| sorry - but i'm moving. |
[09 Feb 2004|12:47pm] |
yes thats right. im moving. my ass is going back to live journal..
here's the linkage
http://www.livejournal.com/users/starxstruck64/
i'll miss u blurty-ers. :)
i wont update here anymore - but i'm gonna keep it just so i can keep my friends thing.
--danielle
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woo. okay so lets see.. pats win the superbowl :) greatness
i havent updated in a while. i will alot more often though. my life is boring - i was debating on making a whole new journal as it is, but i'm too lazy to re-do my layout n shiz. so watever
i just took dana to school - and i have a test tonight for my job thingy - its 3 hours long :blah: but on the bright side of things, if i pass it and finish the rest of the training i'll be able to go full time and make some decent cash. so i really cant complain.
i've beein in the middle of vacation planning.. i'm goin to florida the week of march 8th. how exciting :) i miss my kelz.. n james who is taking me to get my first tattoo ! and i was just told ryan is coming to see me too. hot
my test is in a far distant land - that i'd easily get lost in .. in peabody lol. nolans coming with me cuz he's the best ! and i told him he could take the car and do watever until he had to pick me up -- he's excellent to me
i'm tired. and i should shower cuz i have to leave in 2 hours. but.. maybe not. er. wat do i do? i dont feel like cooking but i'm hungry - BOWL OF CEREAL IT IS
got a call from l'abbe last night which was super suprising because i dont hear from her often. i'm gonna go back to pine manor and visit soon - i miss my nikkiemarie and l'abs - and kris and vicki! aw. i miss you's ! <3
much love. - going for that bowl of cereal -
* danielle *
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its been.... over a freakin month. god damn am i lazy. nothings been goin on.. i mean.. i have my little stories but nothing mindblowing. so why the hell would ya wanna hear em ya know? oh well. lets see..
in the past month i've decided...
--* to take a semester off of school
--* that even though i dont live at home doesnt mean i dont have a family anymore.. so i've spent as much time with dana as possible
--* i have the best friend in the world.. tracie lynn i love you!
--* although me and nolan will always fight. this relationship will NOT go in the path that me and seans did.. and i love him with everything (which i knew.. but had to add)
--* I'M GOING TO FLORIDA IN MARCH! which is excellent because i miss my kelly more than you'll ever know. and me and james have gotten extremely close the past month or so, and i dont go 2 days without talking to him. so its time for sum much needed delli&james quality time.
and yea . nothing big going on. now that i'm only working and not going to school i have all this new time to do things. but i havent really done anything. its been shitty and cold outside. i hate it. i want summer to come really bad.
working at old navy is going well. nothings really changed lately.. i dont konw what else to talk about.
i guess all in all everything is the same. how boring.
err.. maybe i can update with a survey..
[Unknown LJ tag]
>>You!!
[x] Name danielle
[x] Nicknames delli - d .. thats it really
[x] D.O.B. october 6th
[x] Location Mass
[x] Righty Lefty? righty
[x] Baseball Soccer? baseball
[x] Zodic Sign libra
[x] Hair Color light brown
[x] Hair Length past my shoulders, but layered
[x] Eye Color brown
[x] Current Mood bored
[x] Current Time 1130ish
>> Favorites
[x] Food pizza - pasta - kfc every single day of my life
[x] Drink orange juice or sprite
[x] Resturante new bridge -
[x] Band yellowcard - incubus - the doors
[x] Music Genere um.. punk... and rock i guess
[x] Book mr maybe - jane green
[x] T.V Show dawsons *even though its over .. seasons on dvd kick ass* golden girls.. i dono. same old shit
[x] Color Pink. pink.. any shade of it. and black
[x] Sign of Effection hugs
[x] Clothes jeans and a t shirt.. and then a sweatshirt
[x] Class english
[x] Place my bed.. and the mall.. because i'm a current mall rat.. and anywhere in the city
[x] Movie oohhhh sooo many. romantic comedy mostly.. but some horror
[x] Quote "What good do u think u are with that knife against a girl who cuts herself?"
[x] Holiday Christmas.. although this year was pretty strange
[x] Animal puppies
>> Love
[x] Dating? yes :)
[x] Crush? can you crush on someone after a year?
[x] Boyfriend Girlfriend? boyfriend
[x] Striaght Gay Bi? straight with bi tendencies? lol. okay lets just come out with it.. i like guys.. i find some girls attractive .. i've done stuff with both. but not in a while. does that make me bi? or straight? or .. in the middle? watever u figure it out.
[x] PDA or No? watever
[x] Looks or Personality? looks attract you .. personality keeps you
[x] Ur Type . ( i.e Hair color eyes height yaddah yaddah ) i dont think hair color and height make up a type.. but okay.. i like em tall n blue eyed. nothing else about physical features matters to me. as nolan likes to say "i love you.. because you're blind"
>> Have You Ever?
[x] Had Sex hell yea.
[x] Huged Random people usually do
[x] Made a survey nope. just filled them out
[x] Kissed someone you didnt know i dont think so. i've known them all
[x] Danced Naked? in the shower
[x] Pissed Somewhere beside the bathroom? next to the hospital once.. i really had to go
[x] Got In A Fist Fight haha yeah. *sighs* good times
[x] Regreted Something? i dont anymore. but at the time i guess i did
>> Five Things that Your wearing right now?
[x] a cami
[x] jama pants
[x] hair clip
[x] socks
[x] monkey undies
>> Five Bands
[x] incubus
[x] yellowcard
[x] the doors
[x] story of the year
[x] trapt
>> Five Things You See/Hear
[x] my aunties chinchillas are making some weird noise
[x] i see the computer.. and my empty bowl of cereal sitting next to it
[x] my headphones
[x] a phone
[x] and my vitamin bottle
>> Five Main Goals In Life
[x] be settled
[x] own my own house
[x] marry my sweet heart <3
[x] have a good career
[x] have atleast one kid
>> Five huge dislikes
[x] people who think being unique takes some hair color and ugly mismatched clothes
[x] being ignored.
[x] people who like to forget about the past
[x] people who give out unsolicited advice
[x] that fuckin milkshake song
>> Five Best Friends
[x] tracie
[x] nolan
[x] kelly
[x] james
[x] dan jackson.. alot lately. ever notice.. u cant just call him dan? u have to call him dan jackson? lol. re-TARD
>> Friends: Whos doing what?
[x] Been Stabed? uh.. nolan ? lol
[x] Stabed someone tracie. craaaaaazy bitch
[x] funniest? its between kelly and tracie
[x] sweetiest james
[x] trendiest tracie
[x] hottest NOLAN <3
[x] smartest kelly or dan
[x] most considerate tracie or kelly usually. nolan has his MOMENTS
[x] dumbest probably me. but that doesnt matter lol
[x] druggie? ? none of em
[x] soon to be famous i dono
[x] most likely to suceed kelly
>> If You Could
[x] move somewhere -- i'm seriously thinking of going back to florida. just to get away from things. but i never could leave dana and tracie and nolan and everybody. so.. i dono.
[x] fall in love with i'm already in love with him
[x] meet someone angelina jolie -- or marilyn monroe
[x] get something some money would be nice
>> Stuck on an island
[x] 4 friends
[x] tracie
[x] kelly
[x] nolan
[x] james
[x] 3 food items
[x] pizza
[x] juice - orange or cranberry
[x] a couple bottles of vodka
[x] 2 extra items
[x] a boat
[x] and a get out of jail free card -- ;)
[x] 1 outfit
[x] jeans - a tank top - and my green velvet full zip from expressssss . best outfit ever.
>> Aim WHORE!
[x] over used word? oh my
[x] who do you talk to the most? dan or j sull
[x] person on aim the most kevi m.
[x] dumbest computer skills i d k.. everyone is pretty much the same
>>Five things that don't impress you...
[x] religion
[x] bad manners
[x] bad hygene.. obv.
[x] cockiness
[x] show offs and know-it-alls
>>Five things you cant live without...
[x] love
[x] love making
[x] friends
[x] money. sad.. but true.
[x] my cell
>>Five things you'll do when you complete this...
[x] post this entry
[x] check all my emails
[x] potty break
[x] shower
[x] get ready for the day? i guess.
>>Five things you feel right now...
[x] full
[x] comfortable
[x] i feel pretty... oh so preeetttyyyy...
[x] my wisdom teeth hurt. so i guess that wipes away me being comfortable. but i am though.
[x] lazy :)
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[18 Dec 2003|09:46am] |
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its been like 2 weeks since my last update. i'm a lazy bum.. what can i say.
i dont have alot to update on.. since moving out everything in my life has gotten better. i miss dana and dan like crazy.. but i see them alot still so thats good. i've been workin my tush off.. expectin big things :)
um.. me and nolan = excellent -- the confusion has finally lifted and now we're back together and happier than ever.. well i am. and he says he is.. so that means we're good right? we exchanged xmas gifts early.. he bought me the most beautiful necklace with a heart charm.. fuckin covered in diamonds. its white gold which is my absolute fav. and.. its gorgeous. and tuesday night he picked me up from work.. i spent the night at his house and then we spent all of yesterday together.. watching movies .. sleepin.. eatin.. <3 ya know. but it was a really awesome night / day. i didnt get back here until like 630-7ish and i made us dinner.. delli can work the toaster oven baby. i feel like i fell in love all over again. and its kinda strange when its with a person you've been with before. but i'm really happy.. and he's happy.. and thats all that matters.
one week till xmas day . i just finished wrappin up all the family gifts last night. i still wanna get auntie deb somethin good for xmas though. and me and phil have decided that it'd be better if we just went shoppin after xmas and spent money on each other. so that makes life easier ..
i wanna go to the stone zoo sometime next week.. cuz they're havin the zoolites show there and i'm used to goin every year.. ideally i want to take dana and dan with me. it'd be a cool brother / sister / big sister outing.
laaaa. i havent updated in 2 weeks and i have nothing to update on. heh. alrite. i'll end boredom..
toodles
danielle
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loooooots to update on.
lets start out with the concert.. <3 started out with damone.. who was pretty damn good. * cept i had to leave a few times bc i got sick a few times lol.. thats wat happens when u take flu medication and dont eat.. [[blah]] and then billy talent i watched from the sidelines bc i was still gettin nauseous.. but it was cool cuz i got to talk to the girl from Damone in the bathroom - she's a sweetheart and made me feel better * then i went back but still felt sick.. so i sat on the side to get some fresh air for Billy Talent, who also had a nice set but the guys a nut. my billy really liked em though and he wants their CD for xmas which makes my present shopping easier :)
and then yellowcard - fucking incredible. the show was awesome.. i have bruises on my knees though from banging against the stage.. and i got sweat / spit on a few times. but thats alright.. <3 ryan is even hotter up close <3 .. n sean mackin -- OH BABY..
tracie left with a bruise.
but the concert was fuckin incredible ..
:)
the rest of the night was interesting lol. we kinda got stuck in boston.. nolan ended up pickin us up around 3 cuz he's my superhero <3 thank u babe
um what else what else.. i moved out.. thats somethin. living in melrose now - excellent. hmm.. i d k wat else to update on.. and i have to go cash my paycheck and open a bank account.. and pick up house keys <3
have a loooovely day
<3 delli
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( I grew up wishing on a star * )
too good.. bored..
new news --> me and nolan = breakage. i said it was mutual.. cuz he told me if i ever got bored in the relationship to tell him..and i did.. but i know he doesnt want it. which makes me feel shitty.. but i feel like we have no time for each other. well.. we have time.. but its always at the wrong time. and aside from today i havent seen him in 2 and half weeks. and we barely talked. it doesnt even feel like we're going out. but i dono.. he thinks i dumped him for j sull.. (uh.. NO) cuz he was looking at the call list in my phone and his number was in there cuz i called him back when he called me one night when he was home for thanksgiving break.. oh no.. not that. whatever though..
what else what else..
me and tracie had our first fight! it only lasted 15 minutes and i left her a voicemail with an apology .. and she texted me with an apology lol.. so i dono if it counts. but i didnt like it and i never want it to happen again. :) i loooooove my tracie !
on the other side of things.. met this new kid through tracie and matt.. his name is derek and he's a really cool kid with the weirdest last name. terchiak or something.. very very polish. also very nice. but who knows whats up with that. i'm not rushing into anything .. also not holding back because of anything either.
beca is at rafa's.. she better be being a good girl!
ehh.. matt ells just called me.. havent talked to him in forever. he's with chris d .. who i also havent seen in forever. they're gonna come visit me and all of my sickness <-- massively bad cold .. but i'm a baby so oh well
yellowcard in 2 days .. :)
going to wait for tracie matt and derek to call..
<3 comment.. no one ever does anymore
danielle
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wat a long day yesterday was .. i'll start from the beginning
in the morning i woke up around 930.. drove to auntie debs to pick up the tortellini's she made us :) then came home.. made 2 cheesecakes .. watched tv, and ate dinner with my family around 130.. then i slept till 330.. woke up and showered.. went to tonis.. and it was weird, this was the first thanksgiving w/o gram being there. but i ended up bringing some laughter into the family lol.. i splattered whip all over myself lol.. then i got a call from billy.. so i brought him some food cuz he was alone at timmys house and i dont like when people are alone on holidays.. so he ate, we went to tracies.. went to visit this girl corey.. who apparently is timmy's latest ex girlfriend - so we talked alot and she's wicked sweet.. she wants to chill next weekend and i'm always up to makin new friends so thats cool.. then we went back to timmy's.. cuz i wanted to see his moma wanda. i missed her soo much. we talked for a while.. discussed absolutely everything lol.. timmy was dead sick.. he has some funky flu / cold typa deal.. so i just sat with him n tried to make him feel better.. while me n wanda watched movies.. its funny.. she still has all those pictures of me and timmy while we were little all over the house. and she has one of me and timmy and her from last thanksgiving .. i look fat though. i've lost alot of weight since then. but anyways.. lol. i came home around 1130.. and that was pretty much my day
i have work 230-1030 today.. but i get paid .. and i'm expecting it to be decent. then i have work 745-4 tomorrow.. woooooo.
and 5 days till the yellowcard concert
i need to finish up xmas shopping! oi vey.
<3 delli <3 xoxo
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so yes. i'm excited.
i had the friggin weirdest dream last night. and i wish it never happened. because now i cant get it out of my head and its really pissing me off. ::insert punch in face here::
had a looong day yesterday. worked from 3-1030.. then chilled with weiner [ who's finally home from college! woo!] and watched 2 fast 2 furious. i like that movie. and then i got home around 1:30.. and passed out.
even though me and my mom barely get along, she asked me for a christmas list. and this year i figured my christmas list would just be everything i need.. along with a few things that i want.. like that black and hot pink running suit i saw at express WHICH WILL BE MINE! and the puma sneakers ;-) hmmmm. and other random things.. like my perfume and craaaap.
i picked out the main design of my tattoo.. its a butterfly... but the inside of the wings are done up tribal style..and i think i wrote about this before. but i think i'm going to have my very artistic friend redraw it and make the wings extend more, that way it'll look good on my back. unless i keep it small the way it is and put it in front. I don't know yet. and i want to get my name going down around one of the wings too.. so it'll be really cute :) but its gonna be done all in black. i was thinking color at first, but the color fades, and all of angelina jolies tattoos are in black. aside from the newest one on her back.. hmmm i'm a copier
i started ye old xmas shopping 2 weeks ago.. everybody is like.. halfway done. and by everybody i mean my immediate family. i got dana a bunch of shit .. but i'll get her an outfit or something just to top it off. i told little dan i'd take him shopping in boston one day, because i hate picking out clothes for him .. he's at that age where he actually cares about what he looks like.. and its annoying. mom is 75% done.. and dad is too.. i got them main gifts. and then i'll get em somethin small to go with it .. i think. who knows.
nolan is 1/3 of the way done. i've boughten him clothes mainly so far.. and the underwear he wanted from old navy.. but i still have alot more to go. and its all planned out.. i just need to get some money. i should be getting a very nice paycheck this week.. because of the 8 hours of time and a half i worked last weekend.. * i'm in love with working on sundays.. 12.75 an hour.. hell yea baby*
BARBARA'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP!! its the day after the YC concert. i bought her ticket cuz she likes them too.. so me her and tracie are gonna kickass and make it an all girls night. we'll go out to eat or something too. and then i bought her really cute pajamas :) lol. beca liked the idea. i was talkin to candice the other day and she asked if i was going to the concert cuz she knows i'm in love with them and i said yes.. and she seemed kind of mad that i didnt invite her. but i dont really talk to her. she only randomly calls my phone when i'm with tracie.. lol. so should i feel bad? ehh. watever. i really dont .. even if thats a mean thing.
i got invited to apply to a really nice photography school in so cali.. [ not that i would ever relocate ] but apparently u cant just apply.. someone has to like.. send in ur work so they can see, and then if they like it they invite you. so.. yea.. he told me nuzzolo sent in this one project i did last year and he loved it and he wanted me to go. lol. i'm not though.. i do think i really want to transfer to photography school. and they have the new england school of photography in boston.. on comm. ave.. i'm going to check it out. maybe within the next year or two it'll happen? who knows anymore.
i just ate a slim jim, but it was a spicy one.. and it was massively greasy. i bit into it and felt the grease.. and now my tongue is burning.. err.
this was a pretty long update but i'm excited about alot of things and i had a lot to say..
much love to my fellow yellowcard fans next wednesday*
danielle
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yellowcards new single is going to be ocean avenue.. comin out in january. [ so here's my preview for you :) ] they're working on a coming out with a video too! woo.
and I'M GOING TO SEE THEM IN 9 DAYS!
love me
delli
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hey hey.. its been a while since i did an actual update and not with just my random poem or quote or lyrics. watever. but here i am. being the bored person that i am. although i had a fun filled day .. spent the night at tray's on friday.. cuz she's a savior when i locked myself out of my house. and last night i spent the night at toni's.. cuz i havent seen her in a while and i love / miss her. and her jewish mother who refuses to turn on the heat till february. [[but its okay because she's my mom too and i loooove her :) ]] then we got the good news that auntie donna is engaged to her boytoy hans.. he's a really nice guy. and auntie gracie is having another baby! woo hoo. i wish gram was here to see all the excitement.
i went to nonnie's memorial on saturday morning. cant believe its been 2 years since she's passed. i remember the last time i saw her like it was yesterday.
but on the brighter side of things. i'm transferring schools.. and moving out :) hopefully. me and beca are going halves on this very cute apartment we found. so we called the lady and stuff.. hopefully she'll get back to us.
anyways im tired. and i'm going to go to sleeeeep.
toodles * hugs * and kisses
danielle
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Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework... and the incessant forwards and the friendships and the calls to each other complaining about <3*.:*CrUsHeS*:.*<3!! Somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's" and the "What are we doing tonight's?" And somewhere between all of the changing and growing... somewhere between growing... somewhere between the classes and the skipping classes...and the StUdYiNg for TeStS...And the PRETENDING to *StUdY* for ~TeStS~.. And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS... I forgot--I forgot what ScHooL was all about. Somewhere between all the appointments and Smoothies, and Diet Dr. Pepper's.... paying bills and then not paying bills...Making plans then breaking plans... Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing....I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy... And that pretending to be SmArT doesn't make you smart .. I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the FUTURE... I forgot that you can't control falling in .:.LoVe.:.<3.. And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*<3.... I learned that I can LOVE... I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP.... And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!.. And it's okay to feel like crap... I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiN and wHINe to all your friends for a whole day........ I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have. I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL and CoLLeGe and the working world isn't the parties or the DRiNKiNG or the hookups... (even though it sure is fun) It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that time and love can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse- it does... but w/ the love and support of friends-you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch - those that you've lost touch w/ are feeling the same way...I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends......... Both o l d and new..... Are the most important people to me in the world. AND without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.....
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Name: danielle
Sex: female
Height: 5'3
Weight:135
Eyes: dark brown
Hair: all dark brown
Legs: i got two of them..
Feet: size 8..
Throws: don't want wanna throw no bows, know wut i be sayin g?
Masturbatory Schedule: falling behind... i think i have an appointment this week?
Greatest Fear: heights..
On the continuum of sexuality:
Straight=1=2=3=4=5=6=7=8=9=10=Gay i can count too!! i give myself.. a 4.
Number of people who were once a significant other that now refuse to acknowledge that fact: um.. i dono. nobody has ever really put it in super denial.
Number of people romantically loved: many. i'm a lover not a hater.
Number of times heart has been smashed: eh.. two
On the status of virginity:
Virgin:___ Non-Virgin:__X__ no comment:____
Number of AIM screen names: 3
Name of Penis: currently penis less.
Preferred Parent: daddys girl all the way.
On the continuum of sexual frustration:
Low=1=2=3=4=5=6=7=8=9=10=High ....i'm a girl.. pussy rules the world. so... 2.
Favorite Food: um. any food is good.
Most Hated Place: ? i dont hate any particular place.
Kissing Skills: never had a complaint.. only 100% compliments.
part two
-------- Have You ---------
Smoked? yes ma'am.
Been Drunk as hell? OH SHIT YEA.
Shoplifted? mm hmmmmmmm
Lied? sure
Betrayed a friend? not intentionally.
Been to jail? nope
Smoked weed? you have a short term memory
Done LSD? lol no
Done any other illegal drug? ummm yes?
Given oral sex? uh huh
Received oral sex? oh yea baby.
Screwed something not of the human race? not that i remember.
Screwed something not alive? grossss. no
Used someone? what?
Paid someone for sex? wat a waste of money. besides.. u think people would say no to me? lol
Been paid for sex? great quote "i just got paid 50 bucks to fuck you!". but we'll keep it on the DL of who said that though.
Played strip poker? yeaaaa.. not a good thing.
Skipped school? many a time.
Skipped school to get high / drunk? once with beca lol
Danced naked? infront of people? um... no.
Danced naked in public? i'm not much of a nude person.
Flashed someone? yesssss
Mooned someone? nah i'm more of a flasher.
Kissed someone? duh yes
Kissed someone of the same sex? yea baby.
Held hands? mm hmm
Hugged someone? I hug anyone and everyone, every single chance i get.
French kissed? oh la la yes
Had sexual fantasies? LOVE THOSE.
Stolen money? no
Stolen money from family? lol no
Stolen drugs from family? lmao that would be so funny
Been convicted of a crime? lol no!
Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'? nah
Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'? oh most definately.
Been called a whore? many a time.
Watched porn? its a hobby.
Taped porn? twice.... just kidding... it was once... lol
Watched porn you taped? why tape it if ur not gonna watch it
Kissed someone in a moving vehicle? yeppers
Screwed someone in a moving vehicle? not moving. no.
Used sex 'toys'? heh. yep.
Tried to kill yourself? nooooo
Tried to kill someone else? no. just wished.
Told someone you hated them? yes. but i regret it. and whoever i said it to i'm sorry. i didnt mean it really.
Told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? no way. i love everybody.
( loved this. thought it was adorable. )
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that was a classic. today was a long day.
yesterday was better
and the night before was the best :)
thursday.. randomly.. rich comes into work to see if i was mad at him.. it was really nice of him and i'm glad he did. cuz now we worked things out and we're all cool as friends again. .. n mike came in.. cuz i randomly ran into him at the cafe on wednesday and i told him i was workin thursday. so him and sergio came in.. after work we picked up tracie and ended up chillin wiht them for a lil while. what drama.
so onto my weekend. friday night i went out bowling with rich tracie and his cousin sean.. we had a kiiiick ass time. well first.. i ended up running errands with rich. we went to cash my check, pick up a knobby piece for the lumi... went up route 1 to pay off my monstrous cellular bill.. which ended up being half as monstrous as i thought.. and then for food.. and then to look at the truck he's going to try and convince his daddy into buying him.. and then.. .. wat did we do? oh.. i dropped him off and i went home. showered.. got beautified and we drove around.. picked up tracie .. after making her mad at me because i wouldnt let her go home and shower. lol we got more food, and then went bowling. and i was kicking ass.. and then rich came and ended up whipping mine. :sniff: the pain.
then we left, he dropped off me and tray at griffins.. she wanted to see bryan and i wanted to see nolan. it ended up being retarded. which is unusual. griff nights are usually pretty cool. so we left and walked to my house.. i drove her home.. and ta da.
so saturday comes.. i get woken up at 9 am with a "are u coming out with me and rosa?" phone call.. lol. ya right. anyways. i got out of bed at 12.. and we went to the mall.. i started xmas shopping and i got dana and my dad halfway done. and i bought myself a new pair of shoes, because when you buy other people things its only fair to treat urself. plus they were on sale. they're wicked cute! black volatiles.. but they're not huge and chunky like all the other ones.. they're low.. and have a star on the side .. very very cute.
very very comfy.
and i got a butterfly ring, which is adorable and is goign to match my soon to be tattoo! then we went to newbury comics.. saw some kid rosa knew. and .. yea. i found my tattoo.. i found it in temporary form. its a butterfly, but the wings are done up real nice.. the inside of the wings are done up tribal style. its very adorable and rosa and tracie looooooved it. then we went to rosas.. and i met her mom for the first time. she's so wicked pretty. and a sweetheart too. lol. i wish she was my mommy. la di da. then we went to blow up some pictures for rosas memory book .. and .. um wat else.. then she dropped us off at work
me and tracie had the same hours. so that was pretty cool. i loove working with miss tracie.
then i went home and slept.
and today i worked.. 8 - 5. looong day but i dont mind. it was time and a half. i just spent 4 hours training some lady on the cash register. and then i took my hour break. treated myself to lunch at panera.. and.. yea thats pretty much it. went back to work. cashiered for the rest of the night and had to deal with an immature 19 year old.
and now i'm home. and i couldnt go see nolan tonight cuz busses dont run on sundays to his house. sooo watever. i dono what i'm gonna do. watch the pats game definately.. just dono where. tracie is going out with matt.. (again) and they're going to watch ppv..
this was a long update but i guess i just felt the need to write this much lol
i love you
love delli :)
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[ watched an episode of the golden girls this morning and rose was singing that in her head during dorothy's wedding .. and it got stuck in my head.. lol ]
anywho.. me and nolan = okay again. really sick of confusion.. but i guess its something you have to deal with to be happy.
today was a good day, i went to school.. came home ate and showered.. and met up with tracie. told her about my daily drama which i'll explain in a few.. and then we went to walgreens, matt picked us up and we went to the mall.. where we bought matching undies and bra set :) .. and then we went to the cafe and met with 2 of tracies friends.. ran into mike n frank.. who i havent seen in aaages (since school anyways). and yea. its all gravy from there. came home.. finished my poetry paper on a poem by an irishman in love. which i thought was really adorable. and i'll probably type it out and cut it because i like to share pretty things. and yes.
my drama : so i'm online.. get the ill random IM from someone with the screen name lilbiatchxxx04 .. arite. no biggie. she starts shit saying i posted random comments in her journal. #1. i dont read journals unless they belong to someone i know. #2. she wont tell me what the comment was. or who's fuckin journal it is.. so therefor i cant fess up to something if i dont know what the hell she wanted me to fess up to. then she tells me she wants to fight me.. and i congratulated her because she's not the first person.. so watever. some random name calling. and she says.. well tonight isnt a good night for me. wat are you doing tomorrow night. i told her to meet me after work and she said no, because she needs to get her sleep. i'm sittin her thinkin.. i get out at 1030.. this girl is going to bed at 1030? she must be a highschooler, and have a curfew on a school night .. so she tells me to meet her on my break.. so i laughed at her because obviously whatever she has to say or do to me isnt going to take that long if she expects a 15 minute break to be able to cover all the things she wants to yell at me. and then she goes on mentioning how she'll hurt me.. but she was being a wicked baby about it.
on with the show. i start to think who the hell is randomly starting shit. but this girl was so fucking immature.. so.. i randomly call up rich, to see if it was teri. and he says.. "are you posting anonymous comments in her journal?" jesus fucking christ. that answers my question .. and ya know what.. you'd think that since he's my friend he'd atleast have the decency to come to me and ask - if he seriously thought it was me - before letting his fatass ugly ex girlfriend randomly IM me. and me and him got into a fight. and ya know what. its fucking bullshit.
all he does is complain to me about her, about the fuckin mind games she plays and how unhappy he's been because of her. and wat the hell do i do? i sit back and listen, because i'm his friend and thats what i'm supposed to do right.. if he's gonna turn around and take her side over mine.. then fuck it. ITS NOT WORTH IT. they can both be miserable together.. it aint no shit to me.
on the bright side of things. tomorrow is payday and i'm excited. :) its like a holiday for me
but i'm going to go call nolan n go to bed.. toodles everyone
i love ya'll.
danielle*
( the pretty poem * )
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[11 Nov 2003|12:51am] |
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its been.. one of those weeks.. ya know.. where u want to punch yourself in the face and kick your ex / real boyfriend in the face all at the same time lol. sooo confusing. i dont know what we are anymore. together? not together? but i'm sick of him changing his mind.. and i dont know if i want to put up with this shit anymore... on the bright side of things. well.. yea. i guess there isnt a bright side of things. . ehh. wat can ya do. love is love.
we were discussing what we're going to get each other for christmas this year.. lol he gave me the easiest list ever. sweatshirts.. undies.. socks.. and uh.. he wants to spend a night out in boston. which is all fine n dandy. i can finish his christmas shopping in like.. one day lol. plus the pair of sweatpants i saw at old navy that i want to get him. woo.
i like shopping for other people.
me and tracie discussed our christmas cards this year. BIG SUPRISE FOR EVERYBODY lol. excitedness.
tracie i love you - BFFLAWL!
went to toni's tonight because once again .. a simple homework assignment sends her to tears when she cant finish it on her own. i helped her out.. and she's such a baby. i love her more than anything but my god. who cries over homework. ehh wat can ya do.
it feels like i havent updated in forever.. ... whatever
noone has school tomorrow cept us cool college kids. woo ha.
delli has the ill 3 rotated discs.. tennis season left me with a bang and now it hurts to stand up for too long, or sit up for too long. i'm a mess. the fuckin trainer has me going to rehab 3 times a week. i'm sittin there like.. what the hell. she just makes it hurt worse. i dont understand it. buuuut wat can ya do.
work is going good.. making some pretty decent money. and i cant complain about that. workin 530 - 1030 tuesday thursday and saturday this week.. sweet deal.
anyways..
nights - delli
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ran my whole life in the ground, and i cant get up when you're gone
its over. for good. and.. its the way it should be. right? .. right.
ehh.
work today.. wasnt even that bad cuz all i did was cashier all day. rich picked me up, we went to play pool and went for pizza. i got to meet his cousin sean from arizona, he's my first official arizonian friend.he's a really nice kid. and then ms tracie-ness me rich n sean went to his sisters house to see her new adorable puppy..
if i had to rate going out with them tonight.. i'd give it a definate 10.
and then nolan calls / stops by for all of 10 minutes. that killed the night. but whatever.
* just ate a cup of soup.. ramen noodles kick ass but now i dont feel good *
( i wish i could explain what i see in your eyes
and how every time i kiss you i get butterflies )
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