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[23 Apr 2004|10:39am]
so i haven't updated in a long time. reason being because i have a livejournal now. i'm sorry, but its ok. i'm still around. not that anyone cares about that...

if you want to check it out its ... www.livejournal.com/users/play_that_song ... go to it. comment if you want. its fun.
hyte...

[16 Mar 2004|09:34am]
01. NAME: Emily

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. WHO ARE YOUR BEST FRIENDS? Hmm… myself, andrew, nicole… chrissy’s becoming a really good friend of mine too.
02. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? Indeed I do.

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO SHOP? Hmm, I’ll admit it, hottopic. I like cvs too, haha… I’m cool.
03.ANY TATTOOS/PIERCINGS? Pierced ears but I want to get a tattoo, maybe when I’m in italy this summer…

s p e c i f i c s
01. DO YOU DO DRUGS? Of course not, I’m not stupid ;-)
02. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? Errr…. Uhh… this salon stuff that cost a bagillion dollars for like 2 ounces.
03. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF? Spiders, bees, blood… yes, I get queezie at the sight of blood.
04. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? I’m in the school library, I’m listening to people breathe.
05. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT CALLED YOU? Andrew I believe.
06. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED? Somewhere far from here. Maybe somewhere exotic. Haha.
07. HOW MANY BUDDIES ARE ONLINE RIGHT NOW? This information I do not know.
08. WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? Way too much.

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. GIVEN ANYONE A BATH? My little cousin when she was 3 weeks old. A humbling experience I must say.
02. SMOKED? NEGATIVE
03. BUNGEE JUMPED? Well, not yet….
04. MADE YOURSELF THROW UP? Are you kidding? I’m chubby for a reason, I like my food so I’m keeping it down!
05. SKINNY DIPPED? Oh yeah
06: EVER BEEN IN LOVE? Yes, a great experience I must say.
07. MADE YOURSELF CRY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE? What kid hasn’t??
08. PICTURED YOUR CRUSH NAKED? Mhmhm… yes.
09. ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED? NOT YET
10. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED? Yeah, I think a lot of people do that.
11. LIED? Yeah, for the greater good.
12. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? Well, he wasn’t my best friend at the time.
13. BEEN REJECTED? Um, no actually.
14. REJECTED SOMEONE? I do believe that is a true statement.
15. USED SOMEONE? For sexual favors? WELL THERE WAS THAT ONE GUY.. 
16. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? Actually, no.

c u r r e n t
CLOTHES: Posion the well hoodie, tanish pants and sneakers. .
MUSIC: BREATHING.
MAKE-UP: cover up, green & purple eye shadow, mascara and nummy tasting lip gloss.
ANNOYANCE: MR. O’LEARY.
SMELL: the smell of being in school.
FAVORITE ARTIST: at the moment, it’d have to be… murder by death or mhmm… brand new
DESKTOP PICTURE: a pretty ne.
BOOK YOU'RE READING: I just finished “THE PERKS OF BEING A WALL FLOWER” it was very good.
02. CD IN YOUR CD PLAYER: a mix I believe.
DVD IN YOUR DVD PLAYER: MATRIX TWO!
COLOR OF YOUR TOENAILS: bright pink.

l a s t | p e r s o n
YOU TOUCHED: uhh… amanda I think.
HUGGED: my mommie.
YOU IMED: brian
YOU YELLED AT: I don’t really yell.
YOU KISSED: andrew.

a r e | y o u
UNDERSTANDING: I try to be… I think so.
OPEN-MINDED: Oh yea. I’d say that I am.
INSECURE: Not really
INTERESTING: I believe I am.
RANDOM: BALLSACK.
HUNGRY: Not at the moment… but the day is still young
03. SMART: Yees when I choose to be.
MOODY: I say it’s a girl thing, we have the right
HARDWORKING:hAHAHHAHAH no.
ORGANIZED: For like, 10 minutes.
HEALTHY: Hmm, I s’pose
SHY: depends on the situation
DIFFICULT: Nah, I’m pretty easy going
ATTRACTIVE: I think I am.
MESSY: Oh yes.
RESPONSIBLE: Hmm, when its something important
OBSESSED: not really… I have nothing to be obsessed about/
ANGRY: not at the moment
SAD: NEGATIVE ON THAT ONE, SIR.
DISAPPOINTED: I was yesterday.
HAPPY: Yes.  I have every reason to be.
HYPER: no. not at the moment
TRUSTING: Yes, but just don’t break that trust.
TALKATIVE: when I have something to talk about, I am very much so.
LEGAL: hmm… ;-)


w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
KILL: kill? No one, I’d like to stab a few people in the eye tho.
SLAP: JASMINE, REINA KERKER
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: Well, I’d like to see sarah get totally shitface and have me be sober enough to get it on video.
04. GET HIGH WITH: I’d have to say the same answer.
LOOK LIKE: h mm…. I look like me. 
TALK TO OFFLINE: andrew
TALK TO ONLINE: errr… matt?

r a n d o m
IN THE MORNING I AM: half asleep, irratable, bitchy but other wise pleasant.
ALL I NEED IS: a box of girlscout cookies, a good movie and andrew.
LOVE IS: greatttt…
I DREAM ABOUT: ooh, it’s a tough choice between your mom in bed or your mom in bed.


05. w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
COKE OR PEPSI: coke
FLOWERS OR CANDY: chocolate in the shape of flowers
TALL OR SHORT: I like ‘em tall.


o p p o s i t e | s e x
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: hair and eyes. EYESSSSS….
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: Andrew. .
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: Your place or mine? Its definitely yours, duh.
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST?: err… nicole or andrew.
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE?: andrew.
WHO GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM?: andrew.
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON?: YOUR FREAKING MOTHER.
WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU?: I’d say andrew… but I’m just guessing.

06. d o | y o u | e v e r
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT LONG WAITING ON SOMEONE TO IM YOU?: um no, because I’ll just im them
07. SAVE CONVERSATIONS: I have bEFORE!!
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?: for one day, yes. It’d be so great.
08. CRY BECAUSE OF SOMETHING SOMEONE SAYS TO YOU?: not since like, 2nd grade.

n u m b e r
OF TIMES YOU'VE HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: twice
OF HEARTS YOU'VE BROKEN: three maybe?
OF GUYS YOU'VE KISSED: 5
OF GIRLS YOU'VE KISSED: 1. Shut up..
OF CONTINENTS YOU'VE LIVED ON: THE GOOD OL’ US OF A
OF TIGHT FRIENDS: 2.
OF CDS YOU OWN: a lot more than I should.
OF SCARS ON YOUR BODY: Want me to count!??! Ehh… 6 maybe.

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. DO YOU LIKE FILLING THESE OUT?: when I have nothing better to do.
05. GOLD OR SILVER: silver… or white gold.
06. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN THEATERS?: the butterfly effect.
07. FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME: SAILOR MOON!!!
08. WHAT DID YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?: cereal and a banana
09. WHO WOULD YOU LOVE TO BE LOCKED IN A ROOM WITH?: in reality? Andrew. FANTASY? Oh man, um… don’t tempt me.
10. COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT YOUR COMPUTER: fUCK YOU no, never. ::hugs computer::
11. WOULD YOU COLOR YOUR HAIR: its pink. And baby that AINT NATURAL
12. COULD YOU EVER GET OFF THE COMPUTER?: errr… uhh… I don’t understand that really retarded question.
13. HABLAS ESPANOL?: non, je parle francais.
14. HOW MANY PEOPLE ARE ON YOUR BUDDY LIST?: 198
15. DRINK ALCOHOL?: on occasion
16. LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS?: sunsets because I’m never up early enough for the first.
17. WHAT HURTS THE MOST?: stubbing your toe, papercuts or a broken heart. Unfortunately, they all can’t be fixed with a bandaid or some ice. :-\
hyte...

[05 Jan 2004|09:24am]
YOU...
piercings = my ears, but i dont wear earings
shoe size = 10... haha
hair color = brown/pink
siblings = 2 cats

LAST...

movie you rented = hmm... identity
movie you bought = american wedding
song you listened to = flogging molly
song that was stuck in your head = Darlin' Nikki
cd you listened to = Brand New
person you've called = andrew
person that's called you = mike
tv show you've watched = pirates of the caribbean
person you were thinking of = christine because i just saw her in the hall
friend you made = some kid online... haha

DO..

you have a crush on someone = yes...
wish you could live somewhere else = hmm... idk about that actually... maybe
you think about suicide = eh, before i used too
you believe in online dating = yes. haha...<3 E-RELATIONSHIPS
others find you attractive = i think so...
you want more piercings = yes. afew
you drink = yes... on occasion.
you do drugs = no. i dont.
you smoke = heh, no.
you like cleaning = um... strangely enough, when it comes to my room, yes. i love it.
you like roller coasters = HAHA! yes!!! lets ride one right now.
you write in cursive or print = depends on my mood.

FOR OR AGAINST...

long distance relationships = hmmm... for- i've been in a few.
using someone = meh... no.
suicide = ehh... depends on the situation. if there is no other way and you want to lose it all, then sure! go for it.
killing people = ha, just dont get caught.
teenage smoking = meh, whatever.
doing drugs = DO what you want
driving drunk = depends how drunk i guess... just dont hit me or i'll sue your mother fuckin ass.
gay/lesbian relationships = there's someone for everyone...

HAVE YOU...

ever cried over a girl = nah...
ever cried over a boy = i try not to...
ever lied to someone = of course.
ever been in a fist fight = hahaha, yes. and i won. BIOTCH!
ever been arrested = um... not yet. but i am still young.

WHAT...

shampoo do you use = paul mitchell... AWW YEA!
shoes do you wear = cons or my skates shoes.
are you scared of = anything with more than 4 legs.

NUMBER...

of times I have been in love? = yes... i have.
of times I have had my heart broken? = hmm- more times then i should have been
of hearts I have broken? = maybe one.
of girls I have kissed? = haha, two.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a few times... HONOR ROLL!
of scars on my body? = oh yeah.
of things in my past that I regret? = i dont regret anything.

FAVORITE...

disney movie = LION KING!
nickname = cuntface, a-hole, douche, emawee
eye color = blue
flower = black roses. very rare, but they do exist.
piercing = tongue... ;-)

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE..
pretty = yes... i think
funny = haha, hell yes.
hot = no. definitely not.
friendly = yes... of course
amusing = yeah...
ugly = i dont think so.
loveable = kinda. i do believe that i am.
caring = nyes.
sweet = of course...
dorky = there aint nothing wrong with that! but i prefer the term nerd.
hyte...

[05 Jan 2004|09:12am]
I've jumped on the banwagon and now i have a ELLJAY!


wanna see it? of course you do...

www.livejournal.com/users/play_that_song

SEE IT!
COMMENT!

or i will kill you. yes. death... err...
2 said | hyte...

Altec Lansing [28 Dec 2003|09:03pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | dad singing... heh ]

Wow, blurty was being an ass and wouldn't let me sign on. I mean, yes! c'mon. oh well, anyway. hmm... jdf;ljdlas so much time has passed since i last wrote, but nothing to say. strange, i know. well, um... christmas happened and i got a new computer. <3 <3 <3 big, black and fast- just they way i like 'em. ha. yea, anyway, um... got a shit load of money and a hoodie. not a whole lot, but the money was needed. err, andrew is coming over tomorrow and he's gunna spend the night. wee! i'm so excited. haha. um... i need to hang out with nicole over break, but nyes. err... i love it. my mom hates me. it makes me proud. she's a real mother FUCKING bitch. haha, its grand...

2 said | hyte...

[04 Dec 2003|11:53am]
so i'm sitting in the computer room, and i mean, i'm in a good mood, but i dont feel like showing it. i can't explain it, but i'm in such a blah mood. so, chrissy is having her sleep over, and we're trying to think of movies to rent/watch. ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEAS? jon towels concert is canceled, mother fucker. err... i want to like, see andrew so bad. i miss him terribly. ::cries:: ha, anyway. i might be able to see him this sunday. that'd make me happy. i hope... um, err... i finally ordered my new computer, so i'll be getting it soon. and its going to GREAT!! ... nyes


like my new pic? its pretty, sorta. yes... does anyone know how to do the code that like, starts the text below the picture on the top? like jeanines?? i could ask her, but i dont want to. i always ask her for help w/ codes and shit, and... i must find someone else who knows. so, if you have pity for poor ol' me... let me know. kthx.
1 said | hyte...

fook mi [30 Nov 2003|03:33pm]
hmm... this little mini vay-kay was pretty cool. first i was sick, so i stayed home from skewl. ::gasp:: i haven't stayed home from skewl in like, 6 years. meep. then, i went to the g-units house (grandma's. ha.) for turkey day. it was nice, saw all the people. my cousins slept over at my hizzouse... yea. par-tay. hmm... then we hung out the next day...

nicole, colleen, cyril, angie and i went to target and walmart at like... err... 10:30 and then to FRIENDLY'S! ... it was nifty. and saterday we went to suzy's house for a mexican party. it was fun i liked it. haha... saw ryan and his cousin. yeah.......!

SUZY'S HOT. hmm...


nyes. andrews been missing :( actually, he went camping but i miss him!
2 said | hyte...

[26 Nov 2003|12:36pm]
i haven't updated in a while, and thats probably because no one ever reads this thing anyway... well, since then, i hung out with andrew again... <3 awesome kid right thurr. we're getting so close and i love it! yay. um. hmm...

went to a concert thing w/ nicole, chrissy and corrie. saw our friend john and his magic stuff. he's really awesome and kinda weird, but thats why we love him. hes nifty and he did a cool trick with razor blades and stuff... yay!

yeah. hmm... we're going SHOPPING now. and it makes me hot in many ways. ha, not really. its going to be hell. and yea, i can't stand w/ being around my parents, esp. both of them at the same time. but anyway, yeah... bye!


happy thanksgiving.
2 said | hyte...

classic. [17 Nov 2003|07:43pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

well, i had a good day i suppose. started off ok, then it got shitty. i dont like it when people who i haven't done anything to just for no apparent reason... just talk about me "secretly." i mean, like... i read what this one girl was writing about me, and i kinda found it humorous, but none the less, it blows.

on a lighter note, you know you have a good nickname when your mom calls you it, and doesn't think anything is wrong.

ha.

hyte...

[15 Nov 2003|07:11pm]
i love it how no one comments. it makes me hard.
4 said | hyte...

there is always something there to reminde me... [15 Nov 2003|07:04pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | tv ]

so, went to a show last night, it was very kickass. had uber amounts of fun. went with nicole, amanda and tom. it was awesome. tom had a really soft jacket. it was nice. then i met up with andrew. ::thinks:: cool kid right thurr. saw a people i hadn't seen for the longest time. STASI AND SIMONE. hawt. jeanine and anne-marie were there. she looks so good w/ black hair and that hair cut. suzy = hawt. ryan was there. he didn't have his crazy spikes like i thought he would have. julie and her boyfrizzle... she has hawt hair too. its purple. i saw um... err... john and bryan from the fair. they are kewl kids. liam and linda (hes a guy but i dont remember his name) from the time at the mall and PEEPS from skewl. it was a good night... a really good night.

2 said | hyte...

heavy duty. [12 Nov 2003|02:54pm]
today was a pretty good day. it was fun. i liked it. andrew is... ::melts:: well, yes. he's a nifty character. he makes me smile. but anywhoo, um... its rather cold oot, and i like it.

i think i'm failing english. oh well, english honors is FUCKING HARD and it can blow me. so, yes. other than that, i thought i'd be failing french IV horribly, but i have a 84, and idk how in the blue blazin i managed that one, but i did. HOT DAMN.


boner.
hyte...

THE TRUTH ABOUT GETTIN IN. [11 Nov 2003|02:35pm]
here is to old friends and new
of past times and things that we once had
things that we did on a saturday night
things that we tried to get away with but we'd always end up getting caught
here is to past relationships
oh god how they hurt you
you think you are in love
then the next moment you're out of it
all you want to do is have someone there
someone to love you and to love them back
isn't that all what we want?
to be happy in our life with something to hold on to
something that isn't going to leave us when things get rough
isn't that what you strive for?
in a life that is soo called 'perfect'
dont you want that.
here is to life.
here is to the thing that we have to go through
to find out what its really all about
we have to experience things on our own
and we have to make our own choices
they might not be the right one
but its the only choice we've got
we dont know what to do
when given a choice to make
we just do what we want
and it might not be right thing do to
here is to warm summer nights spent alone watching the stars
have you ever done that?
just sat and looked up
wondering what its really all about?
thinking that you aren't as important as you might think you are
being one of six billion isn't a good ratio for thinking you mean something
you might, yes, but in reality you dont
you could die tomorrow and only what?
twenty five people would really care?
if that
knowing that when you die
that the world will not have known what you really had to offer
is a scary thought
leaving this place with nothing to leave your legacy behind
is a scary thought
knowing you meant nothing
is a scary though



my little rant.
2 said | hyte...

RAHH [06 Nov 2003|11:57am]
HASH(0x87b27c0)
Overdose. You don't like being depressed and you
care a lot about how your death will affect the
people around you but you just can't take it
anymore. You see this simply as a way of
getting out of the pain that consumes you. All
you want is a private and peaceful demise.


What Form Of Suicide Are You?
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yeah. i had a long talk with andrew last night and we worked everything out. it made me happy. hmm...

chris is a cool kid.

why do things always have to change for the worse? i dont get it. i want things to be like they used to be, and... just... they can't be. ::sigh:: i dont understand why they have to change in the WAY that they do? you'll never know.
hyte...

You know our love was meant to be... [01 Nov 2003|10:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | tokyo rose - i love you too ]

last night was fun... went to nicoles house, and then after that we went to faith's party. it was cool. the trampoline was fun... :x

chris called me... he is doing alright. i just wish i could talk to him more. jerry is never around anymore, i miss him alot and the way he used to be. ::sigh:: andrew is hawt. he is so cool, and fun... yay! i like candy. and your mom. and more candy.

does anyone like GUNSnROSES?

4 said | hyte...

[31 Oct 2003|11:56am]
http://www.blurty.com/users/_ic0nz_/

that is a cool site. go to it. it makes me happy.
hyte...

NO COMPUTER GAMES [31 Oct 2003|11:51am]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | periodicals. ]

BOOKS ARE... TO INSPIRE.


ralph waldo emerson. hahhahahahahhahahhaha
"i'm finally talking to barrie today..."

-chrissy: who would name their child barrie?

ITS SO TRUE. and yes, books inspire me to read. so does apple juice and your mom.

i talked to chris last night, i haven't talked to him in a long time. ::cries:: he is so emo. it makes me uber happy.


HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN

nyes.
hyte...

[29 Oct 2003|09:38am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | porn. ]

I LOVE APPLE JUICE



oh yea, and your mom.
2 said | hyte...

Contains Pure Filtered Water [27 Oct 2003|11:54am]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | nothing ]

marijuana
Weed.
Youre the baby of the drugs,
and thats okay,
because Im sure,
I could do you all day.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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You represent... happiness.
You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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haha, in the computer lab and carney is yelling at some kids for random shit. haha, its funny. hmm... i like it. i wish that i had my essay done for slass, i just forgot about doing it over the weekend, oh well! chris didn't call me back, bitch. idk- he is so paranoid that i'll be mad at him for something stupid. on the plus side, andrew, yea, he is a cool kid. then there is this guy named august. he apparently knows raisa. o0o0, cool kid right thurr. then jerry, idk whats wrong with him. he isn't ever happy anymore. never. but yea, gayness. hmm... i wish that i was there to go to his homecoming with him- maybe thats the reason he didn't go, because he didn't have anyone to go with... but maybe he just didn't want to go. but fook it. its raining, and i like it. i dont want to ride this afternoon. it... idk- its boring. geigh.

i wish i was an oscar mayer weiner... i can dream.

4 said | hyte...

Frequent buyers get 15% off! [26 Oct 2003|09:42am]
well, hmm... finally got a hold of chris, turns out he went away for alittle while to a hospital. and just didn't get a chance to tell me. hmm... i was so worried that he like, hated me or something. but anywhoo- hes ok now. jerry has been acting really weird lately, and he says its not me, so i guess it isn't. but he seems like, just nothing can make him happy, at all. i try to make him smile, and i dont even know if that works. my efforts are probably all for not. i dont know if he even cares about me anymore. hmm... i went to the bonk's haunted mansion thing, it was pretty sexy. i liked it alot. it was alot better than years past. i got scurred a few times. the guy with the chainsaw really got me. it was fun... then the hicks. like, hmm... something outta the texas chainsaw massacre. it was hawt. hmm... clocks went back, and definitly didn't notice that. oh well, its 9:00 and i'm all ready to go somewhere that isn't open til 10:00. YES! I love it. it makes me hard. nyes. well i shall be going.

can i wet your whistle?


that was just necessary.
hyte...

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