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| 10:52am 10/12/2003 | ||||
when luke goes to work i get to use okay,i had to stop for a minute.i'm getting that numb thing again.its actually pretty scary at times.you know how it feels when you get anesthesia and you see everything through a yellow haze?and your dizzy and everything sounds far away?somethimes i feel like that for no reason at all,and different parts of my body go numb.my right arm,then my left arm,then it will stop and my cheek goes numb. |
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| 10:09pm 09/12/2003 | ||||
jeremy came over hile my mom was out.we talked alot and she came how before he left,so i got the ladder and snuck him out my window.he is possobly the only person.i got completely shitfraced.i miss love but i cant' understadn where it's hiding.. |
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uncomfortable| bi am the great cornholio,you will bow before the almighty bunghole | ||||
| 01:47pm 06/12/2003 | ||||
 What Type of Villain are You? mutedfaith.com. |
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| 01:34pm 06/12/2003 | ||||
 Take the What High School Stereotype Are You? quiz. i've been neglecting my blurty,but deadjournal is so much better.actually,there's not much difference.but i prefer deadjournal so kindly fuck off. |
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| 03:14pm 29/11/2003 | ||||
Brian Molko [to Fred Durst] |
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blah| 03:12pm 29/11/2003 | ||||
i'm sitting here,and you don't even know,and i'm crying because you're so far gone,i just can't recognize you.buzz-buzz and you fly away.it sounds like little silver bells. where's my angel with the black wings that said he wouldn't let his children die? quix-ot-ic (kw≤k-sÄt2≤k) also quix-ot-i-cal (-≤-kúl) —adj. 1. Caught up in the romance of noble deeds and the pursuit of unreachable goals; idealistic without regard to practicality. espen lind - black sunday I was you and you were me And you broke my heart so easily Then you left a message on my radio I sleep all day stay up all night Hanging out 'til dawn to feel alright Now that I am lost there's nothing left to lose So I'm dancing in a coma While I'm downing holy cola I'm not happy acting this way Take me back Sunday take me back black Sunday Maybe things are different when I wake up Monday How was I supposed to know That I would have to let you go Why wasn't I told It's like everything is slipping away on a black Sunday. I was you and you were me And I thought you came to rescue me But you left a message on my radio I'm drunk by 7.20 And I sleep around a-plenty I'm not happy acting this way Take me back Sunday take me back black Sunday Maybe things are different when I wake up Monday How was I supposed to know That I would have to let you go Why wasn't I told It's like everything is slipping away on a black Sunday. It's darker than me It's dark as can be It's everything that I feel It's hard to let go Now I need to know Where do I go from here? Take me back Sunday take me back black Sunday Maybe things are different when I wake up Monday How was I supposed to know That I would have to let you go Why wasn't I told It's like everything is slipping away on a black Sunday. |
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| 09:23am 23/11/2003 | ||||
 You are Form 4, Gargoyle: The Fallen. "And The Gargoyle mended his wings from the blood of the fallen so he could rise up from imprisonment. With great speed and resourcefulness, Gargoyle made the world his for the taking." Some examples of the Gargoyle Form are Daedalus (Greek) and Mary Magdalene (Christian). The Gargoyle is associated with the concept of success, the number 4, and the element of wood. His sign is the new moon. As a member of Form 4, you are a creative and resourceful individual. You are always thinking of possible solutions to problems you face and you generally choose one that is right. Much of your success comes from your ability to look at things a little differently than everyone else. Gargoyles are the best friends to have because they don't always take things for face value. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla  My inner child is six years old!
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| 08:18am 21/11/2003 | ||||
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contemplative| same place,same hellos,same goodbyes...helps you get through beat up insides... | ||||
| 06:29pm 20/11/2003 | ||||
do you love me? if you couldn't love me,do you like me? am i pretty enough? am i thin enough? do i say the right things? am i average? am i too strange? am i distant? am i fake? am i cracked? do i cling to you? do you even care at all? if i ran away tonight,would you come with me? would you never look back? |
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| 05:57pm 20/11/2003 | ||||
oh well. zack said he's sad i'm leaving. i don't think ron will call me or anything when i leave.we don't talk on the phone anyway.we're not even going out.we just grope each other in school.woo - hoo. jon put a bolt down my shirt and it was cold so i punched him and he tried to do it again and i kicked him.gransky yelled and called me violent,and asked me not to beat my husband.i can't promise anything.its a circle,you see.children whose parents abuse them often grow up to abuse their own loved ones.i won't ever do that though.i hope.its not like people grow up thinking"if my kid says i'm bald i'm gonna beat the shit out of 'em." bah. anywho. broken hearted |
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| 05:40pm 20/11/2003 | ||||
i made squishy zack god when i leave.heh,i really do own half the school.but only because they're so dumb they think with their little heads,not their big heads. squishy zack,zack,rodey,matt k,and ron were all trying to get my attention at the same time. it was pretty damn hilarious.i think i spelled that wrong. you don't get that with girls.they don't let their horniness run wild.not that i understand why the boys are horny for me.i'm fat,and not even very pretty. |
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| 11:20am 16/11/2003 | ||||
broken hearted <-3 i got an otep poster :D |
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| 11:13am 16/11/2003 | ||||
 You're Witch Baby (The Weetzie Bat Books), an antisocial child living with you're father and almost-mother. You're the child of a voo-doo witch. You love photography and you're the drummer in a band called Cherokee Bat and the Goat Guys. You often feel as if you don't belong. Which One of Francesca Lia Block's Characters Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  Witch baby Which Francesca Lia Block girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You're La! Young, heartbroken, and quiet. You yearn to be popular. Which Francesca Lia Block Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 08:44am 16/11/2003 | ||||
 Which AFI song are you? Quiz brought to you by Davey-Havok.net i geuss i change alot.blame it on the mood swings :) i find this one to be somewhat more true. i <3 danzig |
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| 07:59am 16/11/2003 | ||||
friday i went job hunting.i really wanted to work at sally's,but they only hire 18+.it would've been cool cos the people there for the most part are strange-looking like me.theres a girl with tons of piercings,oooo,my fetish!!! :D plus its a really small store so i wouldn't freak out i think. i got applications from brooks and strawberries too.strawberries is only hiring for the christmas season though.saturday my mom took me to this healthfood store to look for vegan food,but i didnt want the people to see me looking at the food and thinking 'how could she eat all that,she's so fat.'so we only got soy cheese. everyone thinks tofu is gross,but it's not.it doesn't even taste like anything.i think its made from curdled soymilk.tempei(sp?)is really good.ack.im talking about food now :( if i could just weigh 103 pounds everything would be perfect. |
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| 03:09pm 12/11/2003 | ||||
 Which AFI song are you? Quiz brought to you by Davey-Havok.net sing a song of sadness... |
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| 09:03pm 11/11/2003 | ||||
i should never listen to jonestown tea.it makes me remember things i dont want to remember. during resource i got a level drop for saying i was going to beat up my busdriver with his keys and steal the bus and drive to mexico.chris is a fucking bitch. her and sharon gomes are having a competition on who can get fat enough to eat the other one first. we made a tent out of a blanket in keyboarding and when we went under it jon grabbed my tit really hard and i punched him.jess told us to come out and i said we were having an orgy and she kicked me out to the cubbies. mike keeps telling me to talk in my real voice because he likes my real voice and i think he wants me to sing...i would talk in my real voice if i could.i dont even notice that im not and then i try to but i cant figure out what my voice should sound like so i give up. shit im cold.it must be twenty degrees in here. speaking of shit,marcy shit in a bag and they asked her if she shit in the bag and so she threw it out.liz didnt believe that she shit in a bag.she thought it was mud so she squeezed it and it was warm and she still didnt believe so she sniffed it.heh heh heh...poor liz...heh... |
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