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i didnt do shit today..but jack came over n we were lifting and boxingg, a nice workout eh and then we hung out with some bithces i kneww amy nikki<33 and mel and sakdjf;laskjdf i think amy likes jack hahahha shiet. did i say that outloud. well fuck i so LOVE CORONASSSSSSSSSSSSS well tonights gonna be fun as fuck.. street racing betches time to make some money. i heart you nikki.
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[03 Nov 2004|06:57pm] |
whats up bitches .. i havent been on here in forever. i still havent got a chance to talk to misty... but damn ive been busy jus partying it up like every week shiiiet. clubbing man.. chicago style. thast right .. CHITOWN they pull a knife you pull a gun they send one of urs to the hospital you send one of theres to the morgue.. haha thats teh chicago style betchessss.. damn so like the only person ive talked to that ive talked to before on here now is roxyy shes so cool and i think shes still my fucc buddi <3 but i miss her too. ... and now shes friends w/ my friend jack i duno whats up w/ that but its all good..cause i am a whore. comment on meh betches.
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hey... people... what is up. well.. yeah its me..again.. never type in this i feel so empty. this thing brings back memories. i miss misty.. alot. she's like my true love. she's gone. i need to get a fucking fone card. goddamnit. and for all you other people. i miss all of you too. yep.. can you all do me a favor? when i come online.. on my sn ckyx4.. can you all i.m me and talk?... heh. i miss you guys. my snz ckyx4 dont forget that. just tell me who you are n then yeahhhhhh.. so yeah ... life sucks. im sucha failure. im 18... and still depressed.
im writing songs for my band still..we're playing shows too. check out... silent screams <- my band. by the way..check out my friend ryan's band.. that lives in PA .. his band is 5 PIE.. check it out.
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[21 Sep 2003|08:38pm] |
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dude .. i miss you peoples.. but i gott to go.. i miss misty.(sorry i missed ur bday babe)...i miss kayla..n lots of ther ppls but i HAVE TO GO..so ill contiue this entry later. nite pplzz
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[26 May 2003|09:26pm] |
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yo..whats up..ok.. so now im deciding to write in this thing, even tho i havent in forever...shit...i havnet been on in forever too... last time ive been on wuz..when i talked to dani <3.. she's cooL. and i miss MANDA... yea...manda..who lives in ... roselle..manda..ever heard of cosmic haze? raggae ska..band from carol stream?!@ they're fucking kool. n good too..heh... my friend mikes close friends wit em..they're playing somewhere soon..i forgot..apriL's gotta remind me... me..my band..since i moved.. all my band shit is gone.. really.. i got a new band... me.. dave... jay..ryan... me..lead guitar/back up vocalz... ryan..bass/back up vocalz..dave..guitar..jay..vocalz... and we still need a full time drummer.. so far dan'z being our drummer..shit..skools almost out!@#... i might get a job at stratford square maLL.... bloomingdale IL... you gotta be 16 to work..im turnin 18..in like 7 days..lol..hasdfjasdfjalsdfj oh yea..fun times right? ILL BE LEGAL. i gotta do somethin.. ive been skating..ive gotten mucho better..but i sprained my ankle. shit..it hurts likaa biootchhh... ive been ..helpin my cousin work on his.. integra..from acura@# ...its tha shit.. do the same thign i did with my ecipse..turn it into a rice burner.. .rice burner's own..biotch..IMPORTS...fuck domestic cars.. only good domestic ones are like trucks n shit.. fuck grand am..and mustang n shyt.... they break down so easily..heh... shit.. dave's in a nother band too.. dave..allen... n alex..n shit..they're good..played the song from allister that im listenin to right now.. "somewhere down in fullerton.. " for this talent show thing..kyle's band..who lives down the street from me.. played heLL song..and my friend jessie<33 played... private eye from alk 3!@... ive been at the mall latey so if u live near me..come n try to find me... i've still been.. raving lately.. n..hittin the turntablez at a club..wit LIL K... we get payed too..for bein DJz n shit..its tyte..so thats like my job now... i need another job.. buy soem partz for my cousins car..n mine.. geez..i miss MISTY..ive called her like 5 times.. like a month ago..she never PICKS UP..goddamnit.. she's got a job too ..and a boyfriend >=\ .. oo guess what..i talked to KENZIE..holy shit remember her? girl i wuz..foolin round n shit wit..haha shes still cool.. now like everybody on my list is gone...since ive never been on..n then.. KENZIE shows up!@#... so yea.. if u wanna talk to me..comment me..and ill like ..come on sometime to talk to u!#@$..haha.. arright..well im gonna leaveeee cuz... someone speciaL is over... HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY. dad.. grandpa..thankz for everythn plus ppl in the armed services... jill..u wanna boyfriend...talk to me..i could hook u up..with someon... i..ahahh! ur kool.. o yea.. ave fun wit evverytihgn..i dont see whats your problem!@#..
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[26 Apr 2003|11:17pm] |
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yo whats up. nothin here..haha... havent written in this piece of shit forever..neither has misty..n half the ppl on my list.. i miss most of them too..but see thats what you get.. never come on no more.. you lose contact..i lost contact with a lot of good ppl..i even forget some of their namez... i fucking miss laura. shit.. haha miss my old frenz.. even mandi , she we were like old skooL together. now shes gone off doin her things..and like following my footsteps.. im like sober er some shit.. i read some shit off her journal..bout gangz..haH... im not in a gang dude.. i got ppl mistaken me for one right.. im in my own lil CREW..we do shit like gangz.. but we dont fuckin shoot each other..we jump each other n always in fuckin street fights.. most of us skate too... makes it fukin weirdddd... i talked to maria on the fone today..shes so fucking cooL. i wish i got to see her again before i moved..cuz she goes to a diff HS ... cuz shes like catholic er some shit....now im listenin to eminem's "kim"..haha..i feel like murdering someone...i think i pissed of janice earlier..she wuz fukin round wit me n i thought it wuz someone else.n i got pissed..n she never talked back..hah..i am so stupid..i should fucking die dude..fuck dying. i dont wanna get into any suicidal shit. found a box of sharp objectz what a beautiful thing..dude the used fucking rockkkssssssss... jeeze fuck i dont know what to do with my life.. ppl online are so complicated its not even funny. all dramatic n shit. real life is easier. n shit.. man i feeLin for some booze..haha... im gonna try to get a job at zumiez.. thats right..pac sun sucks! ha jk its okay. soo many hot chiks at the mall dude.. for some reason..ive just been playin with knives... not sucidial shit or anything.. and playing basketball. since when have i gone out too shoot fucking hoops...haha its boring as hell dude..nothing to do.. i still fucking draw..anime is the shit... i love it. .. makes me feel like a kid.. its talent too dude....ive been street racing too... i raced against the fag white boy who knows nothin bout.. his fukin 3000 gt..he said he was gonna get an eclipse like mine..but no...rich dumbass got it from his parents.. and his faggot friend tim..the dude who thinks imports are shitty..bullshit. him and his gay ass mustang!..haha... ford... FOUND.ON.ROAD.DEAD ..thats what it stands for...yea bitch thats right..mannn immaput sugar in his gas tank.. fucking a potatoe in his muffler.. slice of ham on his car to take off the color.. his car would look like shit too..who the hell races with fuckin cromed rims too? you put em on after you race. bitch..asshole thinks he could whoop my ass..when his highest speed is fucking 110. lol.. yeah yeah..talk to you guys later okayyyyyyy.
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dude i miss mandi. okay..n halie too..everythigns bullshit though.. and i guess thats all i hav to say in this lame ..entry.. i miss misty too. stupid fucker ..havent talked to her in forever..and shit misty.. call me up or plan some day so we could like..talk to whole day.. i swear to god im fucked. its not even funny tomorrow. if i die tomorrow...no one will miss me..nobody now does anyway..shit.. i havent been on in like a bit.. so ya hurry up mistyyyyy.....
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woohoo kellis' out of the game..stupid slut.. i dont even like talk to her n shit... i dont even have one fucking feeling for her.. not even being friends.. JORI shes hot as hell and... i remember the first week ... donovan was like.. yo dawg... she likes ya.. but then till now i didnt realize what a slut she was.. i was just paying attention to her..her fucking hotness... she said my friend kevin was "cute"... aw..hahah.. but she likes me!.. n im sure she lieks everyone too becuz shes a slut..cuz ppl keep saying she likes ppl.. but then theres jACKIE shes hot too oh my god..-drooL- ..fuckin rapeable... i duno bout her.. shes a fucking TEASE!!!... especially in the fucking halls it pisses me off ... that i cant havE her.. but then their chrissy..whos most likely a prep but like dressing punk n .. SKATER.. woohoo<3 PLUS and shes hot too.. but i cant say i like em cuz i duno em.. i have a crush on em though.. but those 3 wont work out..but janice... ahhhhhh hah... i lovE her. ...and FUCK YOU.
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[27 Mar 2003|01:34pm] |
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shit i feeL so fucking horrible.. i wish i could like .. just drop dead ya know.. feel sorry for like all the girls i know.. well mostly on this piece of shit.. ppl getting hurt by guys n shit.. like brandy.. shes so sick of it.. even though i dont even talk to her...(entries)..haha..yeah.. and incidents i myself fucking did..like JILL n shit she didnt deserve it.. + any other girl.. haha kayla too.. o well.. im not fucking changing things..i dont want the horrors from the past all up in my face again.. im glad you left.. dont ever fuckin talk to me again.. always fuckin RUNNING TO ME and i cant even talk to you. .maybe i do like you..or did.. fuck that i know itll never work cuz youll never break up wit this asshole you just did with.. but atleast TRY to fucking talk... why should i enslave myself..over you.. shit i know you ..been known you for awhile now.. sometimes i like it when you run to me..so i can treat you nice n shit.but when i feel the need to talk to you..your never there.. never. so fuck you too <^> ive been workin out mucho..fuckin pulled my calve muscle.. when i was sleeping.. 1200..i shot straight up..shit.. i was so tired i was like.. yelling and fuckin cursing..on the ground i almost fell asleep there..but then ijust went back to sleep on my bed..cut mcuho much tooo.. love starin at the blood..calms me the fuck down...
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[24 Mar 2003|02:26pm] |
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.. last night.. was the worst.. i dont know why.. just was.. i should die..seriously.. im so sick of saying that.. even the thought of suicide is gay now cuz i havent done it.. seriously.. it makes me sick...im pissed at myself... i fucking misss what i had best.. misty shes long gone now..with some fag bryce..PLUS shes got a job.. i needa find myself one so bad.. im desperate..not even jewel will hire.. shit. im trying to get a job at skate shack now.. the one next to blomingdale court for you fellows that live in 630.. i feel so rejected tooo.. im so dumb for poppin the big question up..now i got nothing left.. im even too fucking afraid.. of talking now.. shit.. and i dont know i miss melissa alot too even though.. shes like always .. this n that.. n shows no intrest in me..we dont even have shit in common.. she wrote on a piece of paper..saying.. "i wish i was like you getting so close to someone that you have no close intention too" .. she wrote this shit too..hopefully its me..hopefully... "p.z. I'm afraid to close my eyes because I might think of you. I’m afraid to open them because I might see you. I’m afraid to move my lips because I might speak of you. I’m afraid to listen because I might hear my heart falling for you." hopefully...goddamn... im in the i dont care do wahtever kinda mood not the I DONT GIVE A FUCK moood.. im all calm n shit.. god i love misty though. i hope she knows i think of her EVERY fucking minute..n every fucking day for what? the last week.. dude seh was everything..my everything.. i miss desiree too.. i miss..KENZIE the most.. goddamn.... i kinda miss vicki too.. even though she hates my ass..n everytime she pulls her fuckin pantines down..her ass is prolly burnin..and whatever..im ... ps..everything is LIES.. seriously specially everything with the whole rejection deal... its ok.. you never liked me.. n dont say you dont.. i swear to god you dont.. im sure your the same thing as melissa..we proably dont even have anything in common.. your probably out doin some gay ass lil fuck.. and ill see you all in another 20 years.
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ok sry..so yea cassie fxckin like cheated on Lee n shit..goddamn that hoar. shes hot too.. fxckin asshole..dude..lee's been ..pissin out of his eyes n shit.. so guess what we did..fxckin boxed each other.. he kept on goin n goin..shit. fxckin hoars..and i saw the movie 8 mile again..haha reminds me of a whole lot..bout my LIFE. fxckin sluts dude..britney murphy..whoaaaaa major slut. SHE LOOKS LIKE FUCKIN CASSIE TOO but cassie's fuckin hotter and has blue eyes. lmfao. pissed me off. -.-.. okay.. lets uh see..i fxckin miss melissa dude.. she dont even talk to me on the fone no more.. i wanna see whats up.. i havent seen her in like 2 months dude.. not cool..same with laura too..geeze fuckin CHRIST. amy and jori's fuckin hot as helllllll i want amy thoughhhhhhhhhhhhh..... song for all the sluts in my life and the world... limp bizkits new one - just drop dead.... " okay where the hell you been said you been hanging wit yoru cute girlfriends..i got a call kinda woke me up said youve been hanging out wit this lil fuck" .. "wtf is goin on wtf do you think you are".. "pullin down the panties will leave your ass burnin" "i deserve more i deserve more you act like a whore, so just drop dead" "rewind back to the start when we got together i gave you my heart.." "you gave my ass a rose" haha yea.. who the fuck do you think you are... aka..melissa..cassie.. kelly..fxckin A N Y B O D Y dude... piece out..boxing.
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pissed off. fxckin like..cassie cheated on lee? the fuckkkk. cassie was holding hands with some lil fuck.. short.. blonde spikey hair... glasses..cant skate for shit wannabe person.. and shit..
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everythings fucked up. i hate everyone.. seriously.. just fucking with me all the time.. uhh.. manda and jeremy just broke up.. good. shit i dont care no more.. i dont care what you think either..yall just gonna fucking get back together within the next hour or so.. shit. like you always do n dont tell me your not.. you always ALWAYS mother fucking ALWAYS. god atleast i got that off my back.. lets fucking see.. parents always a fucking bitch no matter what.. always fucking complaining.. i only got fuckin 10 minutes left on my cell fone..which sucks fucking ass.. ive skated... n shit.. alot..mucho.. takin a break from the guitar... preferablly coupLe days.. workin on turntable shit.. yeah..thats right.. be a fucking DJ for a fucking rave place ...if i never get anywhere with my fucking guitar... you know dreams dont come fucking true.. i am so fucking smart.. you kno how i fucking mispell shit on blurty its cuz of the web page shit now im writing this inna email thing..imma copy n paste the shit. ive been raving mucho tooo.. and kickboxing like crazy... working on a car too.. fucking dumbass american guy down the street.. him and his black mustang with cromeds out wheels.. his top.. 110. lmfao. whoaaaaa...thinking your fast n shit.. doesnt even compare to a fucking TOYOTA.. and if its a fucking TRUCK from toyota.. itll still get its ass whooped by the truck.. dumbass omar gots a mercedes.. toms gonna steal the mercedes shit on it. and KEY his car... mayb ei should hate youf or this..never really ever quite get that far...w.e im doing my hair. F U C K E R S
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dude my life is fuckd once again. im sorry this keybord wont type eiter. goddd i hat my life ... maybe i should pull fucki vince.. but ill shoot MYSELF... even if they come for me..shit. i hate eveyrbody i dont kw who i love no more. i know i dont lve my family. i dont love anyoneelse either.. theres this girl at school tha reminds me of misty..but misty's cuter..and has a wayy better ass. pisse me off ..sh flirts with tons of ppl..bu shesonly a friend. misty gota boyfriend now too. byron byrce w.e... dont ive a fuck. pisses me off too..n todas mandas bday.happy bday ... thankful that ou got yourwish.. uh ppl at school arefucked to. so i dont know i jut sitting here thinking bout what i-should do.. fuck i think kazaas fuking with me.i cnat tpe and is all slow and shit. WTF i needa get out of his world. it pointlss.. i dont loveanybody.nobody relly fucking LOVESme.. i LOst my drEAM. THERES FUCKING SNOW ONTHE GROUND.. CANT SKATE.. CAT FIND ANYBODY EITHER..AND HE PPLL OU WANT ARE TO HARD TO GET AND YOU NO WILNEVER TALK TOO YOU CUZ THERE TOO GOOD. SEEMS LIKE IVE BOUT HI THAT DEPRESSION TIME AGAIN.. FUCK... NOBODY KNOWS HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME. I SWEAR O FUKINGGODVERYWHERE I GO I SEE SLUTS.. ppl DONT UNDERSTAND SHT. .. THIS KEYBOARDS PISSING ME FF MORE.. SHT..BYE.
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fuck everything and everybody. this kid brung a gun to school today..pretty fucked..the cops came..and so did the ambulance.. rumors about him overdosing..i kno him hes a good man..but shit.. drama fucks up everything. the story goes..he cheated on his gf (who i know) .. with like 5 other girls.. and his girlfriend same time they were gonig out..was flirting with me..and this one dude in our class..n probably more too. but she dumped him cuz of cheating and shit now hes all done n shit bringing a fucking gun to school trying to fucking kill himself..its not cool. its not cool. but for me everywhere i go i see fucking sluts.. and whores.. same old story. 3-11-03 can you stick with one person n love em forever? fuck. i hate love. and if you can, prove it to me.THEN PROVE IT TO ME. fuckers. "and will you tell all your friends youve got your gun to my head" fuk happy profiles the world makes me sick. thats right some fcked p sht. mandi.. hes the cute dude i sd ou'd prolly like..the blak dude..vince.. n the grl is PAULA
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fxck sry for the LAG of update. well my life sucks ok. school sucks. kelly ..duno her last name ROCKS but now jaworski. haha ! the one that i was gonna moon when standing on top of my desk! well spanish fucking sucks ass. but i saw my grade n shit .. n i got like ExCUSED for like every other shit... cuz im new n shit i thought i was failing spanish..whewwwww. im getting a B. haha... oh yeah the blair witch. GAY MOVIE..but id prolly say pretty cool for a scary movie thats all made up n shit. like the part where they're in the tent.. trying to sleeep and they hear voices of lil kids cuz supposedly that one guy murdered the lil kids.. and fucking you hear em screaming and shit...and then pounding on the tent. freaky. hah! and then when i was sleeping i imagined bloody lil hand prints on the wall ns hit..which was freaky. so i had to turn on the tv n fall asleep watching it.. like 3 00 in the morning. + btw i have blair witch 2. see if thats gay.. n the first blair witch i HATED that one girl. goddamn she was annoying and DUMB. yeahhhhh. my life sucksssssssssss. kelly... like my first friend i made their.. hah she seems fucked up. she sings GOOD cuz we had this karaoke shit going on at school..she went up their several times.. whoaaa she was good. just imagine cutting out the pop/rap shit.. and make it put in punk or something. AH that would be awesome.. + april shes like.. a rocker.. she hangs out wit me n shit.. well barely we dont really talk..shes like always lookin at me in reading n im lookin at her .. n teacher says im too quiet and.. she goes "im slowly converting to that stage" PIMP. ah hahaaaaaaaa... dude we're alike. WE DRAW fucking anime.. good ass helllll shes good at it too. n for our autobiography WTF i didnt know she was doing jimi hendrix too!@#$. i was like HOLY SHIT. she plays guitar... shes gonna be in my band. shes gotta be. shiiiiiiiiiiit. im so fucked. overloaded with homework..n im turning like every assignment late. i gotta get serious..its fucking high school. i have homework till like fucking 7..and its not cool cant skate. but i do anyway and stay up till like 11 to finish it. spanish's is a bitch i DONT KNOW SHIT. fuckin a-hole dude. the fxckin poser kid you know? badana..ya yea.. posing off of me..now i got VINCE doing it.. and this one black dude doing it..and him the wigger/skater wannabe. PISSES ME FUCKING OFF.. n i switched my red bandana so the fukcers could lay off my back well just the fuckign zack kid.. and .. i did n put my black + white bandana .. the camofalauge black n white.. n its a "soldier" bandana..so the poser kid comes up to me n like how much you want for that bandana.. n its the 2nd day i wore it too.. n hes like ill give you my white bandana for that .. soldier one + 5 dollars. i said no at fist but then i got back to him n yeah. FUCK the soldier bandana i got for a dollar 50. LOL. i ripped his ass off so bad its not even funny. he owes me 3 fawking dollars on monday or imma kick the shit out of him. great. now i got 5 dollars and a white bandana..rofl..dubmass.. imma kick the shit out of him but shit. NOBODY here wore bandana's till i fucking did cuz i dont wanna be lie them i wanna be diff. and shit most of them spike up their hair already and some asians + mexicans have black hair spiked up + red in it.. GOD see? now these posers are posin off me ..like my old school THEY DID IT TOO. wtf man. not cool not cool. fuckkkk i made up a new riff last night tight as hell.. and.. i fucking MISS MISTY. godddddddddddddddddd. i miss youuuuuuu. and i miss jill too.. + mandi and halie... jill needs a bf.and shes never fucking ON. i didnt get my cell fone yet either..or id be on it 02348029348092348092348029348 hours. shit. but thats fucking it for now. ttyl LATER
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you are the last drink i never should have drunk
you are the body hidden in the trunk
you are the habit i cant seem to kick
you are the secrets on the front page every week
guitar + mandi + pink floyd = good time.
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i hate my life i hate my life. i hate school. i hate fags. i hate class clowns. i hate girls. i hate guys. i fucking hate you. hahaaaaaaaaaaa... ive been having a bad day and everyone seems to fuck it more n more slowly... so gay right? YEAH SURE i k now you DONT CARE. so fuck off <^> have a nice day buddy. fags.. posers.. k the kid who posed of of my bandana shit.. the other day came up to me n was like whats up with your red flag man. "in his NY accent" bullshit. n im like nothing. im not inna fucking gang n hes like you a blood. no im not a fucking blood. the fuck you doin wit that white bandana? ..n then he talks bout my "red" bandana. dont mean shit jamie thomas wears a red one..but hes not a blood is he? fucking stereotypes. yeah..n i had like 2 heavy books..and my fuckin gay ass binder heading up the steps.. wit my pants fallin down. FUCK.. and im there almost to the class till this fag grabs my bandana..n like .. told you not to where it.. fuckin dropped my books down grabbed his shirt n shoved him on the locker.. tellin me to give it back n it red takin git but he wouldnt let go until i pushed him n grabbed his white one.. n hesl ike nah man give it back n im like here n he takes it n runs down the hall..so it ake my books throw em on the table tryin to find him n then i see him run to me..n tosses the bandana n runs back to wherever. shit .. i was gonna fuckin start shit wit him at lunch anyway. n then at lunch wit his black friend hes like..oh sorry man i thought you were a blood you know. THE FUCK. didnt i tell him 03214802384 fuckin millinon times i wasnt a fucking BLOOD. wtf. and then for lunch all i got was this gay 1 00 fruitopia shit. its the shit but yeah. i dont eat fucking lunch. dont feel like it.. n when i get home n fuckin.. dont know. just wait till dinner or find a small snack. but yea... i got language afterwards..fuckin kelly sits diagonllay from me dustin sits in front of me..mikey sits next too me..n samir sitson the right diagonal right. memba in my other entreis i said how i got a detention for having kellys book cuz i was like layin my head down n had it in my hand and the sub just looked at me n shit. n so did everybody. fuckin gave it back n shit n kelly was fuckin ignoreing me n shit. fucking FAGS in the classroom trying to be funny and shit. and kelly was inna good mood n shit n said hi. but i swear shes got a crush on dustin n i think hes from like thailand n shit. so fucking GAY GAY... memba shes like .. can i have a piece of paper..n said that..fuckin .. temptin "i love you" in like no other kinda way..yeah. dustins cool though...n yeah fuck kelly even if shes trying to be nice. dude.. i hate fuckin girls nowadays. cant make up their fuckin mind. i heard when i was at my locker..some chics like shouting..dude i like him hes like hte first boyfriend i never cheated on... pisses me off. GOD. i wanan fucking spit in everyones face... kelly jaworski could kiss my skaterpunk ass. \m/.
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dude my day was somewhat ok. it blew cuz of PE and i have that first in the morning. like i slipped n fell on ice yesterday skating.. my wrist is all fucked up + wit the cuts..n i gave an ote to my gym teacher n shes like well you still gotta dress just sit out. so i did n i had a thin long black sleeve under my pe shirt. fatass mrs. lutz came n yelled at me.. n shit saying i cant put that on ..so i went took it off..n only wore my beater out with my PE shirt in my hand..n i didnt have the correct shorts well i did but i wore baggier ones.. so she was like you got your PE shorts? n im like no i left them at home . iw as pissed.. if ucking threw shit around.. and she game me a rental shorts. hell nahhhhh. so i had to wear that n shit. n fatass bitch made me spit out my gum n my PE teachers nice though n shes like hes got a note just let him sit out but behind her back she comesn talks to me about it..im like shut up fatass go run already..or youll be feedin on my fist n shit. i threw the gum at her.. i stuck in her hair. rofl... fucking mr. ferguson picks on certain ppl.. i wanna bash his fuckin nerdy ass too. and fucking misty replied n shit today and my first son's name is MICAH i dont know. im in love wit it..unique n shit ya kno..n then we have TY.. tyler.. and then my baby girll skyeeeeee... haha thats if we get marrieddddddd. dude ive had a good night so far..ha. dont wanna go to school tomorrow..and and uh kelly J. dude shes hot. but uh... some kid who sits in front of me n she sits diagonal from me n she was like can i have a piece of paper please..i love you... dude the way she said i love you.. wuz amazing. gahhhh its like temptin n shit ya kno? but i hate the fucking words I LOVE YOu n she dont even know the kid. rofl. night.
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[25 Feb 2003|03:47pm] |
Sick of it ALL
Murder murder a ripe blood stain
Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all
Murder murder a ripe fucking hate
Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all
I went to school today with an oozi
Theres this kid he teased me so i shot em in the face
All the worlds light wont ease my pain
It wont cease im diseased will you hang me please
What do i do im american youth
All my life ive lived in silence
Im gonna snap ill get you back
Im a girl im only 13 my body rots
Cause i wont fucking eat
Im a silent star on a b-roll
Im a mirror fucking image of no control
Give me the award i conquered food again
What else is better in life than to purge my pain
If i cut, i wont look like that
If i cut if i cut i wont feel like this
We are kids we think life is a scam
We come from wasted land
We are kids we play punk rock and roll
If we didnt we got no soul
We are different kids with the same heartbeat
We got one pulse running through the streets
They are our arteries
I am part of this
Hate Me
I cant be this now
Its not me anymore
I really tried Ive tried
Attempted suicide
Fucking convulsing and
Constantly denied
Subcountaing me somewhere
Inside
Scratching the walls of my glass coffin
Scraping raping
My nails on the glass on the bottom
Is there an end where does this end
If i was you id fucking hate me too
the distiller songsssssssss... great lyrics. i wanted to post em up.
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