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January 13th, 2013 at 4:25am] |
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So, it's been a long while since I've been here. Things have progressed a little in my life, but not by much.
I'm still with the same guy. Have been for 3 years, going on 4 years in August this year. The 17th of this month will mark a year since we've gotten engaged. Call me crazy, but I am not one for short engagements. Nor rushing to become a mother anytime soon either. We obviously still have our ups and downs, but we're typical. I love him and it's amazing to still be loved back after all is said and done at the end of the day. We've also moved back to Colorado after realizing New Jersey just didn't have the right deck of cards for us to deal with.
I had a job and then a huge turn over happened and I lost it. I'm still on the prowl for a new one. However, it's not easy. Not easy at all. I always tell people that complain about their current job, that they'll never be any luckier with it than they are now. Those who ever wish to just quit and find another one, better have one in the works, lined up, and ready to go or they'll be kicking themselves later. Seriously.
I hope to further my education soon as well. I just hope I find my true calling this time. :/
Things with family still aren't easy. I'm trying to mend a relationship with my closest sister. Some days it has it's difficulties trying to get through what she's done to me while I was in New Jersey. I'm not going to even touch on that publicly. Also trying to deal with other things going on within the family and someone making it difficult to repair damages is stressful. It hurts.
So, things feel like they're in slow motion at the moment. There's many goals I plan on working on this year and I can't wait to see some changes. But until then, we'll see how it all works out in the end. Later. For now, it's all about the music (Christina Aguilera, hell yeah!), making new memories, and letting go.
I'm going to end it here for now until next time.
xx
Sarah a.k.a. Danielle, "Dani"
P.S. If anyone ever sees this - which I doubt will ever happen - I just wanted to say that I miss you all. Despite the many hardships we've had in the past and the lost connections, I'll always care about you girls (and guys too). I hope you are all doing okay. I know a few of you are, due to other social networking sites, which I'm thankful to have those of you connected with on! Just hope for the same of the rest of you I wonder about.
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[Saturday
July 21st, 2012 at 2:34am] |
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"I don't know why we all hang onto something we know we're better off without. It's like we're scared to lose something we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all." - Anonymous
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[Tuesday
September 13th, 2011 at 9:39pm] |
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Skyscraper - Demi Lovato |
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I've been on this website for many years. I've gone through so much on here and honestly, it's kind of hard to just let it all go. It's made me who I am today. I'm quite proud of the major change because I like who I've grown up to be now.
I can't lie though, looking back on all of it and seeing how stupid I was when I was 15/16 years old, is quite embarrassing. Ha. I wish I could turn back time and redo it all. I take back everything I have ever said and done. I'd be honest, up-front, real, nicer, etc.. I wish I had stayed in contact with those I wonder about constantly now days it seems. I sure do miss some of them. I'm glad I've stayed in touch with a few of them though.
Ahh! We sure did (and still do) have our faults. But it's all over now.
Although life has those days, it's become quite different, but so-so. You know what I mean? I am employed and making it the best I can right now. I've met a really nice guy! We've been together a little over two years now. Even though, we have those typical relationship struggles, I'm in love for the first time with someone who loves me back. It's real and physical. Meaning, it's not one of those silly internet relationships we've all had in the past. Ha. We've moved to New Jersey, but plan on moving back to Colorado here soon.
My family and I... well, let's just say things aren't so great in that area and for those of you who knew me, would realize how big of a deal that is. I'd rather not go into to all of that aspect of my life, because it makes me feel so sick to my stomach and I'd rather not dwell on it anymore.
But, it can only keep getting better.
Right?
Hmmm...
Sigh.
Well, I'm going to end it right here. I'm not exactly sure what else I can think of to update you all on my life about. Most of it has been put in my livejournal over the years anyhow. It's just, I've recently rediscovered my blurty again and decided to snoop around and whatnot. Haha.
I love you all and I miss you all!
- Sarah (bka Danielle/Dani)
P.S. I'd be nice to reconnect with some of you again! Feel free to leave me a comment with your contact! :)
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[Thursday
June 10th, 2004 at 1:00pm] |
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Haha! ;)
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