[21 Oct 2003|07:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Christina Aguilera - Beautiful ] HELLOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYBODY!!!! It seems like everybody has dissapeared *pouts-cries* You might have a good exvuse this time *evil look* I've been busy since Bry asked me to live together, I've been packing around 50 boxes lmao Bry got really scared when he saw all the boxes, but they aren't too big! Yesterday I had to pack all my clothes so I called Liz and Tash, and we spent the whole day *laughs* but im still thinking they stole some clothes, I don't find my white top! who stole it? *coughs hard* I also have to buy a new cupboard, as Bry's cupboard isn't too big and has enough space for my thousand lovely clothes....and I'm thinking I have to put a exotic and feminine style in the decoration...*grins* As soon as Bry and I set together we'll celebrate a party in Lizzie's house lmao it'd be the best since we are saving money for good causes *points at Lizzie* *angelic smile* Lizzie and Tashie why don't you get online? 2 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

Nicky's Birthdat [09 Oct 2003|06:14pm] [ mood | optimistic ] Hey! I'm still alive, I apologise for being so lazy to update but I've been busy with the promotion of the single, travelling here and there. Also I can't believe that I'm engaged with Bryan, it's like a dream come true *smiles* it's wonderful to feel loved and with the man you are in love with *nods* Bry I love you. I've been watching Atomic Kitten's new video *coughs hard* And I have to say that they are really naughty lmao it's like Holly Valance's influence have been on them lately. They appear nearly naked :x like in my first video lol you'll the consequences girls *sticks tongue out* today is................NICKY'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY!!! This is what I get for ya they will protect you and make you safe 9 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[24 Sep 2003|07:20pm] [ mood | bitchy ] *shows new layout* *coughs* I spent the whole afternoon making this layout *grrrrrrrrrrrrr* if you dont like it dont look at it *sticks tongue out* *coughs hard* Also I've been making an official list that I want to show everyone........ Special "I won't buy you anything from Tiffany's" List 1. Mark (for making me number 4 in your shitty list >:( ) 2. Kian ( 'cos you were laughing at my "Los Ramones" t-shirt this afternoon) 3. Nicky (for threating me with your imaginary Nicky) 4. My hamster (for eating my new Mickey's socks) That's all for now, see Mark, you are not the only one with a list *slaps Mark gently* 11 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[20 Sep 2003|10:23am] [ mood | annoyed ] Hey all! *waves* Im still alive and really busy at the moment, after my lovely "mini-holidays go and film a videoclip in Los Angeles", everything turned into a nightmare *sigh* I had to be back to Australia, my ex-manager sued me *big sigh* and now I'm everyday in the Court, I was so excited for my new single and album and now I have to be here for a lawnsuit *sighs again* my mum is helping me a lot and I hope to be back to London very soon. I miss my loons, Liz and Tash, a lot; these what I bought you from Tiffany's; Liz and Tash, hope you like it :P, these loonies are worried about not getting the presents, and they dont care if Im alright or not *coughs*lovely friends*coughs* Lately, I talked with my manager about my lovely friend's band 'cos they are obsessed with the idea of filming a video in Los Angeles, he said he will accept them as a group but with some changes lmao they will have to change their name for "Atomic Muffins" 'cos its more creative. But I prefer calling them "Mad Muffins" it describes the way they are lmao *nods - grins* so girls if you want to go to L.A, you know what to do *smiles* Ah! Dont make bets about Bryan! >:( Bad people! *kicks imaginary Liz - slaps imaginary Kian and Nicky - tackles down imaginary Tash* 11 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[10 Sep 2003|02:46pm] [ music | Blu Cantrell ft. Sean Paul - Breathe ] who will guess where I am at the moment? Noone apart from Bryan, yesterday I had a quickly phonecall from my manager, he said we had already the place to film my new videoclip, and here I am, in L.A, this place is gorgeous, I've been more than once, but it was so quickly, I caught a flight at night, and I had to call Bry so quickly to tell him that I was leaving to L.A to film my new videoclip, Im updating in a break at the moment, Im awake since 6 o'clock of the morning and its not healthy for my skin *laughs* My single is called A State of Mind and its out in the 27th of October, and yes Im doing some advertisement 'cos everybody does :P oh I forgot to say that in the 4th of October I'll appear at the CD:UK, I was starting to miss these programs, Im so happy to be back hee! *grins* Also I'm thinking about going to Oz with Bryan, to see my family, my dad and step-mum want to see him, and it would great to show Bryan were I grew up and I dunno if he has been in Oz before, I hope he likes the idea, like I do. My mum also wants to see him, my sister keeps showing her Westlife cds to her, but she says she wants to see him in person *laughs* I better be back at work now, I have to try on some outfits, by the way, Lizzie and Tashie, I found a Tiffany's shop weeeeeee and I got some pressies for you *sticks tongue out* *waves at Nickus, Mark and Kian* At least say hi >:-( *pouts* 9 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

yep [01 Sep 2003|11:53am] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Beyonce ft Sean Paul - Baby Boy ] As I promised I'm here updating again. it was a long time ago since I made a decent update, my holidays were great and I'm back to work in my new album again, we have a delay with the dates and the date of the single coming out is the 20th of October but it's not sure yet, you'll love it anyway *winks* As for the holidays, I spent some time with Bry in France, it was like being in our honeymoon lol the worse thing is that I got sunburnt in all my body the second and third day, it was horrible, nobody couldn't touch me and Bry had to put cream on me every two minutes =( the fact is that I fell asleep in the terrace of our room while Bry was watching football inside, anyway now I have a nice tan as you can see in my new icons *feels proud of her nice tan and her hairstyle* mine kicks Nickus' style hehe *sticks tongue out at Nicky* then other day we went to a restaurant, but Bry ate too much seafood and he was sick for one day, but we had a great holidays, even I started to miss my Lizziepooh and my Tashiebell lmao nooo Im serious I missed you all!!! *pats self* and here are the pressies from Bry and me: For Nickus and Lizzie---> you'll learn how to cook with these things: this one and this, if your meal got burnt and you are hungry you can always eat this. For Tashie and Markie ----> a good french chocolates, and wine For Jessie and Kianus ----> Cuisine essentials =D For Kez ---> exquisite french fragances Hope you all like it =D And no Tash, I couldnt find a Tiffany's shop near! *pokes hard* 12 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[31 Aug 2003|11:40am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Beyonce - in da club ] ( OOC ) Yay! Here I am again, I had a great holidays with Bryan, but he is back at work now and me too, so bye bye holidays *sighs* lol I missed my Lizzie-sue, my Tashie-lu and Nickus, Markie and Kiando *waves at you all* I will make an update telling you all about my crazy holidays with the most romantic man in world, my Bry, I love this man a lot more everyday *grins* *sits down* so well what's new? what happened lately? I want to be informed about all!!!! *nods* 7 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[14 Aug 2003|12:19am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Westlife - Hey Whatever ] ( OOC ) 3 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[11 Aug 2003|08:12pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | Javine - Real things ] Yesterday Tash and me went to visit Lizzie who was laying on the sofa eating popcorn, we woke her up and entertained the rest of the day, we put music on and we were dancing, BUT her neighbour, the freak one who is all idiot himself, started saying absurdities through his window to us, so Xtina Aguilera's new hit "Nobody can't hold us down" so we looked into each other and walked to the window and started miming and dancing the song, the freak was all surprised and closed his window and hid himself inside of his house, we were the best, here I put some of the lyrics of the song: So what am I not supposed to have an opinion Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled When a female fires back Suddenly the target don't know how to act So he does what any little boy will do Making up a few false rumors or two good one Tashie-sue and Lizzie-lu, we rock!!! *rolls eyes* I'm excited about the idea of spending some days in the beach alone with Bry, it will be the most romantic travel I ever did *pets imaginary Bry* I have the most romantic boyfriend in the world, and no Tash or Mark, you are not right!!oooohh i need a new bikini then *goes to the shop* lol as you all can see I'm very EXCITED *screams* And Mark, I'm not a whip cream obsessed and sto it with the bungy jumping or I'll kick you hard :[ 6 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[05 Aug 2003|04:22pm] [ mood | nervous ] Sunny and relaxant day *yawns* it makes me as lazy as Markeeno...This weekend was completely fabulous, and I also mean the fact that Liz paid everything lmao it was excited, we went shopping, I bought loooooaads of new things and also a super mega nice jacket for Bryano *is excited* we didn't have to fight against any old women for clothes, people was nice, and Tash evil look scared them off! I want to point up the fact that Tash bought 5 bottles of whip cream and a pair of handcuffs, not typical in Tash. Oh and Liz bought leather clothes *coughs hard* Later we got back to the hotel and got ready for Robbie's concert, I put my best clothes on, and the same with Tash and Liz, we were looking good and sexy *nods* esp. moi lmao cos Robbie winked at me and blew me a kiss, but they think he did it at them which its not true, I can see it with my own eyes *nods* When we were at the backstages, Robbie was so friendly and we drank champagne with him, he said he was a big fan of us, *coughs* he thought I was Jenny from Atomic Kitten, but later I told him I was the famous Holly Valance, and he said he liked my videos *grins* he said it was a pleasure but he left before we asked him something about his bed, *coughs* yeah something about his bed cos Tash has some doubts lmao So we got back to the hotel, the nice ones and angels, Liz and me, back to bed after eating ice cream and popcorn, BUT we saw Mark who was waiting in Tash room *coughs really hard* Liz told me they were trying on the whip cream and the handcuffs *shakes head* the next day, we were excited about the idea of bungee jumping, I must admit I was scared and I thought I was going to die *pouts* the first one was Liz who was very excited and happy, she did it all happily, I didnt know what she ate, she wanted to repeat it, she is mad I know, then it was Tash turn, she didnt stop talking with the instructor, who was a tall blond guy with blue eyes, very good-looking, she did it as well shouting really loud but was all excited, and my turn came, I was all nervous and started shaking, the instructor was helping me with the strings and he shouted NOW, but I didnt jump , I hugged him and I didn't do it to flirt with the guy, never! I was scared and I couldn't it so I hugged him, but he threw me and I had to jump *sobs* it was horrible, but I'm still alive, and please don't make jokes about it *pouts* The Hot Air Balloon Riding was better and exciting.Thanks for the nice weekend, Adam and Alfred *grins* Im also planning soemthing for the next weekend for Bry *smiles* any ideas? 14 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[31 Jul 2003|03:30pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Mark Owen - Four Minute Warning ] Hmm, I dont know what to say, this is a stupid update anyway. We didn't have a great time the other day, esp. me. I argued with Bryan which it wasn't good, but I can't shut my mouth up and try to be happy, no way, if there is anything that is bothering I'm going to tell it, yeah I'm tired of smile and act like everything is wonderful, I'm a jealous person and it was stupid mistake (I sound like Gareth Gates there) to play at the game, yeah I will never play again if I don't stop being so selfish....right. The arguement wasn't too rough, and I love him even more, but we have to respect each other, and get worried about each other opinions, decisions, a relationship is between two people, not only one is the boss.No way. I decided to eat ice cream and watch films this weekend, cos I got nothing better to do, but it seems like my lovely big sis Liz, is planning a wonderful girlie weekend, Im all excited now *waits* Nickus & Kianus, I made up these wonderful nicknames for you *claps at them* Tashie, where is your armani dress? *puppy dog eyes - sticks tongue out* Edit: ( My Bryano all grown up *wipes some tears away* ) 18 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

woot! [27 Jul 2003|07:57pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | Sugababes - Stronger ] Yep, finally *wipes some tears* I could make my first layout lmao well I've making loads of layouts but finally Tash gave the codes and I could make my own cool layout *claps* I love it! I dont have too much to say lately, Im talking with Liz right now, and we are travelling to different heavens *dies laughins* *nudges at Lizzious* I have done my own "to-do" list: 1) Take Bryano to the veterinary. 2) Make up weird different nicknames for Nicky. 3) Buy Westlife dolls and talk with them like if they were the real one (Liz idea) 4) Go shopping with Liz and Tash again. 5) Spy Bryan in his new house *coughs* 6) Talk to Josh *puppy dog eyes* This is all right now, hope to update more soon! *waves* 81 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*alive* [21 Jul 2003|05:18pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Westlife - Evergreen ] Finally, last friday, I went driving with Liz, I was scared-nervous-hyper and happy at the same time. *laughs hard* Bryan brought me a helmet, he was scared with the idea of being in the same car with Liz, it was scary at the beginning; when she arrived I was dressed like I was going to fight against a bunch of wild dogs, she laughed at me and called me silly *shakes head* She didnt stop when she had to *shakes head and hopes her driving teacher isnt reading this* 'cos she was chasing two hot guys in a porsche, I was telling her the way she had to take, we were driving like it was a competition, but all the fun finishes when she had to stop, 'cos a old woman was crossing the street *shakes head* we ended drinking diet cokes in the middle of the country, it was fun since we were attacked by hundred pigeons, I think Liz has something in her smell that attracts them, the car was all covered of pigeons shit lmao we spent two hours cleaning the room, I think Im gonna take a looooong time until I ask Liz to give another ride with her car *shakes head* Note: Nickomorusku is a leprechaun *nods* 8 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

Happy Birthday Tash!!!!!!!!!! [17 Jul 2003|03:03pm] [ mood | happy ] Happy Birthday Tash *dancesssss* Finally your birthday came *wohoooo* You are a year older, and next year you will be 22 years old, and time will go on *nods* My presents: this one and this, hope you like it, girlie! *pokes you* *looks around* where is my male stripper? *lmao* Short Update yeah, I don't feel like updating a lot today lol I'm getting concetrated in driving with Liz tomorrow *smirks* *waves at Liz* 6 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

yeah what? [09 Jul 2003|04:36pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Blue - If You come back ] Today morning I arrived at Glasgow, where Westlife were staying, a big hotel that seems to me like it was a palace, and there were the guys, Mark was hitting Kian on his head with a pillow while Nicky was bitting Mark's arm, there were Tash watching TV while Bryan was drooling at her top *sighs and gasps* I shouted them: IM HERE!, to make sure they weren't deaf yet. Bryan changed his face and ran happily towards me, Stan took me to my room, and I unpacked my suitcase, Nicky and Kian were standing on the door smiling at me, and I told them not to go "shopping" in my room, or they will be kicked, as I am an expert at kick boxing. They ran away faster and laughing, grrrrrrrr at them! I also saw Jess who was reading a mag, she was very happy to see me, and we couldnt stop talking about the weekend. I put on my "special shopping" clothes, so Bryan and me went shopping all morning, it was hilarious seeing Bryan shopping, I had to run after some cool clothes before someone pick them before us and he kept on hiding, I don't know why he was hiding, I was acting like normal people as I am one *nods* When Bryan was trying on some clothes from a Posh Store, he needed my help, and we got ourselves locked inside the fitting room *laughs hard* but we are still alive, after 20 minutes of agony. I'm still waiting for Craig David to get a journal *smiles* oh and Ryan Philippe *waves* and Liz wants David Beckham *waves at Liz*, and Tash wants British people, so come on!! 13 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

hello *waves* [04 Jul 2003|05:39pm] [ mood | guilty ] Yesterday was sooo mad, after having a nice chat with Liz, I decided to go to the "Hulk" premiere *nods* why not? my manager told me that I have to appear on public's eye now that my album is going to be released soon *grins* so that's what I did. it was an amazing night and film, want me to explain the end of the film? *giggles* I met all the protagonists and the nice actor *grins* it was a shame noone of my friends was there but I had fun, I promise! ( me at the premiere ) Well, I think i haven't talked with any of you about my little brother, *deep breathe* he's my father and my stepmother's son, he has some probs with his little heart, and he's fighting in a Melbourne's hospital for his life *wipes some tears away* I didn't want to talk about this them 'cos at first it wasn't too important but now he's in danger, I'm very worried and I can't stop calling my dad, you should see my phone bill *sighs* yesterday I had a call from my dad and he told me my baby brother is very brave and he might be out of the hospital in 4 weeks, thank god, I've been praying every night, sorry for not telling this before but it's like you are in a dream and this isn't happening *sighs* *takes her "how to be a stalker" book* On Sunday I'm going to Party in the Park *giggles* I won't perform but I will see my babe *smiles* 10 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[29 Jun 2003|03:10pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Atomic Kitten- Walking on the water ] *opens the window and breathes the fresh air coming from outside* Today is a lovely day I guess, I couldn't sleep last night, maybe it was cos I was worried or cos of the two cups of coffee I drank last night *sighs* Today is one of those days when I start missing Australia, missing my friends, my grandmum...but in the other hand, I have all I want here and I cant be bothered *nods* I'm also very nervous, I can't eat properly, and it's 'cos I'm worried about the new album, I'm afraid if it won't have the same success like the last album, what if I'll be blamed? *sighs* anyway I'm still strong, I nearly grew up with bad and good critics, so this can make me down, know what I mean? In other way, tabloids are starting talking rubbish about me, how they dare to say I was on a nightclub, looking the stripper movements for my next video? grrrrr it makes me sick. This is the end of my pathetic update. Sorry for bothering you all with my probs. 13 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*waves* [25 Jun 2003|12:31pm] [ mood | embarrassed ] [ music | Beyonce Knowles ft Jay Z - Crazy in love ] Hey! I'm finally back and free *grins & waves* I'm tired because I spent the whole morning shopping with my mad mateys Liz and Tash; we went to Harrods, and it was mad, Tash told us to be quiet and to look like we were rich *coughs* The fisrt mad moment was when Liz took all the sweets from a shop, it was a clothes shop, and the dependent looked at us in an evil way, and Liz said: my throat hurts *smiles* lmao. We laughed and walked to a "Gucci shop", I had to look really glamorous cos some months ago I was at the opening of Harrods and some ppl saw me *coughs* the girls screamed everytime the saw a nice top or dress, Tash even screamed at a shoe which was from an old woman *laughs really hard* and Liz screamed at a dummy, a good-looking, she said: OHHHHHH LOOK AT THIS HOTTIE and touched it, and suddenly the dummy moved his arm and said: thank you! it wasnt a dummy, it was a nice dependent *laughs hard* Liz nearly died. Then, in other shop, Tash saw a niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee TOP but it was a bit far from where we were, so Tash started running like she was in a marathon, but before she arrived to catch her award (the top), an old woman took it, and Tash was in a huff and started screaming at the poor old woman, she told her she saw it first and what she was going to do with the top? because she was too old to wear it. lmao. Liz and me were rolling on the floor laughing, and the old woman said: excuse me, this is my sash lmao. And Tash turned all red and said sorry to the poor woman, oh and she also poked us hard. Finally, we bought loads and loads of clothes, and when we were going back home, we met Jenny and she bought us ice-creams *grins* I also bought a special present for my babe Bry, I'll give it to you later babe *winks* 13 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

Beautiful Morning....*grins* [18 Jun 2003|11:15am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Destiny's Child - Survivor ] This is the most beautiful day of my life *grins* and yesterday was it as well. It's official, me and Bryan are back, *nods* its wonderful, we had a long chat yesterday and we talked about our feelings and see what happened, I'm very happy we are back and I never wont let him go, cos I love him so much. I went out with Bry after his concert, it was great to hug him again and feel his soft lips *drools* *laughs* ok too much info here. We spent the whole night talking, and its true *looks at Liz, Tash and Nicky* Well this is a short update, but it was to let you know about me & bryan. Nicky, I won't let you touch my hair so don't go near of me *pokes you* ha! 15 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

Why we lost? [12 Jun 2003|01:12pm] [ mood | tired ] And who said boys aren't pigs? We lost the match *argh* but it wasn't a fair play. As the game started the boys were looking at us in a "weird" way, and I know the reason and I can just call them: PIGS! *sighs* even Ben is more lovely than all of them all together *laughs hard* I took some pics of the girls, we were looking very good with the shorts and tops I bought for them. I'm glad 'cos I hit the ball more times that I expected *hides* we lost but I'm proud of how we could manage to play. *coughs*Bryanwaslookinggoodinshort,niceass*coughs* The lads were looking great *laughs* One of the weird moments of the match, was when I bumped into Bryan, I dunno why he was there, and I put hands on a noname place, oh my godness, I didnt want my hands to be there, it was a reaction cos I was nearly to fall down *all red*, when I realised where my hands were I looked at Bryan who was looking at me like wtf are you doing? and I told him: sorry and ran away as quickly as I could. *laughs* Then I got Kian, who jumped on me *argh* he nearly killed me, I just remember his weird face *argh* then when I was running accross the field, I saw Mark doing weird things so I slapped him and now I hope he forgive me 'cos Tash told me he was telling her how we can attack *pouts*, Nicky touched my bum arghhh *grrrr* when I was all concentrated looking at Tash with the ball. The only sweet person was Shane, he wasn't a pig, he was just playing!!! I think Liz and Tash were the best players *nods* they got a plan, we had to jump on the guys and let Tash score, so we did it, I jumped on Bryan's back and well *blushes* Tash scored!!!! The girls and I were out to celebrate it, we celebrated the two goals *nods* but Liz went back to Spain *pouts* I miss you Lizziepooh!!!!! I'm gonna rest on the sofa all the afternoon 'cos I'm still tired *yawns* 15 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*too early to be awake* *yawns* [10 Jun 2003|09:39am] [ mood | awake ] I miss Liz a lot, she is in Spain for a week, enjoying the hot weather and getting tanned *cough*Imnotjealou*coughs* She called me yesterday sh'e great and having fun but I miss her loaaaaddddsss!!!! Tash is looking after Ben as well, and yesterday I went to her house to help her with him, thank God lil Joshie was with his grandmum as soon as I arrived, Ben threw 3 oranges at me, and one hit me and my leg is still hurting *pouts* Ben didn't want to eat, Tash and I were cooking all day and the food ended all on the floor, I think he doesnt want to eat 'cos he misses Liz so bad, but at least he ate 2 donuts (nope they wasnt Nicky famous Donuts) and tried to eat Tash's socks *laughs hard*, we had to lock all the doors cos Ben was jumping up and down and trying to look in all the cupboards and boxes *phewww* he didnt manage to open the cupboard where Tashie has all her thongs *dies laughing* We're going to take Ben to see Nicky *coughs*maybehewouldliketotakecareofBen*coughs* *gasps* I want to tell Bryan, Nicky, Mark, Kian and Shane that Tash,Liz,Jenny, Gillian and I want to play a football match agaisnt them as soon as Liz comes back home *grins* do you want to play? or are you scared? *grins* Edit:: New layout is up. 29 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

weeeee [08 Jun 2003|01:53am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Tash and Liz talking about *coughs*bulges*coughs* ] *pimps new icon* I dont have too much to talk about, well yes Im a bit dissapointed 'cos my mum gave today the letters I received when I was away, and what did I see? an invitation for "FHM 100 SEXIEST WOMEN IN THE WORLD PARTY", and I missed it *pouts* anyway I wouldnt be able to go, cos I dont like going out to party alone *pouts more* Tash I took your Mickey Mouse's socks for mistake the other night *coughs* I will give you back as soon as I see you again. Oh like Liz said: Tash, Liz and me need an Oscar, we deserved it for our GREAT interpretation of real teenyboopers. *bows* 14 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

weeeeeeee [05 Jun 2003|04:15pm] [ mood | energetic ] IM HOMEEEEEE *dances* yes I already arrive, Im in London, in my little house *nods* waiting for my mum to bring me Bryano back, yes my little hamster *grins* I got a nice tan, I got loads of pressies for my mateys and I'm tired and missing the good weather *pouts* anyway this is a short update 'cos I have to unpack everything and get ready for tonight, finally I'm going to Tash home *dances again* Im in a good mood today *lays on the sofa* I dunno why, maybe its the Liz power....By the way, I met my new dancers today *grins happily* they are so tall and fit, I showed them a pic of my sister Liz, and they totally agree she is very pretty *nods* but you know what? the blond sexy dancer took the pic and he never turn it back to me *in a huff* god knows what kind of things he can do with the pic *shakes head*. I brought some pressies, I hope you like them, I bought them in a WEIRD store *shrugs* I asked my manager to take me to any store before we left and he took me to the most weird store I've ever seen... ( Presents ) *coughs* its not a short update *laughs* 13 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*back* [04 Jun 2003|03:02pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Atomic Kitten- Love doesnt have to hurt ] Hey!! *waves* Im back *sticks tongue out* well Im still in L.A but I'm back updating again, hope you didn't miss me so much *pets you all* I bought some presents for my mates, for example: *coughs* Tash I bought you a BIG cupboard *coughs*nowyouwillbeabletolockMarkthere*coughs* kidding! *sticks tongue out* and some other pressies for my girls and my boys... AWWWWWWW I just read that my girls are going to a picnic *pouts* Im gonna miss it *pouts more* Anyway I'm coming to the UK next friday *grins* Im still down, you know it's hard to forget everything very quickly *sighs* Im still loving him *more sighs* anyway lets change the subject now........... Im getting a nice tan, he! I've been spending hours in the beach *grins at Tash and Liz* oooooh and here the guys are very fit and sexy *waves at Tash and Liz* But I'm not flirting with noone, no way, I just DONT need a new relationship... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR, Nicky stole my pink pyjama, Mark stole the curtains of my toilet *coughs*, Tash stole 2 of my fave dresses, Liz stole my baby blue top AND Kian stole my brush *coughs* the next time if you want anything, ask me *sticks tongue out* 10 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*sad* [31 May 2003|04:00pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Boomkat - The Weckroning ] I had a great time yesterday night with all my mates, even someone stole my pink pyjama and I dont know if it was Tash or Nicky *grrrr* they tried to cheer me up, we ate a chocolate cake and all kinds of ice cream, Im getting fat I know *laughs a bit* Thanks to Tash, Liz, Nicky and Mark for trying to make me feel better, I can't show you how much I love you all, you're very special for me. Well this short update is to let you all know that I'm worse than yesterday, so I decided I'm going to concentrate on my new album, I have my head all messed up so I need some time to think about all, yes I'm so pathetic, so don't expect updates or comments for a while, I'll be back every week to update though. You all take care and dont worry about me. Bye!! 11 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

ARGH! [30 May 2003|05:38pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Aaliyah - Miss you ] ( OOC ) *sighs* This damn song is everytime in my mind: It's been too long and I'm lost without you What am I gonna do Said I been needin' you, wantin' you Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you Is ur heart still mine I wanna cry sometimes I miss you Now I'm sittin' here Thinkin' 'bout you And the days we used to share It's drivin' me crazy I don't know what to do I'm just wonderin' if you still care I don't wanna let you know That it's killin' me I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby Come back...to me Can you...feel me(Callin') Hear me...callin' (For you) For you...'Cuz it's I know I'm so crappy *sighs more* 6 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*coughs* [29 May 2003|05:10pm] [ mood | weird ] New layout is up. 4 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

Happy Birthday for Mark [28 May 2003|04:32pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Atomic Kitten- Walking on the water ] Happy Birthday Mark!!! Hope you have a nice day and *coughs*nightwithTash*coughs*, here it is my present, hope you like it. Today I received my little Bryano *grins* he is soooooooooo cute and can't stop eating *laughs* Im teaching him to say: mummy and daddy, it is a surprise when Bryan comes to see him *laughs* I got a pic of him already ( here it is ) That's all for now, and dont worried about me, I'm ok, just feeling sick but I'll get well soon *nods* 1 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*ill* [27 May 2003|04:12pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | nothing ] Today I bought my hamster by catalogue, as I'm still ill and I don't feel like going ou anywhere *pouts* so I'm getting it tomorrow and I think I have already his name, after people's help, I'm calling him Bryano, why? 'cos maybe this Bryano will spend more time with me than my own boyfriend *pouts* I was going to call him Markeeno *laughs and pokes Nicky* but I promised Mark I was going to be a good girl, so I won't pick on him anymore *nods* Nicky and Kian told me to call him Tasho, it is funny but that name would affect my poor hamster and I don't want him to hate me for life *nods and waves at Tash* I also thought about calling him Lizzie or Jennyferoo, but I can't give him a girl's name *pouts more* Well I'm going to make cookies and watch a film, I'm going to see Titanic *cries* 207 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

weeeeeeee [25 May 2003|03:46pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Westlife - Evergreen ] Im getting a pet hamster *nods* Nicky told me to get one some days ago, and Im going to, everybody has a pet and I want one for myself, I will get a hamster boy and he will be friends with Nicky Jr., heee! Im gonna teach him to dance and to be the sexiest hamster of the world *nods and grin madly* I hope Bry comes with me tomorrow to buy the hamster, Im already hyper! can't wait!!!!!! *bounces* And yes! I've been voted the second world sexiest woman, Halle Berry beat me anyway *laughs* we gotta celebrate, what about tonight? who wants to join the party? *dances around* Note. Im going to see Nicky Jr.! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Edit: I need some help, I dont know how to call my hamster, so nice names are welcome! pls help me!! 14 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

let's play!!!!!!! [22 May 2003|06:05pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Liz and Tash dirtiness ] Holly is ____. If I were alone in a room with Holly, I would _______. I think Holly should _____. Holly needs ______. I want to _________ Holly. 11 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

madness! [19 May 2003|07:11pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Kelly Rowland - Can't nobody ] This afternoon was absolutely mad, first I talked to Lee, btw he left without saying bye, bad boy, very very bad *pokes him*, well we were talking about he doesnt want to work, so he decided I could replace him in the band *laughs* can you imagine me in Blue? *laughs hard* singins as Lee and having loads of girls screaming for me *shakes head* I prefer boys screaming *laughs* well he said I would get the chance to see the other guys getting undressed *laughs hard* and Liz and me thought I could take pics of Duncan getting undressed and sell them *nods* isn't a good idea? *dies laughing* how much will Tash pay me for the pics? *laughs* we'll see. I'm getting so jealous!!! Why? I just realised there are a few people who fanciesmy boyfriend....first the tongue pic with Tash, later the pic of Mark with a big banner saying: I love Bryan, and now I found a pic of Nicky on Bry's back *shakes head* I know I have a sexy boyfriend, but people please he has already girlfriend *laughs* Liz told me I should create a Bry's fanclub and charge money *nods*. what do you think? I'm really worried about Liz and Kian *pouts* I'm trying to cheer my Lizziepooh up and I hope to talk to Kian too. 7 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

heeeeeeeee! [18 May 2003|07:46pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | jennifer lopez - waiting for tonight ] ( dies laughing ) 196 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*scared* [16 May 2003|06:13pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Tash singing ] The Westlife concert yesterday was GREAT, I showed my big banner saying: Bry, strip now *laughs hard*, if I would have to choose my best part, I would say: when they sing "Great Balls of Fire" *grins* and the party was mad, I taught Bry some cool dance moves *grins* and I'm proud of him. Today I got a text from my ex-boyfriend, he said: he is coming to London and he wants to see me again, but I don't want to, he got his life and I got mine, and my mum already told him that I got boyfriend *nods* he is just pathetic. Anyway I just called Bry to tell him about it, and he is coming to my home after the show, he is gonna protect me *hugs him* isn't he very sweet? Bryan, Mark and Kian need to update *nods* I got 2 new icons *points at Bryan's icon* *drools* 70 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

quickly update [14 May 2003|05:34pm] [ mood | naughty ] [ music | Atomic Kitten- Be with you ] I don't know what to update today *shakes head* I've been busy with the recording and Bry *coughs* and not much happening lately, well Tash and Liz are as mad as always *pokes them* ( *drools* ) Next update will be longer I promise!!! 9 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

*yawns* [13 May 2003|07:13am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | nothing ] I don't know what to update but I need to do it *nods* 'cos I know some of you want to know what happened at the party. Liz, Tashie and me couldn't bring Josh Harnett, Craig David,Elijah Wood, etc... at the party, we wanted them to strip to have fun there *laughs* Anyway we managed to make Bry, kian, Nicky, Mark and Shane to strip *laughs* I played the "Lady Marmalade" song for them, it was so funny, Bryan was the bestt *grins*, I hope he'll make me a private striptease Then Tashie played "Just a little", I don't know how she managed to play it 'cos she was very busy with Mark *coughs* Well Liz and me started dancing on the table, Liz was nearly to fall down, good that Kian caught her *grins* Nicky and Shane were telling jokes, I mean BAD JOKES *shakes head* and dancing as well. After the party, everybody went home but Liz and Kian, they went for *coughs*ice cream*coughs* nice! Bry stayed at my home, too many days without him *coughs* but anyway they went back to Norway yesterday *pouts* Anyway, I have to go now, it's time for work! 10 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

my birthdayyyyyyy [11 May 2003|07:59pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | 50cent - In da club ] Yep, today is my birthday *dances* And yes! I'm gonna celebrate it, some of my mates are not feeling ok and they need to cheer up so tonite we gonna party ok? *grins* And now, I'm gonna show you some love *grins*: ( everybody I love ) See you later xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 18 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

................................ [10 May 2003|11:17pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | Westlife - Queen of my heart ] I love you. I love you, but you love me? 15 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

.......... [10 May 2003|09:26am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Mariah Carey - Without You ] Maybe some of you got worried about me for my last update *sighs* I just hate everything at the moment, and I warn you not to see me right now, crying all night isn't good for my skin *sighs* *takes a tissue and blows nose* Today I got a call from my producers *shakes head* they were so mad at me 'cos I didn't go to record today; why? I'm not in the mood of singing, and I don't wanna loose my job but they don't understand my situation, holy shit!! they told me that If Im not feeling ok I can travel to LA and record two tracks there, but I don't know what to do.I'm feeling really crap and all I want to do is going aways as far as possible; yeah probably I'm coward that don't want to see her problems, but I want to run away, everything here makes me sad, I'm all alone, my family is Oz and the weather makes me even more sadd *sighs* If I finally decide to go to LA, it won't be too hard for you, I don't think you'll miss me, you all got your loves and friends right now *nods* And guess what? tomorrow is my birthday *sighs* and I'm not in the mood of celebrating nothing *wipes away some tears* and it's going to be a month since I start dating Bry *cries* *takes a deep breathe* I don't think I'll celebrate my birthday, I'm not in the mood, sorry......... but you all need to have some fun, so go and party, you don't need me at all *nods* 10 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)

[09 May 2003|07:59pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | me crying ] I hate my life. 4 -- kiss me - (disclaimer)