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Friday, December 26th, 2003
10:16 pm
I am so friggen bored. And I'm having major flashbacks of last winter. Specifically the week of Jess and e. durant. Not like the actual events, just the vibe of it. I don't know. Hard to explain.

On the upside, I think I'm actually getting better, which is something I thought would never happen. It's weird, out of nowhere today I just felt like 10 times better. Maybe it was becuz Josh visited me :)

Right now my whole house reeks of garlic and I really can't stand it. I guess I should be happy I can smell at all, but I think it's just cuz garlic is the one thing that is strong enough to actually make it past my sinus infection today. But now it's the only thing I can smell and it's really overpowering.

I think I want one of those my page things that kelly and nicole have.

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Saturday, December 13th, 2003
2:19 am
I know, I'm lame. But I stole it from the McDoogster.


1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
2:48 am
long ass survey )

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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
12:44 am
pictures from dustin's party
....dun da da dunnn.... here they are.... )

the pics may take a lil bit to load, there's a TON of them. LEAVE COMMENTS

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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
2:44 am
This was me and brett's day at work today:

not the momma I'll fucking fight you
for more fun... )

There will be pictures tomorrow of Dustin's party. But here's a sneak peak of the birthday boy...

happy birthday to youuuuu....

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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
2:38 pm
for the ladies... )

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2:10 pm
I never update anymore. I've had to work for the past week and it sucks. we got tons of toys tho. and those were fun. On Saturday me and Brett got bored so we sacrificed a porcelin doll out back. Brett kicked her across the pavement and her head fell off, so we lit it on fire. I swear that's normal.

Lately I've been on a working out kick. I want to get Richard Simmon's "Sweating to the oldies". That would be super. I also made an 80's workout outfit, so I can be sweatin in style.

current music: stretch armstrong

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Monday, November 10th, 2003
4:30 pm
tear shit up
trip to the mall, bitches )

current music: Good Clean Fun

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Wednesday, November 5th, 2003
1:40 am
I updated my layout, tell me if you like it.

I also got a new sn. (even newer than BringOutYourDedd...)

ask me for it.

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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
11:25 pm - Random thoughts
Today was me and Josh's 4 month ann. Danky.

Got a new sn, you should ask for it and then you should use it.

I kind of miss Nikita right now.

I want to be rich.

Roseanne owns.

Mac n cheese is way overrated.

Today I saw Heidi and her dreads at Newbies. And Robin too. And Heidi's nipple rings too.

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1:00 am
Wow, you are wicked fucking stupid. Who the fuck does that after all this??

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Monday, November 3rd, 2003
11:53 pm
Well it's been confirmed... Those little divits on the side of the highway really will wake you up...

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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
2:02 am
Well it's nice to see four years of friendship go down the fucking shit hole thanks you a bitch like yourself. Congratulations, you found the one thing that finally pushed me over the edge for the last time. Over the last year/year and a half, I've watched you change from the fun girl I met in cheerleading to the overbearing cunt you are today. I've watched you completely take over Pat's life and turn him into a lifeless dud, I've watched you, without remorse, ruin 4 friendships so you could have your storybook romance and yet I still stand up for you when the conversation comes up and you're not around. I should've saw this coming. Amanda gets pissed so she looks for the one thing she has over the situation. Well it's not going to work. I don't care how long it's been, I can't pull money that I don't have out of my ass, especially right now. And I WAS going to pay you back, but I guess I don't really have to worry about that anymore...

You are not having financial problems right now. You have hundreds and hundreds of dollars in the bank and you know it. Come to me when your dad is on permanent disability for the rest of his life and can't get on workman's comp. Come to me when you go to get checks from a bank and find out that someone stole your s.s. number and took out 3 loans in your name and THAT'S what's affecting your credit. Come to me when you are making $6 an hour at a thrift store AND going to school full time while paying a car payment (which is your family's ONLY source of income) and worrying about how you're going to pay off your entire college tuition yourself. Don't talk to me about being in a financial rut, because you don't even know what that is. I don't have family to pay for my entire college for me. I don't have family that has enough money to go to florida every month and half just because. so FUCK YOU for asking for this at this point in my life, when my family can't even afford to pay the house bills anymore. But then again, you wouldn't even know all this about me because you have no idea what's going on in my life right now. So I don't have your fucking money Amanda, and even if I did, I sure as hell wouldn't give it to you now.

Financially, you may have helped me out, but emotionally, I've bent over backwards for you. How many times has my family been there for you when you almost got kicked out of your house? How many times did we drive around when you were going through shit at home and with Pat- even AFTER you had completely ditched me for him?? Who offered to pick you up from a random barn in east bumfuck in the middle of the night because I knew you were in trouble, even tho you were with the one person I fucking hate and we were in a huge fight?? WHO FUCKING HAD DINNER WITH YOUR GRANDPARENTS ON GRADUATION NIGHT when I could have had a dinner with MY family??? How many times did I offer for you to sleep over my house even when we were in the hugest fights?? WHO KEPT SECRETS SECRET EVEN WHILE I WAS AT THE END OF MY ROPE WITH YOU?! So many times, when I was pissed beyond belief at you and you turned your back away from your friends to be with Pat, I still kept certain things sacred. I had so much shit I could've thrown your way, and still do, but did I put it in your face?? No. Because I thought our friendship was worth more than that. But the second you get one thing to be mad about, you go for the ONE fucking thing you know makes me feel like shit that you have on me and throw it in my face. So tell me amanda, what's more important?? Money or gut-wrenching support whenever you needed it?? so FUCK YOU. Because I'm done with this bullshit.

As of an hour ago, you ceased to exist to me. Don't call my phone. Don't leave a comment. Don't im me and sure as hell, don't call up my parents and give them a fucking sob story, like you have so many times. Because if you think, for one second that that's going to get you somewhere, than you've got another thing coming, because I bet your parents would LOVE to know how the day after their daughters 90 days were up, she almost crashed into a cop in massachusetts at a show she wasn't supposed to be at, and we can't forget about your recent incident involving ryan brenner, some beer and a pair of handcuffs.

If you ever see me again, I suggest you turn your head and walk the other fucking way, because you just burned your last bridge.

current mood: enraged

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Thursday, October 30th, 2003
12:13 am
lyrics survey )

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Monday, October 27th, 2003
2:08 am
let's try this shit out )

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12:47 am
Quotes of the day/night:

"you went to central, and you were in SEA and you were friends with Scotty and you had this skirt that was made out of ties and you come into goodwill once in awhile and i work there and i am your personal stalker..."
-me to Joanne

"nope. That's not mascara, that's a big zit."

"Follow that bandana."

"If you belive it, you can achieve it."
-Life wisdom from Nicholas Lavallee

"uh oh, kaka...."

"Basically, he was wicked funny and I really liked him as a friend and would really want him as one of my close close friends, but I could never see us as a couple."
"That's kind of like me and darryl."

"Don't be a cuntface."

"I'm stoned."

"Are you waiting for the tide to come in?"

"I will fight you."


"To me, someone saying 'let's go meet noelle from damone' is like someone saying 'let's go meet tristan from stompin charlies'.".

"Your ass would be grass."

"You do realize that if you leave McIntosh, the minority level will drop by 20%?"

"Where's my beer bitch?"
-my supervisor

"Uhhh... here's your scalp back..."

"Cuz you are who's inside my heart."

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Friday, October 24th, 2003
12:55 pm
so... my life sucks as of now.

I'm withdrawing from McIntosh as we speak. I guess I'm going to try to transfer to SNHU, which should be a stress and a half. But their term doesn't start until January so I'm going to be pretty bored and depressed for a few months. Hey, early summer I guess...

Right now I'm waiting for my department chair to come back from lunch so I can officially drop out. and then I have to wait for the Financial aid guy to come back from lunch. and I can't help wondering why I'm not at lunch. Maybe I'll take my second trip to the dining hall. Doubtful.

I think Josh is sleeping over tonight, since it will probably be my last night at the apt. I'm going to miss my girls!!!!!

...some kid just farted wicked loud behind me (in the library) and that is hilarious.

current mood: accomplished

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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
9:20 pm
bands vs. survey )

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Monday, October 20th, 2003
12:17 pm
just because i'm wicked entertained... nope )

current mood: bored
current music: Blood for Blood- You Aint No Friend of Mine

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12:10 pm - only because they won't let me post in "survey junkies"
stolen from jess )

current mood: accomplished
current music: stretch armstrong

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