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Monday, December 11th, 2006
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7:42 am - my longest blog hibernation!
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whahahaha! wala lang. gusto ko lang bisitahin ang blog na ito. but the truth is, i don't miss this blog after all. gusto ko lang sabihin na i have better things to do than to blog. i am a busy person, and i am even busier loving my bebe joy!!! wala lang. kung nababasa mo man ito, Ms. Joy Prodigalidad, i just want you to know na i am so in love with you. i really do. *mwah!!!*
 
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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4:20 pm - Hailey's comet
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"...she's the star in my sky, she's my Hailey's comet."
Yun lang. :)
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| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
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9:06 pm - hehe! nabuhay muli. :)
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namiss ko ang blog ko na ito. matagal na rin pala mula nung huli ko syang naaccess. nagpaka lurker muna kao sa blog ko na ito. at nagbabasa lang ako ng buhay-buhay ng mga sangkatauhan. :)
un lng, wala lang ako maisip isulat e. :)
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| Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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11:28 am - 22 going on 23
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in a few day's time, i'm turning a year older na naman, and pag nagbibirthday ako, lalo ako kinakabahan. i dunno ba, meron ata akong peter pan syndrome, ayaw pa tumanda. naiisip ko kasi yung si-net ko na deadline for myself.
three zero.
yun.
plan ko by that time kasi, i'd settle down na. have my own family, work and be a provider for them. be a good hubby for my wifey and a good daddy0 for my kids. teach my kid leasons i've learned from my experiences, and stuff that they should expect sa buhay na ito.
i'm getting sentimental and all, i know, about approaching my 30th year, pero in reality kasi mabilis na ang 7 years (i just remembered suddenly na 7 years old na rin ang pusa kong si malone, hehe), and actually, mejo naluluha nga ako na naiisip ko ang things na ganito. ewan ko ba. tumatanda na nga siguro din ako, at finally, namamature na nga ata ako.
sheesh, sorry sa mga nagbabasa ng journal ko, pero wala lang, i just feel like pouring out what i am thinking sa blog ko na ito. :)
have a nice day. i'll pull myself though this thing, hehe.
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| Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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9:51 pm - I am the fiery angel with six wings and a hundred eyes...
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"I saw the Lord seated on a high and lofty throne, with the train of his garment filling the temple. Seraphim were stationed above; each of them had six wings: with two they veiled their faces, with two they veiled their feet, and with two they hovered aloft. ‘Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of hosts!’ they cried one to the other. ‘All his earth is filled with his glory!’ At the sound of the cry, the frame of the door shook and the house was filled with smoke" (Isaiah 6:2).
The rich imagery of Isaiah reveals that the Seraphim are closest to the throne of God. This means that they perceive God in the richest way possible for a created being and thus they have an unmatched intellect, will and love. The Seraphim’s only task is to worship God in perpetual adoration. Seraphim are distinct from the other choirs of angels in that the burn with an intense ardor of charity. It is said that the charity of the Seraphim burns like white heat in a flame. As such, the Seraphim would appear to a man as a terrible lord of power and might; but the fear of the Seraphim would not come from fear of the angel, rather it would come from the comparison between the purity of the angelic being and the sin in our own souls.
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| Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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6:51 pm - must...jog...and...go...to...the...gym...again...
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sheesh! i am finally gaining weight! but what bothers me is that flabs are starting to develop especially in the torso/abdomen region. i never had this situation before. most of my life, i have been a walking stick. ngayon, people would just say na "hey, nananaba tayo ha!" this sometimes bother me.
i have checked on my weight the last time and the machine showed 147.75lbs. grabe, the last time i checked, like a month ago, i was just 135lbs! nasa DBW pa rin naman, but godness, hindi ata ako sanay na ganito.
i really have to resolve this. i must work out a bit para naman mabalik ang abs na pinagmamalaki ko noon. how i miss my six pack! now, they hardly show.
dahil siguro ito sa work. masyado ako nahiyang at nawalan ako ng time para magwork out, di gaya ng dati na every other day i work out sa morning and i jog sa hapon.
hindi ako health buff, in fact i do smoke and drink, pero ewan ko ba what's happening to me.
metabolism check...is it slowing down a bit?!
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| Friday, January 14th, 2005
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7:19 pm - no woman, no cry.
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before i knew it, ako na lang pala sa mga kalalakihan ng barkada ang walang kagelprenan! :)
si sean, meron.
si pat, meron.
si noel, meron
si lucky, meron.
si allan, meron.
well, i can live with that fact. hindi na din naman ako nagugulat sa ganitong phenomenon. kahit sa ibang circle of friends ko ako na rin lang ata ang walang girlfriend. minsan medyo nakakailang na nga sila kasama kasi parang may mga "pair bubbles"na sila. pero ok lang rin naman in the end.
yun pa rin ang tanong ko minsan sa sarili ko eh. bakit kaya? hehe!
ayoko na rin naman mag-isip ng malalim about this matter, siguro sadyang ganun muna ngayon.
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| Saturday, May 29th, 2004
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9:56 am - from batangas and back again
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commercial muna...
| H | Handsome | | A | Ambivalent | | P | Painful | | Z | Zippy |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
i gotta say that H for Handsome in my nick is too much..mano ba naman na hunky pde pa! haha!
Anyway, yun nga, i accompanied my dad to batangas. ako kasi ang personal alalay niya whenever he goes out of town. pansalang sa inuman (bawal na kasi siya), pansabak sa usapan, walking staff, errand boy, at kung anu-ano pa.
well, the trip is a good one. i get to meet some of my 2nd degree cousins, chatted with my dad's tita (therefore, mga lola ko), at i got to meet tito boying, the one from nestle phils.
at eto pa, during our conversation, he brought out something about a business management summa cum laude grad na sobrang hinabol nila for an offer sa company nila..
clue: initials nya ay KD, grad ng UP, pwedeng i-ruler ang grade. at ang pinakamalufet, grad ng PCC.
small world! he's talking about Tinaloy. hehe! galing kasi ni tinaloy eh!
yun, masaya naman ung buong hapon. tumaba daw ako at, ehem, gwapo na! (duh!). kadalasan nga lang, palagi nila akong tinatanong ng ganito: hijo may girlfriend ka na ba? haha!
un, ngarag ako sa trip. rest muna ako...zzzzzzzzz!
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| Friday, May 28th, 2004
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1:27 pm - hotsauce and wasabe: totally tearjerking
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ever had hotsauce sprayed in your eye?
wag mo na subukan...
i love hotsauce on my pizza, but definitely not on my eye. as i was about to open the pack of sauce, nag-squirt siya bigla! bullseye! yun lang nasabi ko. i thought i would be okay afterwards, pero when i felt the onset of a burning sensation sa mata ko, sabi ko na lang sa sarili ko, "oh no, this would really hurt!"
alas, i found myself rushing to the nearest faucet, trying to wash away the sauce. grabe, pinaghalong lamig at hapdi yun! feeling ko sasabog eyeball ko.
after a few minutes, i took a good look at my eye. daig pa yung 3 days na hindi natulog sa pula.
well, ok na ako ngayon, mejo nag subside na yung kirot, yung reddening na lang ang natira.
it kinda brought back the memory when i had accidentally rubbed wasabe sa eyes ko noon...
moral of the story: gaano man daw kaliit, pag maanghang, nakakabulag!
(alam ko na ngayon kung bakit mjo malabo mata ko! hahaha!
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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1:06 pm - whehehe!
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galing noh? my twin bro, haha!
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i think i'll be going to school tomorrow. i'm gonna pass by a friend's exhibit as promised, and maybe pass by my org too. it's been quite some time now. :) i missed school.
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| Monday, May 17th, 2004
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7:40 pm - i could not ask for more...
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i'd like to dedicate this to my future "special someone". until that time, i'll be waiting and praying to Him that somehow, our paths would finally cross... :)
I could not ask for more
Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain,
Smiling just to see, The smile upon your face,
These are the moments, I thank God that I'm alive,
These are the moments, I'll remember all my life,
I found all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need,
Everything you are, Is everything to me,
These are the moments, I know heaven must exist,
These are the moments, I know all I need is this,
I have all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I have's come true,
Yeah right here in this moment, Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, Here with me. . .
These are the moments, I thank God that I'm alive,
These are the moments, I'll remember all my life,
I've got all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more. . .
I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for . . .
And I could not ask for more,
I could not ask for more.
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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1:41 pm - meteor rain (pasintabi sa F4)
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i'm waiting..hopefully not in vain.
at around 2pm or so, a lunar eclipse and a meteor shower will occur. i don't know if the info i got is true, but what the heck, i am still downloading some MP3s. i need something to entertain me while i wait for the songs. and besides, it wouldn't hurt naman if i wished upon the shooting stars. marami-rami rin yun! :)
yes, the evening sky is clear. but what worries me is that the city lights are too bright. baka hindi ko mapansin na may dumaan na pala... :(
i remember one night in batangas. i just made myself comfy on the hammock attached to the mango trees sa likod bahay. syempre province kaya wala masyadong lights. it was my first time to really see a star-studded sky. saka ang daming shooting stars, kitang-kita.
hay, sana makakita uli ako tonight...
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| Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
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12:27 pm - The Scorpion King's Queen
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i have just seen "The Scorpion King" (again...) in HBO, and know what? i'm still drooling over Kelly Hu! Geez, she looks so gorgeous and sexy in that dress of hers na may mahabang slits. grrrr...un lang masasabi ko. she really reminds me of Ms. Abayari without the tan.
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i'm thinking of having my ear pierced uli by the 2nd week of may. mejo nagsara na kasi ung dati. sana hindi ako pagalitan ni papa. whehehe! well matanda na ako, baka hindi na naman niya ako pagalitan "masyado".
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ho-hum, sleepy na but not quite. my body says "sleep" whilest my mind says "go". hmmm..makapag-coffee kaya? ay wag na lang, too risky, i might regret that move afterwards. i've learned in the past na maliban sa gin, isa pang "traydor" sa akin ay ang kape. too much gin, i cry like hell; too much coffee..go figure!
current mood:  awake
current music: sound of silence
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| Thursday, April 29th, 2004
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6:42 pm - the gym, the jologs and the boot sore...
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went to the gym today. too bored, must get out in any way possible. and i've too much negative stuff in my system, must cleanse. at saka, this is my way of coping up with depression, sadness, and boredom (DSB). i often get a large dose of DSB, and if i don't do anything about it, i crash. the whole day is ruined. another reason is that i've noticed that i really lost the abs i had during my Taek days. i want to have them back ASAP. right now, i've reclaimed four of them. goodluck sa lower, pushena, un ang pinakamahirap at pinakamatagal maibalik!
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whenever i watch TV programs with love as it's theme, i can't help but shout "ANG JOLOGS!" out loud. really gives me the creeps. brrrr...lalo na if they deliver those nasty lines!
pero (at pero) actually, those jolog lines really give my heartstrings a little pull. ewan, sa loob, mjo kilig din ako. cguro kasi, nde ko man aminin, i want to find true love din. like i want to be in their shoes..kahit sandali lang.
nde ako bitter...
(TAENA, AKO NAGMUMUKHANG JOLOGS EH!)
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don't you just hate it when you get the "singaw" stuff? kasi i have one right now, and i hate it! i abhore it! nde dahil sa katangahan kaya ko nakuha ito; it's because of the summer heat! taena, init ng hangin! nakakasunog ng lips! and hassle pa, lalo na sa mga taong mahilig kumain (kasi un lang ang magagawa niya sa summer pare maaliw kahit papaano). sakit! i hope mawala na agad ito.
tawas, anyone?
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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4:01 pm - bestfriend paolo's b-day bash!
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---> yesterday, i went to paolo's 21st birthday bash. it was a good one. there were lots of food. actually, he days before his birthday, he called me up just to ask what food to prepare. i said that since people would be drinking afterwards, prepare inihaw na tahong, some lechon kawali, inihaw na isda, and some isaw. aba, to my surprise, that's exactly what he bought. i did most of the grilling kasi pao's dad is kinda tired already. pao's cousin mongkee and jonas arrived along with their band (grasspipe). they played some really cool music acoustic style. in the end, everybody were happy, paolo was wasted, and after the party, precious and i had some time to bond while cleaning up the place. overall, it was a cool party. and the best part is that i never got drunk. nandaya ako sa inom, hehe!
---> it's funny how i suddenly felt dizzy. it's either may nakaalala sa akin o may bagay na hindi ko nagustuhan...
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| Friday, April 9th, 2004
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1:35 pm - summer equals lamon!
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---> Since the summer vacation started, my appetite had boosted again. wala na ako ginawa kundi kumain ng kumain. my only break from this routine is when i lie down to get a shut eye. i hope manaba naman ako kahit papaano. share ko rin lang, there is this chocolate sponge cake that you can purchase in a store near you. tawag sa kanya Inipit. sarap nya! ewan, pero i enjoy the treat. my day ngayon is not complete without eating one. isa pa, tagsawa din ako sa chocolate ngayon. my mom brought home a lot of toblerone bars, assorted pa: white, dark, regular, minis, etc. i told her nga, "ma, ano yan? good for one year?!". tawa lang siya. yun. tapos ko na ung isang regular, ano naman kaya maisunod? hmmm...
---> Natutuwa naman ako. I have this friend, name niya is Liz. Nagulat kasi ako nung isang araw may friend request ako na galing sa kanya. Naalala pa niya ako. Roughly 6 years na ata kami hindi nakapag-usap nun. i've known her since grade one, at crush ko siya noong grade 5 kami hanggang 3rd year highschool (kasi si kitin na crush ko nung 4th year na ako eh, hehe!). hindi ko siya niligawan kasi wala ako nung konsepto ng panliligaw noon (hanggang ngayon naman eh!), pero alam niya na gusto ko siya. at nirespeto niya iyon kasi magkaibigan kami. sabi nya that it really happens kahit sa magkaibigan kaya naiintindihan nya. Masaya din yung time ko with her. kahit papaano, namimiss ko rin ung mga panahon na iyon. Ok naman daw siya ngayon. graduate na siya at nagsimula na siyang mag-work. may bf din siya ngayon, kaso mejo seloso nga lang daw. un. grabe, flashback ako ah! hehe!
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| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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12:59 pm - my photo skills suck!!!
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---> grabe, if i haven't seen the photos i have taken nung recital ni joe, i wouldn't believe that i have a problem focusing the camera. yung kuha ko nila ni nancy ng buhay niya, muntik nang mawala sa eksena si nancy! buti na lang hindi, kaso may epal na manong sa background. sabi ni dei, the same thing occured nung kinuhanan ko ang SPECA pips sa tambayan nila. OMG! what's wrong with me. Hindi na fault ng camera kasi two different cameras ang ginamit ko. sheesh, something's definitely wrong with my focus.
(hindi kaya "focus" din ang reason ko kung bakit ako delingkwente? i pray it isn't so...)
---> up na uli ragna..un lang.
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| Thursday, April 1st, 2004
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8:51 pm - Big Problem...
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I’m deeply troubled right now, if you want to know the truth. I haven’t been this worried in my life before. Actually, this is the reason why I’m kinda moody these past few days. Usually, I’m the precautious and safe type of person, pero not this time. Hindi ko nga alam what happened kung bakit nagkaganoon. At hindi pa ‘ata ako handa sa mga susunod na mangyayari sa akin. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kasi…
…I’m gonna be a daddy by October.
Yup, you read it right. I’m gonna be a dad soon. Things happened so fast that I haven’t still gotten a firm grip on the reality. Masaya sana, oo, gusto ko na magka-kid. Pero not this soon…
It had been three months na ‘ata since it happened. This girl, she is the one I’ve been secretly going out with last year pa. Hindi na muna ako magpapangalan, sa bagay hindi nyo naman siya kilala. Hindi lang kasi ako makuwento sa mga tao. Gusto ko sana sila gulatin kasi for all they know, wala akong kagirlprenan (At mukhang magugulat nga talaga sila). Even my closest friends don’t know about this. Kaya people, I’m very sorry I’ve kept this thing as a secret.
Yun…ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. sa isang iglap, nagbago ang buhay ko. Nakakainis din kasi hindi naman talaga ako yung person na madaling yayain sa ganoon. Kung maaya man ako, sobrang ingat naman.
Well, kung ano man ang mangyari sa akin sa future, haharapin ko ito. Hindi ako duwag, at lalong wala akong inatrasang pagsubok sa buhay. Kakayanin ko ito, ginusto ko ito eh. Sana lang maintindihan ng mga kaibigan ko at lalung-lalo na ng mga magulang ko ang mga nangyari.
To those who are reading this right now, lalo na sa friends ko, I’m very sorry sa bagay na ito. Talaga nga ‘atang mapagbiro ang tadhana…
…pero mas mapagbiro ako!
HAPPY APRIL FOOL’S DAY!!!
pasensya na, minsan lang ito!
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| Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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12:36 pm - it's worth the wait
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"you're a nice guy naman, pero bakit wala kang girlfriend?"
that question has been bugging me for quite some time na, pero ok lang..sanayan lang. i'm not in any way offended by such query about my lovelife, actually nakakatawa na minsan. wala naman sigurong masama kung wala akong kagerlprenan sa ngayon right? ano lang ba ako sa ngayon..22 years old. i still have like 8 years bago ako tumuntong ng trenta para magfreak-out.
kung gustuhin naman talaga nila ng sagot, all i could tell them is that right now, may mga relationships ako, yun nga lang too complicated for me to explain. a day wouldn't be enough.
saka kasi, naiisip ko rin, masaya din naman ang single ah! walang pressure, though i always say na i work well under such circumstances, hehe!
at siguro kasi (and this i gotta say na pinakamalupit kong rason as far as i am concerned) may hinihintay pa ako. hinihintay ko siyang dumating. o kung dumating na man siya at di ko man lang napansin, hinihintay ko ang pagbalik nya. o kung nakita nya na ako pero di pa nya ako napansin, sana lumingon lang uli siya kasi makikita pa rin nya ako kung saan nya ako nakita...
kaya, ang final answer ko sa question of the century ay ito:
"may hinihintay pa ako, at maghihintay ako hanggang dumating siya. alam ko naman na she'll be worth my wait..."
TANGNA, ANG MUSHY!!!
current music: "a little bit" by MYMP
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| Saturday, March 20th, 2004
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6:54 pm - ang STS, si emman at ang naglokong PC ni happy (isang nobela)
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hay sa wakas, natapos na rin ang STS class ko kay dr. caoili. nde ako nag-enjoy sa class nya, if u want to know the truth. nabago na ang sistema kasi sa STS. as in, daming requirements! (well sa class lang namin. sa iba, ganun pa rin ang palakad eh). galing nyang mang-orkray ng reports and tlgang nde cya nagtuturo. hinayaan nya lang kami magreport ng magreport. grrr...kainis
after my last class in STS, dei texted me that she'd be going to UP to watch a recital ng extension program. yun, i affirmed that i would go and watch the recital with her. while waiting for her to arrive, nakita ko itong si emman, isang guitar major na friend din nila dei. we talked and played some tune hanggang makarating na nga si dei. tpos nung magkakasama na nga kami, he share to us some stories sa buhay nya. lovelife nya, mjo naging magulo so i just hope na maging ok na cya. buhay UP? dun ako humanga sa kaniya. grabe ang tatag nya. nakaka-iyak ung story nya kasi sobrang tiis sya. lagay mo ibang tao dun sa scenario nya, i bet nde magsusurvive. un, kaya sayo emman, saludo ako!!!
nanuod na nga kami ni dei ng recital after we bid goodbye to emman kasi magpapractice pa cya for his final exams. galing ng kids! sobrang kakainggit. i told dei na sana tamaan na lang ako bigla ng bulalakaw tapos poof! magaling na ako sa pagplay ng violin o ng kung ano pa mang maisipang kong instrument.
bad trip naman kasi pag-uwi ko, sira ang PC ko, eh may kelangan pa akong tapusing report sa STS (darned caoili!!!). dumating cuz ko na technician ng computer ko, un, cra daw. bypass muna sa isang hard drive para marecover ko ung files ko. hay..kakainis. wala pa akong mabuksang pix. inspirasyon ko pa naman un. :(
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