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| 08:47pm 08/10/2003 |
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mood:  depressed music: mest...rooftops
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school~sprit week...fun fun...definatly could get used 2 pj day...but crzy day...no seen more of some ppl than i ever wanted to see...guy in my lunch had a striper ms. claus suit on...over his close but it was still very scary...we get out of school early sorta for a peprally...definatly like that!...but its a pep rally so idk...cheerleaders...mmm....no....go for the band!...yup trying to get my dad to take me and kelly and i want to ask sean if he would go..asked megan and she cant shes gona leave us for cape may...dont blame the kid...football...cape may...big decsion!...yup defonatly suffering from seperation disorder from sean! I MISS HIM!!!i never see him it seems like and i end up thinking about him alll day and well...maybe i wouldnt if i saw him more....no i think id miss him more..i saw him sunday but it wasnt the same..my sister was there...which sucked..no hugs...drove us both crazy...wow m=y life is miniscule...when something intresting happens i guess ill post...but idk..well sean gave me my first kiss...and idk...he kept missing b/c i kept moving..trying to avoid it i guess...so he hit my forehead neck head ear..than lips..and i was bouncing of the walls once i got home i mean i snuck out of the house to go see him...done it twice now...once when he was going to run away...scared me so bad i strarted cutting again...gave me a scar on my leg 4inches long...only guy who ever made me cry...i told him that and he was like i dont want to make u cry..but idk...he says hes not gona try and runaway again...he would try ...ok well im done sorta i mean hes gona run about 20 more miles in my head ...im done |
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