life, you said that it would now everything should be alright, she says: i'm ok, i'm alright, though you have gone from my life, you said that it would now everything should be alright, yea it should be alright"
-Flogging Molly

I saw you walking past me just the other day, another heartbeat with thoughts of yesterday, You looked the same, years are only time, I still wonder why our hearts could never rhyme. You stood beside me, you didn't recognize me., funny how some things never change. And when you walked on by a memory surprised me, smoking cigarettes, your girlfriends by the pool. Your smell I could not forget, that's as close as i could get you were so fucking cool. I'm no good, you're no better, wouldn't we be perfect together? All I wanted was a piece of your heart, you left me torn apart. Fuck the rest before me and their crimes, for your love I'll serve their time I'm no good, you're no better, wouldn't we be perfect together?
-The Bouncing Souls

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[08 Dec 2003|11:12am]
hi im heather
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