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Friday, July 9th, 2004
3:32 pm - I DON'T KNOW
NOITHING TO REPORT

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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
1:35 pm - its rainning
ok im at work and it is rainning i hate that well i have to work tonight too im really sleepy.............
rachel

current mood: crazy

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
12:00 pm - IM AT WORK
WELL IM SLEEPY AND I WANT TO GO HOME I DON;T FEEL GOOD AND IM AT WORK GREAT ...
WELL I GOT A NEW BED ITS GREAT I REALLY LIKE IT.....WELL NOITHING IS REALLY GOING ON
WRITE AGAIN LATER....

current mood: annoyed

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Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
2:54 pm - NOT REALLY
WELL NOITHING GOING ON JUST WRITING TO SAY WHATS UP..........WELL IM OUT RACHEL

current mood: calm

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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
11:16 am - passion's flames
A touch, soft and tender.
A whisper, full of desire
A gasp of sweet surrender
As passion fuels the fire

No words spoken between them
No promises to be kept
No lies being told tonight
No looking back - no regrets

Longing to hold each other
Such precious little time
Both vowed to another
Being lonely their only crime

Tomorrow bringing sorrow
A brief moment of shame
With the memory of this one night
A release from passion's flames

current mood: chipper

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11:10 am - ready for love
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

current mood: artistic

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11:10 am - ready for love
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

current mood: artistic

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11:09 am - entrapment
Hopelessly bound
unfettered
by the chains of love's grip
- greatest gift,
fate's cruelest curse.

Wherefore do I weep
at knowing the joy,
the warmth,
at feeling the peace,
the fire.

Wherefore do I weep
unable to complete ,
to be,
unknown the kiss,
the flames.

Wherefore do I weep
at loving not living
seeing not touching
breathing not sharing
holding not loving?

All,
because I, The Fool,
am no more?

current mood: content

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11:07 am - slow tears
I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

current mood: creative

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10:58 am - seek not my heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

current mood: content

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10:58 am - seek not my heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

current mood: content

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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003
12:13 pm - this weekend
ok its was cool went to the club and hang out went shopping then movies it was cool well noithing going on now but me being sick got a bad cold trying to get over it but you know how that is... well have not really been doin anything lately just chilling school going you know how that is well im at work now just chilling well love to my gurl tay call me this weekend if ya want to do something... you know the number....well i guess thats all for now see ya later im out ray

oceans of love to grandad...........................................miss ya

current mood: chipper
current music: wifey next

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12:08 pm - this weekend
ok its was cool went to the club and hang out went shopping then movies it was cool well noithing going on now but me being sick got a bad cold trying to get over it but you know how that is... well have not really been doin anything lately just chilling school going you know how that is well im at work now just chilling well love to my gurl tay call me this weekend if ya want to do something... you know the number....well i guess thats all for now see ya later im out ray

oceans of love to grandad...........................................miss ya

current mood: chipper
current music: wifey next

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12:08 pm - this weekend
ok its was cool went to the club and hang out went shopping then movies it was cool well noithing going on now but me being sick got a bad cold trying to get over it but you know how that is... well have not really been doin anything lately just chilling school going you know how that is well im at work now just chilling well love to my gurl tay call me this weekend if ya want to do something... you know the number....well i guess thats all for now see ya later im out ray

oceans of love to grandad...........................................miss ya

current mood: chipper
current music: wifey next

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Monday, November 24th, 2003
11:11 am - how i feel
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

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current mood: confused

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10:03 am - this weekend
ok it was cool went to dinner friday and got my gurl tay took her to movie and other stuff stayed the night at grandmom's house it was cool...well sat went to mall shopped till ya drop me and tay then went home for pizza then i wen home it was cool got some clothes and shoes and stuff and nails fixed you know well i only work 3 days this week its great i have friday and thursday off and thursday off school...wow well im at my office chilling so i guess i will go later hey davie and j tay gurl much love rachel

current mood: creative
current music: numb

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
10:51 am - whats up
well at work again doing stupid shit im bored noithing to do want to go to school..... but that will not happen you know mabye well its slow at work today well have school tonight well you know...............well got to go goodbye 4 now but not 4 ever ray

current mood: dirty
current music: set it off monica

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Monday, November 17th, 2003
2:19 pm - well well well
ok well its the afternoon im at work got school tonight thats cool
had a ok weekend friday cool sat busy sun cool
well noithing really different going on yet but its only monday my computer blow up today i had to get it fixed..
well went to the movies and skating sunday night its was cool seen elf..

well sunday chilled with my boo CivicRage...... it was cool had a good time got up on some old times....
did car stuff sat night and friends b day party it was cool....welll love to j and davie sorry to hear about that Tay you will be ok and hugs and kisses to all my friends later
oceans of love rachel love ya grandad.....you are in my heart always......................................................ps building my website coming soon........................

current mood: artistic
current music: milkshake

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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003
11:28 am - its been a while
well here i am again talking on this journal well im at work its cool love having one job going to school now living my dream..... well noithing really going on family great thing looking alot better now doing some new stuff but its cool well whats up jay david....... tay gurl well i have school tonigth doing my home work now you know..
well got some new shoes for the car you know......xmas coming up great yea right busy stores no way....
well got to run goodbye for now but not for ever...


love you granddad miss you very much......................................................from the bottom of my heart rachel.

later

current mood: calm
current music: yellolead better pearl jam

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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
10:42 pm - fuck everthing
ok i had a shitty day it sucked well i feel really weird about some shit in my life like work school friends
and other thing i need to think you know.... well me and j and davie went out the night it was cool i want to go to the fair......i really am not sure what i want in life anymore i want to be left alone wit no drama..i need some new clothes
i need a new life because mine sucks sometimes.....

i have lots of question with no answers i guess time will tell........later..

oceans of love ray i love you granddaddy!!!!!!!!!!!much love to j and davie call me....

current mood: blah
current music: best of me jadekiss and mya

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