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Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
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8:00 pm
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Number the ones you've seen. star the ones you enjoy for whatever reason.* double it for those that you would recommend.** triple it for the ones you think are excellent!***
(1) Rocky Horror Picture Show***
(2) Grease*
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean**
() Boondock Saints
() The Mexican
(4) Fight Club***
() Starsky and Hutch
(5) Neverending Story*
() Blazing Saddle
(6) Airplane**
(7) The Princess Bride***
(8) Young Frankenstien***
(9) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy*
(10) Napoleon Dynamite
() Saw
() White Noise
(11) White Oleander**
() Anger Management
(12) 50 First Dates**
(13) Jason X
() Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
() Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
(14) American Pie
() American pie 2
() American Wedding
(15) Harry Potter
(16) Harry Potter 2
(17) Harry Potter 3***
(18) Resident Evil I
() Resident Evil 2
(19)The Wedding Singer**
()Little Black Book
(20)The Village***
(21)Donnie Darko***
(22) Lilo & Stitch**
(23) Finding Nemo**
(24) Finding Neverland***
() 13 Ghosts
(25) Signs***
(26) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() White Chicks
() Butterfly Effect
(27) Thirteen Going on 30
(28) I, Robot**
(29) Dark City***
() Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
() Universal Soldier
(30) A Series Of Unfortunate Events**
(31) Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
() KingPin
(32) Never Been Kissed
(33) Meet The Parents
() Meet the Fockers
()Eight Crazy Nights
(34) A Cinderella Story
(35) the Terminal***
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(36) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
() Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
() Halloween
(37) The Ring**
() The Ring 2
()Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies
(38) Practical Magic*
(39) Chicago*
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
(40) Hellboy**
(41) Secret Window
() I Am Sam
(42) The Whole Nine Yards**
(43) The Day After Tomorrow
() Child's Play
() Bride of Chucky
(44) Ten Things I Hate About You*
(45)just Married
()Gothika
() Nightmare on Elm Street
(46) Sixteen Candles***
() Coach Carter
() Bad Boys
() Bad Boys 2
() Joy Ride
() Seven
(47) Ocean's Eleven**
(48) Ocean's Twelve***
() Identity
(49) Lone Star**
(50) Bedazzled
() Predator I
() Predator II
(51) Independence Day
() Cujo
() A Bronx Tale
(52) Darkness Falls
() Christine
(53) ET**
() Children of the Corn
() My Boss' daughter
() Maid in Manhattan
() Frailty
() Best Bet
() How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(54) She's All That
() Calendar Girls
(55) Sideways***
(56) Mars Attacks
() Event Horizon
(57) Ever After*
(58) Forrest Gump***
() Big Trouble in Little China
(59) X-Men
(60) X-2
() Jeepers Creepers
() Jeepers Creepers 2
(61) Catch Me If You Can*
(62) The Others**
(63) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
() Cruel Intentions
() The Hot Chick
() Swimfan
() Miracle
() Old School
() Ray
(64) The Notebook***
() K-Pax
(65) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(66)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(67) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(68) A Walk to Remember
() Boogeyman
() Hitch
(69) The Fifth Element***
(70) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(71) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
() Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(72) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(73) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(74) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi...
(75)Troop Beverly Hills
()Swimming with Sharks
() Air Force One
() For Richer or Poorer
(76) Trainspotting***
() People Under the Stairs
(77) Blue Velvet***
(78) Lost Highway***
(79) Mulholland Drive***
(80) Sound of Music*
() Parent Trap 1
(81) Parent Trap 2
(82) The Burbs
(83) The Terminator***
(84) Empire Records**
() SLC Punk
() Meet Joe Black
(85)Nightmare Before Christmas***
()The Silence of the Lambs
() Sleepy Hollow
(86) I Heart Huckabees***
() 24 Hour Party People
current music: staralfur~sigur ros
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| Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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4:40 pm
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JOANNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how could they do this to me?!!! i wish that people weren't so stupid. most of the asshole kids that they're trying to appeal to could probably benefit from watching 'joan of arcadia'! all of my shows are disappearing. 'carnivale' isn't coming back, 'touching evil' just dropped off the face of the earth and i don't know where it went, and now 'joan'! next thing i know, they'll cancel 'gilmore girls' or 'monk' or do something absurd like that!
i might have to become a prostitute so that i can raise the money to bribe some network into putting it back on the air.
i know life goes on. i just think it's bullshit that this wonderful show i love gets cancelled without warning and 'the o.c.' and 'one tree hill' are still riding high.
current mood:  cranky
current music: tides of the moon~mercury rev/nasal retentive~frank zappa
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| Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
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8:41 pm
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Step 1: Pick out the movies you love
Step 2: Pick your favorite quotation from said movies
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what movies the lines came from
01.
love, yes i believe in love! love is like oxygen! love is a many spledored thing! love lifts us up where we belong! all you need is love!
02.
i brought you these
-oh thanks, i'll just go put them in some rubbing alcohol
03.
After my divorce, I scraped by with baby-sitting gigs and odd jobs...mostly the jobs we call blow. I had lost my job at the base Px and my gag reflex, you do the math.
04.
i see you shiver with anticip...............ation
05.
"what are you nuts?!"-
-"it's been suggested."
06.
don't fear death, only the unlived life. you don't have to live forever, you just have to live.
07.
"can we keep the pidgeons dad? dad, can we keep the pidgeons?!"
08.
"i just can't see anybody right now."
-"we're not seeing each other we're just having coffee."
"i know but, i just...can't have a social life right now."
-"that's okay, we don't have to be social. we can be antisocial."
09.
dude, that was my monday morning mix! we were gonna listen to it and talk about our top five favorite songs to listen to on a monday mornings! it was gonna be a..a fuckin' conversation stimulator man and you just had to go ruin it! and dude, what is with that sweater? that is a cosby sweater man! a cozshby sweattah!"
10.
lesbian? i thought she was a pisces!
11.
...oh and dude chinaman is not the preffered nomenchlacher. it's asian american, please.
12.
so in this world of ups and downs, it's nice to know there are jackelopes around.
13.
as your leader, i encourage you from time to time, but always in a respectful manner, to question my logic. if you're unsure that a plan of action i've decided is the wisest tell me so, but allow me to convince you and i promise you right here and now that no subject will ever be taboo, except the one that was just under discussion. the price you pay for bringing up either my chinese or american heritage as a negative is...i collect your fuckin' head JUST LIKE THIS FUCKER HERE. now if any of you sons of bitches got anything else to say NOW'S THE FUCKING TIME! ...i didn't think so.
14.
if there is a God, i think it exists not in us, but in that little space between.
15.
young boys should never be sent to bed, they always wake up a day older
(or)
"can we get him some teeth?"
-"he can have mine."
16.
"life. don't talk to me about life."
17.
i mean, can you imagine, someone hanging from the light ficture in their room and thinking "if my doctor finds out about this i am fucked!"?
18.
that is the behavior of (and i have no qualms about saying it) a whooer!
19.
there are three tomatoes walking down the street; a mama tomato, a papa tomato and a baby tomato. the baby tomato starts lagging behind, so the papa tomato goes back, squishes 'im and says...
"ketchup."
20.
"jazz is just musical wankin'. and if you wanna wank, use that 'ting in your hand!"
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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12:51 am
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Happy New Year!
love, soph xxx
current music: flower's grave~tom waits/we're all snowflakes~ween
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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1:50 pm
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MERRY CHRISTMAS and JOYOUS KWANZA!
here's to all of my friends. i send you my love.
xxx
current music: alice~tom waits/midnight hour~the commitments
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| Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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11:15 am - "you must be autumn."-"no, fall." -"fall?"-"that's what they call it here; fall, like leaves fall."
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i feel as though i should write something special today because it's my last day of nothing, but i've picked at the past summer enough on my own. so, song lyrics. just because. and read them too please, because it's like reading a nice poem and i don't post song lyrics that much so it's not like you can sigh at me.
ORIGIN OF LOVE
When the earth was still flat,
And the clouds made of fire,
And mountains stretched up to the sky,
Sometimes higher,
Folks roamed the earth
Like big rolling kegs.
They had two sets of arms.
They had two sets of legs.
They had two faces peering
Out of one giant head
So they could watch all around them
As they talked; while they read.
And they never knew nothing of love.
It was before the origin of love.
The origin of love
And there were three sexes then,
One that looked like two men
Glued up back to back,
Called the children of the sun.
And similar in shape and girth
Were the children of the earth.
They looked like two girls
Rolled up in one.
And the children of the moon
Were like a fork shoved on a spoon.
They were part sun, part earth
Part daughter, part son.
The origin of love
Now the gods grew quite scared
Of our strength and defiance
And Thor said,
"I'm gonna kill them all
With my hammer,
Like I killed the giants."
And Zeus said, "No,
You better let me
Use my lightening, like scissors,
Like I cut the legs off the whales
And dinosaurs into lizards."
Then he grabbed up some bolts
And he let out a laugh,
Said, "I'll split them right down the middle.
Gonna cut them right up in half."
And then storm clouds gathered above
Into great balls of fire
And then fire shot down
From the sky in bolts
Like shining blades
Of a knife.
And it ripped
Right through the flesh
Of the children of the sun
And the moon
And the earth.
And some Indian god
Sewed the wound up into a hole,
Pulled it round to our belly
To remind us of the price we pay.
And Osiris and the gods of the Nile
Gathered up a big storm
To blow a hurricane,
To scatter us away,
In a flood of wind and rain,
And a sea of tidal waves,
To wash us all away,
And if we don't behave
They'll cut us down again
And we'll be hopping round on one foot
And looking through one eye.
Last time I saw you
We had just split in two.
You were looking at me.
I was looking at you.
You had a way so familiar,
But I could not recognize,
Cause you had blood on your face;
I had blood in my eyes.
But I could swear by your expression
That the pain down in your soul
Was the same as the one down in mine.
That's the pain,
Cuts a straight line
Down through the heart;
We called it love.
So we wrapped our arms around each other,
Trying to shove ourselves back together.
We were making love,
Making love.
It was a cold dark evening,
Such a long time ago,
When by the mighty hand of Jove,
It was the sad story
How we became
Lonely two-legged creatures,
It's the story of
The origin of love.
That's the origin of love.
WICKED LITTLE TOWN (hedwig version)
You know, the sun is in your eyes
And hurricanes and rains
and black and cloudy skies.
You're running up and down that hill.
You turn it on and off at will.
There's nothing here to thrill
or bring you down.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
Oh Lady, luck has led you here
and they're so twisted up
they'll twist you up. I fear.
the pious, hateful and devout,
you're turning tricks til you're turned out,
the wind so cold it burns,
you're burning out and blowing round.
And if you've got no other choice
you know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
The fates are vicious and they're cruel.
You learn too late you've used two wishes
like a fool
and then you're someone you are not,
and Junction City ain't the spot,
remember Mrs. Lot
and when she turned around.
And if you've got no other choice
You know you can follow my voice
through the dark turns and noise
of this wicked little town.
so now, ponder this; "where are all the good men dead, in the heart or in the head?"
i watch too many movies.
current mood:  anxious
current music: time~tom waits/dirty boulevard~lou reed
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| Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
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2:15 pm - zach braff writes in his 'garden state' blog...
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"Some of you have been asking about the rating. Just so you all know, your government doesn't believe a 16 year old should hear the word "fuck" more than twice in a 2 hour period. The second you say "fuck" twice in a movie your film becomes "R". No exceptions. Pretty crazy, huh? You can blow someone's head off, but 2 fucks makes you unwatchable for someone under 17. Unless they have their parent there to explain it to them. "Mom, I understood the first use of the word fuck, but what's with the second - give me guidance please. I've heard one fuck before, but ever since I heard the second one I've had this insatiable desire to rob a liquor store and refer to all women as "ho's"."
*chuckle*
current music: taxi (ave maria) [jacknife lee remix]
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| Sunday, August 29th, 2004
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10:51 pm - i don't do these often, so i'm going to indulge
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1] using band names spell out your first name:
shins, the
orgy
police, the
hedwig and the angry inch
iggy pop
eno, brian
2] have you ever had a song written about you? aye (sophie, she eats a lot of rice, made by uncle ben's)
3] what song makes you cry? it depends what mood i'm in. nick drake is sort of tear inducing at the moment
4] what song makes you happy? back to you~john mayer / let go~frou frou / AM180~grandaddy
5] what do you like to listen to before bed? it depends, white noise is a constant though
6] what was the best band you ever saw live? john mayer and company (one out of only two concerts that i've gone to ever)
7] who was your idol when you were little? when i was little...john travolta
8] first album you ever bought? i had this tape of road trip songs (on the road again, etc...) the second side of the tape was just the instrumentals of all of the songs on the first side so you could sing kareoke.
9] name a song that reminds you of someone and why? why georgia reminds me of cati
Name 3 habits u have:
1) taking long showers
2) fiddling with my nails when i get nervous
3) wrapping myself in a coocoon of blankets when i go to sleep
Name four scents you love:
1) clean sheets
2) skin milk body lotion
3) rain
4) this vanilla body butter stuff that i got for christmas last year. it's comforting.
Name something you'd never wear:
1) tapered pants
Name 3 animals you like:
1) dogs
2) cats
3) horses
Name four television shows you love:
1) monk
2) joan of arcadia
3) touching evil
4) nip/tuck
Name 2 bands/genres/artists most people don't know you like:
1) opera
2) alison krauss
Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
1) water
2) pepsi
3) orange juice (not from concentrate)
Name a random fact about yourself: i still have the first blankie i ever owned. it's in tatters wrapped up in a quilt my mommy made me when i was a baby
Name a random fact about your family: my father gave me an ingrown toenail gene
Have you ever...
1)Fallen for your Best Friend? no
2)Made out with JUST a friend? no
3)Been rejected or heartbroken? yes
4)Been in love? not the kind your talking about
5)Been in lust? yeah
6)Used someone? no
7)Been used? i guess
8)Cheated on someone? no
9)Been cheated on? no
10)Done something you regret? kind of
Who was the last person..
11)You touched? lyd
12)You talked to? my mom
13)You hugged? tracey
14)You instant messaged? jack
15)You yelled at? sheila
16)You laughed with? cati
17)You had a crush on? not really anyone i suppose. if i feel one coming, i try not to let it happen.
18)Who broke your heart?
Do you:
19)Colour your hair? no
20)Have tattoos? no
21)Piercings? just my ears
22)Own a web cam? no
23)Have aol? instant messager
24)What should you be doing right now? going to sleep
25)What are you listening to? lou reed / the shins
27)Chicken or fish? chicken
28)Do you have a favourite animal? not particularly, but i sort of seem to be a cat person. sheila is my favorite dog in the world though.
29)Is ice cream the best thing in the world? not the best thing, but it's pretty wonderful
1. What would your dream date be? a comfortable one, not a first date
2. Single flower or a dozen? single
3. Silver, gold or platinum? platinum
4. Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? restaurant
5. Silly or serious romance? both
6. Marvin Gaye or Barry White? marvin gaye
Do you consider yourself:
Romantic? too much so
Snotty? unfortunately, sometimes
Quiet? mostly
Boring? yeah
Funny? at times
Have you ever...
Dissected something? dead frogs stink
Drank fluids? um, define fluids
Kissed someone? yes
Missed someone? yes
Told someone you love them? yes
Talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
What CD is in your CD player right now? nick drake-pink moon
Q. Favourite song? Am180~grandaddy/season song~blue states/oh, you pretty thing~bowie/let go~frou frou
Q. What is your shoe size? 7 1/2-8
Q. What will you be when you grow up? i don't know. in some way important i hope, in a way that means something
Q. What are you doing right now? trying to finish this
Q. What's that smell? my dog
current mood:  distressed
current music: caring is creepy~the shins/perfect day~lou reed
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| Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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5:48 pm
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let me go o-on, like a blister in the sun, let me go o-o-on, big hands i know your the one...
current mood:  bouncy
current music: blister in the sun~the violent femmes
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| Saturday, July 17th, 2004
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3:21 pm - "i want to go where the music is playing"
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what happened this week...monday, we went to the laundromat and then i sat through the imeneo rehearsal. tuesday i went bowling with lyd and dad. i'm a very bad bowler. i had one of those moments where you bring the ball back, but then it slips off your fingers and bounces on the floor and i squealed because i do that sometimes. but, i did get one strike and it was fun. cati, you and i and maybe joe and jack should go sometime when we're all home. thursday, we went mini golfing and i lost big time which highly amused my sister and then we came home and watched something like maybe five hours of i love the '90s. i'm a little disappointed in it, so they have to do an i love the '90s strikes back. yesterday we saw i, robot which was fantastic. everyone who can should see it while it's still in theaters. we went to this new place that looked like it'd been painted by a bunch of circus clowns on acid. i found it amusing that someone thought it would be a good idea to decorate a cinema like that. i mean, i came to see a movie and wasn't planning on getting a headache from the garish array of bright colors and neon signs. then i got my book that i wanted, exciting, but it's a bit twisted that they're charging twenty dollars for a book that's only about 200 pages long just because it's hard cover. come on, how much did it really cost them to print and bind and slap a slip-cover on it? got some papers from reenactment camp "no dark undergarments under your period costumes please." that's funny to me. and i'm happy because before sunset opened in buffalo yesterday, but i still have to wait three weeks to see it. i think i can manage though. so, that's it. lyd and dad are leaving tomorrow and cati's coming on wednesday. i can't believe how fast the time passes. i hope the summer doesn't fly by like this.
current mood:  blah
current music: time~tom waits/personality crisis~new york dolls
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| Sunday, July 11th, 2004
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10:18 pm - "i am at home in the me. this is me breathing."
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today, went to utica for some quality time with the fam. power shopping at h&m and target. basking in my shallow love of inexpensive clothing. i wanted to buy this book by alex garland, 'the coma', but apparently the good people of target believe that the only people who purchase books from them are women and gay men who aren't really interested in what the screenwriter of '28 days later' has to say...which is probably true. so that's about it for today, just updating to put some space between me and that last entry which i'm a little bit ashamed of. it's been swell, but the swelling's gone down.
current mood:  okay
current music: pressure~bowie & queen/99 luftballons~nena
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| Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
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11:57 am - more lyrics...
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When you were little
You dreamed you were big
You must have been something
A real tiny kid
You wish you were me
I wish I was you
Now don’t you wake up
The dream will come true
Every dream has a name
And names tell your story
This song is your dream
You’re the dream operator
It’s bigger than life
You know it’s all me
My face is a book
But it’s not what it seems
Three angels above
The whole human race
They dream us to life
They dream me a face
And every dream tells it all
And this dream is your story
You dreamed me a heart
You’re the dream operator
Shake-it-up dream
Hi-di-ho dream
Fix-it-up dream
Look at me dream
I’ve been waiting so long
Now I am your dream
Hard to forget
Hard to go on
When you fall asleep
You’re out on your own
Let go of your life
Grab on to my hand
Here in the clouds
Where we’ll understand
And you dreamed it all
And this is your story
Do you know who you are?
You’re the dream operator
And you dreamed it all
And this is your story
Do you know who you are?
You’re the dream operator
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11:49 am
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» City Of Dreams (the talking heads
Here where you are standing
The dinosaurs did a dance
The indians told a story
Now it has come to pass
The Indians had a legend
The Spaniards lived for gold
The white man came and killed them
But they haven't really gone
We live in the city of dreams
We drive on the highway of fire
Should we awake
And find it gone
Remember this, our favorite town
From germany and Europe
And Southern U.S.A.
They made this little town here
That we live in to this day
The children of the white man
Saw Indians on TV
And heard about the legend
How their city was a dream
We live in the city of dreams
We drive on the highway of fire
Should we awake
And find it gone
Remember this, our favorite town
The Civil War is over
And World War One and Two
If we can live together
The dream it might come true
Underneath the concrete
The dream is still alive
A hundred million lifetimes
A world that never dies
We live in the city of dreams
We drive on the highway of fire
Should we awake
And find it gone
Remember this, our favorite town
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| Monday, June 28th, 2004
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1:48 pm - "hey, nothing is gonna get you with sophie tonight!"-cati
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update:
i passed my exams; good. i went to tamtam's party and liz's git together. both were fun. i'll miss everyone. i love jellybean & homegirl. shakespeare in the park was alright. i was kinda tired, but we said a quick hello to mr. dawson. i do miss the intern gig. that was a good time. and we got ice cream which was delicious. i'm worried about cati being alone in the city for three weeks. our hometown kind of sucks. i mean, being without friends in cooperstown is alright because i'm fairly entertained and out of the range of massive gray cloud that hangs over our city and sucks all of the life and energy out of you, but she'll just be here. so CALL JOE!!! or i will.
auf wiedersehen!
current mood: listless
current music: just like honey~jesus & mary chain/closing time~semisonic
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| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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7:25 pm - "it's not where you start... it's where you finish!"
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recital time has come and gone. these are always kind of sad times. especially since i was in the emberassing ballet. but, i really want to do it; dance boot camp. i looked at an advertisement in the program for august classes at royal academy which i'll look into. i just figure that since the teachers don't have the motivation to spend a bit of effort teaching me how to do things the right way (which is their job), i have to find a place where i can learn and i have to do the work myself. i'm sick of being self concious about my body when i dance. i want to worry about the dance, not the tubby tummy and wide rear end. and i can only do that when the tummy and the bottom troubles just aren't there anymore. i also would very much like to take even more classes next year, however lyd wants to start dancing again and i'm not sure my family can afford to pay anymore. i just would like to, for once, be really good at something. watching the seniors and even the minis is always inspiring, but for some reason, this year it's really got me wanting something bigger.
anyway, monday i needed to take the day off. i went to bed too late sunday and i felt a little not right in the morning. it's the last week of classes. i believe i'm allowed a day. oh-so-nervous about finals. went to the library today, twas alright. cooler at least. my foot was doing something right strange though. i can't wait for the summer months!!!! phew, so hot. soon, things'll be lazy again. i love summer!!!!!!!!! i can't wait 'til finals are through!
current mood:  hot
current music: we are the dead~david bowie/hummingbirds~venus hum
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| Monday, May 17th, 2004
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7:03 pm
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i feel obligated to update. i remembered i have a friend on the opposite side of the country who cannot telepathically tap into my brain (thank goodness) and tell what's been about lately...since she's dying to know.
well, i'm nervous. the oral for spanish is tomorrow and, you know i'm probably fine, but still i'll be a mess until it's over and done with. sammy's birthday was nice. joe and cati are the best. i want to be included in the studying at the library. i could certainly use it. saturday was the first rehearsal for dance. i love to go watch, but then i look in the mirror and am reminded how pasty and doughy i am. which does remind me, i think i'll go do my pilates and homework. after i mention the conference this weekend wihch i'm sort of dreading a bit, maybe because my last two weren't a barrel'o'laughs. i always end up crying somewhere when i'm that sleep deprived and/or doing something really dumb. and i can't go home and take a shower. i don't know if i can make it this time. alright, now i'm going to do my pilates and homework, really.
current mood:  busy
current music: on your shore~enya/yellow~coldplay
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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4:36 pm - "little lady, let your mind go and your body will follow..."
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my birthday celebration wrapped up yesterday. i dunno, i felt like molly ringwald a little. because i'm selfish. i wanted it to be, i dunno, special and a sorta land-mark event. but, it wasn't really. cept i got pizza with sausage and pepperoni! (scandalous!!!) and mi da' bought me a cake and ice cream. oh, and some nice bagonias to decorate my room and provide nice oxygen. i hope i can keep them alive.
friday was fun stuff. i had good times at the library with cati. next time we'll actually look at books! and stones in his pockets was very good, regaurdless of the set. saturday went to don pablos with the fam. delicious. cati had her first 'sixteen candles' experience. i will never tire of that filum. youth group was not, we went to service and did souper sunday. alex and chris got me a cake. how sweet those two can be when they try! competition just sort of happened. i dunno why i get so depressed around performance time because i've finally come to the conclusion that sheri is a dingdong. she bothers me.
john mayer!!! and his gay leg are going to have the honor of having cati and i for an audience on august 10th. i'm very excited.
that's all i s'pose. we'll meet again, don't know where, don't know when, but i know we'll meet again some sunn-nny daaaaaayyyyyy...
current mood: discontent
current music: 1984~david bowie/on your shore~enya
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| Wednesday, April 28th, 2004
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8:18 pm - "all i have is my love of love, and love is not loving"
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so, i know i should be doing something productive. i know i should. i do believe i shall attempt to do a bit 'o cleanin after i get done with this nonsense. nothing has happened this week. professor booty and i are becoming friends again. the world is as it should be; let us rejoice. and hey, made it over the hump. that's a quite the accomplishment. i have a busy weekend. the bussiest in a very long time. it could be very good or very bad, but at least zac's not around to aid in the sophie-feeling-like-shit-ness. so, the odds of it being very bad are less. there are traces of nervousness about competition sunday, but y'know, by then it'll have ballooned into a massive anxiety attack over nothing. i'm done now. time to clean
current mood:  groggy
current music: soul love~david bowie/satellite of love~lou reed
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| Sunday, April 18th, 2004
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6:06 pm - everything looks better when you're on the outside looking in
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i want to delete this thing so i stop writing stupid, pointless things in it. but i just can't now, i'm hooked. i have a problem that only finding a real life can cure. the drive back was okay. it's flip-flop weather! rejoice! i went to the youth group thing was alright. heidi was hopped-up on life so i never really said anything about the music i wanted. but, the rest was fun. this morning though *big grunt*. jott was talking about prelude music and i suggested "mad world" or "from a distance" and trev wanted mad world, so we listened to it, but sam wanted this song by good charlotte and goldfinger and somebody else, which, i don't have a problem with. but, i really don't think we want to offend people and have them leave and miss the whole point of the song because it's loud. i liked it, it just wasn't appropriate. then she threw samantha-fit and was nearly yelling at jason and pissed off at all of us and walked out. and then raederlie had her j.d. boyfriend and this other guy there who were annoying troglanoids and they kept making annoying comments and y'know 'this music sucks ass' and 'i think that we should...' and just being obnoxious. damn hoodlums! so, that's my tangent.
went and saw 'while we were bowling' today. it was very good, i can't believe it got such a bad review. then lyd dragged me down to the closing gathering thing and i felt so utterly out of place.
that's all. ugh, school, school! tomorrow! it's a shame. with the beautiful weather and everything.
current mood:  weird
current music: but not tonight~depeche mode/closing time~semisonic
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| Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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11:25 pm - i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel
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fruitless efforts. horrible movie. squeeky floors. no alarm clock. five-hour drive tomorrow. back to the fucking city. i hate that city. how's that for a nice short entry though, that pretty much sums up everything?
current mood: cranky
current music: green eyes~coldplay/space oddity~david bowie
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