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Friday, October 14th, 2005
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It's been SO long...
It's senior year... it's really sad o__o. Nobodys there... Dragon and I are doing bad. I say he's thickheaded and a control freak... he says I'M thickheaded and I make a bid deal out of everything. Who's right? Maybe both of us are, BUT I know for sure that he's a drama queen! Hahah... he always wants to argue and when he does I just stop and walk away. NO DRAMA man... it's not worth it.
Been working a lot lately. Trying to save up for a lot of stuff. But... senior year is so expensive! Plus, imma be going to AX this year. Wanna splurge on that. One friends page in the yearbook costs $130. We were planning to get two pages! Is it even worth it anymore? It went up a lot from last year... and I doubt everyones gonna pitch in like we planned. Cause everyones broke... except the few of us that work. But still, we somehow become broke o__o;;. Christmas is coming up...
I was sooo mad at Bryan. He planned a dinner for Liz's birthday and he got her a gift card. It turned out ok. BUT for Farm's birthday, he planned a lunch and dinner and he got her a MP3 player. I was like "Dude... you're hella playing favorites, you know that?" And he said "yeah." Now his budget is all thrown off cause he didn't expect to get such an expensive gift for anyone. Even after all that bullshit she gave him. Man... he sees her as his best friend, but to her he's just another guy she can use.
Oi... headache T__T. Not enough food... and too much caffeine... I think o_O. Well ok... if anyone reads this... bye bye! *waves* ^__^
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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La la la... my days been so slow. Can't bring myself to the english homework o__o.
My grandma was pissing me off today cause she kept saying shit... so I turned up my music really really loud and left it there while I went to clean my room... and I didn't turn it down til she went to my room and asked me to turn it down... I was trying to give her a headache XD. Can you blame me? Everyone that lives in this house can't stand her >.<. I'm the only kid that acts respectfully towards her but she still treats me like crap so I got fed up... No more Mr. Nice Wendy =P. Earlier when she was walking into the kitchen I opened the fridge door on her face. XD Revenge! Too bad I didn't knock any of her teeth out. You may think I'm being mean, but ask any of my siblings, I think they'd agree with me.
School is alright I guess. I'm a slacker... can't help it. I won't do my english homework for a week... but I'll still do good on my tests o__O. I wonder why that is. Really need motivation. One more week before winter break! Hope I don't screw anything up o__o. Carol, did you start on the history project yet? The one about how our family got here and junk like that.
Friends... I guess things are okay. I have fun with the people I hang out with... I miss the ones I don't get to talk to much anymore... I'm disappointed in some of em. It gets hard to keep track of everyone when you don't have classes with them and don't see em much around school ;__;.
One of my friends... no names, but you can probably figure it out if you know them... I'm really disappointed in them cause they've changed a lot... I know people change but geez... all this person does is go online and flirt with people. They have like a million crushes per month. When they make up their mind about something, they won't change it even when they know they're wrong. And recently, their close friends have been messaging me and telling me about how this person pissed them off. We used to be good friends, until they started flaking on me. We'd make plans and they wouldn't come through. Or we'd make plans but they'd decide to go hang out with their other friends. It got me mad so I stopped talking to them. Then one night when we talked they were really upset with me cause I didn't call them out anymore... so I thought maybe our friendship did mean something to them. So, I gave it another shot but it didn't really work out. They seem so fake to me... like they changed themselves just so people will like them more.
On to better news... christmas is coming up! Shopping and presents... fun fun =D. I like wrapping gifts but I ran outta wrapping. If you know me, you'd know I don't use normal wrapping paper. I like to use layers and layers of shiny cellophane *__*! Too bad my supplies are low T_T. Might end up using normal paper afterall...
People asked me what I wanted for christmas. I told them I wanted a job! Haha, they looked at me funny ^__^. I really dunno what I want. The only thing I could think of was gifts cards from places I shop at. Really, I don't care. Then when they said I have to give them a real list... this is what I came up with: Listerine mouthwash (preferably the green one), Crest White Strips, Chapstick (Cherry Flavor), beef jerky (lol), and snack foods... I think the stuff I really want is too expensive anyways o__o.
What do you want for xmas Carol? If you don't tell me I'm just gonna get you a generic gift =P.
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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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Me and Dragon are now officially together ^__^.
Oi... so much school work to do. I can't seem to find time to go buy a portfolio for english... and I need dividers too >__<. Dammit. All my binders are so unorganized.
I watched Ju On part 2 today. It was very confusing o__O.
Must save up for christmas.
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Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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Blah... I think I should update my blurty interests page but I'm too lazy... all I ever do is add new anime or manga anyways. Hahaha... what an interesting life I lead.
Well today was Jenny's birthday. I wanted to go to her house but my mom wouldn't let cause she said I go out too much. So I stayed home... right when I got home from school my dad made me do laundry. The clothes were already washed, they just needed to be dried, but my stupid dad wouldn't let me use the dryer. Wtf eh? He made me hang the clothes in the backyard even though it was friggin freezing! And so he left a little bit later. My mom came home after that, when I was almost done hanging the clothes. She was like "What're you doing?! The suns not even out, the clothes won't dry outside. Put the clothes in the dryer!" So, I had to take down all the clothes and put them in the dryer. Hahaha... how stupid... and after that, I was online all day.
I feel hurt cause... my friends say one thing to my face, but behind my back they say something else. Or, they always do somethng to contradict the things they say. I'm not saying they're liars, I'm just confused.
What's up with Lily and Sang? Farm told me Sang said they were dating, but Lily said they're not. o__O. Should I kick Sang's butt?
Bang was talking to me at lunch today. He's hurt because Paullyn doesn't open up to him... she said it was cause she opened up to Timmy and she got hurt. But, you can't really have a relationship without trust o__o. Bang is a good kid... he wouldn't hurt her. Paullyn is insecure right now o__o... I wish she'd tell Bang what's wrong though. I asked Bang how he feels about Paullyn not opening up to him and he said that it makes him feel stupid and worthless o__o. How depressing -__-.
I've been trying to get into shape for the past week. I was training with Dragon and we were doing some football training. I was sore for two days... lol. I remember after the first day of training, I got out of bed, stood up, and fell down because my legs were so sore I couldn't stand up. Hahaha... hilarious. You know what I tell myself when things are going bad though? Suck it up! Goes for school too. Kinda works. Can't be weak all the time you know? I wanna cry over my grades sometimes, but it won't help. So, suck it up and try harder.
I saw The Grudge. It wasn't that scary.
No school tomorrow! Yay! Though I don't even know what day it is o__O. Anyhow, I'm going to go jogging tomorrow morning. If it rains, I'm just going to sleep in.
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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School is stressful! ;__; I've been saying that a lot... cause it is! Gus just threw a project at us and we had to do it within a week. It's like... give us a break! And then she marked us down cause we didn't get enough information for something, but we didn't have enough time to research! My group was so disoriented... it was crazy x__x. Or maybe I just complain too much o__o...? Maybe as juniors we're expected to have a higher level of responsibility and the complaining that us students do makes us seem childish. I think I'm second guessing myself o__O. I should stop while I'm ahead.
I'm starting to like creative writing. I thought I'd hate writing and evaluating poems and stories and junk, but it's pretty fun. I actually get to write about stuff that means something to me. Not to mention, I can sleep in there ^__^!
Stuff at home... it's been pretty calm o__o. My mom's been kinda... well her attitudes been 'outta whack' lately. Haha... if that makes sense =P. Helen didn't really believe me... she thought I was overexagerrating mom's meanness, until a few nights ago, she (mom) gave Helen an attitude for a stupid reason. Yeeeah... I don't like to talk about this stuff. I wish my family was like Steven's or something... they actually do stuff together and get along.
Dragon told me that he liked me o__O. I really dunno what to think or say about that. Man... he's my buddy! But yeah... he said he's liked me since seventh grade... which is highly unbelievable because all we ever did back then was kick each others' desks and beat each other up. Puahaha... good times. Anyways, what should I do Carol? Don't tell me you don't know!
I'm afraid to hang out with big groups of people cause big groups tend to split into small groups and grow apart and it makes me sad ;__;. Am I dumb for thinking like that? I try not to get attached anymore...
We didn't do anything in choir today. I saw Lily sitting alone so me and Dragon kinda tried to talk to her but it didn't seem like she had anything to say or she didn't wanna talk to us or something. I dunno what to talk to her about o__o;;.
Disappointment comes easy to those who expect too much. I'm trying to keep an open mind at the moment. I'm tired of being sad and all that bad stuff x__x.
To end on a happy note, Hoppity made friends with a cat in the backyard. Yes, that's right. My rabbit is friends with a cat. Hahaha... silly rabbit...
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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Strawberry Pocky for breakfast!!! Yuummers~!! ^_____^
Didn't get into the stage area for Maroon 5. But I was on the lift passing by and I got to see them perform "This Love". They're really good live o__o. Atleast I think so. Didja seem em Carol? Mm Hmm... the four of us went to the fair to take Nancy on rides cause she hasn't been on as many as us yet. It was cool I guess. Woulda been funner if I didn't have a headache.
Well I gotta go to work mmkay. Buh bye...
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