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[09 Oct 2003|03:08pm] |
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Me,myself, and me again |
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Well, its been a little bit since ive last updated and i still dont plan on using proper grammar and punctuation.
Ive had a pretty good week last week. A friend and I went and took photos of some really cool outdoor scenes and went to the new river bridge, its really high. It was go there or to New York, we picked there. Im never in a writing mood when I do this, I just dont want to stop and never do it, one day this will be good, I want to do a theme.
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| Yep |
[03 Oct 2003|01:06pm] |
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Jimmy Eat World "shes Perfect" with an aussie running laps |
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Well, I had to go back to work after a week off, which I desperatly needed, but things are getting back to there busy ways. Ive recently took up running, it sucks, im getting better at it and im feeling better, but it still sucks(I think Im starting to like it though, so dont tell anybody). well not a lot has been going on in my life, a lot of things have but just not stuff to write on here about, so have fun reading this.
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| When Will It Start |
[27 Sep 2003|07:23pm] |
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Some more of the same |
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You ever feel like your life hasnt started yet? Like your just in this waiting place, you think "this cant be all there is." I'm Having one of those moments right now. I know that I'm alive and that this is life, but its not what im wanting out of life, granted im working towards what I want and I know that one day things will be the way they should, but until then I sit here waiting or should I go out and make things happen.
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[25 Sep 2003|11:15pm] |
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Hey its me, im listening to me |
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I dont feel the need to tell you all my days events or anything, but I do like to share my heart sometimes, so this can be a good outlet for that. You wait and wait for what you want and when you get it, your just like exstatic, but what about when you dont, what about when your dreams dont come true, what do you do then?
Do you go on to exist? of course, but its not the way you planned, chances are its never going to be how you planned. If you live for Jesus, you dont have to go by your plan, you dont have to worry about your future if Hes told you what to do, just obey and love him each day.
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[23 Sep 2003|11:37pm] |
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Last days of april again, with a hint of a swede swaying |
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Its funny how you can love life and yet be so unhappy at the same time, the present circumstances wont last forever and I know that, but going thru things alone hurts. You wonder how long you can be alone and one day you wont be alone, but while you are, it seems like the hardest thing in the world.
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[21 Sep 2003|03:14pm] |
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Last days of April "days I recall being wonderful" |
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Life is going really good for me right now, everythings going my way and I think that its great, but I dont have the one thing that I want, the one thing that ive been longing for and she seems so distant from me.
She'll never know how I feel if she never opens up her eyes and sees me for who I am.
Anyways, the FIF show was great and the car ride was pretty fun also, with Jesse being his normal sarcastic self and michael complaining a lot, it really made for some interesting conversations and things said that could possibly become good catch phrases(but who uses those anymore).
I liked Virginia, being west of it is alright as well, but I wouldnt mind moving there if I knew what the future there would bring. Its a lovely place though.
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| The day is drawing near when FIF will soon be dead |
[18 Sep 2003|05:12pm] |
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umm only the sounds in my head, and a small monkey juggling |
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The day is drawing near when Five Iron Frenzy will no longer be with us as the phenoms that they are, but until then they are touring and Im going to go see them in Lynchburg Virginia tomorrow for a nominal fee of 12 bucks.
The hurricane of the century may get in the way but we are going ot brave it anyways, because thats just how awesome we really are, im kidding by the way. Well this is my first entry and I hope that I dont forget about this thing and never look at it again, we'll just have to wait and see.
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