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ok so most of the detail shit will b in here www.livejournal.com/users/brainstew5 so yeah if u wanna know wat happened 2 me this past week go 2 that site...ok so that's all so peace!
PPL HOO RUMOR ABOUT BILLIE JOE DIEING IN A CAR CRASH DESERVE 2 DIE!!!!!!
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| green day is #1 again! |
[08 May 2004|09:26am] |
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yeah i luv green day again! lol jen 4got the ICP cd 4 me...but i don't really care she sed she would bring it in on monday...hopefully she remembers...lol...me and kaylum didn't have 2 walk yesterday...go us...lol oh yeah it was mike's b-day on may 4th!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!!!!! that should b my b-day 2 cuz wenever i take a quiz 2 c which member of green day i am it always says i'm mike...i think he's my long lost brother...wait a minute my parents would still b teenagers wen he was born...well u don't know they might have gotten 2gether that 1 night and well u know...lol...then my mom might have had 2 bring him 2 the adoption place...yeah it's coming out so clear now cuz his mom was a heroin addict hoo had 2 give him up 4 adoption...OMG!!!! MY MOM WAS A HEROIN ADDICT!!!!! whoa i never knew that about her...then she had me...no wonder y sumtimes i will have a craving 4 drugs...this might just mean i'm a psycho path though...lol...well i hope he reads this cuz i'm his long lost sister!!!!! I <3 U LONG LOST BROTHER NAMED MIKE!!!!! lol...ok that's all so peace!
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| ok then |
[06 May 2004|08:31pm] |
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yeah so me and kaylum had 2 walk 2 school 2day cuz no1 could bring us...lol...every1 is scared 2 bring us cuz we spaz out so fucking much...yeah and guess hoo randomly IMed me????? hilerie(is that how 2 spell her name kc??)yeah so she was like hey and i was like hoo r u? and she sed hilerie and i was like from school? and she was like martin and i was like ok hi! and then she sed hey and she signed off...that's probably the weirdest conversation i ever had in my life...lol...so wat's every1 doing right now?? i'm bored...oh yeah i'm so fucking pissed i don't have a group 4 the science field trip...and every1 is just being an asshole about it and won't do any fucking thing about it...ok so if any1 wants 2 make me happy and comment go ahead...well that's all peace!
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| hey pplz! |
[03 May 2004|07:57pm] |
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oh ok and i wrote in www.livejournal.com/users/brainstew5 reply in here if u want 2 but i put more details in that 1 about shit and stuff ok so i'll say sumthing bigger another day...i <3 Jeremiah Rangel!!! lol ok so peace!!!
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| well i'm so much closer than i have ever known... |
[02 May 2004|07:05pm] |
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well 2day i went 2 get ice cream with christina, kelsey, and stephen and we got it @ a place called Frosty's which use 2 b Skippy's and wen we got back that's wen the accident happened...i went 2 sit in a chair then i got up and there was blood all on it and stephen kept making these rude comments and i was like jesus fuck off!!!!!!! and so i had 2 do a lot of cleaning up...yeah so there's nuthing else 2 say...the day was so boring...everyday is so fucking boring!!!! ok so since i'm listening 2 Waiting by Green Day right now i'll give u the lyrics 2 part of it...
i've been waiting a longtime
for this moment to come
i'm destined for anything at all...
well i'm so much closer than
i have ever known
wake up!
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| a little bit of fun 2day... |
[01 May 2004|08:39pm] |
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well really all 2day i did was go online...and write this shit 2 sum grl hoo was telling my friend 2 fuck off wen all she did was say hi...yeah so i don't know anything 2 right now so...i'm gunna put on lyrics...
another turning point a fork stuck in the road
time grabs u by the wrist directs u where 2 go
so make the best of this test and don't ask y
it's not a question but a lesson learned in time
it's sumthing unpredictable but in the end it's right
i hope u had the time of ur life
so take the photographs and still frames in ur mind
and get on a shelf in good health and good time
tatoos of memories and deadskin on trial
through wat it's worth it was worth all the while
it's sumthing unpredictable but in the end it's right
i hope u had the time of ur life
it's sumthing unpredictable but in the end it's right
i hope u had the time of ur life
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| softball... |
[30 Apr 2004|09:03pm] |
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2day was ok...i had softball and i pitched...again...and every1 got me so pissed off so i threw a ball @ sum1 hard on my team and i threw a ball over sum1's head just 2 piss them off bad...IT'S JUST FUCKING REC LEAGUE U FUCKING ASSHOLES I WAS ABOUT 2 SAY...I MEAN I'M GOOD BUT I DON'T FUCK UP ON EVERY1 HOO MAKES A MISTAKE AND FUCKING YELL @ THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO FUCK U BITCHS THIS WORLD SUX AND I THINK I'M GUNNA DIE NOW!!!!!! SO PEACE OUT FUCKING WHORES!!!!!!!
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| fun 2day... |
[28 Apr 2004|08:30pm] |
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i had so much fun 2day...2day my mom was working @ the concession stand 4 softball and i didn't have a game so haley told me that she would b there so i waited 4 her and she came and we went 2 the little league fields 2 c all the hott guys there...lol...and while we were walking there she kept singing "we're off 2 c the hott guys the wonderful wonderful hott guys" lol...and wen we got there she introduced me 2 her friend casey(if that's how u spell her name)hoo was watching her lil bro play and haley kept freaking out about sum kid named sean...and we were just walking around every field there and then i saw sean bend over and i was like he has a nice ass and 4 like the whole time i kept talking about his ass...lol...when we were gunna meet her mom there her mom was there already cuz we weren't there @ the time we should have been and her mom sed she was gunna give me a ride there...oh yeah and i 4got about that part wen she was introducing her freind chris(or as wut casey says "anorexic chris"...lol)2 me and wen i sed hi he waved and gave me a "yeah whatever ur gay" look and i sed 2 haley i think he hates me he gave me a very mean look and i was like HOW RUDE!!!!! and i was saying he hates me a lot 2...i don't know wut else 2 say oh yeah and school we did a bunch of dances in gym...THE HOKEY POKEY AND THE CHICKEN DANCE WAS THE BEST!!!!!!!!!! lol...that's all...peace!
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[27 Apr 2004|03:39pm] |
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ok 2day was ok...we got free cookies in science...lol...i got a game 2day and when i get back from the game i'll say a lot more than i am but here's sum thing...
i thought i would slit my wrists wen i die but oh well...lyrics from a green day song...
koolio...hehe wut song am i...
kool I'm Welcome to Paradise...i was singing that yesterday 2...lol...wut album am i...
I TOLD U INTERNATIONAL SUPERHITS WAS MY FAV ALBUM!!!!! AND IT JUST PROVES IT!!!! I RULE INTERNATIONAL SUPERHITS!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! lol haha...
i seriously didn't think i would get in bed him davey havock but oh well...
OH FUCK I'M PARTLY GETTING IN THE SHOWER WITH CHRIS WILSON FROM GC!!!!! HAHA!!!!...
YES!!!! I TOLD KC I LONG TIME AGO THAT I THOUGHT MATT LOVATO WAS HOTT!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!! I"M GUNNA GO OUT WITH HIM!!!!! YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
never heard of them...i wanna b green day!!!! lol...
simple plan is playing @ my wedding...radical...inside joke...i like them now...
HAHA MUTHER FUCKERS!!!!! ME AND KC'S BAND R GUNNA SELL 26,353,244 RECORDS!!!! YEAH!!!!!...
well i'll meet sid vicious break up with him THEN FUCK MATT LOVATO 6 TIMES A DAY!!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!!!!...
KOOL!!!!!!!! i don't like the part about kc maybe getting murdered though!!! :( ...
YEAH I GOT KORN IN MY BAND!!!!!!...
HOLY FUCKING CHRIST!!!!! I'M GUNNA GET A BROOM UP MY VAGINA!!!!!! OMG!!!! 170 TIMES!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
kool...i'm gunna put more on when i get back from my game...peace!
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| i feel luved!!! |
[26 Apr 2004|08:15pm] |
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yeah online a few hours ago kaylum introduced me 2 woody so i just feel luved right there...OMG!!!!! SARAH FABIANSKI PROBABLY THE FATTEST GRL IN THE SCHOOL LIKES WOODY!!!!!!! now that's just scary! lol...but in the chat i hardly talk because i was so shy...lol...yup that's me...i actually feel better and don't wanna die anymore...THANX KAYLUM!!!!!!! lol yeah i hope we get 2 talk 2 each other more even though he has a g/f we can become good friends...then if he breaks up with her(which i think won't fucking happen)i can simply b calm about asking him out. alright so idk wut else 2 talk about except that ccd was ok it was fine until after the test a bunch of preps came and fucking took over the table...so i was like NOOO! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HERE!!!!!!!!!! u know i seriously was gunna commit suicide cuz i thought all my friends fucking hated me and that i'll b alone and never get a b/f so wut's the point in living...but until wen kaylum introduced me 2 woody i wanna live just cuz he's kinda my friend...he's basically the only person keeping me living right now...it'd b so kool if he reads this just so he knows kinda how long i've been liking him...which has been like 2 monthes...i just never admitted 2 liking him until a month ago...well that's really all...ANYMORE BAND MEMBERS???? reply if u go 2 my school and wanna b in a band...ok so peace!
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[25 Apr 2004|10:24pm] |
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u know i should going 2 sleep right now but u know i've turned insomniac so it's very hard 4 me 2...OMG!!!!! i have 2 tell u this!!!! MY COUZ'S BFF KELSEY'S FATHER DIED FRIDAY NIGHT!!!!!!! AND HER MOTHER DIED 2 YEARS AGO SO HER BRO IS GETTING CUSTODY OF HER!!!!!! i feel so fucking bad 4 her...yeah i'm trying 2 figure out wut else there is 2 write...2day was so fucking boring u know so all i'm gunna say is i hope i don't get pissed out of my pants 2morrow @ school wen i c him with her and shit! ok so peace!
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| computer is gay! |
[25 Apr 2004|01:06pm] |
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the computer is gay...it made AIM never come back again...and i just hate it...i wanna get my band ready 4 sum stuff...well it's only me and kc but if any1 would like 2 u can join cuz u can't really just have 2 ppl well u can but it's better 2 have more so...here's a song i wrote...dedicated 2 woody of course...lol...
Real
I'm dreaming of the sun going down
Never to come back again
It's not any better
That he won't ever come in my life
Oh make it all go away
There's nothing to be told
Do I have to go by reality?
'cause in reality he has a girl
I just have to close my eyes
And dream of him right next to me
Sailing across the sea
Finally I wanna feel real
kc sed it was cute...if u like it reply...anymore...here's another 1...
Asshole
Is this the pleasure to all your problems?
Are you blaming your shitty life on me?
It's so funny to watch you think
That your gonna scare the shit out of me
When you say your my friend
Your pissing about me
Well thats okay i brought my gun with me
Ready to kill you
Oh it's funny
Everything you say
'cause I'm thinking
About your death day
Your pleasure will make you break down
'cause it will backfire and make you drown
You will know when I have my gun
And it will be pointing at you
And after I shoot you
I'll see other people, go insane
scream fuck you all
and shoot them too
haha it 4 jen cuz i hate her so much...if u like this 1 2 reply...ok that's all i wanna say...peace!
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| still like him... |
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this sux i stilll like him! i showed kc sum songs i wrote about him and stuff and she guessed right away it was him! GOD FUCKING CHRIST IF HE HAS A G/F Y DON'T HE WRITE POEMS ON HER AND NOT BREAKING UP!!!! u know i'm just jealous right now and i just want it 2 go away and them just 2 b over with! i wish that i would feel i little better...but u know i've hated his g/f's fucking guts 4 a few monthes now!!! everything's based on him u know i'm really in luv with him...i hope he reads this and know that it's about him so he'll know i'm in luv with him and wanna b with him. Redundant basically describes it all kinda(if u know that billie joe is talking about his wife)cuz really i luv u aint enough and i'm really speechless trying 2 talk 2 him...
Now i cannot speak
I've lost my voice
Speechless and redundant
'cause i love you's not enough
I'm lost for words
i luv that song and i luv u 2 baby(if he's reading this even he has a g/f)... first green day song i've ever heard...it reminds me of him so much...that and 1,000 hours. u know if he was dieing i'd try and save him b4 his g/f can...he's all i'll ever think about in my life...i've got nuthing else 2 do so peace!
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| here's 1 |
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here's 1 i found...
Your Name: Erin
Your Nickname: ed
Your Online Name: 1 hour 18min.
Your sex: Female
Your Age: 12
Your Sign: cancer
Your height: 5’1"
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: hazel
Hair length: shoulder length
Do you have freckles: not really
Do you have a fake tooth: no...y the fuck wud i?
Do you have a fake eye: no...their all real
Do you draw fake moles on yourself: no?
How do you dress: In jeans, t-shirt , with jacket
Do you smoke: nope
Do you drink: Not really.but I have
Do you do drugs: no
Do you have friends: yeah don't know if they luv me though
Do you have online friends: i don't really talk 2 them
Do you like your friends: Some
Got any kids? no
Got any pets? doggies,cats
Got a car? no
Live with your parents? Yepp, unfortunatly
What are you wearing? pj's
Underwear? blue
Favorites:
Type of music: Punk or Hardcore Rock
Movie: Stand By Me
Soda: Sprite
Food: vegetarian pizza(i think i've turned vegetarian)
Hobby: Online and listening 2 my music(most of the time green day)
Sport: softball
Author: idk harry potter's author!
Song: Hitchin' a Ride
Color: black and red
TV Show: Wild Boys, Pimp My ride (lol), Punk'd, South Park, Viva La Bam, Jackass
Brand of beer: don’t drink
Brand of liquor: don’t drink
Brand of smokes: Don’t smoke
Brand of drug: that tastey cold medicine...lol!!
Brand of clothes: made,level27, and anything else @ hot topic
Record Label: Epic and Reprise
Brand of glue: The one with the bull
Game: Harry Potter...lol...i luv harry potter
Place: My room, the mall, @ A MOSHPIT!!! lol
Holiday: Christmas
Lies: All of em’
Have you lied: All the time
Do you lie: All the time
Do you lie to save someone else ass: Depends on who
Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your lover: No
Would you tell a lie that stopped your death but caused the death of your enemy: Yeah
Would you dare to lie in the face of your mother: Yeah
Would you dare to lie in the face of your God: I don’t know
Are lies really that harmless: Depends on the lie
If lying is sinful.. are you going to hell: hell yeah!
love life:
Are you single: yeah
Are you with someone: no
Are you married: Nope
Are you divorced: Nope
Are you "Separated": Nope
Are you "on break": Nope
Do you date people you meet online: No
The following apply to you
Charming: maybe
Quiet: yeah
Loud: @ times
Pretty: hell no!
Radical: I don’t know
Smart: yeah kinda
Stupid: sumtimes
Dumbass: sumtimes
Talented: y not?
Useless: yup
Punk: idk i guess
Young: yeah
Old: no
Daring: idk?
Powerful: maybe
Athletic: yeah kinda
The following are Good/Bad
Love: @ times good @ times bad
Happiness: good
Rap: bad
Pain: good
TV: good
Country: bad
Metal: it's ok
Punk Rock: good
What...?
Whats your deep dark secret: never telling
Whats your biggest fear: heights and bees
What is the most embarrassing thing that's happened to you: farted
Would you make a good candidate for Jerry Springer: probably not
Religion: Catholic
Are you religious? hell no!
Is every religion wrong except your own? my religion is so fucking confusing
Do you believe that any religion is lower than your own, or is wrong? Not really
Are you going to heaven? maybe
Are you going to hell? maybe
Money:
Do you like it? Yeah
Do you have any? I did before.now im broke >.<
Do you make a lot of it? no
Do you get your money through illegal ways? no
what time did you go to sleep last night?: uh around 3 am
what was the last noise you heard before you fell asleep?: the tv
the last thing you said?: i wanna live in 1994 or Pamela Anderson is such a slut!
what did you dream about?: nothing
when did you wake up?: 7:30am
how did you wake up?: grandma fucking telling me 2 bring the dogs in
what's the first thing that crossed your mind when you woke up?: wtf!!! i'll do it in a half an hour
when was the last time you took a shower?: idk...lol!!
where was the last place you went outside of your house?: the batting cages
who was the last friend you saw?: Kaylum
who was the last friend you talked to?: kc
what's your favorite song?: "Hitchin a Ride"
how many pillows are on your bed?: idk
do you use lotion?: yeah
how long are the showers you take?: hour or half an hour
do you love your parents?: maybe
do you love your siblings?: don't have any
when's the last time you cried?: wen my green day international superhits cd got all messed up
why?: cuz green day is that much of a fav band 2 me
the last time you wished you were dead?: wen jen went out with woody
the last time you felt important?: don't remember
the last time you screamed?: I don’t know
have you ever physically hurt yourself?: yeah
how smart are you?: Very
do you like being outside?: sumtimes
what one person do you know you could always turn to?: christina and kaylum
who do you look up to?: Billie Joe Armstrong...all of green day basically
who's the last person that made you cry?: idk
is emotional pain or physical pain worse?: emotional
where do you want to live?: California
who's your best friend(s)?: kaylum, kc, crakkie, kayleigh,christina, and ppl on softball team
who do you turn to for advice?: christina
what color are the sheets on your bed?: blue
how many cds do you own?: 29
are you hurting anywhere right now?: my eyes
what do you wish you were doing right now?: in a recording studio or @ a green day concert
when was the last time you had a nightmare?: Don’t remember
are you talking to anyone right now?: no
what are you talking about?: i'm not talking 2 any1
who's the last person you were on the phone with?: kaylum
are you pale?: yeah kinda
when was the last time you brushed your hair?: yesterday
how many screen names do you have?: 4
which one do you use the most? RiOt GiRl 295
it really long... bye!
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| woke way 2 early |
[23 Apr 2004|07:57am] |
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well u know if my grandma hadn't woke me up so fucking early just 2 bring my dogs in...maybe she should have let me sleep in like yesterday. yeah and wen i woke up i sed wait i'm trying 2 wake my self up and she got all pissed @ me...and then she sed u already r awake i was like dude waking urself up is trying 2 actually get ur eyes open. yeah so my website is good right now i just have 2 put sum more stuff on it. wen i saw it i was like HOLY SHIT THAT LOOKS PRETTY DAMN GOOD!!!!! unfortuntely idk how 2 put music files on my computer so it won't have background music...that would actually b pretty kool if it did! lol...i've been trying 2 find things so that it's like an interview with myself and i haven't found 1 person that has it yet...wen i do find 1 i'll update it on here. oh yeah and i keep changing my wallpaper...idk i can't keep 1 on 4 half a day...lol...i'm gunna try 2 just keep it on 1 but that's so hard in my world. 2night i'm babysitting so i'll b on aol with my uncle's sn...Rusbet01...i found the password out on an index card...lol so there's this cute pic of billie joe with his kid(joey probably)and wen i saw it the whole time i kept saying AWWWWWWWWWW!!!! if u wanna c it IM me or go 2 www.greenblink.curvedspaces.com/Index.html ...if it's not a hyperlink type it in. ok so absoultley NO ONE is on! the softball game is tommorow and he put me as starting pitcher...i think i suck compared 2 kara lewis! we're playing her team...and i might b cleanup with hayley cuz he says were the bets hitters on the team. ok so wen i get an interview thingy i'll update in this...bye!
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| i got my computer back!!! |
[21 Apr 2004|01:54pm] |
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I'm so happy i got my computer back...the online is so fucking gay though...lol. well i think i've got over woody...YEAH!!!!! now i'm not gunna try 2 kill any1 anymore...lol...monday i went 2 walmart @ 9pm cuz i had 2 replace the international superhits cd cuz this repair thing i had didn't fucking work and made the whole cd have stratchs so i forced my parents 2 go 2 walmart with me 2 get it again...lol...i hope sum1 reads this and replies cuz i'm so fucking tired of no1 ever saying hi 2 me or anything!!!!!!!! it's so fucked up how every1 fucking hates me...if any1 sees this just reply...i got another journal idk the site 2 it so i'll tell later...bye!!
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| WEE!!! I'M A GUPPIE!!!!! |
[17 Apr 2004|05:15pm] |
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sry i'm REALLY hyper...i haven't checked 2 c if any1 has replied 2 any of my other entries but most likely they haven't! oh well no1 ever does. oh yeah 2day i got really bored so i went and just started listening 2 green day then they reminded me of california so i was like HEY Y DON'T I LISTEN 2 IT OUTSIDE??!!(cuz it was really warm out and it reminded me of california 2) so when i was gunna go out the ppl across from us were blasting evanescence so i was rushing out with my walkman(jic they shut it off)then after they played all of that album they shut it off and so i was just lying on my porch listening 2 international superhits...then i went inside 2 change the cd 2 dookie(hey if outside looks like california i think i should listen 2 a cd that also reminds me of california)so that's all i've bin listening 4 a long time...and i've bin replaying Pulling Teeth 4 the longest time cuz that 2 reminds me of california...lol!!!! yes i really wanna live in california SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO badly!!!!!!!!!!!! ok so i was watching South Park and there's this grl called bebe and in this episode she kept saying KYLE U HAVE A HOT ASS!!!!!!! lol...now i can fucking swear right now...lol...so...IS SHE ULTRAVIOLET? IS SHE DISTURBED? I BETTER TELL HER THAT I LUV HER!!!!! if the words r right...lol yeah so wut the hell do u ppl wanna do @ the moment...i only have a half an hour left on her...but when i have 2 go i will go no biggie...GOD DAMN NO1 IS FUCKING ON!!!!!! i wish jen borel wasn't going out with woody...i've just found out that the fucking only reason i wanna fucking kill her is that she's going out with woody...this sucks y does shit always have 2 happen 2 me!!!!!!!!????????? oh well it's the punk life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! unwhich a lot of ppl don't exactly know wut i am...i just happen 2 fucking realize that i happen 2 think i'm punk cuz i think the same,i guess dress the same,and write songs like it. well wen i wanna come back again i'll update it again...bye!!!
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