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| heRshEy kiss me on the cheek!@$$! | ||||
| 12:24pm 13/02/2004 | ||||
i woke up this morning and ate a ham and cheese hot pocket.. that shit was good. im trying to make these brownies that Jimmy got for me and him to make together. :) im trying to eat them suckers!@$%$!! sadly, the Valentines ball was cancelled. me and Jimmy already had our tickets but we're gonna get our money back. and im mad cuz he was accually looking forward to it he said. :( but oh well. at least i didnt buy a dress yet! now we dont know what we're gonna do on valentines night tho. Julie said that Jess is having a party and that "im going" but its my night with Jimmy so the only way im going is if he goes too. sounds pritty fair right? lol, Julie said their all gonna get drunk and you know shes gonna get me drunk and Jimmy.... thats IF i go. me and Jimmy might go out to dinner or something. have us a nice night together.... last night i had a bed dream.... lol, its kinda funny because it revolves around Jimmys dog, sassy. but its really sad. this is what happened: we had to take sassy to some underground room-type-thing because she was sick and she had to stay in there overnight in order to get better. well, when we got there, the people tryed to bury sassy alive. and i was flipping out, trying to save the dog but they killed her. :( it was a very sad dream. i woke up all sad, well, untill i saw Jimmy. but then i saw sassy and i gave her a BIG hug. :D Jimmy told me about his dream... it was very nice :) he makes me smile!@$% well, ima go do whatever.... im still kinda hungry after that hot pocket, i might go eat more food. im out... |
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relaxed| Jimmy: i love you to my lil lova unda cova | ||||
| 02:38pm 07/02/2004 | ||||
i watched some movies too. "punch-drunk love" (a verrrry weird movie) and "blue crush" (one of my favs). i got to talk to Jimmy a little bit on the phone... damn ilove that kid. and julies punk ass was suposed to come over but couldnt :( i took lots and lots of pictures last night. of me, and me and my nephew. we were rock rock rockin' my dork hat and those crazy ass glasses! we had a good time taking them pictures. now, my sister went to get her hair cut with her friend. me and brandon are hungry for some lunch. so he's begging me to cook him something... i guess i'd better go. i love you James Ellenberger! |
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dorky| Jimmy: i love you to my lil lova unda cova | ||||
| 02:38pm 07/02/2004 | ||||
i watched some movies too. "punch-drunk love" (a verrrry weird movie) and "blue crush" (one of my favs). i got to talk to Jimmy a little bit on the phone... damn ilove that kid. and julies punk ass was suposed to come over but couldnt :( i took lots and lots of pictures last night. of me, and me and my nephew. we were rock rock rockin' my dork hat and those crazy ass glasses! we had a good time taking them pictures. now, my sister went to get her hair cut with her friend. me and brandon are hungry for some lunch. so he's begging me to cook him something... i guess i'd better go. i love you James Ellenberger! |
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| 06:53pm 03/02/2004 | ||||
i just sat around here with Jimmy all day. we made some steak-umms and i added lots and lots of old bay. it made them yummy. then i got on the computer and downloaded some music. i tryed to send a song to my sister through an e-mail but it didnt work :( i watched full house with Jimmy today like 3 episodes. lol. i still love that show! it used to be my favorite when i was little. Jimmy wanted me to get on here and update my journal, so here i am... i need to see my jules. i havent spent time with her in awhile. i talked to her online today, but thats never enough, i need to SEE her!$@&!@!!! **love you Jules! And on febuary 27th, a new dirty dancing comes out!$!$!@!!!! me and my holly will prolly see that together :) we both love dirty dancing, shes been watching it since she was little and i just saw it for the first time but its one of my favorite movies now! i think we'll both like the old one better tho, but we still have to see the new one!@$! to Jimmy: hope this isnt too boring to you. but i know "you never get bored reading what i wrote". hee hee, you were so cute when you bite your lip today.. :) i love you so. you still need to show me that commercial you were in. im glad you taped it because if you didnt, i prolly would never get to see it on tv. im not good at catching things like that. hmm.. im gonna go ask you to play it right now... im out. |
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| 10:54am 31/01/2004 | ||||
man, im so tired! its too early in the morning and its taking my mom 50 mins to take me home!@#$@%%!!!!!!!!! grrrr.... i cant wait untill tonight when i see Jimmy. i was suposed to see holy yesterday but tony said he saw her at the mall so, she must have forgot that i was coming or soemthing?? beats me. i prolly wont be able to fall asleep when i get home which is really gonna piss me off cuz then i'll be tired all day. im about to eat this lemon pie.......  What colour are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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hungry| quiz yo!@$! | |||
| 10:57pm 30/01/2004 | |||
 -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla ^i just had to put this puppy in here.. what do you think?? |
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| 09:39pm 30/01/2004 | ||||
my new classes are cool too. i have earth-science 1st pd. corinne's in that class with me. so is shawn spare, kevin, kc, krystl, and a few more people. 2nd pd i have english 10. my two friends danny and mike are in that class. last semester we all sat next to eachother in 2nd pd and we had fun. too bad we dont sit next to eachother this semester. 3rd pd is gym, which kinda sux. but Holly's in there with me!#!$!!@ :D so is Sharday. shes muh home girl. lol. i have C lunch still this semester. Julie and Manda are in there with me. 4th pd is art. theres really nobody in there except justins friend jess that i talk to sometimes and this girl i just met. i dont even know her name but shes all about being a Virgo, so im gonna just call her Virgo. i called her it today and she knew i was talking to her so i guess it'll work :\ after school i was gonna go to Jimmys and then go to Hollys. well the Jimmy part happened. i sat with him for awhile btu when i called to come over, she didnt answer. so i sat at Jimmys house for maybe a half hour or an hour and he wasnt even there. lol. i've gotten close with his mom which is cool. i love mrs. mary. :) but then my mom needed help babysitting my nephew, kyle. thats my brothers son. he's a crazy ass kid. now, im sitting here downloading me some music and talking to my friends. my mom just left to get some mc donalds. i am kinda hungry. im left here with htis crazy ass, aild kid. im bout to teach him the windmill like i did my other nephew... his crazy ass would be so funny doing that shit! he's only 3. ha ha. i wish Jimmy would sign on or something. :( oh how i love him so..... im out. |
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| 06:18pm 26/01/2004 | ||||
my mom wants me to go home. that makes me sad. i dont want to go home, too much drama. my mom most likely lost the house and we'll have to move. then when the business people who were trying to save the house came to help, the dogs got sick and the washer hose broke. then last night my mom totaled her freaking car. damn, too much. my moms all like "ahhh" at me. now i have to go home and i dont wanna. dammit, why cant i just move in with this boy. i love it here, he makes me so happy. off to home i go.. 3 of my cds are at julies house so i have nothing to do at home. all i do there is listen to music. maybe i'll write or something. ..i wish i didnt have to leave. my mom is so depressed. i cant wait untill shes happy again. i love you Jimmy |
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| 08:34am 16/01/2004 | ||||
when i got home, my mom wasnt home (like always) so i just went upstairs and laid down and talked to Jimmy on the phone. he made me laugh. i love him, hes so great. i was telling julie how great Jimmy is and how much i love him and she smiled the whole time. we both agreed that we cant see the day that me and Jimmy break up. i really cant see it, i hope we're together forever. tonight me Jimmy, Holly and Eric might all go see a movie. i hope we do, it will be fun. kinda like a double date thing yo. and then i'll spend the night at Hollys. i havent stayed there in awhile. so it'll be good. everything seems to be going really good in all my relationship statuses right now. i have Jimmy, who is more wonderful then ever and we get along so great. then i have manda, my best friend, i love that girl. we always have so much fun together and we dont go too long without seeing eachother. i also have julie, she is my best friend as well. here lately we havent been talking much and we kinda grew away from eachother, but now im talking to her more. and Holly, shes my other best friend. shes so much fun, we are "gangsta" lol. i love her, shes always there to talk to and i know i can count on her to keep my secrets safe. and Jody, he is (lol) my OTHER best friend. (i know, i have too many.) lol. he is great. he's always there to talk to and it seems like no matter how long we go without seeing eachother, when we do see eachother again, its like we never missed them days. we talk real good and he teachs me music. and corinne, shes just there, being wonderful. :) i love all my friends. and those are just my best friends. lol. im glad i have my friends becuase they help me stay away from the things like having to move because my mom cant pay the morgage and my mom being depressed. she yells at me for nothing. if it wasnt for them, i'd prolly be by polar or some crazy ass bitch. lol. well, im in 1st pd and the bells is going to ring in like 5 mins so byebyes. im out. |
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| 08:27am 14/01/2004 | ||||
her last entry almost made me cry.. but im in school so im not trying to cry. i havent been to Devans grave but 2 times. i havent even seen his marker yet.. it was so sad to see it on her livejournal. theres so many memories of him, lingering in my mind.. i wish i was able to see him again. :( i took a test....  You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla my entry for the day is below: |
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| 08:01am 14/01/2004 | ||||
i went to julies yesterday.. we shared our poems with eachother, i had some good ones i wanted her to hear, and she had some good ones as well. then we were gonna go to an art show but we wanted to watch a movie that we didnt even get to watch. tony came over too. we all sat there and julie was saying that the guy from the movie "valley girl" reminds her of tony. so we put that on and watched a little bit of it. i didnt think the guy looked like tony but some of the things he did, i could see tony doing. it was funny. and matt made me this b-e-a-utiful backround of all my lovies. i got my Jimmy in a tux there in the front. and manda and julie at julies 16th birthday dinner (don pablos) with their mexican hats on. and i got julie and jess on there, and my sister somewhere... i pritty much have everyone except jody and holly :( i didnt have any pictures of them cuz i was at julies house. and matt made a little tag.. you guys will have to read it. and thats pritty much it. today, im prolly going over julies to watch that movie and go to that art show.. i wanted to see Jimmy for a bit before i went to julies but hes got some work that he has to do wround the house so i woudnt get the chance to. :( i guess i'll have to wait untill tomorrow. :( poor manda had to leave school early yesterday cuz her ass wouldnt stop scratching them damn itches. ha ha. but she wasnt on the bus this morning so im guessing she must have kept up the scratching :( ha my finger nails look so cool :) (white with red polka dots!@$#!) |
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| another quiz... and the day | ||||
| 09:13am 13/01/2004 | ||||
 You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting personality, you're so unique. You're the kind of person who always thinks outside of the box. You're also a very accepting individual, and believe in inner beauty. Which kind of candy are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 12:15pm 12/01/2004 | |||
 What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla thaaats right yo!!%&@ im dory!!! ha my entry for the day is down there somewhere lol im taking tests |
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| 11:52am 12/01/2004 | |||
 You are wierd but in a good way, and have a hole diffrent way of looking at things. You dreem of adventure and do youre best to make youre life one. You also stick up for youre self and others no matter what the cost. What does youre iner self look like? (with anime pics) brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 10:57am 12/01/2004 | ||||
this morning i was running late to school so i called holly and she picked me up. apparently julie told manda that i was mad at holly for talking to Jimmy and then manda told holly, she asked me if i was mad at her. ha ha ha, its so funny how shit like that gets around from people who dont know what their talking about. i was never mad at holly. at least now she knows what really happened and that i was never mad at her. and then holly asked me what happened with me and Jimmy and julie at church. apparently julie also told manda that i was mad at her becuase she was talking to Jimmy and they were all contimplating on why i was mad at holly (which i really wasnt) and julie (which i also wasnt) but not manda. ha. its so funny that i can be mad becuase i was waiting for Jimmy to be done talking to julie but it seemed to never have happened. he was just standing down there talking to julie while i was sitting alone on a chair. thats why i was mad and it was all turned around to me being mad at julie and not talking to Jimmy or julie, which is bullshit cuz i was talking to julie, just not about why i was mad. stupid fucking drama. at least i told holly that i was never mad at her.i guess now i should tell julie that i wasnt mad at her eather. ugh, things will just happen i had a stupid test this morning. i didnt know i was gonna have it so it was a suprise finding this out. poor Jimmy was all tired. yesterday i went to McDonalds with Jimmy. we sat in there together and after i ate my hungry ass a double qutar pounder with cheese, we got McFluuries and ate them together. :) it was so fun. but my mom is s funny, shes like "i drove around McDonalds 3 times and i didnt see you" then she says "i even went home to see if you were there yet and came back and i still didnt see you". im like mom, i was eating and talking to Jimmy. why would i be looking outside for my mom when i didnt have any clue that she was coming? and i did notice a car like hers go by, but shes not the only white escort around here so i didnt think it was her. im not gonna go run after someone if im not sure that its them. well, im out again. do you guys like my new icon?? i like it alot for some reason. |
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| 02:22pm 10/01/2004 | |||
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damn, i love you so much you drive me crazy, everytime im with you i feel calm and get lazy, im so happy all the time and i know its because of you, im so glad that we met and grew, i wish you were here all the time, up the ladder of life we can climb, thank you so much for being good to me, i'll make you happy too and thats a garentee. i wrote this poem but it wouldn't fit in my profile. |
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| 01:39pm 10/01/2004 | ||||
today im prolly gonna just sit around here with manda untill 4- 4 30. then i have to go up to school for a fundraiser. i hope we make alot of money, we need it for the play we're putting together. then i hop ei can see Jimmy. even tho i was just with him last night, i miss him :( hes so wonderful, i love him!!#@%^ okie, im out. |
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| 09:02am 09/01/2004 | ||||
im still sad from when i talked to Jimmy last night. this morning i woke up and i wanted to see him soo bad. i came to school and looked for him so i could see him before the bell rang but i had no luck :( he was walking around with his friends and i missed him. now, when i see him before next homeroom, im gonna want to just grab him and drag him to class with me. i hate it when i feel like that tho cuz then i know i cant take him and it sux big raunchy ass. i fucking love that kid. today im going over mandas. im spending the night there and we'll prolly geek all night. manda makes this funny ass face and it just gets us laughing so hard. then we get started on the shit that we did when we were younger and the funny shit that happened to us. like when i snotted my tea, or when we ran from the goose cuz it scared the shit outta us. or how about when we locked jess in the cooler and shook her all up. we made that girl cry so bad, she was such a baby. we have sooooooooo many funny ass memories. but manda has this Johnny Depp movie where he plays a pimp!@% ohhhh shit! you know me and manda are gonna watch that shit! and Jimmy might come over too. me and manda will prolly attack him and beat his ass again. :\ ha ha ha. he says we need to wake up. ha well, this is kinda long and im prolly boring whoevers reading this. i hope im not. christmas quote: santas always jolly because he knows where all the bad girls live. ha ha ha. damn,im a dork. |
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| 08:46am 09/01/2004 | ||||
im still sad from when i talked to Jimmy last night. this morning i woke up and i wanted to see him soo bad. i came to school and looked for him so i could see him before the bell rang but i had no luck :( he was walking around with his friends and i missed him. now, when i see him before next homeroom, im gonna want to just grab him and drag him to class with me. i hate it when i feel like that tho cuz then i know i cant take him and it sux big raunchy ass. i fucking love that kid. today im going over mandas. im spending the night there and we'll prolly geek all night. manda makes this funny ass face and it just gets us laughing so hard. then we get started on the shit that we did when we were younger and the funny shit that happened to us. like when i snotted my tea, or when we ran from the goose cuz it scared the shit outta us. or how about when we locked jess in the cooler and shook her all up. we made that girl cry so bad, she was such a baby. we have sooooooooo many funny ass memories. but manda has this Johnny Depp movie where he plays a pimp!@% ohhhh shit! you know me and manda are gonna watch that shit! and Jimmy might come over too. me and manda will prolly attack him and beat his ass again. :\ ha ha ha. he says we need to wake up. ha well, this is kinda long and im prolly boring whoevers reading this. i hope im not. christmas quote: santas always jolly because he knows where all the bad girls live. ha ha ha. damn,im a dork. |
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